Chapter 211: I Really Miss You

I distinctly remember that two years ago, his body was relatively strong, but he had a stubborn stomach bleeding that would occasionally hurt, but he never fainted.

At this time, a black man came running in a panic, and I remembered that he was the driver of the jeep, and I saw him take out a medicine bottle from Shi Xiangnan's pocket and feed him it.

The black driver smiled at me with a row of white teeth, and spoke in broken Chinese as soon as he spoke: "Doctor He, hello, Mr. Shi occasionally causes dizziness when he is in a bad mood, so take some medicine, it will be fine for a while, it won't scare you." ”

I looked at him in a daze, and said to myself with some surprise: "How can there be dizziness?" ”

The black driver continued to smile and said, "Doctor He might as well find a place for Mr. Shi to rest first, after all, this is a bit far from where he lives." ”

Some Africans couldn't understand what he was saying, but a colleague of mine who came over later could hear it clearly, so he looked at me anxiously: "Yes, Dr. He, you should know this person too, if you feel inconvenient, carry him to me first, let him stabilize first." ”

I just wanted to nod in response, but I thought of him as a big man, who was sloppy in his clothes, and I had seen the environment in which he lived, and I once went to his place to borrow a few packs of gauze, and the house was almost in chaos.

When I thought of it, Xiang Nan had a habit of cleanliness, and when I woke up, I would be furious when I found myself in that kind of environment, so at the urging of others, I had to acquiesce to the fact that the black driver entered my house when he was carrying him on his back, and he himself ran away with an excuse.

The Africans I met were not so treacherous, they were all honest and simple people, which made me feel that I didn't have any good feelings for this black driver.

said that he couldn't be soft-hearted, and said that he would make himself cold and hard, but when it came to the emergency moment, he still gave up his principles and even let his ex-husband into the house.

I hate myself like this, after two years of washing, although I learned to be cold and the surface, but my heart finally softened when he encountered things.

It was like this two years ago, when he was completely injured, he opened his brain regardless of it, and now he is repeating the unprincipled mistakes of the past.

No, it can't be like this, while my heart is not weak, I have to stop my relationship with him in time, even if Shi Xiangnan only wants to be friends with me in his heart, I don't want to be soft-hearted, otherwise I will always be the only one who will be hurt.

I told myself that when I woke up to the south, I would get rid of him immediately.

After a long time, Shi Xiangnan's frowning brows finally relaxed, and he slowly opened his eyes, although his lips were dry, at least his face was better than just now.

I didn't know what to say, so I poured a glass of water and handed it to him: "I've done my duty, drink this glass of water, you can go, your black driver is probably waiting for you not far away." ”

He didn't take the water, but covered his head with one hand, and suddenly grabbed my hand with the other, and the cup fell to the ground, cracked and shattered.

I was a little frightened by his movements, and shouted a little impulsively, "What the hell are you going to do?" ”

"I miss you so much." He said to me in a hoarse voice.

It instantly made me feel that this sentence was the funniest joke I had ever heard in the world.

I feel more and more that love is a game played by rich people, you can come when you want, go when you want, and send people away if you don't want to see them.

Poor people like me simply can't afford to play it, and I don't want to play a game like this anymore.

So I half-smiled: "If you say this, I'll listen to it as a joke, forget it, you can leave now if you're fine." ”

Saying that, I walked to the door and opened the door, I was very tired this night, dealing with him and Qiao Chenfeng, I really wanted to have a good rest alone, and I didn't want to do anything.

But obviously, Shi Xiangnan didn't move, let me stand like this at the door, and he didn't hear what I said, and he had to say something else to stimulate me.

"As a shareholder of Lichen International, do you know how much the stock price of Lichen International has fallen in the past two hours?" He looked at me and asked, word for word.

I had never paid attention to this before, and when I heard what he said, I immediately took out my phone and searched for the stock price of Reson International two hours ago and now.

After reading it, I felt a little cold, and it suddenly reminded me of the bloodthirsty smile before Qiao Chenfeng left.

Although I don't know what Qiao Chenfeng did, I'm pretty sure he should have done something to transfer the shares to him at a low price, and it seems that he also let go.

I looked at Shi Xiangnan bitterly and found that he had been looking at me, but I wanted to cry at this time, but I didn't want to cry in front of him for anything, which made me too vulnerable and pretentious.

He suddenly sat up straight, shook his head, and although his tone was full of helplessness, he also seemed to feel distressed: "I should have appeared earlier, maybe you wouldn't have been deceived by him, it's all because I failed to protect you by your side." ”

He persuaded me, but I only met today during the day, but I have no right to blame him.

Obviously, I looked away, just to leave him, thinking that Qiao Chenfeng was a person who could heal, and I didn't think about this at all, so I can only blame myself for not seeing Qiao Chenfeng clearly.

Now it doesn't matter to me whether Qiao Chenfeng is good or bad, the important thing is that I need to minimize my losses, but this is not an overnight thing, but the stock market is changing rapidly, and I have a headache when I think of this.

I looked at Shi Xiangnan and laughed uncontrollably mockingly, not mocking him, but mocking myself.

So I said, "Even if you can protect me this time, will you be able to protect me in the future?" Do you think a cautious person like Lin Nianxuan will let me go? I'm scared, I'm really scared of her vicious methods, you can't imagine what happened in that dark and small room, I just want to stay away from you now, I don't want to repeat the old scene, could it be that you were by my side at that time, but did you protect me? ”

Shi Xiangnan didn't speak, just kept staring at me, looking at his inky black pupils, it felt like he was going to suck me away.

Thinking of his appearance on this day, even Fu Chen, who was with Wannian and the farts worm, was not there, and even Lin Nianxuan did not follow, he was a little surprised, and simply asked, "Is it okay for you to leave like this?" Why don't you ask Fu Chen to follow you, and presumably Lin Nianxuan must know that you are in your ex-wife's house, she will definitely explode, so please leave quickly and give me a peaceful life. ”

Speaking of this, I don't know why, I saw Shi Xiangnan's face getting heavier and heavier, and even said to me in a particularly serious tone: "I am not married to Lin Nianxuan, she has nothing to do with me." ”

I...... Oh, I really want to curse after hearing what he said.

Do you really think that I am a two or three-year-old child, in order to be with her, I divorced me with all my heart, only for her, and also robbed my sister of the opportunity to survive and gave Lin Nianxuan's father, why is it all like this, what can't I admit.

I didn't believe what he said at all, but Shi Xiangnan looked at me very seriously and said in a firm, unquestionable tone: "I know you don't believe it, but I want to say it again, I am not married to her." ”

They are not married.

But I didn't feel very happy when I heard this, I always thought that he was going to give up on me because he fell in love with Lin Nianxuan, but now he actually told me that he was not married, except for surprise, the rest is full of questions.

"Lin Nianxuan loves you very much, it's because she loves you, that's why she hates me, and she does everything to me, you divorced me, how could she let go of such a good opportunity."

When I said this, I was almost in a mocking tone, no one but myself could understand how disappointed I was at the beginning, but now he wanted to win my affection without marrying her?

No, it can't be, there is no such good thing in this world at all, divorce if you want to divorce, stay together if you want to be back together, he is really too conceited.

"Me and her are not what you think we are." Suddenly, he came over and grabbed my hand and put it on his heart: "Can't you feel my heart?" ”

I coldly shook off Shi Xiangnan's hand: "Is it disgusting?" Isn't it really disgusting to say this? At the beginning, I showed affection with her in front of and behind others, appeared on TV, joined forces, and countless media rushed to report the news of the beautiful woman, I am not blind, why do I want to say this now? ”

Shi Xiangnan was silent for a while, I had never treated him like this, but at this moment my heart was completely cold, because I couldn't understand him more and more, and his mind was so deep that I couldn't understand it at all.

I couldn't guess what he was going to do the next second, and we just stood here, no one moving except as he held my hand tightly.

To be honest, I want to ask the mystery in my heart, after all, this marriage is like a fishbone piercing my throat, like a fish in my throat.

I asked myself in my heart, does it still make sense to ask? I don't care what his reason is, it's always because my weight is not so important in his heart that he will be divorced, so I told myself to forget it.

So I removed his hand, almost looked into his eyes and said: "No matter what the reason is that you want to divorce me, but after all, you are still leaving, in fact, you are very good, but after all, I can't understand you, I may have loved you very much before, but after you divorced me, I have tried to let go of you in the past two years, so our relationship ended two years ago." You and I are people from two different worlds, so it may be this kind of ending when you are twisted together, you will continue to be your president in Shanghai, and I will continue my own wandering life, and I will have no worries wherever I go, isn't that good? ”