Looking at the queen's smile, I laughed self-deprecatingly.

How long I sat in the middle of the feast, I don't know.

I don't know when I returned to the Yuehua Palace.

All I know is that when I sat in front of the bronze mirror in a daze, it was already dark outside, and lanterns were lit in all corners of the palace, even in front of the residences of the maids of the Huanyi Bureau.

But there is no in front of my palace, and in this huge palace, only my Yuehua Hall is pitch black.

Because I am purple-eyed, a sinner whom even the Bot's people consider heinous, I should be in the company of darkness and demons.

I sat alone in the dark for a long time, then stood up and opened the window in the room.

But even when I opened the window, I was still in the dark, because the lights in this palace were so bright that the moonlight was too strong to come near.

So when I sat on the roof with a jar of wine and enjoyed the moonlight, my heart was extremely comfortable.

The wine was found in the room, and it was supposed to be Lifei's wine.

I remember that Concubine Li said to Duan Xuan the word Pear Blossom Deep Brew, so this wine should be the so-called Pear Blossom Deep Brew.

I drank the sake brewed by Concubine Lifei and sat on the roof and looked at the moon.

Concubine Li's heart should be dead, I can't feel Concubine Lifei now.

In the past, her feelings would have influenced my behavior, but now she seems to have disappeared, otherwise I wouldn't have allowed me to sit on the roof and drink.

Just as I was drinking and drinking, someone pushed open the door of the Yuehua Palace.

In fact, I still have a little expectation in my heart that the comer is Duan Xuan, after all, it is my mind that dominates now, and I can use my feelings as a bystander to face Duan Xuan.

But it wasn't him who pushed the door open, but a slender figure.

Empress.

She pushed open the door of the Yuehua Hall and stood in the courtyard, and did not enter the inner room, nor did she leave, but stood under the willow tree in the Yuehua Palace, as if waiting for me.

Probably because I was already a little drunk, I picked up a tile from the eaves and threw it down, which landed right behind her, and made her tremble with a snap.

When she turned her head to look at me, she was very happy, and I looked at her smile and felt a little hairy.

"Aren't you afraid that I'll stone you to death?"

Her smile widened.

"Then you can stone me to death."

I looked at the sky speechlessly, and just as I was looking at the moon, she climbed up the ladder I was leaning against by the eaves.

It was a cautious step, but there was a smile on his face that he had never seen before.

I had not changed my clothes since I had returned from the feast, and the light gauze fabric looked particularly affectionate under the encouragement of the night wind, and I danced so high in the direction of the wind that I drank the wine in my hand one by one, even if the wine flowed down the corners of my mouth.

"I didn't expect you to have such a side."

She looked at me with a sparkle in her eyes.

"What kind of side? Uninhibited? Debauch? Or is it a leisure? ”

She pursed her lips and smiled, the corners of her mouth rising slightly.

"Looks like I won this game."

That's what she's here to tell me?

I looked at her slightly proud smile with a faint expression.

I now know why she was so confident that I would take the initiative to leave Duan Xuan.

Because she and Duan Xuan are the same kind of people.

I think Duan Xuan doesn't love her, and she doesn't love Duan Xuan, but they are a pair that they love deeply in the eyes of the world, and they are a beautiful fantasy in the hearts of the people, so they "love each other" under the gaze of others.

Isn't the one who loves me worse than I am who loves what I don't love?

Thinking of this, I glanced at the queen sympathetically, she probably knew why I looked at her like this, the smile on her face froze, and then she stood up and prepared to go down.

"Drink slowly, I still have a feast to go."

She twisted her head back to me just as she was about to go down.

"Just like I promised you, I will reunite you with your mother after the game, and you will stay in the palace for another month, and you will be free immediately."

I watched as she finished saying the word freedom, and a trace of emotion flashed in her eyes, she was envious, or she was envious of free people.

But how can I be free?

Concubine Li's mother was killed by the queen, and Concubine Li was finally thrown into the cold palace, how could Concubine Li be free?

What happens in the next month?

I've been drinking a lot now, it's windy, my head is swollen, I don't want to guess what's going on, I don't want to know what's going on, if time could freeze, I'd rather stop here forever.

But the reality is cruel, and time never stops, even if I am now experiencing what others have already experienced.

I picked up the jar in my hand and took a sip.

It doesn't matter what he does tomorrow, he will get drunk tonight.