Gu Wanwan looked at Xiao Yang's busy figure through the crack in the kitchen door, and there was an indescribable feeling in her heart.

Xiao Yang For her, there is no vigorous love for a long time, and there is only friendship between friends.

It's just that at this moment, she didn't know how to speak.

I have to say that Xiao Yang has changed a lot these days, and he has made a lot of changes for Gu Wanwan, and he has done almost everything he has done before.

He wanted to make up for what he owed her before, not to mention cooking a meal for her, or how long he would wait for her, even if Gu Wanwan wanted his entire net worth now, he had no hesitation.

Even if he has everything in the company now, no amount of money can fill the void in his heart, and since he let go of Gu Wanwan, he has already realized that he has nothing.

When Xiao Yang had everything done, Gu Wanwan approached the kitchen, looked at Xiao Yang who was serving vegetables, and said, "I remember you said that you had a very important entertainment today. ”

Xiao Yang, who was holding the dishes on the table, looked at Gu Wanwan with a faint smile: "I just want to accompany you today." ”

Gu Wanwan's heart trembled, she felt that she was a bad woman, two people who shouldn't have started, because she wanted to take revenge on Cheng Ziyi, and pulled Xiao Yang into the water.

Then the selfish self probably failed Xiao Yang.

Gu Wanwan was a little distracted in a daze, but Xiao Yang suddenly held her hand and looked at her and asked, "Wanwan, are you happy these days of being together again?" ”

Gu Wanwan was silent when she heard this, looking at his warm gaze, she felt that she could no longer be like Xiao Yang.

Say it's together? It doesn't seem to be.

It's much more restrained than between real boyfriends and girlfriends.,Usually there's not even an intimate action.,Not even a kiss.。

She didn't want to be so self-deceiving, and let herself live in such a sense of self.

So she pulled her hand out, pursed her lips, and said almost with a tangled mentality: "Xiao Yang, in fact, I have ......"

Xiao Yang seemed to have a premonition that Gu Wanwan was going to say something, and he didn't even dare to look at her, so he dodged and put a mouthful of food in her bowl to interrupt her: "That dish is new to me, I have practiced it many times at home, and now I can finally eat it, you can taste it, if you like it, I will make it for you next time." ”

Then he took a bite and ate it himself, lowered his head and continued to talk to her, "Oh, by the way, didn't you always want to go skiing?" I have a friend who just emigrated to Switzerland, so let's go together another day, right? ”

Gu Wanwan looked at him, frowning a little helplessly, she had told Xiao Yang many times about skiing, but he never took it seriously, he always felt that it was a waste of time, and he would rather accompany customers to socialize than sacrifice time to accompany her.

But now he is only willing to accompany her, even if he is with her, and he is willing to stay quietly without doing anything.

In the end, Xiao Yang still didn't hide from the past, Gu Wanwan put down her chopsticks and looked at him.

"Xiao Yang, I think it should be over between us, it's all my fault, let's stop here. I think I hurt you this time, after all, in order to take revenge on Cheng Ziyi, I chose to treat you in such an unfair way, I hope you don't mind. Even if we cancel each other out, you hurt me before, and now I give it back to you, with your conditions, you can find a more superior woman, in fact, there is no need to waste it on me, so I hope you quickly get out of this big mud pit of mine, stop thinking about me, and turn back to the original you. ”

"Gu Wanwan" Xiao Yang really roared, with anger.

She thought that he should be angry, if this matter was changed to Gu Wanwan, she would probably be able to bear being toyed with and shout.

Xiao Yang really wanted to strangle the woman in front of him to death now, but he was reluctant, this was the woman he loved.

If this kind of thing had been replaced by Xiao Yang before, he would have been furious a long time ago, and he would have played with this little master like this, and made you all pay the price.

But now he was just trembling, and he didn't say a word for a long time.

Now he is inexplicably panicking, he wants to seize every opportunity to live with Gu Wanwan.

So he choked up and said: "I can give what he can give, don't go to remarry, let me marry you." ”

Hearing Xiao Yang's words, Gu Wanwan was stunned.

But soon she smiled, with a few tears in her laughter.

It's late, it's too late.

If Xiao Yang could say this to her when they were together, she would definitely agree without hesitation.

But now it's all meaningless.

Gu Wanwan looked at him with a hint of guilt: "Xiao Yang, marrying you is what I wanted to do most many years ago, but now it's not, I don't love you anymore, you have your circle, I have my circle, we have never been people of the same world, I'm sorry for delaying you for so long." ”

At this moment, both of them fell into silence, which spread for a long time.

Ever since Xiao Yang saw He Anning leaving with her child in the downstairs of Gu Wanwan's house with an umbrella, she already had a premonition that she would part ways with her, but she didn't expect this moment to come so soon.

He had no choice but to shake his head and laugh self-deprecatingly: "You can't let go of him in your heart, do you still love him?" ”

Gu Wanwan was speechless, because what he said was right.

Even if Cheng Ziyi didn't come to chase her, she wouldn't choose to marry Xiao Yang.

After all, she still has children, and it is probably difficult for Xiaodouzi to accept a man other than her father as his father.

Another important reason is the love that has passed, she doesn't want to be contaminated again, even if it is reunited, there are cracks.

"You should find a woman with the same background as you, at least a woman who can help you in your career, you can advance and retreat together, and you can be very happy together for a lifetime. To be honest, I may remarry him, so it would be better for the children to have a complete family, and now in my heart, the most important thing is my son, and everything else is not important. ”

……

What kind of mood Xiao Yang was in when he left Gu Wanwan's house, only he knew.

He leaned against the door, and at this moment his heart seemed to be dripping with blood, and it hurt completely.

Even if he didn't want to let go, he had to let go, because the woman he loved had no place for him in his heart, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't let himself enter her heart again.

Xiao Yang's whole person seemed to have lost his strength, and he walked back with heavy steps.

He closed his eyes, and two lines of tears flowed down in an instant, he thought that from now on, he would never appear in front of Gu Wanwan again, and this woman could probably only stay in his heart for the rest of his life.

Even if the two of them were already in deep pain between him and Gu Wanwan, he was reluctant to forget her like this.

……

In the days that followed, Gu Wanwan let Cheng Ziyi come back, but she did not decide to remarry.

She thought, let's live like this first, and it can be regarded as giving Cheng Ziyi some tests.

Even so, Cheng Ziyi felt very good, at least she didn't refuse him, one day, he would catch her up and take her to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get the marriage certificate back.

Such days lasted for about two years, during which Hui Ruonan's illness recurred, and by the end of the day, people had lost so much weight that they even felt pain in breathing.

Even so, she didn't want Cheng Ziyi to appear in front of her.

She said that she only wanted to show the best side to the man she liked, so as long as Cheng Ziyi appeared, she would threaten him by pulling out the ventilator.

Cheng Ziyi could only look at her from afar, and finally in the snowy New Year's Day Chinese New Year's Eve, Hui Ruonan never woke up.

In southern cities like Shanghai, it rarely snows, but that time it rained all night.

When Cheng Ziyi and Gu Wanwan heard the news, they were preparing a large table of meals at He Anning's house with Xiaodouzi, and the two families and other friends were preparing to celebrate the New Year's Eve together.

They looked at each other in a daze, and Cheng Ziyi's heart was very guilty and sad.

Hui Ruonan is not only a benefactor to Cheng Ziyi, but also a relative, they all have each other's blood in their bodies, she saved him, but he failed to save her life.

The only thing he could do for her was to spill her ashes into the sea.

That day, he and Gu Wanwan stood on the boat for a long time, and he took her into his arms, he hadn't hugged her like this for a long time.

In the past two years, he has adhered to the bottom line, except for the first two months when she had a fever, he took care of her all night before he lived in her room.

He was afraid that this woman would reject him, but now he didn't care about anything but hugged her.

How many years can life have, in the blink of an eye, life is no, if he doesn't fight for it, he is afraid that he will regret it in the future.

Gu Wanwan just wanted to struggle, but Cheng Ziyi hugged it tightly, as if he was about to crush Gu Wanwan's shoulder.

"Why do you have so much strength?" Gu Wanwan didn't struggle anymore, so she leaned into his arms and asked.

Cheng Ziyi looked down at her and touched her soft hair: "Let's remarry." ”

She looked up at him, and gave him a smile after a long time: "Lao Cheng, we haven't talked about it in the past two years, so you tell me, how did you come over the year of the divorce, and you didn't look for me, don't you want me?" ”

Cheng Ziyi said hoarsely: "Think, how can I not think about it, I feel like I'm going crazy for a moment." I remember when I got divorced, you said I didn't have a heart, I almost opened my heart and showed it to you, in the dead of night, I tried to send you WeChat, wrote and deleted, deleted and wrote, you know I'm not such an ink man, but that night I turned over and over again and finally wrote a few words and sent it to you after a few hours of entanglement, but it turned out that I was not your friend, and in a fit of anger I smashed my phone, and the screen was smashed by me. ”

On this cold day, although Gu Wanwan was in his arms, she kept shivering.

He looked down at the woman in his arms, frowning, and even his eyes were a little red, he knew that this woman must be uncomfortable when she heard this.

Cheng Ziyi hugged her and got into the car quickly, turned on the heater, and tried to warm her with his own hands.

But Gu Wanwan suddenly grabbed his hand with both hands, put it to his mouth and gave him a breath: "You go on, I want to continue listening." ”

Cheng Ziyi finally waited for this opportunity, so he told her all his state of mind in the past year.

He told her as he drove.

"Later, I handed over the company to the professional operation team to take care of, in addition to helping Hui Ruonan contact the right transplant liver source, the rest go to the door of your hospital every day, sit in the car and watch you, even if I can't be by your side, but as long as I can see you every day, my heart will not be alienated from you, if you don't do this, I'm afraid that one day I will forget you."

"But this day passed, but I found that one day Xiao Yang actually came to pick you up from work, that day you actually had a meal with him, and asked him to send you home, and then I often saw him come to you, my heart chuckled and I felt that I might be finished, did I just give you to others? The pain in my heart at the thought of it was like being tortured. ”

Speaking of this, Gu Wanwan suddenly held Cheng Ziyi's hand on the gear, and said with some trembling: "Old Cheng, I'm sorry......"

"You're not sorry for me, I know you didn't have anything to do with Xiao Yang, if it really happened, he wouldn't have looked like he was in pain every time he came out of your house, otherwise he would have been very happy, seeing his appearance, it made me decide to regain your determination, I thought to myself, I've been angry for so long, your anger should also disappear, if not, I will continue to wait until you are angry and I will appear in front of you again."

Cheng Ziyi can be regarded as a brainstorm, and said all the words that he held in his heart to Gu Wanwan.

When she went back, the atmosphere in the car was also a little dull, not that Gu Wanwan didn't speak, but that when she heard this, her heart suddenly became soft, and for a moment the distress occupied her heart.

When she got home, Gu Wanwan received a message on her mobile phone.

She looked at the message and even smiled.

didn't think much about it, she stretched out her mobile phone in front of Cheng Ziyi, and Cheng Ziyi, who saw the information, although he was a little uneasy, at least he felt that his relationship with this woman seemed to be closer than before.

The message was sent by Xiao Yang, and since he came out of Gu Wanwan's house two years ago, he has never contacted her again.

This time the contact was also written very simply: "I'm getting married, I am the daughter of a real estate predator in Lincheng, and the wedding is scheduled for this weekend at the Century Hotel, I hope you can come." ”

Go, Gu Wanwan will definitely go.

Not for anything else, just because when she got married and gave birth to a child, Xiao Yang gave her the best and most valuable gifts, and she had to return the gift as a person.

But eat or something, forget it, she doesn't want to cause any more misunderstandings.

When Gu Wanwan drove to the hotel on the weekend, she had just parked the car, and she saw the car to the south driving far away.

When you come to the south, it is also normal, they are all big families, and they will definitely receive wedding invitations.

But when she saw the man in the car get down, she was a little surprised and surprised.

In addition to Shi Xiangnan and He Anning, there is also Cheng Ziyi.

Cheng Ziyi asked her before, do you want to go? She didn't give an answer, but now that the two of them appeared here together, the atmosphere was really a little weird.

The first to break the deadlock was Cheng Ziyi, who walked over and grabbed Gu Wanwan's waist: "Let's go, let's go in." ”

Gu Wanwan shook her head: "No, I just came today to deliver the gifts, I'm not a person who likes to owe favors, I think we may have more important things to do in a while, so let's skip eating or something." ”

As she spoke, Gu Wanwan took out a wad of gift money and a gift, and handed it to the person receiving the gift.

When he walked out of the hotel, Cheng Ziyi looked at her inexplicably: "What did you just say you want to do?" ”

Gu Wanwan took a deep breath, hugged Cheng Ziyi's neck and said indifferently: "Old Cheng, I agree that we will remarry, I don't want to wait any longer, you are right, we should not miss each other again, we should take Xiaodouzi and the little guy in the belly to run in one direction together." ”

She was able to say these words, almost after much deliberation, and it took all her courage to say them.

Cheng Ziyi naturally looked at her in surprise, as if something was rolling in her eyes, and this moment was red through: "In the stomach... Kids? ”

Gu Wanwan hugged his neck tightly, and said relatively calmly: "It's not you, you did a good thing on the day I had a fever, I didn't come to my aunt for two months, I went to check it yesterday, you have to be a father again." ”

Cheng Ziyi suddenly hugged her, he was very grateful to God for his favor, so that he did not rashly suspect Gu Wanwan and Xiao Yang when he saw him together.

Eventually, he survived, and he waited for her woman back.

For this day, let alone waiting for so many years, even if it is five or eight years, as long as you can get this woman back, everything is worth it.

Cheng Ziyi hugged the woman, kissed her forehead gently, and said almost choked with excitement.

"I love you, I'll only love you alone in this life."