277 I really don't
Li Yu also fell silent, and after a while, we arrived home.
As soon as I entered the house, Li Yu suddenly turned around and hugged me. I was stunned for a moment, and he stopped talking.
I gave a symbolic nudge a few times, but when I couldn't push it away, I gave up and started to enjoy it.
It's not like there haven't been kisses lately, but they're all touches of dragonflies, and it's been a long time since I've been talking like this.
After a while, he relented, held my face, and looked at me eagerly.
I couldn't move, as if I had returned to the beginning. At that time, he always looked at me with such eyes, and did not hide his love.
He hadn't looked at me like that since I murdered him, not once.
But now he's back.
I'm so happy, I really want to stop him. But there was an inexplicable nervousness in my heart at an inopportune time, and I didn't know what I was afraid of. Or is it just shy?
Just when I thought that Li Yu was going to stop me next, and then directly pushed me to the wall to correct the Fa on the spot, he suddenly smiled, let go of his hand, and asked, "Are you happy today?" ”
I looked at him and didn't speak.
Li Yu raised his eyebrows, his expression was obviously a little embarrassed, but then he smiled again, reached out and touched my cheek, and asked softly, "What's wrong?" ”
I pulled his hand away and said, "It's nothing, I'm just a little tired and want to go and rest." ”
With that, I turned and walked quickly in the direction of the bedroom, holding my mouth down, not wanting to be heard by him sobbing.
That's right, I cried. I know it's not really a big deal, or even a thing at all.
But my heart still hurts. I've always been an overly sensitive person.
I walked all the way to the door of the bedroom, Li Yu followed, hugged my waist, and said with a smile: "Are you ......" He first paused, then grabbed my wrist, pulled away my hand covering his mouth, and looked nervous: "Why are you crying?" ”
He didn't ask like that, and when he asked, I was even more upset, and I couldn't help but shed another string of tears, choked in my throat, and couldn't speak.
Li Yu seemed even more anxious and said, "Are you uncomfortable?" Or am I doing something wrong? Don't just cry, tell me. ”
I shook my head, tempted to tell him that I couldn't articulate how I was feeling right now, that I just felt sad. I think it's just because I'm oversensitive, but I can't control my emotions, and I want to be quiet.
But the tears kept flowing, and my throat choked, so I couldn't speak, so I had to push him.
When I pushed, he hugged me and stroked my back, and when I wanted to push, he grabbed my hand and whispered, "If you push me again, I'll kiss you." ”
I broke away from his hand and continued to push.
He didn't break his promise, pinched my jaw, and stopped talking.
He was very hard at mouth, and he was presumptuous. I gradually quieted down.
He suddenly loosened his mouth, half-opened his eyes, and smiled narrowly, "It turns out that you want me, or you will cry if you don't ......"
My face was hot and I asked, "Can't you?" ”
"Yes, of course." He looked at me with a smile, sucked my lips, and said vaguely, "I'm yours, you can do whatever you want." ”
Even though I've been busy all day today, I'm still full of energy. Li Yu obviously didn't have any shadow about the identity of my corpse, and he was simply interested.
After some gluttony, Li Yu took me to take a bath, and when I was refused, he resisted me to the bathroom.
It's not that I don't like to be clean, I have my reasons, "My body is newly grown, you touch it, is it as soft as a newborn baby?" ”
Li Yu licked his lips and said, "It's not only soft, but also very fragrant." ”
I said, "But newborn babies don't bathe much, because it's to protect their skin." I don't have to wash it all the time. ”
"Crooked." He picked up a cotton pad and makeup remover and said, "At least you have to take your makeup off, right?" ”
I went out with Qinglan today, she was so young and beautiful, and I described it as haggard, of course I had to put on makeup to make up for the gap. But after a toss just now, I think it's been rubbed off a long time ago.
Thinking of this, I suddenly felt that Li Yu was not easy, he was so ugly halfway through his makeup, but he still worked beautifully, I really wronged him.
Li Yu was in charge of helping me remove my makeup, and he was very skilled at it, and he used to help me do this. He said he loved to help me remove my makeup and liked the way he came to slowly wipe away my disguise and reveal how I really felt.
I was lying comfortably in the water enjoying his service, and Li Yu smiled when he saw this: "You really look like a water wase all the time, do you want to have some pebbles and shells?" ”
"You don't have to." I said, "A small carp is enough." ”
The little carp came over and put his mouth on my lips, and said, "Taste the fish lips." ”
I licked my lips, "Hmm...... It's a bit fishy. ”
When I had finished laughing, I saw that he was smiling, so I blushed and said, "Don't laugh." ”
He leaned over, stretched out his finger and touched my cheek, and said with a smile, "You're such a shy little baby." ”
I said, "It's like you didn't know I was shy." ”
Li Yu smiled: "You weren't shy at all before, you were still very active." ”
I became alarmed, "Are you mistaken? I'm not the one who took the initiative, right? When have I ever taken the initiative with you? ”
Li Yu raised his eyebrows, "Dare to do it?" ”
I said, "I really haven't taken the initiative with you!" ”
"Do you want me to turn up the surveillance video? Let's bet that if I lose, I'll do whatever you say. When he said this, he smiled wickedly, "But if you lose, you have to do whatever I want." ”
I was a little nervous, "What do you want to do with me?" ”
"It's just a matter of trying a few more fun poses."
I hurriedly said, "I don't want to bet on it, even if I remember it wrong." ”
Li Yu smiled and continued to wipe my face, and by the way, he also helped me scrub my body.
I was lying in the water, my eyes closed, but I was actually squinting, and I loved the look of concentration and love on his face when he looked at me, and the distress on his face when he looked at the cut in my heart, it was a really good feeling.
Suddenly, Li Yu opened his mouth, "When I was at the door, I didn't mean to bully you. The last time I mentioned it, I could see that you didn't want to, and I thought you would say yes if I mentioned it again, but that may not be your intention, you just want me to be happy, and I don't want that. ”
I didn't speak.
That's not actually a kind of bullying, I just felt at the time that he didn't seem to love me anymore, that kind of dislike was disguised by him, but it still showed a subtle horse's feet.
Being overly sensitive is indeed a very troublesome property.
I felt a little stupid at what I had just done, so instead of answering him, I said, "I found a detail today that I'm a little concerned about." ”
Li Yu asked, "What details?" ”
I said, "Before you come, Qinglan and Qingqing came out together......" I recounted the scene carefully, and said, "I think Qinglan at that time didn't seem to be herself." ”
I thought Li Yu would be very interested, but he showed a disappointed face, lowered his head and twisted the towel.
I asked, "Don't you think that's a big deal?" ”
Li Yu glanced at me and said, "It's rare to stay together for a while, and you talk about other people's things." ”
I asked, "So what do you want to talk about?" ”
He didn't speak, just gave me a blank look.
I had to say, "Isn't it because that topic was too embarrassing?" ”
Li Yu smiled at this time, "Why don't you feel embarrassed when you cry?" ”
"I ......," I said, "don't talk about this, okay?" ”
He simply put down the towel and said, "That's all there is to it." ”
For the next two minutes, I looked at him, he looked at me, I don't know how he felt, I was so embarrassed anyway that I couldn't lie down anymore, so I had to sit up, feeling like a schoolboy who had been criticized by the teacher.
Li Yu gradually couldn't bear it anymore, "Don't you want to say anything?" ”
I said, "That's what I didn't do just now." ”
"It's not for you to admit your mistakes." He took my hand and said with a smile, "Why?" ”
I said, "But I don't want to talk about it anymore." ”
He said, "But then I don't know what I've done wrong?" You just cried so sadly. ”
Although this kind of cross-examination made me uncomfortable, I finally realized that I had to say something, so I had to say, "I don't think you love me that much." ”
Li Yu asked, "Why?" ”
I said, "It's just feeling." You were ...... just now He looked at me infatuatedly, but suddenly he had an expression like he had woken up from a dream. That look made me uncomfortable, and I felt like you didn't love me anymore. ”
Li Yu looked at me and was silent.
It seems that he also thinks my idea is so outrageous that he doesn't know what to say, right?
I said, "You know I've always been oversensitive, and I know I'm overly sensitive." ”
Li Yu opened his mouth at this time, his expression was very unnatural, "So are you so sad?" ”
I nodded.
He looked at me with pity, probably regretting my IQ and EQ, and then opened his arms to hug me, and said softly on my cheek, "I'm sorry......"
I couldn't help but feel nervous, these three words are terrible, could he be with silvia......
I only heard him continue: "It seems that I have been acting too badly lately, making you insecure about me. ”
I breathed a sigh of relief and said, "I'll adjust myself slowly." ”
While saying this, I thought of Lan Xian'er again, and I couldn't help but feel sad again.
I've had a lot of hard things, so I always tell myself that everything will be okay and everything will be in the future.
I have always looked forward to the future, and this anticipation has added a lot of hope and motivation to my life.
Never before have I been so scared and desperate about the future.
After taking a shower, the two of us couldn't help but roll together again, and just as we were about to fight three hundred rounds, Nemo came running and said, "Master, there is a visitor." Detects that the owner is in progress, cancels the automatic door opening plan. ”
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