Chapter Seventy-Six: A Turning Point of Fate
But what does this mess have to do with me? At that moment, I was clearly in such chaos, but I felt a sense of isolation from the world.
I just felt like I was going to die, why didn't I have time to give Shen Jingyun a positive answer? If I could have promised Shen Jingyun at that time, then even if I really died at this moment, Shen Jingyun would at least understand my mind, and there would not be so many questions and speculations left in the years to come, right? At least when he remembers me, he is more happy and less regretful, right?
In the face of death, I was at peace.
However, when I thought of Shen Jingyun, I suddenly seemed to react, and I was reluctant, and tears began to drip from this time.
It was from this moment that the world suddenly began to be real, various feelings began to recover, and the wandering soul seemed to have a trace of struggle and unwillingness to compromise.
But more than that, I heard those noisy and panicked voices and the pain coming from my neck, and a gloomy and smug voice: "The master has refined two life-killing soul sucking Gu before his death, so I will give you a pair of mandarin ducks with the same fate!" In the end, we won, hahaha......"
What is a life-stealing soul-sucking Gu, what is a mandarin duck with the same fate? My brain couldn't react at all.
It's just that hearing this tone is so familiar, I think of the old woman who ran away and couldn't see the reality clearly, and the voice was somewhat unfamiliar.
Since I took my life, I am destined to not be able to escape this time, right? At that moment, my mind was full of Shen Jingyun, he looked back at me with a smile before he walked into the pool of blood, I couldn't think about anything superfluous, and I didn't even have time to think about some of the things I was carrying, and at this moment I realized how ridiculous my previous stubborn resistance and refusal was.
I don't know what to do, and I have already gone deep.
I don't even know myself, I love Shen Jingyun so much? So much so that when I was dying, all I thought about was him, why? No answers! And the ridiculous thing before is that I only now understand that no matter how much I resist in my heart, I will not forget this man, and I will not love someone so deeply again, he has long been imprinted in my soul.
Was it the first sight, or the second encounter?
Just when my thoughts were getting more and more confused, a painful roar of "no" exploded in my ears, and I woke up for a moment, seeing Helian Cheng's angry and sad face, and then I saw Helian Cheng approaching me, stretched out his arms, grabbed me, and pinched the mouth of the cold body behind me.
The body didn't seem to have any ability to resist, and Helian Cheng pinched his mouth and let go like this.
Helian Cheng barely paused, pulled her away with all his might, and then pulled me into his arms.
The next situation was chaotic, in the chaos, I didn't know what was happening, and I didn't have any strength to control my body anymore, even if it was thinking, I just felt Helian Cheng's heaving chest, which kept dripping down my face, tears on my neck, and a stack of shouts: "Xiaoshuang, Xiaoshuang......"
I can't respond to Helian Cheng, I am very grateful to him, and I am very grateful for his friendship, but now I really can't understand his sadness so deeply, I just wonder if Shen Jingyun can see me for the last time?
"Don't, Xiaoshuang, don't!" Helian Cheng's voice was choked up, and he was at a loss at that moment.
I became more and more blurred, and in a trance, I seemed to see Wei Mushroom also running over, and at this time, I couldn't think about who that cold body was and what it was done. I feel tired, so it's better to close my eyes. But Helian Cheng suddenly calmed down at this moment, I just heard him stop crying, but made a loud voice, as if he was saying to himself, and also to me: "Xiaoshuang, I won't let you die, how never!" ”
I felt my body being picked up by Helian Cheng, I felt that he was running fast, he kept calling me, I couldn't close my eyes in peace, he kept reminding me that I couldn't sleep.
I was placed next to the fire, and people wanted to gather around, but Helian Cheng shouted angrily and excitedly: "Get out!" Now I'm going to save Xiaoshuang, and I'm not allowed to disturb anyone. ”
What is Helian Cheng going to do? Can it still be saved? If the cost is too great, don't want it, I don't know why there is such a firm idea. However, I can't control my body, I can't even speak, how can I refuse or even stop Helian Cheng.
Suddenly, I felt a warm object placed on my neck, as if Helian Cheng had taken it from my neck.
Then he began to recite a mantra, wholeheartedly, seemingly undisturbed.
With his spell, I felt the coldness that raged through my body begin to absorb the warm thing around my neck, slow at first, then quickening.
This feels amazing, how did Helian Cheng have such a magic weapon? My consciousness gradually came to my senses, only to see Helian Cheng kneeling in front of me, hurriedly chanting a mantra, like a mysterious ritual, and behind him stood Wei Mushroom, who was the only one who could get close.
I saw Wei Mushroom's eyes showing unbearable and complicated emotions, and there were tears on her face, she seemed to be in a state of confusion, not knowing how to choose, and unable to stop it.
What's going on? I was in the spell, my body couldn't move, but I felt that the thing Helian Cheng put on me had a special power, in the process of the spell, it restrained but also protected my soul, so that I couldn't make any movements to interfere with the spell in the process, and I wouldn't be hurt.
But I clearly felt that Helian Cheng's body was cold, and even in front of the raging fire, he couldn't warm up.
It seemed that there was a layer of frost on his eyebrows, and his body trembled slightly, but he did not hesitate, and the voice of chanting the incantation became more determined.
My body began to regain its temperature, getting warmer and warmer, but on the contrary, Helian Cheng's body was irrepressibly colder and colder, and the spell was going faster and faster, and it was becoming more and more with a poignant and unrepentant firmness.
Suddenly, I understood what Helian Cheng was doing. I wanted to struggle, I wanted to stop it, but I couldn't. I watched Helian Cheng start to get anxious, anxious big tears shed tears, I even looked at Wei Mushroom for help, Wei Mushroom also felt my gaze, she just shook her head at me uncomfortably.
Finally, I fully recovered my normal body temperature, and I felt that the cold that was raging on my body was gone, but Helian Cheng's spell was not over, his whole body trembled, and finally he recited a few words of the spell vigorously, and I found that the bite wound on my neck was no longer painful.
I don't even feel it anymore! I thought it was my delusion, but the next moment, I saw a bloody wound on Helian Cheng's neck, in the same position, clear tooth marks, rolling blood beads, falling on his white bandage, shocking.
The spell finally stopped.
The warm thing on my neck no longer emitted warmth, Helian Cheng opened his eyes at this time, and the hands that were originally holding the trick were also lowered.
He was very tired, still kneeling in front of me, he stretched out his hand hard, his fingertips lightly touched my cheek, and said in a hoarse and weak voice: "I can't let you have a little bit of hurt on your body, your grandfather asked me to protect you." As for myself, watching you get hurt a little bit is worse for me than for myself. Rather than this, I should bear it. ”
After saying this, Helian Cheng could no longer support it, and suddenly fell beside me, but he smiled when he saw my anxious gaze.
It's such a smile again, but it brings me deep pain at this moment. Can you not laugh like that? The more I see it, the more I feel that I can't repay Helian Cheng's love in this life and this life!
The moment he fell, the warm thing on my neck also slipped off, and my body seemed to regain its freedom at once, and I sat up almost immediately, with a thousand words but nothing to say, without any thought, my hand grabbed Helian Cheng's arm, cold and stiff.
Could Helian Cheng be dead? As soon as this idea came to me, I was panicked and overwhelmed, tears flowed silently, I struggled to hug Helian Cheng, trying to warm his cold and stiff body with my own body heat, but he couldn't warm up.
I didn't dare to look down for fear of seeing an innocent face. For the first time, I realized that I was not as capable as I imagined, and I could support anything, and I calmly thought about it.
owing Helian Cheng gives me the urge to simply die and pay him back. But if I do that, what's the point of Helian Cheng doing all this? On the contrary, I still owe him.
And at this time, Wei Mushroom had already arrived at our side, she didn't say anything, she quickly took out a few white, I don't know what composition pills, quickly stuffed them into Helian Cheng's mouth, and then pinched his mouth, stroked his throat, and helped him swallow.
"Sister Xiaoshuang, he's not dead yet." Wei Mushroom has never been comforting, looking at me sadly, he just said such a sentence with difficulty.
This sentence finally made me sober up, like a drowning person grasping the straw of hope, and looked at Wei Mushroom at once: "You say, you said Helian Cheng is still alive?" ”
Wei Mushroom looked at me and nodded, wanting to say something, but his lips moved a few times, but he didn't open his mouth after all.
As if I saw the light of hope, I stretched out a hand, grabbed Wei Mushroom's hand at once, and asked in a choked voice, "Then there must be a way to recover him, isn't it?" ”
Wei Mushroom hadn't spoken yet, but I felt Helian Cheng move, and he reached out with difficulty and grabbed my hand, and his weak voice was intermittent: "Xiaoshuang, is this the only way that you will take the initiative to hug me?" Then don't move, just hold me like that, okay? ”