At this time, Xiao Qingyue was frightened by this person's actions, and she grabbed the hands of the two of them together, and said urgently, "Are you crazy!" This hairpin is poisonous! ”

The man was also a little excited, his big palm was still tightly clenched, and his eyes were also beating with red flames, and he roared a little broken.

"I'm going crazy! This year I want you to think of going crazy! Love you to the point of madness! It's even more tormented by the thoughts of every day and every night that I'm about to go crazy! Xiao Qingyue! Listen to it ... I love you! I love you! I love you!! Even if I had to say it thousands of times, I still love you! If you still don't believe me, I'll show you my heart right now! ”

The people below him were stunned for a moment by this roar after another, as if from hell.

Seeing that the man pulled the hairpin closer to his chest and was about to stab it, Xiao Qingyue was suddenly shocked. "Xiao Nanfeng!! Don't force me to hate you!! ”

The movement in the man's hand suddenly stopped because of these words, his chest rose and fell rapidly, and there was affection in his eyes, but there was more pain in frustration...

Love to the depths of the pain, he is really cocooned now...

The big palm that was propped up above the woman gently rubbed the soft bun. His throat was a little choked, his eyes gradually became wet, he lowered his body, put his head against the forehead of the woman under him, and murmured in pain.

"I'd rather you hate me ... Hate is also love, you choose not to hate, that is, you have to choose not to love... Yue'er, don't let go of your feelings for me, let alone close your feelings and think about how to leave me... I know it's hard to put it down, but it's even harder to pick it up again... I really... As she spoke, a tear fell, dripping under Xiao Qingyue's eyes, and also fell into her heart, "Yue'er, I really have nothing to do with you, and I am helpless... ”

He was really afraid that when he woke up, this person would be gone, and he could keep her person temporarily, but he couldn't keep the heart that always wanted to escape... He had never been so afraid, never ...

The person lying under him, his lips trembled slightly, and tears the size of beans overflowed from the corners of his eyes, and he replied with the same heartache. "Xiao Nanfeng, if you die in front of me now, I will never live alone."

Hearing this, the big palm in his hand stiffened, and at the same time, it loosened a lot at the same time...

Xiao Qingyue saw that he let go of his hand, stretched out her hand to caress the man's thin side face, and said distressedly, "Don't torture yourself anymore, okay" Seeing that he was in pain, how could she not be in pain, in the afternoon, Li Xun told her a lot of things that had happened in the past year. This person is often sick, unwilling to heal, unwilling to take medicine, and not eating well, and this body must not be tossed anymore.

The man took the hand that caressed his face, put it to his lips, and kissed it softly, as gently and carefully as if he were kissing a newborn baby.

"Yue'er, I don't ask you to forgive me now, I just ask you to stay and stay by my side, okay..."

Listening to this begging tone, Xiao Qingyue's tears were already flowing more and more, a person like him who was so high, how could he ever beg someone like this, and his heart was becoming more and more unbearable.

also said with a slight relief, "Give me some time"

When Xiao Nanfeng heard this, his dark eyes lit up, as if he saw hope, "Okay!" No matter how much time, I will wait for you, I will always wait for you... ”

"Hurry up and get some sleep, you haven't rested in a few nights" The man had been watching over him since she returned, and now his body was once again worse because of her.

"You promised me not to go"

He replied distressed again, "I promise you, I will never run away while you are asleep, I swear" Looking at his red eyes, Xiao Qingyue's heart was both self-reproachful and distressed.

The man still looked at her uncomfortably for a long time before lying down again, holding the hand tightly and not daring to let go at will.

After a while, Xiao Nanfeng finally couldn't beat his tired body and fell into a deep sleep... The person beside him had been quietly watching his sleeping face, and once again couldn't help but reach out and touch the thin face.

The doctor in the house told her that if it weren't for the foundation of martial arts, this person would not have survived today. If she hadn't appeared, if there was no chance reunion last time, and if she had successfully left Yangzhou City and went to live in other places. In a year and a half, will you hear the news of this person's death? . .

When that time comes, what will happen to her, will she really be as hard as iron and indifferent!

No... She can't do it!

During this year, I lived in Fahua Temple, and although I never mentioned it, I never forgot it. She has been trying to forget everything that has been, forget this person, and the memory may get farther and farther away with time, but what about feelings.

What she can do is not not to love, but to force herself not to love...

When she saw him vomiting blood during the day, she couldn't help it anymore and softened. In the past six months since she woke up, the feelings she had tried so hard to suppress were completely released when he picked up the golden hairpin and was about to stab herself.

She must admit that she has not forgotten this man, nor has she forgotten everything they once had, and she has always loved him deeply.

Now seeing him like this, tell her how to let go again...

Outside the house, the moon and stars are sparse, a clear night sky, this night, Xiao Nanfeng slept very deeply, but it was also the first full night sleep he had slept in this year.

Xiao Qingyue has always been by his side, and in the middle of the night he often whispers and shouts her name in his dreams, looking very painful. She whispered softly until he stopped showing panic and pain.

And so after one night ...

In the early morning, with the crisp bird song in the yard, the man on the bed suddenly opened his eyes, and subconsciously looked at the position on his side. He didn't even bother to put on shoes, only wore a close-fitting white robe, and hurriedly opened the door of the study.

Several of the people who were cleaning in the courtyard were so frightened that they knelt down and saluted when they saw the person who suddenly ran out in a panic.

"Meet the prince!"

"Meet the prince!"

Xiao Nanfeng was already panicked at this time, and asked hurriedly, "Where is the princess!" What about the princess! The thought that she might run away while he was asleep made his heart churn, but more fear...

"The king ... Princess... She... She... ”

Before the person who was kneeling on the ground and trembling could finish speaking, this person had already left in a hurry and went to the direction of the main courtyard to find it...

With his chest undulating, barefoot, and white face, who has ever seen such a panicked and ungraced gentleman in the world.

Along the way, everyone was so frightened that they didn't dare to raise their eyes to look at the panicked man...

Xiao Nanfeng found the main courtyard all the way, and searched the outhouse in the main courtyard but didn't find anyone...

At this moment, he felt hopelessness and disappointment that he had never felt before, and his mouth was even more involuntarily muttering.

"Xiao Qingyue, you lied to me, you said you wouldn't leave, you said you wouldn't leave me...

Here, Li Xun and Xu Fu had already heard the news and rushed over, and they saw people standing in the courtyard of the main courtyard, with a pale face, red eyes, and despair and sorrow all over their bodies.

At the same time, Xiao Qingyue was carrying a tray from the direction of the back kitchen to prepare to go to the study, passing by the main courtyard, and seeing the maids and attendants gathered there, she thought something had happened.

Xu Fu and Li Xun already knew that their master was looking for Xiao Qingyue, so they ran out wearing a shirt like this, and their feet were bare. There was a lament in his heart, and he was about to reply to Xiao Qingyue's whereabouts.

At this time, the people behind the servants were the first to ask, "What's the matter, why are you all gathered here?"

As soon as the words fell, before the crowd could react, the depressed man seemed to have heard some heavenly sound, and he had already moved quickly...

Xiao Qingyue only felt as if there was a gust of wind passing by her, and the next moment she saw the person standing in front of her with a happy face...

looked at his sad and joyful expression in confusion, and then looked at the bare feet, and wondered.

"What's wrong with you, you don't wear a single piece of clothing, and you run out barefoot"

The man tried to restrain his emotions and asked softly, "Where have you been?"

Xiao Qingyue blinked, although she was a little confused, she couldn't figure out what the situation was now, and replied truthfully. "I'll go to the back kitchen and get you some food, eat well, and I'll drink medicine later"

At this time, the man's eyes moved to the tray in his hand, looked at it, and suddenly laughed...

"Hehe... Hehehe... ”

This time, Xiao Qingyue became frightened, what happened to this man, he ran out like this, and now he is still laughing like this... Could it be that you are crazy because you have gained and lost?!

It wasn't until she went back to the study, after she put the meal on the desk, that she was hugged tightly by the man, that she knew... He thought she had escaped, so he panicked for a while, ran out of ideas, and even looked for her like a headless fly.

Xiao Qingyue couldn't help but feel sorry for Xiao Nanfeng like this again, and stretched out her hand to hug back and forth, the person who was about to crush her at this time.

The tip of his nose was sore, and he almost cried, "Why are you so stupid"

The man still had some palpitations, hugged the person in his arms tightly and tightly, and exhaled a trembling breath.

"I, Xiao Nanfeng, am not afraid of anything, the only thing I am afraid of now is everything about you... I'm afraid you'll forget me, I'm afraid you'll no longer want to love me, and I'm afraid you'll leave me... Yue'er, no matter how you punish me, whether it's beating or scolding, even if it's my life, I'm willing to give it to you... As long as you don't leave me, I'm really going crazy without you! "At that moment, he was really going crazy...

The tears of the person who was hugged were already wet in her eyes, she couldn't give him any promise now, maybe at this moment, she had begun to slowly believe that this person really loved her and loved her miserably.

However, she still needs time to settle ...

Choked up, "You promised me that from now on, you will not abuse your body again, and take good care of your body, and if you cherish yourself, you will also cherish me." If you continue like this, how much time do you have to love me again ... ”

When the man heard this, he pulled away the person in his arms slightly, a little incredulous. "What you say is true?"

The tearful man closed his eyes slightly and nodded vigorously...

Xiao Nanfeng suddenly smiled at ease, and that smile was still captivating, stunning for the passing years. "Good! I promise you that I will never abuse myself in the future! ”