Hearing Qiao Chenfeng's words, I was a little shocked and even angry.

Why did he say such a thing, my heart was so cold that I didn't want to talk to him anymore and pestered too much.

But when I think about it, he can do such a thing to me, and I only blame myself for trusting him too much.

I walked slowly to the door, and finally said to him calmly: "Qiao Chenfeng, the relationship between you and me has become like this, I also have an inescapable responsibility, I have been blaming you, in fact, I am the one who started it." We weren't together before, and I shouldn't have tried to give myself a chance to accept you two years ago, so I gave you the opportunity to hurt our relationship, fortunately, everything was in time, you also have Su Ting, and I will also take Mia back to China, as for the issue of shares, if you insist on not letting me return or buy back at a low price, just like you said, I can only consume. ”

I've already reached this point, almost digging my heart and lungs to communicate with him, and he seems to be touched, and he talks in a deep tone.

Maybe in the future, apart from the issue of equity, I think we may not have this or that relationship between us anymore.

I opened the door and waited quietly for him to leave, and before he left, he looked back at me quietly, but why did it make me feel a little cold, or make me feel that the relationship between me and him would not end so quickly.

Just as he turned to leave, the bloodthirsty smile on his lips made me shudder, I couldn't figure out why he had such an expression, and I was even a little scared.

Until he was gone, my heart was pounding, and I slammed the door shut, and this panic suddenly hit me, making me extremely uneasy.

I hurriedly went to my bag and took out a box of pills, pulled out a sedative, and left the rest on the table, and drank several sips of water before swallowing the pills.

After a while, my uneasy mood gradually relaxed.

This has been going on for more than a year, when they were in South Sudan last year, when they were in a clash of tribes.

Seeing countless lives dying in front of your eyes, as well as colleagues in China who were killed by stray bullets, as a doctor in the aid team, I have to help the injured people to perform surgery, and I have to give psychological counseling to others.

To be honest, I am a woman who often wanders among so many dead and corpses, and there is an infinite sense of fear that strikes me, even though I have operated on many people before, and some people will die without resuscitation, but none of them are as creepy as they have seen in Africa.

So I often have nightmares, and I often can't sleep in the middle of the night, or even all night long, so the medicine is getting worse and worse.

In the past, I only ate one box of medicine a month, but now I have to take one box of medicine every half a month.

I also thought about waiting for me to return to China and then find a suitable neurologist to treat me, I didn't want my illness to become serious.

I slowed down, calmed down a bit, and was about to go into the bedroom to look at Mia, when I heard a knock on the door again.

Tonight is really not peaceful, I thought I could take medicine and sleep quietly, but I didn't expect that some people can't hide after all.

When I opened the door and saw that it was still Shi Xiangnan, I immediately felt indescribably sour.

Isn't he gone yet?

Have you been waiting outside?

So, Qiao Chenfeng and I have been in the room for so long, did he really wait for so long?

"Shi Xiangnan" I called his name in a somewhat hoarse voice, he propped one hand outside the door, lowered his head and did not speak, but when he raised his head, he frowned, and looked at me with slightly red eyes.

It was clear that he was trying to hide his smile, but I could see the redness in his eyes.

"You're not gone yet," I said with some trembling.

He didn't say anything, just leaned against the door frame and leaned his head and asked me, "You don't want to see me so much, can you invite me in this time?" ”

I looked outside, and then at my watch, and I meant to tell him that it was so late, and that it wasn't good to be alone, after all, it wasn't just me, there were other people on the team.

Seeing that I didn't answer, he glanced back and smiled lowly, "What are you afraid of?" Qiao Chenfeng has already left, he won't find out, if I'm afraid that he will find out, I'll sit for a while and leave. ”

Now Shi Xiangnan is definitely not the same as the previous Shi Xiangnan, he is so arrogant and cold, how could he say such a thing in front of me.

I didn't want to believe it, but he was standing in front of me like this, and I couldn't escape it.

Presumably he didn't know what happened between me and Qiao Chenfeng, so I had to excuse myself and said, "You are a family person, and I am also a person with a fiancé, do you think it is appropriate to let you in?" It's not appropriate, so I don't care what you have or what your purpose is in Africa, please stay away from me, what happened two years ago taught me what it means to avoid suspicion, and what consequences may come to me again if you don't avoid suspicion, I can't imagine, so you better leave. ”

Just as I was about to close the door, he held the door with one hand, grabbed my arm with the other, and suddenly pulled me in front of him, almost stared at me and said, "I said that I would not leave anytime soon, and we will see each other often." ”

How can he be such a scoundrel, divorced inexplicably, inexplicably appeared in front of me again, and inexplicably haunted me, and I had a nameless fire in my heart.

When he said this, the fire was ignited at once, so I swallowed and shouted, "Do you think it's interesting?" Is it that a young lady like Lin Nianxuan can't satisfy your heart of teasing others at all, so you think of me. ”

I struggled, but he was holding it to death, so I gave up, simply leaned against the door frame, and said with an indifferent attitude: "Okay, then it's convenient at any time, Africa is not my home, I can't take care of it, if you want to pester me, I don't mind, if Mr. Shi is also interested in me and Qiao Chenfeng's marriage, I don't mind you coming to watch." ”

"He Anning, don't say it!" Shi Xiangnan suddenly approached me, and shouted with obvious anger.

What is he angry about?

When I wanted to divorce, he was the one who said in front of me that I wanted to marry Lin Nianxuan, why did I say in front of him that I wanted to get married, and he became angry.

For two years, I at least thought he was as cold as before, but now it seems that the cold is still there, but the composure is gone, and he has become a little irritable.

He didn't care about what I said, and he didn't care about my emotions, he pressed me directly against the door frame, and kissed me directly with a hot breath mixed with a taste of determination.

Behind me was the door frame, and I had no way out, but I couldn't get out of it.

He was so tall that no matter how I tried to escape, I couldn't escape his arms, but I still tried my best to push him.

At this moment, his kiss was very domineering, and he even bit my lip, and the pain went straight to the bottom of my heart, and it was this pain that made me suddenly wake up.

But he has always been arrogant, and my somewhat sober heart was suddenly suppressed by overwhelming kisses, so that I could not breathe a little.

"Mom..."

Suddenly, I heard an indistinct childish voice, as if I had been awakened suddenly, and pushed it away with all my might.

I thought I couldn't push it away, but I didn't expect him to be defenseless, I didn't think too much about it at all, pushed him away and hurriedly entered the room, almost slammed the door shut, and ran straight to Mia's room.

At this time, Mia was still asleep with tears on her face, probably because she had just had a nightmare.

I covered her with a quilt, sat next to her for a while, and walked away.

I don't know what kind of mind is trending me to stand in front of the door, and I don't know if I walked south or not, and the hand I just put on the doorknob still retracted.

I told myself in my heart that there was nothing between me and him for a long time, there was only hatred, I hated him, and all this he did to me was probably just a momentary impulse.

But why did I feel his heartbeat like before, when he was close to me just now, the kind of heartbeat he had when he was with me.

Does he still have feelings for me?

Is he still in love with me?

This idea just popped up a little bit, and it was already ruthlessly rejected by me.

It was only when my brain was in water that I thought that his ruthlessness to me in the first place could be a manifestation of his love for me, at best, in this Africa, where no one knew, and there was a person he once knew in a foreign land who could pass the time.

So I can't be soft-hearted, otherwise it will only be me who will be hurt.

I want to have a heart that makes myself cold and hard, and since two years ago, soft-heartedness doesn't belong to me.

Furious at the thought of what he had just done to me, I ran to the bathroom and tried to wipe the marks on my lips in the mirror.

After washing up, I was about to go back to my room to sleep, but I became inexplicably irritable, and at that moment there was a sharp knock at the door.

The sound made my heart stuck in mid-air, and I couldn't go up or down, and it was very uncomfortable.

I thought it was still time to go south, and I was just about to start a mockery, but I found out that it was a black friend who lived downstairs from my house.

He told me, speaking fluent English, that there was a man downstairs who had fainted and he didn't know what to do, knowing that I was a doctor, so he asked me for help.

So I took the medical kit, and I didn't even have time to change my clothes, so I ran down with the black neighbor in my big pants and half sleeves.

When I looked at the man, my heart was almost cold, his brows were furrowed tightly on his pale face, and he was also in a cold sweat at the moment, how could he be a big man, and he looked like this at this time.

I quickly examined him, injected him with glucose, and tested his blood pressure to make sure there was nothing wrong before patting him: "Shi Xiangnan, are you okay?" ”