427. Fourth conversation
The periphery of the photo was wrapped in a photo frame, and Yan Xiuze picked up the photo frame with some curiosity and looked at the people in the photo.
It seems to be Yan Xiuze when he was eighteen or nineteen years old, and Yan Father and Yan Mother, who are younger than now.
The three of them seemed to be standing in front of a school gate, and the plaque at the school gate was clearly printed with the words "Huaxia University of Communication and Communication", among which "Yan Xiuze" stood in the middle, looking directly at the camera with serious eyes, while Yan's father and Yan's mother stood on either side of their son, their faces were filled with a faint joy.
"It should have been taken when the freshmen registered......" Yan Xiuze thought about it, and quickly came to this conclusion, combined with the age of "Yan Xiuze" in the photo, and the background at the gate of Huaxia Media University, it is inferred that this is most likely a photo taken as a commemorative photo when Yan's father and mother sent their son to report to the university.
"I also took a photo as a souvenir when I reported for duty." Yan Xiuze sighed slightly, he was alone when he was in college, and at that time, when he saw the parents who came and went to accompany their children to school, he was still envious in his heart.
I don't know what the relationship between "Yan Xiuze" and his parents is after college? At least for now, although they seem a little estranged from each other, they don't seem to be tense, far less stiff than the relationship between Yan Xiuze and his parents when he was in middle school.
But it is precisely because of this that Yan Xiuze is more and more curious, what kind of story has happened between them in the "blank period" in the past ten years?
Thinking of this, Yan Xiuze suddenly felt that he was surrounded by a huge regret, because he couldn't verify all this in person for ten years......
At the beginning, when he saw the "Yan Xiuze" who was inferior to himself in everything, he actually had a sense of psychological superiority, his strength was stronger than him, and his personality was more noble...... And most importantly, he knows what he needs and pursues it relentlessly.
I lived the life I wanted.
But this is not the case with "Yan Xiuze", he seems to be temporarily "bound" in this place for some reason, Yan Xiuze, who was originally the same person, can see his mind almost immediately, "Yan Xiuze" is actually not happy.
However, even if he is as open-minded as Yan Xiuze, he can't help but feel jealous at this moment, at least "Yan Xiuze" still has a complete family and a life that he has never had......
People will always envy what they don't have, especially what they once had and then lost.
"If my parents hadn't died, what would I be like now when I grew up in such a family?"
……
"Smack......
"Smack......
"Yan Xiuze" supported his head with one hand, and pinched a stone chess piece with two fingers in the other hand, constantly tapping on the chessboard that was also made of stone.
This time he wasn't even playing backgammon systematically, just holding the pieces and tapping unconsciously, and it was clear that he couldn't find anything to dispel the boredom.
"I didn't expect you to be playing backgammon......" Heixing walked in from the door slowly with a food box at this time.
"This is the fourth time you've been here today, right?" "Yan Xiuze" looked up at Heixing, although there was still a thorn in his tone, his attitude was obviously not as bad as the previous times - it seemed that loneliness can indeed change a person sometimes.
"I'm here to bring you dinner." Heixing raised the food box in his hand, and the corners of his mouth curled slightly: "Of course, I came to chat with you by the way." ”
He looked at the chaotic chess pieces on the chessboard and blinked slyly: "You should have time, right?" ”
"Whatever you want, do I have the right to refuse?"
Blackstar smiled, placed the food box on the stone table next to him, and then sat down directly in the chair with a big grin.
"Yan Xiuze" glanced at the black star that was not visible at all, and said lightly: "I said...... You deliberately only put backgammon in my bedroom, right? ”
"You're holding Go now, the king of indoor games." Black Star pouted: "Who made you play backgammon?" ”
"Besides, if you're bored, you can go and chat with the other members of the Black Star Society, I shouldn't limit you to this one bedroom, right?"
"Sure enough...... That's what you're really for, right? "Yan Xiuze" sneered with an expression that I had known for a long time.
"Our purpose itself is to draw you into the camp of the Black Star Society, and there is no disguise for this from the beginning." Hei Xing didn't care about the debunking of "Yan Xiuze" at all, and said slowly: "For this reason, it's not strange what kind of means are used, right?" ”
"But your methods seem to me futile." Yan Xiuze shook his head: "I won't join you." ”
"Why? You've said before that it's because I can't understand what you're carrying, so what are you carrying? Blackstar said, "Let me guess what you're carrying......"
"Your parents?"
"Yan Xiuze" glanced at Heixing and did not speak.
"What do you mean by that? Am I guessing right or not? ”
"Sort of." "Yan Xiuze" said lightly: "It's not hard to guess. ”
"Eh, did I really get it right?" Heixing smiled: "To be honest, this answer was provided by Xiu Ze, and I didn't think it was very reliable at first......"
"Xiuze?" "Yan Xiuze" didn't react for a while, but he quickly understood who Xiuze was talking about Heixing, and he couldn't help but move in his heart, but he didn't show the slightest expression on his face, but followed Heixing's words and asked, "What's not very reliable." ”
"Because no matter how I look at it, I don't think you're the kind of person who would give up on yourself for the sake of your loved ones." Blackstar was a little open-mouthed: "Or to put it more bluntly, I think you're the kind of person who 'even if the government threatens your parents' personal safety, you can sit back and watch the government tear up the votes'." ”
"So I'm this cold-blooded and ruthless image in your mind." "Yan Xiuze" snorted coldly.
"It's not that you're cold-blooded, I just think that if you don't have a good relationship with your parents, then it's okay to make such a decision."
"Why do you think I don't have a good relationship with my parents?" "Yan Xiuze" seemed to grasp the key point in Heixing's words at once, and asked rhetorically: "It seems that this is also that guy's speculation?" ”
"Isn't that so?"
"Yan Xiuze" was silent, and after a long time, he slowly spoke: "It used to be like this. ”
"Ever?"
"That's right, now the problem is solved."
"Honestly, it's something I didn't expect." Black Star scratched his head: "Then what is the opportunity to warm up your relationship?" ”
"If you want to hear a story, you can, you can exchange it for another story." "Yan Xiuze" pulled a sneer at the corner of his mouth.
"My story?" Blackstar asked.
"I don't have any interest in where you came from." "Yan Xiuze" said coldly: "But ...... I'd like to hear the story of 'that guy'. ”
"Another part of my life from a parallel world."
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