When Shi Xiangnan said this, he had already hugged me completely, and he was almost about to hug me to death.

"Shi Xiangnan, you are such a smart person, how can you not hear that sentence is just a perfunctory, I don't say that, how can you cooperate with the treatment with peace of mind, and it will not be so thorough now."

I could feel it, his body froze suddenly, and then asked in my ear in a low voice: "That must not be perfunctory, I heard clearly when I was in a shock coma, you said you love me and hate me." ”

It's my fault, I shouldn't have said those things to make him have any illusions, I didn't want to say cruel things, but I had to say it at this moment.

"Shi Xiangnan, I don't want to be entangled with you like this anymore, I said that I can't be with you anymore, why do you force me, do you think you will be happy if you get it like this? Do you think you can still do it the same way you used to? You also know that the answer is no, please stop pushing me, okay? ”

After a pause, I wanted to make everything clear this time, so I continued: "And Lin Nianxuan, as far as I know, there doesn't seem to be a divorce between you, you should clearly know how Xiang Hao and I were misunderstood last time, I still want to keep my innocence, so I don't want to be labeled as a married man again, which will shatter my yearning for a peaceful life." ”

I never thought that Shi Xiangnan was a particularly persistent person, but this time I talked about it, but he still didn't want to let go.

"I am not married to her, we are just a formal husband and wife, in my heart only you are my wife, no one can."

"Shi Xiangnan, you have always been a mature person, why can't you figure it out in this matter? You've been holding on like this, have you considered my feelings? In other words, even if I promised you, in the eyes of outsiders, you and Lin Nianxuan are husband and wife, how can you make me embarrassed? ”

This is the second time I have emphasized to him about the relationship between him and Lin Nianxuan, and aside from other reasons, I must be particularly concerned about this, and I can't ignore it.

I believe that any woman may not be able to endure such a relationship.

Shi Xiangnan's answer was very decisive and affirmative: "I can immediately find the media to send news, put aside the relationship between me and her, I never bear to let you be wronged, if I have to choose between the Lin family and you, there is no doubt that it is you, I also said that I let go once, and I will not let go of your hand again." ”

I stared at him for a long, long time, so long that I don't know how long, and he didn't rush me, probably waiting for my answer.

I think it's better to forget it, why do many things make it so difficult for yourself to make it difficult for anyone.

Gu Wanwan persuaded me, the team leader also persuaded me, and even Fu Chen and the people around Shi Xiangnan persuaded me that this matter was better than torturing himself and torturing him, it was better to conform to everyone's wishes.

So I said solemnly: "Since you said you love me, then I will also give each other a chance, I am officially over the work in Africa, I will go back to Shanghai, I believe you will also go back to Shanghai, after we go back, if there is a fate will definitely meet again, if I can meet, I will promise you, with you, back to you, this is my last bottom line, now I don't see anything, I only believe in the word fate, just see if there is fate between you and me." ”

I said it with great certainty, and Shi Xiangnan didn't even have the slightest chance to refute it.

After saying that, I wanted to leave with Mia, and was going to pack my luggage, when the man who was silent just now suddenly said, "Even if I search the entire Shanghai market, I will find you." ”

I just smiled and pulled Mia away.

I have to admit that maybe I was too cruel to deceive him, and the purpose of saying this is just to give him some time to let him slowly forget himself.

I wasn't going back to Shanghai, I was supposed to teach at the medical school in Shanghai, but because I was delayed in coming to Ethiopia, I was reassigned from the school, and I was going to Nancheng Medical University, a city around Shanghai.

A week later, at the moment before boarding, Shi Xiangnan did not show up at the airport, he bought a plane ticket to return to Shanghai two days before me, and I also received a call from him.

He said confidently on the other end of the phone: "He Anning, we will definitely meet, I will wait for you in Shanghai." ”

I hung up the phone and smiled, very good, he is very confident, he is still the confident man I love.

It's just that no matter how powerful and legendary he is, he wouldn't have thought that I wasn't in the Shanghai Stock Exchange at all.

I think he must not be able to find me, because I didn't even tell Gu Wanwan about my position in the school in Nancheng this time.

If you want to say goodbye to everything before, you can only leave everything in the past, my father He Guangsheng, and even my best friend Gu Wanwan, who has been friends for many years.

I think Gu Wanhui will understand me, after all, I don't have a choice, in my opinion, at least at this stage this is the only choice.

……

When she was on the plane, Mia was not in a very good state, and she looked sullen.

Seeing this, I had to hold her in my arms, she looked at me with her hearing aids, and I asked her worriedly, "What's wrong?" Tell your mother if you are uncomfortable or uncomfortable. ”

Mia just shook her head and didn't say anything.

I think a child's mind is actually the most difficult to guess, and she is far more unpredictable than a woman's mind.

Maybe it's because Mia has never left Africa, or maybe she was born in Africa, so she left with some sadness.

It was noon when the plane landed at Nancheng Airport, and the school just sent someone to pick it up.

I was picked up by a man who looked to be in his forties, who seemed to be polite, and when he saw me, he introduced himself as the head of the school's department, named Yu Jing.

Out of politeness, I didn't emphasize that I had to go to the place where I lived, but was taken directly to the school by Director Yu.

With a gentle smile, he introduced me to all the colleagues in the entire Department of Brain Surgery, and then took me on a tour of the school.

Although I was a little reluctant with Mia, I finally got everything done.

After all the entry procedures were completed at the school, they arranged a teacher's dormitory for me, which did not seem to be a big place, and the space was not enough for me and Mia, because I had to buy Mia a lot of rehabilitation training equipment, so I simply refused the dormitory provided by the school.

But I am not familiar with Nancheng, so I simply asked Director Yu to help me keep an eye on the two-room apartment, I don't have to worry about the price or anything, the main thing is that the environment is good and relatively safe.

After all, I have a lot of savings, and it is very important for us to have a relatively high-quality and safe living environment for those of us who have lived in Nancheng for a long time.

Director Yu is a very caring person, and within a week, he has already helped me find a house.

I didn't waste time, after finalizing the stay, Mia and I have already moved into a new apartment, which is a 26-story house, two bedrooms, two living rooms and two bathrooms, and a large floor-to-ceiling window, which can overlook half of the southern city, and the most important thing is that it is good and cheap.

If this is in Shanghai, it will take at least one year's salary to rent such a house for a year, but in Nancheng, the cost is only one-third of Shanghai, so I quickly settled on it.

There are three homes on this floor, and the other two floors are said to belong to one person, and the owner of the house is away for a long time, which makes me feel that it is excellent value for money.

In a blink of an eye, I have been in Nancheng for two months, because the treatment in China is much more advanced than in Africa, and with Mia's efforts, his language and hearing have improved to a great extent.

Her communication is getting better and smoother, and she is even more confident than before, so Mia's growth partner mentor is very good to her, so I am relieved to leave Mia to them to take care of me for a day.

Because the next day was my sister's death day, I wanted to go back to Shanghai, and I just wanted to go alone and go back alone, so as not to meet people I shouldn't see.

Nancheng and Shanghai are very close, and it takes less than two hours to arrive by high-speed rail, so I bought a high-speed rail early in the morning and arrived before noon.

I got off the train and rushed to the cemetery almost non-stop, the same scene I saw when I returned to China last time, the clean cemetery, as if it was often cleaned, but I couldn't figure out who it was, but I could only think about everyone I knew, except for Shi Xiangnan and Gu Wanwan, I was almost certain that there was no one else.

I carried my bag and barely stayed for long, just chatted with my sister a few words, reported a few words of safety and left in a hurry.

At the end of the day, I'm still afraid of going south when we meet again, because it's harder for me to make a choice.

It's just that God always likes to create unexpected 'surprises' for people, or inadvertently.

If I hadn't silently returned to Shanghai, maybe I would still be full of thoughts that Shi Xiangnan would really part ways with Lin Nianxuan for me, but all this had just drawn a big cross in my heart.

To get to the train station, the car must pass through the Times Building, and when I came, I tried not to look at it, but when I left, I happened to inadvertently catch a glimpse of Shi Xiangnan and Lin Nianxuan intimately walked out of the Times Building.

The car happened to speed past in front of them, and I suddenly laughed, not for anything else, just to laugh at myself for being too stupid, stupidly believing Shi Xiangnan's words, and stupidly agreeing with him about such a thing as fate.

Fortunately, all this is still too late to restrain the precipice, and now the fact of everything is that he is already with Lin Nianxuan and has another family, and I also have Mia living in another city, so whether I love or not is not so important at this moment.

Yes, I admit that at the moment when I agreed with Shi Xiangnan, there was still a trace of illusion in my heart, but at this moment, all illusions became disillusioned.

Sitting on the train back to Nancheng, I looked at the Shanghai market, which was getting farther and farther away from me, and I finally understood that maybe I would never cross paths with him again in this life.

What fate is not fate, it is simply the most incomprehensible thing in this world, and it is also the least worth looking forward to.