After saying this, I didn't dare to look at Shen Jingyun's expression.

Because of the thought of how sad Shen Jingyun would be, my own heart began to throb.

My hands were hidden in the pockets of my clothes, and the slightly sharp nails almost punctured my palms, as if only this kind of pain could make me suppress my heartache, and I wouldn't soften my heart and throw myself into Shen Jingyun's arms in the next moment.

I turned around again and walked away.

The words have already been said to this point, which means that Shen Jingyun and I no longer have any possibility, so why bother to look at his painful expression and listen to what he says, so as to make my sad self even more sad at this time?

I walked fast, but I didn't want Shen Jingyun behind me to move faster, so I grabbed my arm.

I didn't want to look back at him, but he forcibly broke my face, causing some pain in my arms and cheeks.

What I saw was Shen Jingyun's sneering face, but those eyes were deep and terrifying, like suppressing a volcano, although it had not yet erupted, the scorching anger revealed in it already made people feel frightened.

Shen Jingyun in my heart, even if he is angry, he is indifferent, I thought he would never have such anger and such intensity.

But I didn't expect that he gave me another surprise.

I still wanted to escape, but Shen Jingyun pinched my face, forcibly made me look at him, and said in a low voice: "Lin Xiaoshuang, have you explained it clearly?" Who do you like, you should always tell me, right? ”

I looked at Shen Jingyun hatefully, and I was a little scared, I didn't expect the man in front of me to be so unreasonable.

I opened my mouth and wanted to say, "Shen Jingyun let me go", but Shen Jingyun suddenly covered my mouth and said, "Forget it, don't say that name!" Who else could there be? Didn't you run to miss him that night? It's Helian Cheng, right? You say, is he taking advantage of others?! ”

Perhaps because of anger, the force in Shen Jingyun's hand was not controlled, and my arm and my face were pinched by him with severe pain, and my anger was finally ignited.

Perhaps the grievances that had been suppressed for too long needed an outburst of inclination, I began to squeeze Shen Jingyun's hand hard, struggling and saying, "Shen Jingyun, are you insane?" Are you so ridiculous that you will only use force on a girl, and then vent your dissatisfaction with unreasonable trouble? ”

Shen Jingyun's eyes suddenly became gloomy, he let go of my face, grabbed my arms at once, and forcibly pulled me closer to him.

I pushed his chest with my hand and said, "Yes, I just like Helian Cheng, but I'm also worthy of you Shen Jingyun!" Do I still want to be by your side, forever as the shadow of a poor Lin Ruolan? At least Helian Cheng, he won't sway to me like this, and I also have the right to choose. ”

"What right do you have to choose?" Shen Jingyun ignored my pushing, pulled me into his arms, and forcibly kissed me without caring about my struggles.

"Hmm......" I didn't expect Shen Jingyun to be like this, feeling the warm breath on his lips, I couldn't help but fall again.

In my heart, kissing is the most intimate action of lovers, and the feeling of snorting and grinding ears and sideburns is something that people who are not intimate and in love will never be able to do it. But the name Lin Ruolan pierced my heart like a thorn. I think that in the previous time, I was not in a crazy and jealous mood, but gave Shen Jingyun a chance, ready to forgive him, forget the harm he brought me, and give each other a chance.

But he hesitated, still wavering, and he took it for granted that I was given a little time, and hurt me again.

So now, what is it that he kisses me like this?

In a trance, Shen Jingyun's lips and tongue had already pried open my teeth domineeringly, my arms tightened, and I was a little in pain from that huge force, and I couldn't struggle.

But I couldn't accept his behavior anymore, and anger rushed to my heart again.

I was ruthless and bit down hard, I thought Shen Jingyun would dodge, but I didn't expect him to let me bite like this, open his eyes, and look at me at me at such a close distance with an indescribable hot and injured look.

The smell of blood gradually spread in my mouth, and looking at his eyes, my heart softened, and I couldn't bite it anymore, and a sad mood spread in my heart.

With the last of my strength, I tried to turn my face away and lowered my head, although I was still leaning on his arms, I already felt so tired and tired.

I whispered weakly, "Let go of me, Shen Jingyun." If you really like me, let me go. What do you think is the point of the entanglement between the three people? If you don't hurt me, you have to hurt Lin Ruolan, anyway, I'm already hurt, so you might as well let the other one be good. ”

I felt Shen Jingyun's breathing change from rapid to slightly calmer, and his arms trembled slightly. After more than ten seconds of silence, he finally let go of me.

He took a step back and looked at me, there was still a trace of blood on the corner of his lips: "Lin Xiaoshuang, this is your choice, is this what you want?" As long as Lin Ruolan and I are together, will you be able to fly happily with Helian Cheng? ”

As he said this, he pursed his lips indifferently, licked the blood from his lips, and then smiled coldly, leaned against the pillar on the corridor, felt a cigarette on it, and took a deep breath.

The smoke covered his face, and I couldn't make out his eyes.

Hearing him say that he wanted to be with Lin Ruolan well, my heart was like a knife, but I couldn't care about it.

I really can't share a person's feelings with anyone, and if that's the case, I'd rather not.

I had no choice but to say, "You can say whatever you want, in short, there is more to life than love." I'm in pain, I'm sad and sad, I admit what I have paid, I don't want to hate you, but I don't want to be entangled with you anymore. So be it. ”

After saying that, I didn't turn around, but walked straight in front of him.

I didn't expect Shen Jingyun to hold me again, I turned my head to look at him, this time his expression couldn't be calmer, but a pair of black eyes were calm so that I couldn't see what he was thinking, what kind of emotions were suppressed?

"I will be good with Lin Ruolan, but don't forget that there is one more thing in common between you and me."

"What?" I endured the distress and looked at him calmly.

Shen Jingyun let go of my arm, was silent for a while, and said, "You know, you have been targeted by that evil god organization in Southeast Asia. As I investigated, I found out that their biggest target was you. In fact, at first, I thought that you were just an important sacrifice, but I didn't expect that as the investigation deepened, you turned out to be their ultimate target. ”

Shen Jingyun's tone was a little formulaic, as if I saw him in the company again, as if he was explaining something to his subordinates.

In the face of his statement, I just said: "Now that I know my background, I am grateful for everything you have done to protect me......"

Before I finished speaking, Shen Jingyun had already interrupted me: "Don't be so grateful for this matter, although I have protected you, I also have my own purpose." I have a deep relationship with that evil god organization, and I don't want to say the specific reason for it for the time being. However, I also have some intention of using you as an entry point to investigate that organization more deeply. ”

In fact, I already knew that Shen Jingyun was not just trying to protect me, he seemed to be particularly obsessed with that evil god organization, but I was addicted to that feeling of being protected, so I didn't feel that there was anything wrong with him achieving his own goals while protecting me.

It's just that it's still hurtful enough to say it so blatantly now. But do I need to care now?

I smiled faintly and said, "No matter what your purpose is, you always helped me." From now on, it doesn't matter if I'm the target of that organization, because I said that I've already met my grandfather, and he will protect me. ”

Shen Jingyun looked at me fixedly and said, "No, Fifth Master Lin may not be able to protect you." As I said just now, that organization is not as simple as Lin Wuye thought. ”

I just said indifferently: "You don't have to worry about this kind of thing anymore, no matter what you say, my grandfather will not agree to me getting involved with you and getting involved in that organization." It's okay if they come to trouble me, and if they don't mess with me, I don't want to provoke them. ”

After saying that, I didn't pay any more attention to Shen Jingyun, turned around and walked towards the way I came.

This time, Shen Jingyun finally didn't hold me anymore, nor did he catch up. I can't tell what it's like in my heart, I just feel numb, I don't want to think about anything, I just want to be with my grandfather, stay away from these grievances and grievances, and stay away from Shen Jingyun.

Walking into my grandfather's yard, I saw Lin Ruolan sitting in the corridor in front of the house, chatting happily with her grandfather.

My appearance made them all stunned for a moment, I didn't want my grandfather to worry, put on a smiling face, walked over and hugged him affectionately.

Grandpa turned his head and looked at me kindly: "Have you talked to that kid from the Shen family?" ”

I pretended to be relaxed and said, "It's been discussed a long time ago, but Zuoqiu's garden is too beautiful, so Shen Jingyun and I took a look at it." He was mostly worried about the evil god organization that was targeting me. ”

At this point, my grandfather interrupted me: "What kind of ghostly ghost, you want to come and beat my granddaughter's idea?" You don't have to worry about that. ”

I know that grandpa has this attitude, but at this time, Lin Ruolan glanced at me with a smile: "Xiaoshuang, you went out for a walk, it must be very cold, right?" Shen Jingyun tied all the scarves to you. ”

I was stunned for a moment, only to find that Shen Jingyun's scarf was still on my neck.