Sometimes, a man is like a selfish child.

While saying selfish words, with childlike sincerity, it makes people's hearts sour and sad, how can they be so selfish? But I can't bear to really blame a child.

What Shen Jingyun said now, it feels like this.

I want to be happy with him for the rest of my life, because he feels that he can't leave me, but what role do I play when I get along with him for the rest of my life? Is it possible to get along with him like this when you become a wife in the future?

That's impossible, unless the guy I'm with in the future is a real wood who doesn't mind.

Or, I just want to be single for the rest of my life, just to get along with him happily, is it true that in Shen Jingyun's eyes, am I such a fearless person with a spirit of sacrifice and dedication? The point is not only to get along, but also to be pleasant.

I was speechless, but in this way, there was a little bitterness in the sweetness, which sounded like a sense of anesthesia, as if he was really a child, and people couldn't even blame him.

Seeing that I didn't respond, Shen Jingyun didn't mention the topic again, and when he got home, he said to me uncharacteristically: "Lin Xiaoshuang, you are here, don't get out of the car." We're going to leave again, and I'll help you pack your things together. ”

I was a little inexplicable by what Shen Jingyun said, I have only been tossing in the Shen family for a day, and we are going to set off again?

And, to pack things, isn't this the rhythm of going out of the house? I couldn't help but stop Shen Jingyun: "Even if you have any plans, tell me how much, okay?" If you don't know what is going on, take me out, and I'll be worried. ”

Shen Jingyun looked at me and said seriously: "What do you think I went to the Shen family and worked so hard to get a pass to go to the side family?" If you can't stay in a safe place, I can't do what I'm doing with peace of mind, that's number one. ”

"Second, the mystery of your life experience, only people who have reached the status of the side family may have some clues. I know you've always wondered who you really are? This time, the puzzle should be solved. ”

"Do you need to leave so soon?" I'm physically and mentally exhausted, and honestly, I really want to get a good night's sleep.

I never felt that it was so serious that I had to come back and get my luggage, and I had to go right away.

"Why else do you think I'm taking this pass? If I go to the side family myself, they won't turn me away, but it will be difficult to meet the real power. What's more, this time, it is a request from them, with this pass, as a foreigner, it is possible to meet the real power figures, and it is possible to make a request of oneself. ”

"Lin Xiaoshuang, my request will be for them to protect you for a period of time until you are safe. The reason why I am leaving now is because the ten-day period has long since passed. You may not feel any danger, but I'm under pressure all the time and we have to find a safe place quickly. Now outside, there is a lot of delay of an hour, and the ending waiting for us will be very bad. ”

After speaking, Shen Jingyun looked at me deeply, then turned around and entered the house. I leaned back in my chair and curled up, feeling mixed feelings in my heart.

Whether a woman is a sensual animal or not, Shen Jingyun's rational analysis is not important to me, the only thing I care about is that Shen Jingyun even gave up his father's company, and the purpose of the pass he won was all for me.

This kind of dedication will melt every woman, even the hard-hearted woman will be moved by his behavior, and she will definitely think that this man, at least loves herself, right?

But Shen Jingyun is willing to pay for me like this, but he doesn't even say half of the word love, even if he likes it, he has an uncertain attitude, I don't understand how I should deal with myself.

I really want to say to him, if you don't like it, don't pay me at all, don't come to recruit me, don't treat each other so gently, can I not be there?

Thinking of this, my whole body was in a trance. I feel that some men are even more hateful than those so-called bad men, and while being good to you, they say that there is no relationship between men and women. For women, being under this kind of emotion is even more torturous than being dumped happily.

Shen Jingyun's movements were fast, and in less than a few minutes, he packed two bags of luggage and put them in the car. Then, I don't know what gadgets I don't know, and the car is busy arranging in front of and behind the car.

There are some things I don't know, but I always know the rune paper, I just know that there are many hidden corners of this car, covered with weird blue rune paper, and there are some mechanisms, which he arranged on the car, I don't understand and don't know at all.

I just feel a lot more comfortable sitting in the car, which shows that his arrangement is indeed effective.

After doing all this, Shen Jingyun got into the car a little tired, perhaps wanting to relax the atmosphere, and jokingly said to me: "In order to make the car safe, this is simply a loss of all my net worth." It's okay, lest I have to take you with me wherever I go, and I can't leave for a minute, or I'll be uneasy, afraid that you'll be in danger. Now if there's anything, just shut you down in the car. ”

Saying that, he laughed very happily and relaxedly, and I laughed twice in order to meet the occasion, but I really couldn't stand this murderous gentleness, and said to Shen Jingyun: "You just let me get out of the car." ”

Shen Jingyun was stunned, he probably never dreamed that I would say such a thing.

I couldn't suppress my emotions at the moment, and said to Shen Jingyun word by word: "Why are you so good to me? One moment you lost your father's company, and the other you lost all your net worth as a cultivator. What is my relationship with you, worthy of your treatment of me like this? Shen Jingyun, I am also a human being, you are good to me, I can feel it, and I will not be indifferent. But you clearly know that your own current feelings are not to be said to me to be love, not even like. In my heart, there is even another woman lingering, do you think that if you treat me like this, is it really good for me? ”

As I said this, my tears began to flow incessantly, and I could barely calm down my sobs.

Shen Jingyun was silent, and after a long time, a stack of tissue paper was handed to my eyes, he didn't seem to be able to say anything, just said to me: "Lin Xiaoshuang, this is a life-threatening matter, I hope you don't be willful." ”

I took the tissue, wiped away my tears, and calmed down for a while before saying, "If I was really willful, I would have opened the car door and left." Don't you think that since I met you, I have never been a willful girl, but a very obedient girl, you Shen Jingyun said that I am not a girl? You asked me to help you at the beginning, I endured my fear and was afraid and promised you, you said that you told me not to go to a part-time job, I am a person who loves money so much, so I immediately stopped working part-time. There are still a lot of little things, I can't recall and can't talk about them in detail, even now, I still don't dare to be willful, and even worry about the future, if you can't go out to work, do I want to help you? ”

"Because I also have a heavy burden, I am in huge debt, and I have to pay a huge installment every month that has almost spent all the money I have earned. But I don't mind taking you into my life, I'm such a non-headstrong girl. ”

After saying this, as if I had exhausted all my emotions, I hugged my knees, leaned against the window with some interest, and did not want to talk anymore.

And Shen Jingyun was silent, and finally started the car and drove towards the door of the villa area.

It wasn't until he drove out of the villa area that he said, "You don't have to worry about my future." No matter how depressed I, Shen Jingyun, I won't let Lin Xiaoshuang, a stupid person, bear me. Besides, are you sure you can afford a big one? ”

It seems that for the sake of a relaxed atmosphere, Shen Jingyun's words were a little ridiculous.

But I don't want to pay attention to him, I just don't want to pay attention to him.

"I have a deposit, even if I don't have a deposit, I, Shen Jingyun, am also a person with means and connections. You don't need to rely on the Shen family at all, you'll know this later. I have a lot of savings, I don't think your huge debt will be huge, can you get 10 million? I'll help you pay it back. A girl, don't oppress yourself like this, she will age quickly. ”

Shen Jingyun said more and more easily, I finally became angry, and said to Shen Jingyun: "Shen Jingyun, did you listen to what I just said?" You don't want to be so nice to me, why are you so good to me? Do you want me Lin Xiaoshuang to owe you a favor, and then get along happily with you for the rest of your life? ”

My anger finally made Shen Jingyun serious, he stopped the car, looked at me and said, "Is that the case with you women?" No matter what is good or bad, you always have to figure out what kind of emotions are behind it. Isn't that possible? There's nothing distracting, just feeling like you should do it, just feeling like you want to be good. I'm good to you, you feel embarrassed, you admit too much, then after you, when you get through the difficulties and smooth sailing, you can also be good to me. ”

"Let's talk about whether it's good or not, it's the love that matters! It's not about the amount of money. You just said that you are so unwillful in front of me, and that is why you are good to me. It's not that I paid more money, it must be you Lin Xiaoshuang who owes me! ”

"Can we not think about emotional things for the time being, take every step now, and naturally do what we want to do, for example, how to treat a person, how to treat a person! It is really a troublesome thing to reason with a woman. ”

After speaking, Shen Jingyun started the car again.

I originally felt that I was very reasonable and aggrieved, why was I dumbfounded by what he said?

But in any case, his words made my mood completely relaxed, too, why should I think so much? As he said, live every day in front of you, that's it.

As for the rest, let it be, and I don't want to be haunted by this emotion all the time.

The car continued to drive forward, and there were some less fetters in my heart, and I suddenly felt that I was curious about what was next to the Shen family.