I know very well that since I have made up my mind with Shen Jingyun not to entangle anymore, I don't want to cause any misunderstanding with Lin Ruolan.

I don't know what kind of person she is, but when I think about it, as a woman, no one will be truly generous in love, and it is natural for her to notice this little detail.

I didn't want to make enemies out of thin air, and I didn't want to define Lin Ruolan based on my subjective feelings, so I pretended to be surprised and said: "Ah, I forgot about this stubble, haha, I forcibly took care of what he wanted." It's so stingy! He didn't want to. ”

I don't know if my words are a bit deliberately exaggerated, but as smart as Lin Ruolan, she must also understand that my words are more or less to make my position clear, and there is no ambiguity with Shen Jingyun.

Lin Ruolan also smiled sweetly when she heard my words, walked over and grabbed my arm, and said, "As a man, he is so stingy?" It doesn't matter, next time he refuses to borrow again, you will beat him. ”

As she spoke, Lin Ruolan leaned closer to me, completely laughing with me, but her words inadvertently stung me.

That intimate and natural tone made me hit him casually, and it was clear that Shen Jingyun was her boyfriend, and the subtext was like "You don't have to give me face if you beat him".

I don't know if I'm too sensitive, but I try not to care, and I laugh generously with Lin Ruolan.

However, Lin Ruolan changed her words and continued to say to me: "Actually, Shen Jingyun, he is not stingy. It's just that he's a little clean, and although his personality is very manly, he's a little turtle hair, and he pays attention to details. I don't think he is reluctant to lend you a scarf, I guess according to his character, he must be thinking in his heart, this scarf doesn't match your clothes, right? That's what he is. ”

"Really? It hasn't been long since Shen Jingyun and I became friends, and I don't know that he would have such a weird idea, he doesn't care if others are cold or not, and he still thinks about whether the scarf fits or not. I said casually.

But Lin Ruolan's understanding tone still made me sad. Indeed, Shen Jingyun is such a person, living with him, I understand very well that the points he pays attention to are different from ordinary people, and I also understand how serious his cleanliness is.

Like my bed, he's going to sneak into my bedroom when I'm not looking, and he has to pull the sheets until they're angular and clean.

For this, I have never seen a man so clean, and obsessive-compulsive disorder. Maybe he really has a leg with the secretary Zhang who has a crush on him in the office.

Memories make me trance, but these are just memories.

I don't think it's possible for me to see this side of Shen Jingyun again.

"Xiaoshuang, what are you thinking? Didn't Shen Jingyun come back with you? Seeing that I was a little silent, Lin Ruolan couldn't help but ask me.

I let out an "ah" and said, "I can't stand the cold, so I'll come back first." He probably went to find Zuo Qiu, right? I don't know very well. ”

Lin Ruolan let go of my arm and said, "Since that's the case, then I won't bother your grandparents for the time being." I'll go find Shen Jingyun. ”

Looking at her departing back, I suddenly remembered what Shen Jingyun said to me before, "Since this is what you hope for, then I will be well with Lin Ruolan." My heart felt like it was dripping blood, and I couldn't wait to rush over immediately, grab Lin Ruolan, and tell her not to go to Shen Jingyun.

I'm afraid that if she goes, Shen Jingyun will really appear in front of me with her affection.

But I didn't do it after all, and I always believed that any emotion that let go of it hurts. No one can be forgiven, so what can we do if we don't get through? I let the pain spread to my limbs and forcibly endured it. If it hurts a lot, it becomes numb, and after being numb for a long time, it forgets it.

"Miss Xiaoshuang, are you sad?" At some point, my grandfather was already standing by my side.

I turned my head to look at my grandfather, wanting to be as strong as before, lest he worry about me and dislike Shen Jingyun even more. After all, I decided to let go, and I didn't want my grandfather to hate him too much.

But I don't know why, looking at my grandfather's concerned gaze, feeling the warm breath on his body, thinking that he is my only lost and dear relative in the world, how can I be strong in front of him? So, one didn't hold back, I hugged my grandfather, and tears fell big and big.

I could only be weak in front of my grandfather, who patted me on the back, and did not jump like thunder as I imagined, but said to me lovingly: "Silly girl, did you want to hide it from me just now?" Look at the look in your eyes, and I know you like that kid. As soon as that kid appeared, your aggrieved look made me want to beat him up. ”

"Grandpa, don't hit him again." I sobbed in my grandfather's arms and said, what is it that grandpa beats him? Could it be that the granddaughter can't fall in love, and the grandfather beats people angrily to get justice? It's a joke to say that.

"Do you think grandpa would be so unreasonable? has lived a handful of years, and I understand this kind of thing most emotionally, and I can't force it. Although Shen Jingyun's kid makes me look unpleasant, I still have to say that that kid is good enough. When I kicked him just now, he could have avoided it, but he took it hard. How much does it still have some affection for you? Moreover, among the younger generation, there are very few who can avoid my foot. ”

Grandpa took me by the arm and walked towards the back room. As I listened, I wondered what it was like. Grandpa is complimenting Shen Jingyun, should I still be proud of him?

When I got inside, my grandfather put his arm on my shoulders and sat me down on a stool and poured me a cup of hot water for me to hold in his hand. He carefully wiped away my tears and said, "Naturally, that kid is very good, if he is not single-minded about you, then he is like garbage, you can throw it away." If it weren't for the fact that I realized that he really had some affection for you, would I have let him go with just one foot? But what's the use of this affection? He is like this to you, and he is also to Lin Ruolan, what is our family Xiaoshuang? It's grandpa's baby. Is it possible to steal something with others? Later, grandpa will naturally introduce you to that first-class young talent. ”

I listened to the "poof" and smiled, and I found out between the lines that my grandfather was a powerful person who took care of the short-term care. Although Shen Jingyun's incident hurt me a lot, my grandfather's words could comfort me to some extent.

Holding back my tears, I said to my grandfather as if I was joking: "Young talent? Grandpa, I don't want it if it's not a handsome guy. ”

"How good is it for a man to ask for that good skin? As long as you look clean and have neat bones, it is enough. Could it be that a little white face like Shen Jingyun has attracted countless warblers and swallows, is it good? I missed your grandfather, and I also broke your grandmother's heart because of this. I didn't do anything, but your grandma was just not happy. Your dad too, when he was young, I don't know how many little girls chased after his ass, so ah, it's not necessarily a good thing for a man to be too good-looking. If you meet a girl you like, it's a waste of trouble. ”

I don't know if my grandfather is old, but as he spoke, he took the topic off the hook and began to talk about some of the past. But I listened with relish, and, in what was rare in his words, no, it should have been the first mention of my parents, I listened more carefully.

Looking at my eyes, my grandfather couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, and said, "Look at me, what did you say nonsense?" But my granddaughter has grown up, so I don't have to shy away from you about these things. In short, the way you handled Shen Jingyun's kid is still very satisfying to me. There is no need to fight, no need to fight, if someone is sincere to you, there is no need to fight, he will also treat you wholeheartedly. If people have no heart for you, it is of no use to fight for you, but they will fall behind. Just leave that kid like that, if he is really sincere to you, he himself understands, and he will always come to you. ”

I looked at my grandfather in surprise: "Could it be that grandpa, do you still want me to be with Shen Jingyun?" You kicked him, and I thought you hated him, and even if I were with him, I thought you would be against it. ”

Of course, I had no intention of being with Shen Jingyun, I was just surprised that my grandfather's attitude turned out to be like this.

Grandpa looked at me and said, "You don't know Shen Jingyun's reputation in the early years, and you don't know who Shen Jingyun's master is?" If his character is not good, his master will never accept him as an apprentice! Facts have proved that this kid has not declined, he is very good, and my granddaughter Lin Wu naturally needs an excellent man to be worthy. Except for Shen Jingyun, I can't think of a few guys who are better than him. Of course, the premise is that he is single-minded about you. ”

Speaking of this, my grandfather patted me on the shoulder: "Grandpa is a man and doesn't know much about his daughter's family, but if you talk about this man's psychology, you still know a thing or two." When a man is young, he is easy to make mistakes, and the more excellent he is, the more romantic he is, I just said that whether it is your grandfather and me, or your father, there are times when they make mistakes. If you don't fall and don't hurt, you can't figure out which woman you really love and cherish. After understanding, I will not do that dirty thing again in this life, and I will treat that woman wholeheartedly. ”

I looked at my grandfather wordlessly, what kind of theory is this? Aren't people adulterous teenagers?

But at all, this can be regarded as my grandfather's comfort to me, and it is very comfortable to listen to in my heart, and my mood is also a lot more cheerful. At least my grandfather's open-minded attitude infected me.

I held my chin and said to my grandfather, "Okay, grandpa, I won't be with that Shen Jingyun anyway." ”

Grandpa looked at me and smiled, "By the way, how can you be with him easily?" This bastard, if I hadn't cried and shouted and knelt down to beg you, I wouldn't have agreed to you being with him. But that's just my idea, if you have a new sweetheart, even if it's not so good, grandpa won't object too much, as long as his character is good enough, because feelings are the most demanding. Think about back then, your dad and your mom ......"

Grandpa said this, his expression was a little dazed, but I was very concerned at once, and couldn't help but say, "Grandpa, can you tell me more about my parents?" ”