When the first rays of sunlight splashed on my face in the morning, I woke up a little dazed.

I felt very uncomfortable lying on the roof all night, not to mention how uncomfortable I was with the tiles under me, and I couldn't stand the night wind blowing on my head.

So the day after the feast, I fell ill gorgeously.

But what the maids in my palace advertised to the outside world was that Concubine Li was disgusted by the emperor, and she lost her etiquette and dignity in front of everyone, so she couldn't think about it and was ready to jump off the roof.

Unexpectedly, he drank wine and strengthened his courage, but he was drunk, so he slept on the roof all night, and contracted the cold.

I was holding the bitter medicine in the quilt, and when I heard the rumors in this palace, I was almost so angry that I drank all the medicine in my hand, and I died bitterly.

I was angry not at how miserable they described me, but at the girls in my temple who knew that I was unconscious on the roof at night, but no one had taken me down and made me suffer from the cold.

So for the first time since entering Concubine Li's body, I got angry.

This is the first time in my history that I have gathered the maids and eunuchs of my Yuehua Hall together and held a general meeting for them to re-establish my authority.

However, they still seemed to be a little reluctant, and their faces were full of impatience, and there were four maids and two eunuchs in my Yuehua Palace.

I haven't seen the two eunuchs in hundreds of years, so I won't say anything, and the remaining four maids are lazy and lazy every day, and I am extremely upset when I see them.

I'm not the kind of master who is friends with the maid, and of course I'm not the kind of fierce and evil master, since Concubine Li's emotions have disappeared now, then I also want to live my life for a few days.

I gathered the maids and eunuchs in the palace together, and I was talking about a meeting, but in fact, I made a statement of terror and threat alone, and the general content is as follows.

I am a purple-eyed girl, evil pupils and demons, but the world knows to worship the gods and immortals, spit on the demons and monsters, and think that the gods and immortals can bless them with peace and happiness, and they will live forever, but they don't know that demons can also manipulate their life and death, so that you are in pain and want to die all day long.

Since I am a demon girl in your eyes, but you are not afraid of me, let alone avoid me, but spit on me, scold me, bully me, and insult me, do you really want to taste the pain of purgatory so much?

As soon as these words were said, sure enough, those girls became extremely well-behaved, and they left the Yuehua Hall after doing their work silently, and the tea and snacks were very thoughtfully prepared, for fear that I would incarnate as a rakshasa and eat them.

And I have been staying in the Yuehua Palace, Duan Xuan has not looked for me, and there has been no news about what the queen said about me leaving the palace, and even the girls in the palace are extremely sensible and obedient, and not even a bad word has reached my ears.

Everything is so peaceful, but my quest is not peaceful.

Now that Concubine Li's emotions can no longer affect me, then I have to be myself.

I hung a swing in the Yuehua Palace, raised a rabbit, every morning I would get up in the Yuehua Hall to dance a period of Qiyue, every day at noon I would eat a fish, every night I would eat an apple, every night would go to the pond behind the Yuehua Hall for a walk.

Yes, I live a very regular and healthy life.

I bought the rabbit from the cook in the imperial dining room.

Dance for a while, because I don't really know how to exercise other than that.

I eat fish because I heard that eating fish will make my skin better, and I eat apples because I can lose weight by eating apples at night.

But I never expected that the pond behind the Yuehua Hall was Duan Xuan's territory.

Perhaps I should have thought that this huge palace was all the territory of Duan Xuan.

Tonight the clouds are sparse and the moon is bright and there is a breeze, and there is a faint fragrance of flowers in the air, I am dressed elegantly, my long hair is still simply tied by a silk ribbon, and I walk in the pond behind the Yuehua Palace.

In the past, I was the only one walking in the pond every night, but tonight there was a small boat in the middle of the pond, and there was a faint candle flame on the boat, and a silhouetted figure was reflected next to the candle flame.

Paragraph Xuan.

Perhaps it was because the night was too quiet, or perhaps the moon was too bright tonight, and he turned his head to look at me the moment I walked to the edge of the pond, and there was a depth in his eyes.

"Ali, come here."

He rowed the boat to the edge of the pond and wanted me to go on a boat with him.

I hesitated, I wasn't afraid, but his call made me inexplicable.

But after only a few seconds of hesitation, I lifted the hem of my skirt and stepped into his boat, which shook from imbalance as I stepped into it, and he held my hand without a trace.

His hands were cold and piercing, like silver-white pool water in the moonlight.

I didn't withdraw my hand, just held it by him, and he looked at me with uncertain emotions in his eyes.

"I thought you'd be angry." He looked at me in a light tone.

This is the tone of the heart-to-heart conversation, I originally wanted to go back, how dare the concubines be angry with the emperor.

But after thinking about it, I am not controlled by Concubine Li's emotions now, why should I be wronged to please him, not to mention that his current title is useless, maybe he really wants to talk to me now.

"Of course I'm angry, how can I not be angry, that Bo Tu woman made me so ugly, it's impossible not to be angry."

He paused.

"You're just mad at her?"

I looked at his fragile eyes and smiled.

"Do you want me to be mad at you? Are you doing that just to make me angry? If your love is your life and death, then I'd rather die alone. ”

I looked at his shocked expression and gently put my hand over his palm.

"Ah Xuan, you don't love me, can't you see it yourself? I'm not one of those who makes you feel good, but just a person who thinks it's okay after weighing the pros and cons, but now I can't even weigh the pros and cons among your choices. ”

"I should say sorry to myself, I used to embarrass myself for others, maybe Qiyue's dance made me see a lot of things clearly, I want to return to the original peaceful life alone, Ah Xuan, I also hope that you can find the person who makes your heart move, the person who can let you do whatever it takes to protect."

This night, I didn't have heavy makeup, I didn't have my hair, I didn't have a mask, just like this in this narrow boat, holding Duan Xuan's hand, telling my own voice as Concubine Li, and doing what I wanted Concubine Li to do.

The night breeze blew my long hair, covering his thoughtful eyes, but unveiling the veil that had been veiled in my heart for a long time.

If you don't love me, please don't torture me, please let me go.