278 I will suffer for the rest of my life

I couldn't help but wander and asked, "Who is ......?"

The unfinished words were sealed by him, but Nemo still recognized them wisely, and replied, "It's Miss Silviatong." ”

Li Yu was surprised at first, then turned over and got out of bed, and hurriedly said, "Please wait a moment." ”

Then he hurried to the cloakroom.

When I followed, he was already wearing his shirt, and when he heard the movement, he looked at me and said, "Sorry, I have to go out." As he spoke, his hands kept moving, and most of his shirt buttons were already fastened.

I asked, "What is she looking for you?" ”

"A matter of the heart." He said.

I asked, "Will you come back in the evening?" ”

"Nope." He said as he lifted his pants.

I fell silent.

Li Yu quickly put on his clothes, arranged his hair, sprinkled perfume, and made it very decent.

It wasn't until he was done and turned around to come out that he saw me, he was stunned for a moment, walked over and hugged me, and said softly: "I said that I won't come in the evening because today is the day when the casino opens its vault, and I must go in person." Not to accompany her, you don't have to worry. ”

I said, "I don't understand why she came here." ”

He pecked me on the cheek and said, "Because I was supposed to meet her this afternoon, but the two of us were so happy just now that I forgot about it." ”

I said, "Then I'm going to say I'm sorry." ”

"How could it be your fault?" He hugged me tightly, was silent for a while, and said, "I'm the one who should say I'm sorry." ”

I didn't speak.

I remembered what Silvia said before that Li Yu was still with her before she got married, and said that she could confront her in three ways, so I really wanted to go out with Li Yu. But reason told me that I couldn't do this, because the situation was too embarrassing for Li Yu, and he would definitely choose to go to Silvia in the end to make her happy, after all, he wanted me to live more than I did.

Li Yu hugged me like this for five minutes before he let go, held my face, kissed me a few more times, and said with a flattering expression: "I'll try to finish it as early as possible, and come back to accompany you for a while before going to work in the evening." ”

I pulled his hand away and said, "Go ahead." ”

Li Yu showed a frustrated expression, "I'm sorry, I made you cry again." ”

"I'll adjust it myself." I said, "Go ahead, I'm upset when I see you now." ”

Li Yu didn't say anything and left in a hurry.

After Li Yu left, I came to the terminal room of the host, and although I repeatedly warned myself that curiosity killed the cat, I still couldn't avoid turning on the camera to record.

At this time, there is only one person in front of the camera, and there is Silvia, and her car is parked in the doorway, which is a red Porsche. She wears a dress with black and gold patterns on a white background, a kimono collar, and side ties, which is a more casual style.

She wore sunglasses and bare red lips. With a cigarette in his slender fingers, it was obvious that Li Yu hadn't come yet.

But I knew he was almost there.

Sure enough, she quickly took off her sunglasses, looked up, smiled and waved in the direction of the camera, and then lowered her head and extinguished the cigarette in the ashbox.

At the same time, Li Yu walked out.

Although I was mentally prepared, the moment Li Yu walked over to hug her, my heart still hurt fiercely.

When Silvia passed her lips over and he kissed them without hesitation, my tears began to fall.

I knew Silvia did it on purpose, and although Li Yu said she was crazy, she was very smart. She knew I was going to be to watch here, so she did it. I knew she was trying to make me miserable, but I still got it.

I really want to tell Li Yu that I don't want this heart anymore, and I will suffer for the rest of my life if I get it like this.

I would go crazy if I stayed at home, so I called Song Jiayan and wanted to see him. His tone was quite difficult, and he whispered that it was not convenient now. I had to hang up disappointed.

But soon, he dialed again, and this time his voice was much higher, and he said, "I'm sorry, sister, I couldn't talk just now." ”

Hearing him call me sister still feels a little awkward.

I asked, "Is there something going on?" ”

"The second elder of the Zheng family has been depressed for the past two years, and although the last time they received a fake hand has been properly resolved by their brother-in-law, they are still very nervous and worried about their son's accident. So the eldest brother of the Zheng family decided to pick them up and live together. Song Jiayan said: "We just talked about this matter together. ”

I asked, "So what do you do?" ”

Song Jiayan said: "Although they have recognized me as their godson, I should also go over there to find a job and help my fiancΓ©e share the obligation of support, but sister, you are not in good health and need to be taken care of, and I have been working here for a year, and my development is also good, so I have told them that I am still staying here." ”

I said, "And where do you live?" If you don't have a place for me, you can move to my house first, and I'll solve it for you. ”

"No need, sister. The second elder of the Zheng family said that they could leave their house to me and let me live in it, but the house was too big and needed a lot of servants to take care of it, and I couldn't afford it, so I borrowed a small house from them to live in temporarily. Song Jiayan said: "It is said to be a small house, but there are also two rooms, I have reserved one for you, and it will be completed soon, you can come over at any time." If you want to, sister, please also look for pictures of some things you want to put in the room on the Internet, and I will try to find them. ”

I said, "You have a heart, I don't care about decorating it, don't decorate other people's houses too much." ”

Song Jiayan said: "It's not that I don't have money to buy a house now, the down payment is enough, but I want to keep this money in case I need it." ”

I asked, "You can tell me where you need money." ”

"I didn't, but you, sister." Song Jiayan said: "Although my brother-in-law treats you very well, as a mother's family, I should still have some money, and if something happens, my sister, my body will be taken care of by me." ”

I said, "Thank you." But you still prioritize yourself and don't do this for me. I don't think of you as my brother in my heart. ”

"I know. I can't emotionally think of you as my sister, after all, we haven't cultivated any affection between us. His voice was astringent, "But you're not just the relative I've been looking for, you're also my last relative." ”

I said, "Then you should know that my illness is a bottomless pit." Maybe your brother-in-law said something strange to you, please don't pay attention. ”

"My brother-in-law is telling the truth." He said, "I owe you." If I had found you earlier, at least you wouldn't have been so tired, and you wouldn't have become ill. ”

This Li Yu is too much, how can I lie to him that I am sick from hard work?

I said, "Is this what your brother-in-law told you?" My illness has nothing to do with overwork. ”

"No, he said it was his fault, but I think there must have been a hard relationship." Song Jiayan said: "After all, getting sick is not something that happens suddenly. ”

It really happened suddenly......

Well, although he saved money for me, I didn't really need it. After all, my body is either alive and well, or I'm simply dead, and I don't need treatment at all.

Instead of admonishing him, I thanked him and asked him if he needed help lately and the address of his new home. He told me one by one and said he would take me there when he was done lately.

After hanging up the phone, I still felt very warm. After all, his actions made me feel no longer lonely, at least if I had a conflict with Li Yu in the future, I wouldn't have nowhere to go, he was my own brother after all.

The appointment with Song Jiayan failed, and Qinglan was meeting Qingqing again, I thought about it and went to the cemetery.

My parents and my brother's grave were buried together by three people, and I was to blame for all of them, because after the three of them died one after another, I buried them together out of the psychology of not wanting them to be lonely below, but I didn't expect that these three people were not a family at all.

The photo is from when I was a child, there are four people in it, my dad is very handsome, my mom is very beautiful, my brother is very cute, and of course one is me. At that time, the tombstone workers also advised me that it was unlucky to put my picture on the tombstone, but for me at that time, my home was in this tombstone.

However, looking at it now, this photo is also ironic, my brother above is Song Jiayan, not a person lying in the grave.

After all, my father is still inside, so I carefully swept the tomb, and as for the words, I know that my father's soul has been dispersed, and there is no afterlife, and he will not look at me from heaven, and from the day he died, I have lost him forever.

It's okay that he doesn't have heartache for me, break down for my mother, and ...... for my brother

Alas, lest he know that it was not his son.

Next, I contacted the company that made the tombstone because I wanted to make an appointment to separate the tombs of the three of them.

However, the other party said that they did not make an appointment today and had time to receive me. So I went and talked about them all the time.

Because of the recent warm weather, when I got home, it was still bright, but it was already eight o'clock. Although my soul is strong, after all, I have experienced countless experiences today, so I am also tired now.

I didn't dare to slack off, so I quickly lay down on the bed, fell asleep, and went home to recharge.

When I entered the hall, I didn't see anyone. I've found that these souls are quite busy all day. It's no wonder that the Zheng family, the old ghost, and Li Yu ...... I know that they have harmed so much, and Wu Jingkang also said that they still have natural enemies.

I went to the hall, lay down on the chaise longue in the center, and was instantly swept up in the abundant comfort.

At the same time, scenes began to appear in front of my eyes, all kinds of street scenes from different eras, clothes from different eras, different faces, and different colors of sky...... They are constantly changing, without breathing. There were so many voices in my ears that I couldn't hear a word......

It was all like a huge lid, and I was covered and couldn't move.

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