"Eh, do you want to hear Xiuze's story? Actually, I don't know much, after all, the two of us have only known each other for a long time. Black Star muttered, "But I can still tell you about the general situation." ”

"Xiu Ze's life was almost exactly the same as you before high school, the same controlling parents, and the same cold and withdrawn character."

"But when he was a freshman in high school, something happened that changed his fate."

"His parents both died in a traffic accident, and Xiu Ze has basically lived alone since then."

"I guess that's the biggest difference between him and you."

"Did your parents die in an accident?" "Yan Xiuze" was obviously a little surprised, and said slowly: "I didn't expect this...... No wonder. ”

"Actually, that kind of life seems to be ......" Yan Xiuze's tone seemed to carry a hint of longing.

"Although he never said it, I can still tell that he is still very envious of the fact that your parents are both." Heixing frowned and said, "But listening to your tone, it seems that you don't cherish your current life very much?" Strange, didn't you say that your parents are what you carry? It's a bit inconsistent, isn't it? ”

"Contradictory?" Yan Xiuze smiled: "Everyone will envy what they don't have, in my opinion, although that guy lost his parents, but actually experienced another life completely different from mine, of course, what I envy is only his special experience, not the 'loss of parents' itself." ”

"In the same way, you say that he envies my life, I have no doubt...... But I think what he envies is only the fact that 'my parents are alive', not my current state of life, right? ”

"There is some truth to that." Black Star touched his chin and muttered, "Since I've already talked about him, it's time for the 'exchange', right?" ”

"One of the things I'm most curious about is that after years of high-pressure control, you should have accumulated a lot of resentment towards your parents, what kind of opportunity did you change your attitude towards your parents?"

"Yan Xiuze" narrowed his eyes slightly, fell into a brief memory, and after a short time, he said slowly: "Actually, it's very simple, after going to college, although the school is also in Tiandu, I still moved from home to school accommodation. ”

"Since my freshman year, I have been working part-time to earn my first pot of gold after independence, and then I have used the start-up capital earned from my part-time job to develop social software with several college classmates...... Although it didn't grow too much, because it was well run and was acquired by a large company, I quickly made enough money to live independently for a long time. ”

Black Star smacked his lips and sighed, "Awesome...... And after that? ”

"After that?" Yan Xiuze smiled: "After that, I broke off the relationship with my parents. ”

"I see...... Ah, wait. Black Star seemed to realize something, and his eyes widened for a moment: "Huh? ”

"This plot is too abrupt, isn't it?"

Ignoring Hei Xing's startle, "Yan Xiuze" continued: "At first, my parents' expressions were almost exactly the same as yours now, and they felt a little inexplicable, but then naturally they made trouble for a long time, and all the hidden problems surfaced...... Our relationship also dropped to a freezing point all of a sudden. ”

"But any threats and questions they made at that time didn't work for me." Yan Xiuze said lightly: "At that time, I already had my own financial resources, my own social circle, and the ability to survive independently even if I was separated from them. ”

"I don't have to live with them anymore."

"That'...... And after that? ”

"After that? After that, they finally had nothing to do...... I have to ask for my forgiveness. ”

"I asked them to write two letters of apology to apologize for what they had done over the years."

"Yan Xiuze" paused and continued: "Actually, what I want is very simple, just let them say 'I'm sorry' to me personally......"

"It seems that the resentment in your heart is really deep, deep......" Hei Xing sighed: "The resentment in Xiu Ze's heart dissipated after the death of his parents, but after so many years of accumulation, your resentment completely exploded. ”

"It's just...... There's something I don't quite understand. With a puzzled look on his face, Black Star asked, "Alone...... Why two letters of apology? ”

"This, it adds up to four seals."

"Even if your parents each give you one, what about the other two?"

"Yan Xiuze" was silent for a moment before he spoke: "The other two letters...... It was the letter of apology I asked them to write to themselves. ”

"Write to yourself...... An apology letter? Black Star couldn't understand the meaning of "Yan Xiuze's" words anymore.

"That's right, from childhood until the end of high school, my life was under the absolute control of my parents, and this silent repression almost drove me crazy several times...... However, I am not the only victim of this protracted war. ”

"When my father was young, his biggest hobby was self-driving, and he traveled all over China when he was in college, and even after having a stable job, he didn't completely give up this hobby."

"As far as I know, at that time, my parents' honeymoon after marriage was a rare self-driving trip."

"My mother used to be a working woman, and it's very rare that her hobby is work."

"But I can't say that my hobby is work, more accurately, I should say that my mother is a very enterprising person."

"Being able to give 100% to any job and do the best in everything is her confidence as a professional woman."

"But since they got married and gave birth to me, everything has changed."

"My mother resigned from the company and was no longer a working woman, but a full-time housewife."

"My father, on the other hand, has never taken a road trip since he was born, and he hasn't even been out of the city because of his work."

"And all this is simply because I was born."

"'All for the children', 'Children are the continuation of our lives'...... These words may sound like nothing more commonplace, and have become a tacit consensus among the public, but ...... Is the truth contained in these words really correct? ”

"Parents do everything for their children, of course, it is unquestionable greatness, but if you are immersed in this great touch, you gradually lose yourself and lose the value of survival as an individual, then ...... Does this greatness still have a meaning to exist? ”