Chapter 287: Gu, Cheng, and Xiao's Love-Hate Entanglement 5
Hui Ruonan seemed to be aware of Gu Wanwan's emotions, Xu is just now said Cheng Ziyi, there were some tears on her face, she wiped it and continued: "I know you may not believe it, but you look at me like this, how can Ziyi have feelings for me, if you don't believe it, you can check the hospitalization records, I have lived here this year, and I have undergone several surgeries, but in the end, it was not done." ”
What she said was like explaining something to Gu Wanwan, Gu Wanwan took a light breath and said to her: "Why do you want to tell me this, Cheng Ziyi is already dispensable to me." ”
Gu Wanwan said this lightly, but she couldn't deny that when she heard that Cheng Ziyi had been by this woman's side all year long, it was like knocking over countless spice bottles, with mixed tastes.
Looking at Gu Wanwan's way of hiding her emotions, Hui Ruonan hooked the corners of her mouth and smiled: "Ziyi said that you don't want him anymore, he is going crazy, and I have delayed him in the past year, so I think it is necessary for me to tell you that it is a pity that you pass by like this." ”
Gu Wanwan had no choice but to clasp her arms and look into the distance with a pair of dark eyes: "He can tell me himself, and he doesn't have to bring me here." ”
"Doctor Gu, you should know better than me what kind of person Ziyi is, he is a person who keeps his promises, I think this time he is really in a hurry, I am afraid that you really don't want him anymore, I promised me before that I would not tell anyone about me, so that you would misunderstand, since this is the case, then it should be up to me to tell you."
Hui Ruonan seemed to sigh and shook her head and continued: "Doctor Gu, I'm not trying to excuse him for saying anything good, but he has really had a hard time this year, I often see him holding his mobile phone and looking at your photos in a daze, and I have also looked at your phone number in the phone book countless times, turning it over and over, but I never dared to dial it out." Sometimes I wonder if I was too selfish to use the kindness I had for him to morally kidnap him and force him to stay with me, so what is the use of keeping an emotion that doesn't love me at all? ”
When Cheng Ziyi came back from buying porridge, it was already an hour later.
During this period, Hui Ruonan said a lot to Gu Wanwan, as if someone had suddenly opened the conversation, and she talked endlessly.
After that, they didn't stay in the ward too long, and when they left, the rain was still falling, and there was no tendency to stop.
Both of them ran in the direction of the car, and when they were ready to leave, Cheng Ziyi kept turning his head to look at Gu Wanwan.
But Gu Wanwan was still not enthusiastic, and asked coldly, "Do you have something to say to me?" Or do you think I should have something to say to you? ”
Cheng Ziyi thought that Gu Wanwan could accept him regardless of her suspicions when she heard the truth of the facts, but she just spoke coldly, which made Cheng Ziyi a little disappointed.
"Evening, let's find a place to sit down and have a good chat."
Gu Wanwan did not agree or refuse, but it didn't matter to Cheng Ziyi, whether she agreed or not, now he had to come according to his own requirements.
So Cheng Ziyi took her to a café, and when she was waiting for coffee, Gu Wanwan couldn't stop wandering.
She stirred the coffee cup, but she was really a little distracted, and she couldn't help but keep staring at the man in front of her.
What Hui Ruonan said to her later, she remembered a word in her ears.
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"At first, I came back from abroad and found Ziyi, I got this disease, at that time I actually had a serious mental illness, after all, I had nothing, in Shanghai, I can think of people, Ziyi is one of them. I always thought that if I hadn't married someone else at that time, I would have been hand in hand with Ziyi for the rest of my life, but I found out that I was wrong, I confided in him, I wanted to be close to him, he kept his distance from me, after a long time, I was in a hurry, I always went to the bar to buy drunk, so I took the initiative to kiss him when he didn't pay attention, hugged him, although he didn't show anything at the time, but when he sent me back to the ward, I pestered him, and even wanted to take off my clothes in front of him, but in the end I was stopped by him, Even the few times I still hugged him when he wasn't looking, he coldly pushed me away, and it was only later that I had to tie him up to me on the grounds that he could pay off my personal debt. ”
She smiled bitterly, trying hard to make herself not so bad, and then continued: "The result can be imagined, what I keep is only Cheng Ziyi's person, his heart is not with me at all, I wanted to let go a long time ago, but I am still greedy, I hope to get along with him one more day, but he is not happy at all, every day I am sad, I know, the love that is forced to stay will not have results, since he can't let go of you at all, so from now on, I will let him go." ”
Gu Wanwan trembled lightly and lowered her head, and said silently: "Where can he let go of me, if he really can't let go of me, he won't divorce me in such a hurry, even if I mention it, he really cares about me, he will try his best to save this relationship, but unfortunately he didn't, he didn't do anything to keep it." ”
"Well, I guess you don't necessarily won't believe it, I've heard of you, quite a tsundere person, and your personality is also very free, generally people with a character like you must not be able to stand the betrayal and deception of the other party to you, but what he does to you, you yourself should know better than anyone else, just like I clearly know that he has no place in his heart at all, no matter how long it has been between me and him, I am destined not to be together, because his heart is all occupied by you, so I am very jealous of you, but there is really no way."
Gu Wanwan was about to open her mouth, but Hui Ruonan didn't give her a chance at all as if she wanted to finish her words in one go, interrupted her and continued: "I also know about your second child, Ziyi said, he blames himself very much, he thinks that you have broken ties with the man before, and the strong jealousy and the stimulation of alcohol have made him mess up, which will cause such consequences, but his heart for you, you will see it from his eyes." ”
Gu Wanwan thought of this, and when she looked at the man opposite, she suddenly felt her throat tight.
When Cheng Ziyi's deep eyes looked at her, she still dodged away, I don't know why, since she finished chatting with Hui Ruonan, her heart was very uncomfortable, her chest seemed to be full of black smoke miasma, and Gu Wanwan, who was holding back, always felt as if she was about to collapse in a second.
Gu Wanwan seemed to expect Cheng Ziyi to speak, she quickly said: "I'm a little tired, I want to go back, if I have anything to say, let's talk about it later." ”
Cheng Ziyi's words in his throat didn't come out after all, and he also knew that after a woman like Hui Ruonan, she naturally needed time to digest.
He didn't want to force her, he was afraid that some things would be too hard and would go the other way.
So he slowly drove the car back, and when he sent Gu Wanwan to the door of the house, he suddenly grabbed her hand and put it on his chest.
Almost choked up, he said: "You touch my heart, you are the only one here, since I have known you, I can no longer hold any woman." ”
Gu Wanwan still felt a little ironic, and shook her head helplessly: "It's still the same sentence, if you really only have me, you won't divorce directly without even saying a word of retention." We've been divorced for a long time, and you aren't necessarily the only ones in my heart......"
Before Gu Wanwan's words were finished, Cheng Ziyi couldn't support the sadness in her heart, and took the lead in covering her lips.
"Say no more, don't say more," he said, hugging her tightly, a voice whispering around her neck.
Gu Wanwan could clearly feel the warmth of his big palm on her back, so familiar and warm.
The two of them stayed quietly for a long time, and Gu Wanwan seemed to have experienced a long period of mental entanglement, and finally paused.
"Cheng Ziyi, I can trust everything Hui Ruonan told me, if you want to remarry, I can consider it, but give me some time recently, I need to deal with the relationship between me and Xiao Yang."
She could feel the body of the man holding her suddenly tremble.
Cheng Ziyi didn't expect her to really forgive him, he lost his calm and composure, and asked intermittently: "You... Are you telling the truth? Is it true? ”
"Well, it's true, I don't lie to you." Gu Wanwan patted Cheng Ziyi's back indifferently, as if to affirm him: "So, you have to give me time and let me deal with the relationship here, otherwise we won't be able to start again." ”
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After Cheng Ziyi left, Gu Wanwan stood in front of the window and looked at the direction he left for a long time.
She thought about what Hui Ruonan said today, thought about this man's breath, thought about his kiss, and even began to feel that she was quite cruel to him.
She seemed to have fallen into Cheng Ziyi's body, and she felt how she could forgive him so quickly.
I was thinking about this when my phone rang on my desk.
Looking at the name on the phone, she hesitated a little and slowly picked it up.
"Wanwan, I called you all night, and you didn't answer, is there something wrong with you, I'm downstairs at your house now."
Xiao Yang's voice did sound very anxious, and she coughed lightly: "Xiao Yang, there was an emergency operation in the hospital just now, so I didn't hear it, so I just went home." ”
Hearing that Xiao Yang cared about her, Gu Wanwan somehow felt a little weak at this moment.
She saw Xiao Yang downstairs, waving slightly at the window, Gu Wanwan thought to herself, when was he downstairs, did he see it when Cheng Ziyi sent her back just now?
After a few minutes, when Xiao Yang stood in front of Gu Wanwan, he asked her with a smile: "Have you eaten so late, I don't know if you have eaten or not, so you bought a few dishes, and I will make them for you." ”
As he spoke, Xiao Yang carried a large bag of things and went straight to the kitchen, and then closed the kitchen door.
Xiao Yang thought that if he didn't hurry away, he was afraid that he would not be able to resist the urge to have her.