I know that Shi Xiangnan was drunk because of the confusion in his eyes, he grabbed me when I was caught off guard, and the emotion at the moment when he lowered his eyes I knew that he didn't recognize the wrong person, and he clearly knew that it was He Anning or Qin Yanran who was standing in front of him.

I don't know whether to continue to be held by him like this or push him away, all the sadness and heartache before have turned into distress at this moment.

I don't know what kind of emotions he has experienced, but it really makes me a little uncomfortable to converge the edge that belongs to Shi Xiangnan and become so tender and watery.

I drank a little too much myself, and I really didn't have the strength to push him away, so I could only let him do whatever he wanted, so I didn't want to be reserved, so I stretched out my hand and hugged him tightly: "Jason, go upstairs and rest, you drank a little too much." ”

He was half-leaning beside me, holding the stairs with one hand, and walked up step by step with my support.

With the smell of wine, he whispered in my ear as he walked: "You don't look alike anywhere except for what you look like, why can't you be exactly her." ”

He's already started to drink, is this a drunken mouthful? Should I continue to talk to him?

At his words, a fire rushed over my head, and I almost collapsed.

I'm me, why should I be someone else?

But I tried to calm myself down as much as I could, and pretended to say in the face of a huge question: "Who is she?" ”

Shi Xiangnan didn't respond to me at all, and at this moment, the breath belonging to Shi Xiangnan instantly poured into my mouth and nose, and I found that no matter how sad I was, I couldn't refuse his body at all.

Even though I couldn't stop being jealous of Qin Yanran, a woman, my body still reacted instinctively.

Originally, I thought that he would enter as domineering as before, but I didn't expect that this time, he stroked my head directly and kissed me gently.

Is it because Qin Yanran is so gentle that she is so gentle?

He must have kissed me with the expectation of another woman, and I was annoyed, so I leaned in and took the initiative to deepen the kiss, and it seemed to be a strong initiative.

As for the woman who was hiding in his heart, I don't think I could pretend that I didn't know anything.

Although it is a marriage of mutual use, I also hope to build on the basis of reciprocity, I don't expect him to fall in love with me, but at least don't use me as a stand-in.

I closed my eyes and couldn't wait to kiss him, as if I wanted to take him for myself.

I really want to tell him that I know the one you are talking about, and I know that Qin Yanran exists.

However, I know that I can't say such words at all, even if I am now the rightful Mrs. Shi, I have no position to capture Shi Xiangnan's heart.

I don't know if I'll be able to bear it once I say it.

If that woman doesn't matter to him, maybe it's okay for me to say it, but if he has a demon for her that he can't get out of, then I am tantamount to forcing myself into a dead end, because I have really experienced Shi Xiangnan's methods, and I will not be able to bear it.

At the end of such an intense kiss, there was almost nothing left on me except for the two pieces of fabric that were close to me.

When he met his affectionate gaze, he deeply attached himself to Shi Xiangnan's chest, and at that moment he suddenly lost all his reason, and almost blurted out: "You... Leave me behind to see her today, right? ”

As I said this, I raised my head and stared straight into his eyes, without taking a step away.

I could see it clearly, and gradually Xiangnan's eyes became extremely dark, and even the hand that fell on my waist subconsciously used extremely force, as if it could crush me in an instant.

He didn't respond to my question, just breathed harder, and those deep, watery eyes were still staring at me motionlessly.

Shi Xiangnan suddenly pushed me down on the bed, as if he had changed a person, and pressed me up as if he wanted to eat me alive immediately.

I couldn't struggle with all that force, and I knew that when I dissected the problem without words, I had already him off.

But I just wasn't feeling well, so I said with some unsteady breath: "Qin Yanran, I'm not Qin Yanran." ”

When I said the name that had been swirling in my heart for a night, Shi Xiangnan didn't even want to stop, he bit my lips hard, and then kissed me again.

I struggled twice on his chest, but this man's body was so composed, his hands were holding my arm, I knew that as long as Shi Xiangnan wanted to do something, it would be impossible to stop, so I simply gave up struggling, just hoping that he would not be too domineering.

But he didn't let me go, and shouted "Yanran" over and over again when he collided again and again, and he shouted in my ear as if he was breathing.

I couldn't get angry, so I directly stretched out my hands and scratched endlessly on his back, he made my heart ache, then I let him hurt so that I could relieve my anger.

No matter how much I tried to catch him, he didn't move, just pressed a fire and slammed into me.

This night was like a protracted dream, in which the man was neither gentle nor affectionate, but only savage and rude.

The more rude he was to me, the more I felt the urge to cry, so I suppressed my emotions and shouted, "Jason..."

But he covered my lips in one go, without giving me the slightest space to speak, and even making me unable to breathe, and deeply made me feel the pain of having words in my throat.

What it means to be in pain and happiness is probably the best way to describe my current state.

I felt pleasure in the torment, resisting him seeing me as another woman, but drowning in the pleasure he brought me.

As the two of them went up and down, he finally let out a muffled snort, and the dream finally woke up under the entanglement of me and him.

When it was all over, I didn't move, he didn't move, and the two of us just lay quietly on the big bed, the atmosphere so quiet that we could hear each other's heartbeats.

One by one, extremely clear into the ear.

The feeling of soreness invaded my eyes again, and at this moment I turned my head and rubbed my eyes, not wanting to be seen by the man who had made me so captivated.

Lying naked on the bed like this, the coldness hit, I wanted to pull the quilt open, but when I just got up, I was hugged by Shi Xiangnan in my arms.

But I'm really cold, not only from the physical cold, but also from the heart.

The more he is like this, the more I feel that he treats me as Qin Yanran's woman.

I broke free from his embrace, and he seemed to be even angrier, and with great strength he pulled me back into his arms, hugging me tighter and tighter.

"I'm cold... I want a comforter. In desperation, I had no choice but to speak in a dumb voice.

So Shi Xiangnan stretched out his hand, and wrapped the silk quilt next to him around me and him, and we were wrapped in the bed like two conjoined silkworm babies, and after a long time, he was lying behind me, and his breathing became more and more stable.

Did he sleep?

I tried to push him with my arm: "Jason, are you sleeping?" ”

There was nothing more to respond to me than deep, even breathing.

I know he's not sleeping, he's pretending to be asleep, probably for one purpose, not wanting to talk to me, not wanting to answer my questions.

Because I know that Shi Xiangnan is not a person who can fall asleep at any time, and sleep steadily.

He has a habit of sleeping lightly for a long time, once he fell asleep and I got up quietly he knew it clearly, there was no reason for me to push him for a long time without moving.

I can't help but think about whether he really went to see Qin Yanran tonight?

Was he so unhappy because there was unhappiness between them?

Does the reappearance of this woman mean I'm going to give way?

At this time, I was already replaying my first encounter with him in my mind, and finally understood why he looked at me so surprised at that time, and why he said that he would not let me go.

Just because there is a person who looks so much like the person he loves deeply, how can he let go of missing it?

I don't know if this encounter was right or wrong, maybe I didn't go to the bar that night, maybe I would have found a man to live a dull life by now, obviously all this may not exist.

……

When I woke up the next day, Shi Xiangnan was no longer around, and all I was greeted by a glass of water at the bedside and a piece of Yuting.

Shi Xiangnan is still a good man in this regard, as long as he is sober, he will use a piece of Durex, and occasionally for drunken indulgence, he will also feed me contraceptive pills, which can be regarded as a responsible man, the last pregnancy was caused by my carelessness.

Even if he didn't, I think I'd take my pills, I don't want that to happen.

I smiled self-deprecatingly, and was about to pick up the medicine when I heard a rapid ringing of my mobile phone.

"Master... There is good news, the patient who has been in a coma for half a year after surgery has just... Just woke up, you come over and need you to give him a full check-up. ””

When Chen Xun called, he said intermittently, this patient suffered a severe head injury half a year ago, I pulled him off the death line, due to the severity of the injury, he woke up in a coma several times after the operation, but only his eyes were open, but he was unconscious.

Today I heard that I woke up again, so I hurriedly changed my clothes and drove to the hospital.

When I arrived at the hospital, I was busy with various examinations of this patient after he woke up, and finally confirmed that he was indeed completely awake, and I stood in front of my sister's ward door tiredly.

She fell asleep, and I couldn't bear to disturb her, so I had to sit with her in front of the hospital bed for a while, and whispered, just when I was about to leave, I saw Qiao Chenfeng standing at the door.

I haven't seen Qiao Chenfeng since the last time I went to ask for a heart, Xiangnan gave my heart to my sister.

In fact, he was so good to my sister, I really thanked him, he stood at the door and looked straight at me, and then said, "Have time to talk?" ”

I didn't know how to face him, and I always felt that it was delaying him, but as a colleague and friend, it was not easy to refuse, so I simply responded with a wry smile: "Okay." ”

The two of us sat in the corridor of the hospital, he tilted his head and said with some bitterness: "Congratulations, Mrs. Shi, there should be no one in the hospital who doesn't know that you are Shi Xiangnan's wife." ”

Not knowing how to respond to him, he paused and continued: "I'm leaving, I'm going to England. ”