Chapter 23: Solitude
I don't know how to describe the look in her eyes at the moment.
It's like a person who is unusually sure about something, but the development of that thing is beyond her expectations.
"You? Protecting Xiaoshuang? How many pounds and taels do you have to say such a thing in front of me Lin Wu? You Shen family, the only thing I can look up to is Shen Qi, are you deliberately imitating Shen Qi when you talk and act? It's really funny, if you don't have the ability, don't hold up a false shelf, the result of your protection of my granddaughter is that she almost died several times? Grandpa said unusually harshly.
But although Shen Jingyun's expression was calm, he didn't let go of my grandfather at this moment, it seemed that he had just opened his mouth and wanted to say something.
I had already tightened my grandfather's arm, and said with a calm smile: "Grandpa, Shen Jingyun is my friend, he really helped me a lot, at least it wasn't for him at first, I would have died a long time ago." It's just that, Jingyun, since my grandfather is already here, you really don't need to be in danger, I will only stay with my grandfather after that. ”
My words made Shen Jingyun's originally calm face show a trace of disappointment and disbelief, he didn't care about any situation, stepped forward, and said to me: "Xiaoshuang, I want to talk to you." ”
As soon as Shen Jingyun's words fell, I didn't expect my grandfather's reaction to be so intense, and before I could answer, he lifted his foot and kicked towards Shen Jingyun as fast as the wind.
At this moment, everyone present did not expect it, and I clearly felt that Shen Jingyun should have captured my grandfather's movements, and subconsciously made a dodge, but I don't know why, he stood up straight again at this moment, and let his grandfather's kick reach his knee.
I didn't expect that my grandfather would be so thin and a little old, and he would still be so agile.
And the force of this time is not small, after Shen Jingyun took a kick on his knee, the whole person couldn't stand up completely, almost knelt down on one knee, and took two steps back to stabilize his body.
"Huh?" Grandpa was surprised.
Seeing Shen Jingyun like this, my heart still rippled slightly, and Lin Ruolan had already stepped forward, helped Shen Jingyun, and silently helped Shen Jingyun pat the dust on his pants.
But at this time, Shen Jingyun gently pushed Lin Ruolan away, looked at Lin Ruolan and said with a complicated expression: "You are always like this, aren't you?" Never offend others, but also show concern for me. Sometimes, I feel a little tired for you, why do you want to be perfect in everything? You are like a statue that should be placed in a shrine, not a person of flesh and blood. ”
Indeed, Lin Ruolan did a good job, my grandfather made a move, she didn't blame, she didn't express her position, but patted her pants for Shen Jingyun. is so considerate, falling into the mortal dust, she also did what a "fairy" should not be like her, and then she comforted Shen Jingyun appropriately and intimately.
On the contrary, I obviously still care in my heart, but I don't say anything.
It's just that no one thought that Shen Jingyun would not admit this feeling, it seems that there should be a lot of stories about how they get along with each other, but these are not what I should know.
Hearing Shen Jingyun's reproach, Lin Ruolan was not angry, but still looked at Shen Jingyun with that gentle look, and just said softly: "If things can be done better, why let it develop in a bad direction?" As long as my concern is genuine, why should you care about my other attitudes? I also want to vent at times, but whether it is the environment or identity, it has long constrained me. Can't you understand some of me? ”
How can such a woman not be tempted by a man? The soft-spoken appearance is obviously such a lofty temperament, but he is gentle and weak in front of Shen Jingyun.
I suddenly felt that when I got along with Shen Jingyun, I was like a "stupid big sister".
But things can't always be so stiff, I still stood up and said, "Grandpa, why are you doing it?" Forget it, Shen Jingyun is also my friend, let me talk to him, right? ”
Grandpa turned his head to look at me, and said helplessly and a little distressed: "Girl, don't be too angry, if you are bullied in any way, grandpa will be distressed." ”
In fact, grandpa is clearly angry with me, and now, in the face of Shen Jingyun and Lin Ruolan's obvious affection, I am still willing to talk to Shen Jingyun, and at the same time, grandpa is also reminding me that I should be tough when appropriate, and don't be led by emotion.
I smiled at my grandfather and said lightly, "Grandpa, if I don't talk, you should feel sorry for me." ”
I'm telling my grandfather that if I don't even have the courage to face Shen Jingyun and can't talk to him indifferently, I really can't let go.
Some pain is already doomed. No matter how difficult it is, I have to cross it. The conversation with Shen Jingyun will be the first step for me to let go of him.
Grandpa looked at me, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and then laughed, he should have understood what I meant, patted my waist and said, "Then go, my family Xiaoshuang can afford to take it, and I can put it down, but I also have a little grandpa's demeanor as a man." ”
I smiled helplessly, I just wanted to let go of my feelings, and I didn't really want to be a "man".
However, Shen Jingyun wanted to talk to me, I didn't know what Lin Ruolan's reaction would be, but I didn't expect her to be very natural, and said to my grandfather: "Fifth grandfather, you used to be the most powerful genius in my Lin family, and now Ruolan has some problems in cultivation, I don't know if I can ask you about it?" ”
"You little girl, I'm still pleasing to the eye. Let's talk about it. Grandpa didn't refuse Lin Ruolan, and the two naturally entered the house.
At this time, only me and Shen Jingyun were left in the courtyard, looking at me, Shen Jingyun's eyebrows and eyes suddenly showed fatigue, took off the black-framed glasses on his face, and ripped off the heavy scarf, which was naturally about to wrap around my neck.
In the wind and snow in this morning, my grandfather asked people to find thick clothes for me, but I didn't want to go out, just to have breakfast, naturally I didn't wear a scarf, this clothes didn't fit too well, my neck was bare, and when the wind blew, it was indeed a little cold.
I didn't expect Shen Jingyun to pay attention to these details so delicately, and I suddenly felt moved in my heart, isn't this what Shen Jingyun once moved me with? I still remember the warmth of his coat on that rooftop, when I was about to explore the little dark room.
It's just that at that time, Shen Jingyun and I were not familiar with each other at all, and he might be his demeanor and cultivation.
Now, what does it mean? I had already decided, and I didn't want to entangle, so I just blocked him with a smile and said, "It's okay, I had breakfast just now, and I wrapped a scarf, are you going to heat me to death?" ”
Shen Jingyun's hand holding the scarf stopped in mid-air, and his deep eyes looked at me fixedly: "Really? ”
I really didn't want to argue with him about such a small issue, so I turned my head and said naturally: "Let's go, the No. 3 clubhouse is very beautiful, I didn't see enough of it last time." Wait until I'm cold, and then ask you for a scarf, okay? ”
Shen Jingyun looked at me, there was a rare trace of emotional fluctuations in his eyes, he seemed to be a little irritable, unbuttoned his coat, and let the cold wind blow his chest.
I didn't care about his little movements, I just walked straight out of the courtyard, but I didn't expect Shen Jingyun to step forward in three or two steps, and regardless of my stunnedness, he stubbornly wrapped the scarf around my neck.
"Shen Jingyun, what are you doing here?" I asked angrily and funny, is he angry with me?
"In this kind of weather, it is not said that it is not cold with a bare neck. What do you look at? Where did I find the clothes? I don't know if Shen Jingyun did it on purpose, he yelled at me like a child, and then his eyes softened, and he said softly: "Surround it?" ”
The scarf was hot and hot, and there was a special smell of Shen Jingyun, a faint smell like sandalwood.
I almost indulged in this familiar smell, but I indulged in it, what is Lin Ruolan? Or is Shen Jingyun like this, to everyone, seeing the first woman give her a coat, and seeing the second woman giving her a scarf? I didn't look at him either, I surrounded him, and I didn't bother to argue with him, so I turned around and continued to walk forward.
Clubhouse 3 is really beautiful.
In the snowy weather, the flowing water is not frozen, and the clear water is rising with a faint mist, which makes people look inexplicably warm.
A few cold plums, in full bloom, in a piece of snow, there is also a green grass stubbornly green.
I find it a pleasure to enjoy such a snowy scene in peace, and I am afraid that I will not see such a view anywhere else except for Club 3.
I walked in front, Shen Jingyun followed behind me, and after about three or two minutes of silence, Shen Jingyun suddenly spoke: "Lin Xiaoshuang, don't you have anything to say to me?" ”
I stopped, and was in a curl gallery.
The water under the corridor is murmuring, and the fish raised by Zuo Qiu look very active, but these fish are beautiful, and I don't know any species. One of them swam in front of me for some reason, and suddenly jumped out of the water, which made me laugh.
As a result, before I finished laughing, I felt a huge force pull me all of a sudden, and my body uncontrollably changed from facing the flowing water under the corridor to turning to face Shen Jingyun.
"Lin Xiaoshuang, what are you laughing at? What's so funny? I ask you if you have nothing to say to me? You ran away without a word, don't you have a half-sentence explanation to me? Shen Jingyun frowned, gritted his teeth when he spoke, and even the green tendons on his forehead bulged, to be honest, I really haven't seen such an excited Shen Jingyun.
Never!