"But I can't count my own time of death, I don't know when I will die suddenly, with her, I have happiness and pain, I can't say a word to hurt her, time dragged on and came to the end of life, when I fell weakly in Xia Xia's arms, I felt that my own body was completely swallowed by the cold little by little, Xia Xia she was flustered and anxious, she wanted to be strong, she was not a crying person, but she hugged me and yelled wildly, I watched her lose her mind, I wanted to raise my hand to comfort her, tell her not to be afraid, I told her not to cry, but I couldn't even lift my arms, my body seemed to be no longer mine, it was incredibly heavy, I could only watch her shed tears, her consciousness gradually blurred, her breathing became heavier and heavier, her eyelids seemed to be filled with lead, and I knew that I might be at the end of my life. But I still tried desperately to open my eyes, to look at her, to look at her again, but I couldn't open my eyes anymore, my heart gradually stopped beating, and it felt very bad when death came, especially bad. Lei Zhaoxu said, and his soul also became unstable because of the talk of death.

Whether it is a living person or a dead person, it is very painful to die! Yan Xiangnuan used to live and die, she understood the taste of that moment.

"I think, for Xia Xia, I'm a selfish and cruel person! I selfishly made her fall in love with me, cruelly abandoned her, and let her travel alone in a sea of people, I really hate myself. Lei Zhaoxu said, as if with a sneer, it was a kind of self-blame and powerlessness: "But I am so happy, happy to have her with her on the last journey of my life, her appearance is the last point of light in my life, I look at her like the sun, I really love her miserably, I don't regret falling in love with her, I don't regret letting her fall in love with me, even if I don't want to bring her a trace of harm." ”

"You're being selfish." Yan Xiangnuan looked at Lei Zhaoxu with some anger, and his eyes were full of mockery.

If the heroine of the story is not Pei Chuxia, Yan Xiangnuan may sigh for this relationship, fate is something that no one can control, but when the heroine of the story is Pei Chuxia, her good friend and best friend, I thought that this hateful Lei Zhaoxu knew that he would not live long, but he insisted on provoking Pei Chuxia, and as a result, when Pei Chuxia fell in love with him, he left cruelly.

This is a cruel thing for any woman, watching her beloved die, and the person she just fell in love with disappeared into her world, no wonder she mentioned things abroad, like a puppet who has been hollowed out.

She's really sad! And the male ghost in front of him is the culprit who makes Pei Chuxia sad, which shows how selfish he is.

"Then why are you still following her, her wounds will always heal after a long time, since you know that you have nothing to do with her, what are you doing with her?" Yan Xiangnuan questioned him with some annoyance.

Ghosts follow the living, even if there is no malice, but it is not a good thing.

"I want to look at her, watch her forget about me, watch her be embraced by other men, watch her get married." Lei Zhaoxu said stupidly: "I can only leave with peace of mind when I see her happy, otherwise, how can I bear to leave." ”

"Then how could you bear to let her fall in love with you in the first place." Yan Xiangnuan snorted coldly at Lei Zhaoxu.

If you didn't fall in love at the beginning, there would be no pain, didn't he know? What's the point of pretending to be a saint now!

"Watching her in pain, watching her in a mess, I also regretted it for a while, if I knew, losing me would make her hurt so much, I would rather not be in her life." Lei Zhaoxu said with emotion, he actually didn't know.

When his soul left his body, he saw how Pei Chuxia spent that painful time, she was such a proud person, but because of him, she lived like a walking corpse, how could he rest assured that she was so painful alone, so he gave up the opportunity to reincarnate and followed her persistently, seeing that she completely forgot him one day, he was leaving.

Therefore, when he knew that she was planning to marry for the sake of the company, he was also very reluctant, and even almost became a ghost.

Because he was jealous, jealous of the man who could have her alive, and he couldn't do anything but watch her make decisions, and seeing her put on her wedding dress, he was almost crazy in pain, after all, it was a scene he had dreamed of and wanted to see with his life.

"Huh." Yan Xiangnuan continued to sneer speechlessly.

"I have an account abroad, and I have a sum of money in it, which should be able to help her through the current difficulties, can you help me give it to her?" Lei Zhaoxu thought about it, and looked at Yan Xiangnuan and suddenly said his plan.

"...... "So this is still an invisible tyrant?" More than a billion are casually stored in the bank, but such an invisible tyrant can't resist the cruelty of life, alas!

"You're dead, can you get the money? And, you should know that's a lot of money, right? Yan Xiangnuan raised her eyebrows, she is not stupid, many people, people die, and the money is gone.

"Yes." Lei Zhaoxu nodded confidently.

"Well, I'll thank you for early summer." Yan Xiangnuan nodded happily, anyway, this male ghost also hurt Pei Chuxia, since they are all dead, it is useless to leave the money in the bank, it is better to relieve Pei Chuxia's urgent needs, at most, she will burn a little more paper money for him, and then send him to the underworld, and let him have a good baby in the next life.

"No, Xia Xia will never have to thank me, I'm sorry for her." Lei Zhaoxu shook his head.

"Then you tell me the account number and password, and I will transfer it to Chu Xia in a while, and I can't guarantee whether she will choose to marry, after all, it was her decision." Yan Xiangnuan struck while the iron was hot, but he didn't intend to stop Pei Chuxia's plans.

Although Yan Xiangnuan didn't want Pei Chuxia to sacrifice his marriage at all.

In addition, after listening to Lei Zhaoxu's narration, she had a faint anger in her heart, and felt that this Lei Zhaoxu was also affectionate and infatuated, if she thought about it from another perspective, when she learned that her life was coming to an end, and she happened to meet someone who made her heart move, she might also choose to approach desperately.

Although it is extremely cruel to the person who is in love, after all, it is difficult for ordinary people to accept that they are invested in a relationship and suddenly lose each other, but for the person who was sentenced to death, it is also the last happiness to be able to fall in love with someone before death!

"Okay." For Yan Xiangnuan's request, Lei Zhaoxu would not refuse, originally he had this plan, if the money could help Xia Xia, it would be the best for him.