Affectionate only put the bottle of wine, drink it alone, and do not know sorrow. Tears fell into his eyes, and the broken goose and the west wind were thin and sorrowful. But the Tao is a thousand kinds of lovesickness, all of which send parting suffering.

Night falls, the night of March, still showing the slightest chill, tonight's sky, the stars are shining, the moon is boundless.

Some light meals had been placed on the desk in the study, and the faint yellow candlelight reflected the soft and handsome side face of the man, and he was reluctant to take his eyes off the woman for a moment.

Xiao Qingyue was scooping porridge at the table, trying her best to ignore the affectionate and hot gaze, and at this time she had gradually recovered from the shock just now. After going through so much, she is no longer the person who is coaxed by a few words. What this man has done has not dispelled the idea of leaving, so for now it is better to wait for his body to get better before making plans...

Hold a bowl of steaming porridge and hand it to the man, "You haven't eaten all day today, eat some of it."

The man just glanced at the bowl handed in front of him, and looked at the woman again, "You feed me"

“。。。。。。” The person holding the bowl had a meal, and she finally fed him spoonful by spoonful after taking medicine just now, and now she still wants to feed her?!

A tendon in his forehead jumped a few times, and he comforted himself in his heart, now this guy is a patient, and he can't be angry with him.

After glancing at the still steaming bowl in his hand, he replied resentfully, "It's so hot... ”

Sure enough, when the man heard this, he quickly took the porcelain bowl in his hand, and even nervously grabbed her hand to check it.

"Does it hurt?" he said, already breathing softly into the finger.

This move made Xiao Qingyue instantly ring on the day of their wedding, and this person also rubbed her hands like this, and then everything was like a world away.

Retracted his fingers and urged, "Eat quickly, I'm hungry too" lowered his eyes to hide a trace of sadness in his eyes.

Xiao Nanfeng had already noticed the subtle changes in her, and with a sweep of her long arms, she pulled the person who was about to sit down to her lap.

Xiao Qingyue's face turned red and she struggled to get up, but she was tightly hugged by the man beside her.

glanced at him angrily, "What do you want to do, do you want to eat this meal?"

The man smiled and said, "Compared with you, eating is naturally more important to you."

“。。。。。。。” Feeling a little speechless again, he paused and said, "If you don't eat, I still have to eat, I'm hungry."

"I'll feed you"

“。。。。。。。” Xiao Qingyue couldn't help but feel annoyed, this is like a sick person, he really kicked his nose in the face, and replied angrily. "I have hands, I will eat them myself" The implication is to ridicule this person for having hands and being fed, which is really hypocritical!

Xiao Nanfeng just looked at it with a smile in his eyes, just looking at it quietly like this, he felt that everything was worth it, from now on, he would definitely stay by her side every step of the way...

After eating and washing, Xiao Nanfeng was already tired because of taking medicine, and he hadn't closed his eyes much in the past few days, but despite this, he was still reluctant to sleep...

At this time, the two of them were already resting on the bed in loose clothes...

Xiao Qingyue's eyes were slightly closed, but her eyelids and long eyelashes were trembling, just because the person on her side was staring at her with his arms all the time...

I moved my body and wanted to face inward, so that I didn't have to care about the person's gaze.

Unexpectedly, as soon as she turned sideways, the person behind her came up, and the arm was wrapped around her waist, and then the man's soft and pleasant voice sounded in her ears.

"I didn't expect that I would be able to hold you like this again in this life, and sleep together," said an affectionate kiss that fell on the woman's bun, "Thank you, Yue'er... Thank you for being alive ... ”

Xiao Qingyue opened her eyes slightly, her heart was a little complicated, even if she lived another life, she still couldn't be ruthless to this person. But she could no longer be immersed in the deep affection and honey that this man had made, and after calming down, it was more of her contemplation...

After being silent for a long time, she opened her mouth to ask about Liu Yin...

"You were ... How did you meet my mother?"

At first, she had been wondering about the secret, but she didn't know how to open it. Today, although all the things of yesterday have become a cloud of the past, the years have left everyone with varying degrees of pain and memory. In that past, what that secret left Xiao Qingyue was pain and memories, she paid the price of her life for it, and also lost Ran Yu's life. If it weren't for the secret of Gao Wenfan's Soul Rejuvenation Pill in his hands, if it wasn't for the joint healing of Su Xing and Murong Chuan, and if her body hadn't been preserved at the beginning... Now, how could she lie here unharmed...

Thinking of this, her heart became a lot colder, her rebirth was not for this man, she suffered what she deserved, and even imposed a share of this person on herself. She has chosen not to hate, but also chose not to love anymore, in the future, she just wants to live the rest of her life plainly.

But no longer loving is not not not not loving, forcing herself not to love, can she really do it!

The man behind him probably didn't think that she would suddenly ask such a question, and was silent for a long time... When Xiao Qingyue thought that he would not answer this question, the man's voice sounded again.

"When I was on my way to Jiankang, I passed by Gusu and was attracted by the pleasant scenery there, so I made a few more stops. Once on the street, on a bridge called Wanfeng, I met your mother... Where I used to live, I had never seen such a gentle and touching woman, and later after inquiry, I learned that your mother was a famous beauty in the Gusu area. Later, when I returned to Gusu from Jiankang, it was a year later, and then I knew that your mother had entered the palace a year ago. . . ”

Hearing this, Xiao Qingyue knew why he and Su Xing had such a strange conversation on Qixia Mountain.

I didn't expect this person to be so affectionate, and put her mother in her heart, and she has been letting go for so many years...

"You have never married a concubine before, but because of my mother" used to be in the palace, she always heard rumors about this man, but she had never seen him, only knew that the first beautiful man in Daliang, the side concubine beside the sixth prince was like a cloud, but she never married a concubine, not even a son and a half daughter.

At this time, the person behind him sighed faintly and said frankly, "There is a reason for your mother, most of it is because of myself, I have always been comfortable and used to it, I don't like court disputes, I don't like constraints, your mother happened to be an excuse for not marrying a concubine at that time."

Xiao Qingyue listened quietly, with an indifferent smile on the corner of her mouth, unhappy or sad in her eyes, thinking in her heart that if her mother was born a few years later, or Xiao Nanfeng was born a few years earlier, maybe they wouldn't have missed it...

Xiao Nanfeng saw that she hadn't spoken, and was a little worried about whether what she said made her sad again...

Got up slightly, propped up above the woman, and wanted to see her current expression, "Yue'er, I don't want this past to become a barrier between you and me, and your mother shouldn't want you to be entangled in this matter all the time."

The person facing the inside still has a smile on the corner of his mouth, but this smile is inexplicably cool.

"If my mother is still alive, she will not agree to me being with you, if she is still alive, the person you love will definitely be her"

When the man heard this, his eyes sank slightly, and he reached out to break the body of the person beside him, looked at him, and explained hurriedly.

"Yue'er, how do you want me to believe me! I don't love your mother! ”

The candlelight was faint, and the trembling flames were beating in Xiao Qingyue's eyes, and she said word by word to the man's gaze.

"Xiao Nanfeng! You love her! Whether you admit it or not, you used to love her! You have always remembered the plum blossoms she loves, and she has collected her portraits, even the plum blossom hairpins that I have brought for more than ten years... In the end, it was also asked to go back by you on the grounds of exchanging love tokens. . . Because that hairpin was what you gave her... You have done so much and so much for me ... How could you not love! "If you don't love, how can you give everything, if you don't love, how can you never forget," if you don't love, how can you deliberately approach me from the beginning... ”

At this moment, Xiao Nanfeng's face had changed, and he pinched the shoulder of the person with a calm face in a panic, wanting to explain again, "Yue'er... ”

"Xiao Nanfeng! There is no need to say it again" Shen Sheng interrupted him, "You are the same as Su Xing at the beginning, you are approaching me with different thoughts and purposes, Su Xing is because of the investigation of Youyu's life experience, and you are because of my mother... The only difference is that the person I love from beginning to end is you" When they were still in the palace, they often met in the Xiliang Palace, and several times she saw this person holding a white jade flute, standing under the plane tree in the Xiliang Palace, playing the flute in the southwest direction...

That direction is the direction of the Feixia Palace, and the tune he plays is called Acacia...

All of this was remembered when she saw that painting later, and the poem on that painting, and now that she thinks about it again, her heart can't help but feel a little painful...

Her throat suddenly choked a little, Xiao Qingyue swallowed and swallowed, since the words have been said to this point, then say all the words, while she is cruel to this man, she is not cruel to herself.

Still, she doesn't want to live in the shadow of her mother...

"If you say you have never loved me, I would believe ... You said you didn't love her?。。。 I don't know the way in my dream, how can I comfort my lovesickness... This poem is the best proof that you love her! After speaking, his eyes were wet, but his face was calm like never before.

Seeing her crying calmly like this, Xiao Nanfeng's heart panicked again, "What do you want me to do, you will forgive me!" will accept me! "He is now speechless, and everything he has done is indelible...

All this has long been deeply rooted in Xiao Qingyue's heart, her heart hurts slightly, she has been forcing herself to make an end with this person, forcing herself not to be soft-hearted, if she doesn't say it now, she is afraid that she will never be able to say it.

"Xiao Nanfeng! I will never be able to stay by your side in place of my mother, let alone my mother's position in your heart! ”

The man's brows were tightly locked, his chest rose and fell a little rapidly, and he felt something from under the pillow and put it in the hands of the person with a determined face...

Xiao Qingyue saw the thing that was put in her hand, and her face changed slightly, it was the plum blossom golden hairpin that she had been dipped in poison before she died...

I saw that after Xiao Nanfeng put the hairpin in her hand, he immediately held her hand with his big palm, and put the sharp part of the hairpin against his heart.

"I know that no matter what I say or do now, you will not believe me... Listen, what I love is you Xiao Qingyue! Only you! If you don't want to stay with me, or if you want to flee so that I can't see you ... You might as well give me an end now, and when I die, I will also stop thinking. If I were to live ... Yue'er, where are you, where am I... If I die ... I will be a lonely soul and a wild ghost, and I will guard you if I don't enter reincarnation! "As he spoke, he was going to stick to his heart when he held the hairpin. . .

"Don't!" Xiao Qingyue stretched out her other hand in surprise and pulled the hands of the two together, this hairpin she had soaked in venom before, she was afraid of hurting this person again...