I stayed in the isolation room for five days in a row, and Shi Xiangnan's body temperature remained high, and I was scared every day when I looked at him.

I can always think of the scene when Mia's parents left.

If it weren't for the massive Ebola outbreak, Mia would not have lost her biological parents, and the way they couldn't survive in their hospital beds was like a lingering reflection in the depths of my mind.

I saw with my own eyes that they were infected at the beginning, and in the later stages of the nasal bleeding, they could not stop bleeding profusely, and finally passed away within 24 hours of bleeding.

And I stood in front of the glass window and could only watch him quietly and could not do anything.

Even if I reject him ruthlessly and don't want him ruthlessly, I understand why I am shaking like this at this moment.

I'm scared!

Even if I'm a doctor, I'm afraid.

Although he was only a few meters away from his hospital bed, I could still clearly see that he was in unbearable pain due to high fever, moaning incessantly, and even sometimes going into shock and unconscious.

Now he is lying on the bed so pale, with a hanging needle in his hand, sleeping quietly.

But I thought he was very bad, and the last time I was leaving, he gave me a death threat, and I pulled him back from the border of death with sincere fear.

This time, he put me in the same mood again, but I couldn't do anything.

Even though I hate him to the core, I still can't bear him disappearing from this world, even if I don't see him for the rest of my life, otherwise I won't even have the object and meaning of hate.

As I stared against the glass, the door to my isolation room was opened, and it was none other than the leader of our medical team.

Seeing him walk in with a smile on his face, my heart seemed to feel like it had fallen to the ground at this moment.

Instead of wearing a hazmat suit, he wore a white lab coat, and leaned over to take off Mia's protective mask with a report, not forgetting to touch her head.

"Is he okay?" I couldn't wait to stand aside and ask.

He also got up to help me take off my mask and hat, and nodded with a smile: "He's okay, you're okay." ”

I grabbed his arm with some excitement: "What is his illness?" ”

"Don't worry, you look at the report, his white blood cells are all normal, but some creatine kinase is a little high, and we used a nucleic acid test, and the viral nucleic acid was detected in his serum four days after he had a fever." The team leader patted me on the shoulder and said.

I looked at the report and turned to look at the sleeping man on the other side of the glass, and I couldn't help but take a breath and say, "Fortunately, it's not Ebola, it's just chikungunya, although it is also contagious, but at least it is not fatal." ”

"Xiao He, I don't know what your relationship is with him, but you care about him so much, just promise others, I can see from Uganda that there must be something between you." The team leader looked at me meaningfully, and didn't forget to look south on the other side of the glass.

Before I could say anything, the team leader turned around and was about to leave, and when he was at the door, he didn't forget to say: "You and Mia can come out, you are not infected, but he still has a high fever, you can take care of him, but remember to wear protective clothing, and the physical cooling cooperation is more secure." ”

After speaking, the team leader strode out.

Leaving Mia and I at a loss.

It wasn't until the fifth day that I stood in his hospital room and looked at him seriously.

I tried my best not to let my tears come out, even if my nose was sore, I just rubbed it and swallowed it back.

This man who made me love and hate always gave me a sense of stability before, even if he didn't do anything, just staying next to me could make me warm.

But now all he can give me is heartache, in addition to heartache and heartache.

Even if he is resentful and dissatisfied in my heart now, I still hope that he is well, at least healthy, otherwise when I return to Shanghai in the future, I will have no one to hate, how can I continue to hate him.

I walked up to Shi Xiangnan in a heavy protective suit, touched his burning cheeks, and remembered that unlike the last time I stood outside the door and watched him quietly after opening my head for him, this time I could finally get close to him.

To be honest, Xiang Nan has always felt strong and even invincible to me in the past, but these two dangers have made me see that he also has a vulnerable side.

I hesitated for a long time, but finally slowly grabbed his hand, and when I put my hand on the back of his hand, I could still feel the warmth of his palm, even though I was wearing medical gloves.

"Brother Nan, I'm here, let me take care of you."

I spread out his fingers as I spoke, putting my fingers into his hands one by one, I miss his hands, I miss his people, I actually miss everything about him, and at this time I want to be willful, put aside all hatred, and hold his hand willfully.

"Brother Nan, are you okay? I said I hated you, but I still couldn't help but worry about you, worried that you would leave suddenly, you are actually very annoying, and very bad, obviously two years ago, when I hated you the most, you appeared in front of me in a blur, although I did the operation, but you don't know that I cried alone in the operating room for a long time when they pushed you out. This time you are cheating again, you always make me love and hate, but I can't bear to watch you be killed by an infectious disease, you have to live well, I still have to hate you. ”

I gently squeezed his fingers, "Do you want to know if you want me to be with you again... How to say it, if there is no sister matter, my answer is yes, but it is useless to say that these things are useless, and that incident cannot be erased in our lives. ”

Then I sniffed and continued: "Look, you are such a powerful person, you broke through that level two years ago, and you were spared this time, so a woman is really not that important to you, and I believe that you are still fine without me." ”

After saying that, my tears began to fall down with a click, and at this time, the person on the bed seemed to feel my emotions, and his arm suddenly moved.

Seeing this scene, I quickly withdrew my hand, but it was grabbed to death by the man in front of me.

"Without you, my life doesn't have any meaning."

I looked up at him, and he had raised his eyelids slightly, and although he was wearing an oxygen mask, although his voice was very weak, I could still hear it clearly.

I was a little red-eyed, and wanted to break free of my hand, but he still clenched it very tightly, and he said weakly: "I love you, I will be so selfish at the beginning that only to drive you away is the right choice, until now I understand a little, if time can come back, the whole era is nothing to me, you are more important than everything, I often sit alone in front of the large French windows and watch the traffic on the road, and then ask myself, without He Anning, this woman, what is the use of all this?" ”

Then he sat up slowly, and then he raised his hand and touched my cheek, and even through the protective mask, he gently wiped it on the mask.

In fact, it is difficult for me to accept Xiangnan, for such a long time from the divorce to now, he is the man I hate the most in my life, and even hatred is already an obsession that cannot be waved away in my life creed.

Even when I agreed to Qiao Chenfeng's marriage proposal, what I always thought about in my heart was Shi Xiangnan.

I can hate him all the time because I love him too much, otherwise I wouldn't have let myself fall into this kind of dead end and can't get out.

But at this time, no matter how much I refused, it seemed that I was a little too cruel, so I looked straight into his eyes, and after a long time, I said: "Shi Xiangnan, let's not talk about these things first, at this stage, we will cure the disease first, and the rest will wait for you to get better, let's talk about these things, okay?" ”

……

After ten days in a row, Shi Xiangnan has been living here for more than half a month, and his body temperature has already dropped from high fever, and now it occasionally soars to 38 degrees, but the number of times is very small.

In order to be able to take good care of him, I entrusted Mia to a colleague.

When I came to the ward again this time, his body temperature was still hovering at 37.8, so I had to bring water over, and in addition to the infusion to cool down, I also gave him physical cooling.

I took two towels and wiped his forehead and body on top of each other, probably changed a few basins of water, and after wiping and wiping again, his body temperature finally dropped a lot.

And during the whole process, Shi Xiangnan didn't say a word, but when I looked at him, he was always looking at me.

Such days were really difficult, and when it was finally determined, Xiangnan lasted for three days without fever, and his illness was cured, and he could finally be discharged from the hospital.

Just when I was about to take Shi Xiangnan out of the hospital, Fu Chen finally showed up, and I don't know where he suddenly came from.

I was almost blown up by him when I saw him.

I almost took a detour to him, but he was standing next to Shi Xiangnan and was busy apologizing to me.

"Assistant Fu, where did you go when your boss was hospitalized for more than half a month?"

Fu Chen said with an aggrieved look: "Miss He, at that time, I really wanted to give Mr. Shi a chance to be alone with you, so that Jerry and I would leave quickly, I didn't expect such a thing to happen to Mr. Shi, I came here a long time ago, but I was not allowed to come in here, so I had to wait outside." ”

I never felt sorry for him, so I just turned my head, paused and said, "I don't have much more, he will take care of you in the future." ”

Fu Chen nodded desperately, but Shi Xiangnan was a little anxious when he heard my words: "What do you mean that he will take care of me in the future, where are you going?" ”

For me, Shi Xiangnan is already fine, my task of taking care of him is over, and no matter what, I will not leave everything behind to get back together with him.

"Shi Xiangnan, you have recovered, Africa is not suitable for you, you hurry up and leave here with Fu Chen, and I have finished my work here, I will also leave with Mia, I don't hate you anymore, and I don't want my life to be disturbed, I took care of you so much before just because of the love between you and me, okay, you and I don't have to toss anymore, give each other space to live a good life."

What I said was very true and very sincere.

I hope Shi Xiangnan can understand what kind of mood I was in to take care of him at that time.

But he didn't care about everything around him, and suddenly hugged me from behind and hugged me tightly.

Then a deep voice skipped by: "He Anning, now I see you as a big liar, I said that I will treat the disease well, and we will talk about it when I am better, but you are going to leave me." ”