Chi Fengmin was slightly stunned, then smiled slightly, stood in place in a proper manner, and asked, "Are you waiting for me like this?" ”

I said, "Yes." ”

He was even more excited, "Why? ”

I said, "Of course, I want to ask you something." ”

The smile on Chi Fengmin's face stiffened slightly, "What's the matter?" "Looks like he thought I was going to ask something terrible.

I think it might be because the look on my face is too serious.

So I smiled softly and said, "It's not a big deal, it's just that I seem to have forgotten something, so I want to ask you." ”

Chi Fengmin said: "For example? ”

I said, "Like what I've done with you." ”

I feel weird and disgusting when I say this.

Chi Fengmin seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, shook his head, and said, "We haven't met. ”

I asked, "No?" Are you sure? ”

Chi Fengmin nodded, took off his coat, handed it to the housekeeper, walked over to me, stretched out his hand and touched my cheek, and said softly: "I was interested in you before, but you didn't treat me, you did have a bend to me, but that is not your true idea after all." ”

I froze and looked at him.

Seeing this, Chi Fengmin said, "I'm really sorry, I reflected too late." I used to think it was true, but it wasn't until I saw you these few times that I realized that you really didn't like me, and the way you look at your ex-husband is completely different from the way you look at me. ”

I wasn't surprised by this, but, "I greeted you before?" When was this? ”

I never remember that I ever greeted Chi Fengmin, I just avoided him, kept avoiding him. Even if he did something that moved me and gave me what I liked, I didn't say anything to him, because in my impression, Chi Fengmin was really too self-inflicted, I didn't do anything, but he made up a lot of plots in his own brain.

Chi Fengmin said with a smile: "If you don't think it counts, then it doesn't count, you used to be lively and cute, trusted me very much, and occasionally had some comparisons with me...... The act of not avoiding suspicion is also very understandable. ”

This......

I said, "Can you tell me in detail what you mean by not avoiding suspicion?" I don't mean to deny it, but in my memory, I've always avoided you. You know what I mean? I'm completely avoiding you. ”

Chi Fengmin stopped smiling at this time, and straightened up, "You mean, you don't remember all the intimate parts between you and me?" ”

I said, "I just remember you ...... me"

Chi Fengmin didn't speak, just stared at me.

I was so uncomfortable by his gaze that I couldn't help but say, "Actually, I don't remember this incident clearly......"

Chi Fengmin said: "What about other things? Don't remember? ”

I was scared, but still asked, "For example, what?" ”

Chi Fengmin said: "You kissed me for the first time. ”

Oh, my God......

Secretly surprised, I asked uncertainly, "Yes...... Am I active? ”

I shook my head, "I haven't done anything like this. ”

Chi Fengmin was a little unhappy, "In my heart, this is a very precious memory, if your purpose is to deny it and break it, then I will not agree." ”

I said, "The premise of denying and breaking it is that I think it really happened, but in fact I don't remember it at all." ”

Chi Fengmin frowned.

It seems that he didn't fully understand my words before, and thought I just didn't want to admit it.

I asked, "Do you understand what I mean now?" ”

Chi Fengmin said: "I think you mean you have amnesia." ”

Of course, I didn't want to tell him what I really thought, so I could just say, "Pretty much." ”

Chi Fengmin became nervous, "When did this happen?" Do you need a doctor? ”

I shook my head and said, "I don't need to, I just wanted to ask you, did I really ever bend to you?" What have I done to you? Am I making the gesture that I'm in a relationship with you? Please don't hide it, tell me everything. ”

Chi Fengmin nodded and said, "I won't hide it, but I think we can talk while eating." ”

It's good.

During the meal, Chi Fengmin specially showed me all the new foods he had recently added, which were actually all vegetables, and I saw that he looked calm and asked, "How does it feel to eat?" ”

Chi Fengmin said: "Except for tomatoes, everything else tastes like chewing wax. ”

The ancients made the word "capital" really very powerful, and the word "chewing wax" can be described as sharp.

I said, "I've always wondered why you can't eat anything." I remember you were like this when I was a child, you don't feel hungry when you're so tall? ”

Chi Fengmin smiled and said, "The psychiatrist said it was because my appetite was destroyed, when I was young, my mother always forced me to eat too much, so from one day, I suddenly started to eat nothing. ”

I said, "I see, you didn't tell me about it before." ”

Chi Fengmin smiled and said, "I told you that you often persuade me, saying that since I like you, I should eat some of this and that, because you will be happy." ”

I really don't remember it at all, it's a weird feeling. I felt vaguely impressed, but I couldn't remember the details.

But I know that none of this is accidental, and I can see that Chi Fengmin didn't lie to me, and there is no need for him to lie to me.

After Chi Fengmin finished speaking, he stared at me for a while, and asked quite carefully, "Don't you remember either?" ”

I said, "I don't remember." ”

Chi Fengmin sighed softly and said, "When you say this, I understand why you were so cold to me before. ”

I said, "I'm sorry. ”

If I did provoke him, I am not entirely innocent, even though it is his fault for bullying me.

Every time I used him with peace of mind, it was also because I felt that his paranoia was bothering me so much, and I was completely innocent. But if it was because I had provoked him, the whole thing would have been completely different.

Chi Fengmin shook his head and said, "It's not your fault that you forgot. Would you like to see a psychiatrist? ”

I shook my head, "Not yet." You told me that you had done well in the past, and I wanted to hear what had happened. ”

Chi Fengmin sighed, "Too many things have happened before. ”

I said, "What about the main one?" What about my relationship with you? ”

"I told you, that's not a relationship." As he spoke, he cut the round broccoli on the plate into eight petals. ”

I said, "But it's ambiguous, isn't it?" ”

Chi Fengmin showed a look of embarrassment, looked at me for a while, and said, "Do you know how old you were at that time?" ”

I said, "Yes." ”

He actually said this, and it was still in this tone.

It really made me feel more and more messy.

"The word ambiguous was too serious for you at the time," Chi Fengmin said, "You just can't refuse me." You can't offend me, you're afraid of losing your home. ”

So it's still ambiguous.

It's really different from what I remember.

However, I'm now starting to get interested in something else, "Did you feel this because of a serious illness?" ”

Chi Fengmin nodded and said, "Do you know why I'm sick?" ”

I said, "I don't know. ”

Actually, his twin butler told me, but I don't want to mention it.

Chi Fengmin said: "At that time, I was thinking about you every day, and one day I suddenly dreamed that you were dead. The dream was very clear, you were dead, your eyes were closed, your mouth was bleeding non-stop, and the clothes on your chest were all soaked. Your ex-husband is on his knees, and he is crying while he hugs you. There is also a doctor in ...... I couldn't see the doctor's face, and I couldn't hear their conversation. As he spoke, his gaze became sad and painful, and it seemed that the image was really stimulating to him, "Everything in that dream was very real, and the next morning, I began to have a high fever. The situation soon deteriorated. ”

I said, "What do you think this dream represents?" ”

"I don't know, I'm just scared. Even now, when I think about it, I feel scared. Chi Fengmin said, pulling the corners of his mouth with a smile, "Although you are sitting in front of me." ”

The scene Chi Fengmin said was undoubtedly the day my heart was broken, although my heart was broken at his house, but Li Yu took me away at that time, and then I died and changed my heart, this kind of thing naturally can't be known to Chi Fengmin. Moreover, although I started vomiting blood at that time, Wu Jilang had said before that I died on the road.

Strictly speaking, I did die that day, because from that day on, I didn't have a heart.

I said, "Looks like you were scared that day, right?" ”

Chi Fengmin nodded and said, "I was very worried about you at the time, very, very ......"

I said, "I think, the reason why you have such a dream is because you saw me vomiting blood with your own eyes that day, and it was Li Yu who sent me to the hospital. ”

Chi Fengmin sighed and said, "My mother said the same thing. I agree with that, but the dream feels so real to me that someone is telling me it's happening. This pain ......" the more he spoke, the more emotional he became, at this point his eyes were red, and he covered his face with his hands.

I sat in front of him alive, and he still suffered from this dream, which seemed to bring him great stimulation.

And...... Even if he thought too much, why did he dream so accurately of Li Yu kneeling down and begging for a doctor?

The thought of this made my scalp start to tingle.

Don't......

I was thinking that Chi Fengmin's emotions had calmed down again, and he wiped his tears with a hand towel and said to me, "I'm sorry to scare you." ”

I said, "No." I feel ...... to see you so sad I feel very uncomfortable. Without waiting for him to speak, I said, "Let's talk about other things, do you know Wu Jilang?" ”

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