can make Pei Chuxia's girl so emotional, and leave without even explaining and appeasing, the two definitely have a heart-wrenching story, and the two seem to have had a love history, even so, then it must be a complicated and painful thing for Pei Chuxia.

And judging from Pei Chuxia's words just now, Pei Chuxia knew that he was dead, because he was dead, so was it painful?

"I love Xia Xia."

"Huh?" Yan Xiangnuan raised her eyebrows to indicate that she could see that if it weren't for this, she would have simply taken him in last time, or kicked him directly to the underworld.

His love for Pei Chuxia was almost overflowing, and Yan Xiangnuan felt that he was not blind.

"I'm a cowardly man." Lei Zhaoxu's body shook and continued to speak.

"......" saw it, if he wasn't cowardly, how could he sneak up on Pei Chuxia's side, just to look at her, and didn't dare to let her know about his existence.

"How did you die?" Yan Xiangnuan asked.

"Brain cancer." Lei Zhaoxu is now dead, so it is no longer difficult to talk about the cause of his death.

"......" brain cancer is really a terrible and irresistible disease.

Yan Xiangnuan's eyes narrowed in surprise when she heard this, she had thought about many reasons and stories, but she didn't think that she just couldn't escape the arrangement of fate, and she also felt very sad after knowing the cause of death.

So it's not because they don't love anymore, they don't love something else, it's not because of any other practical reasons, it's just that they can't bow their heads to fate, they can't resist the heaviness of life, because life has come to an end, and they have a terminal illness that no one can predict and control.

Yan Xiangnuan sighed and thought, suddenly feeling that he had nothing to say.

What happened to Pei Chuxia abroad, she felt that even any result was fine, even if she was injured, only the illness separated a pair of people who loved each other, which in her opinion was the most cruel. Because people who love each other, there are a hundred ways to be together, you can work hard, you can persevere, you can be desperate to be together, any reason and human factors, there is a way to solve it, as long as you are willing to work hard, but only the disease is a factor that everyone can't control.

"When I met Xia Xia, I only had a few months left, alive, every day of breathing felt very thin, counting my remaining days, because the doctor announced that there was only time left, so I was worried that I would never wake up one day when I fell asleep, and because I didn't want my bald head to affect my handsome image when I died, I refused chemotherapy to stop the spread of cancer cells for me, and I took some painkillers and fled from the hospital." Yan Xiangnuan had nothing to say, but Lei Zhaoxu yearned for him and began to tell him how he was alive.

Now he vaguely began to remember those things, but he didn't forget the fact that he still loved Pei Chuxia, and the pain when he died seemed to be about to forget.

"On the day I met Xia Xia, the weather was very good, the breeze was blowing, I was sitting on the bank of the Seine River in country F and looking at the scenery, and I inadvertently saw Xia Xia, I don't know if you understand the feeling of love at first sight, obviously there were foreigners all around at that time, and the voice was noisy, but I saw her at a glance, my heart was pounding because of her, and that uncontrollable clear feeling told me, I like her, and I like her at a glance. She was wearing a long red dress at the time, her long hair fluttering gently in the wind, and her laid-back and wanton appearance made me feel an impulse, I knew that I was about to leave this world, I didn't have much time left, but I still couldn't stop me from wanting to get close to her heart. Lei Zhaoxu said, lowering his brows and smiling lightly.

If it weren't for the yin qi all over his body, Yan Xiangnuan would even be in a trance, and the person sitting opposite her in a trance was not a ghost, but just an infatuated man who told love.

"I'm like a hairy boy, I don't understand anything, I accept the cruel sentence of life, and I also accept the fact that death will come at any time, but when I see Xia Xia again, I have some hatred, I hate that God didn't give me the best time, the best age, the best place to meet her, and know her, I struggled for a long time, I was thinking about whether I should contact her when I didn't know when I would die, but I still made the most selfish decision after thinking about it for a long time, I thought that I wouldn't live long anyway, so it was better to obey my inner expectations, Stay close to her, satisfy your selfishness, even if you can love her for a day. ”

Xia Xia was rejected at first, thinking that I was a man who didn't hesitate to talk to me, in a foreign country, I was not familiar with life, and suddenly saw a familiar Chinese face, and I was single, both of them were adult young men and women, some open girls were happy to develop a dewy marriage, she was too smart, arrogantly spurned my pursuit and comfort, and completely ignored me. But her rejection attracted me even more frantically, and the more she ignored me, the more I tried my best to get closer to her, and she also went from being irritable at the beginning to becoming accustomed to my existence later, because I broke into her world everywhere. ”

"It is said that the fierce girl is afraid of pestering Lang, she is pestered by me to know, and slowly get used to my existence, every man is like a cheetah, once he is attracted to a woman, he will hunt wildly, I am obviously too, but I am more selfish."

"......" Yan Xiangnuan listened silently, watching him tell about his relationship with Pei Chuxia, and his heart was slightly sour.

She doesn't know if love can really grow old and last until death, but she finds that in this cruel world, wanting to be happy seems to be a very luxurious thing, and even she, if she doesn't have the luck to start over, she is just a stupid woman who has gone the wrong way.

"I took Xia Xia to play on the banks of the Seine, walking along the banks of the Seine, she smiled and asked me if I was going to go to the end of the Seine, how much I thought! I wish there was no end to the Seine, that I could go on forever, and that I spent all the rest of my life pursuing her, falling in love with her, and making her fall in love with me. Lei Zhaoxu said, the corners of his mouth hooked up with a happy smile.

He really loves Pei Chuxia, and when he sees Pei Chuxia, his eyes are full of happiness.

"But just as she nodded and accepted me, death also summoned me at the same time, life is so ironic and cruel, I was going to leave her first, tell her that I am a bad man, but for the pursuit of dewy love, I actually don't love her, so that she may not be so sad, will think that I am a bastard man, will soon forget me, and will not be so sad."