Chapter 26 She said the last year
At eight o'clock in the morning, when Shen Qinghe, the sister of the coffee shop's six-month mommy Gu Yi'an, opened the door and was about to open, she found that the café had opened early, and the three customers each occupied a table, waiting for their first hot drink in the morning. Behind the counter, Gu Yi'an was busy making coffee with an apron.
Gu Yi'an heard footsteps, thinking it was a new guest, and before he could ask, he found out that the person who came was the proprietress before he could ask, and he jumped out from behind the counter in June and jumped into Mommy's arms as a good baby.
"Morning, sister."
"Early." Shen Qinghe glanced at the time to make sure that he was not late, "Why is it so early today?" ”
"I'll wake up early, so I'll come here." said that he brought coffee to various tables, and when he passed by Shen Qinghe, he didn't forget to say proudly, "I left you a cup inside, double sugar." ”
Shen Qinghe loves sweets, and it is precisely because of this that Gu Yi'an can use a lollipop to summon June, and he has tried it repeatedly.
After returning to the counter after delivering the coffee, although the space is not large, it is more than enough for two people to stand, Gu Yi'an put down the tray and tasted the first cup of coffee in the morning with Shen Qinghe, "I said sister, do you want to consider thinking about opening up earlier?" ”
Shen Qinghe ignored it, sat on the chair with the coffee, looked at the row of books in front of him, thinking about which one to read today, and then followed Gu Yi'an's words and glanced at the customers who introduced the door, and his cold voice was a little lazy, "No." ”
After that, open the book and immerse yourself in it, as for the guests, there is no need to bother with Gu Yi'an in her. In this way, she really doesn't care about this store, it seems that opening a store is just a pastime and a tool to pass the time. Whether there are guests is secondary, and the dissatisfaction of guests is more secondary, and only their own happiness is the main thing. Come to think of it, if it weren't for June and Gu Yi'an, the two treasures of the town, I am afraid that they would have closed down thousands of times.
After entertaining the guests, Gu Yi'an had some time to find a chair to sit down and look at the person holding the cat reading with a cup of coffee.
I have forgotten when I recognized this sister, maybe it was when I came to this city to become Gu Yi'an, and maybe it was later, when this café was open.
Anyway, it's been three years. Even if it's June, I'm almost three years old. It's been too long, and the person who was accidentally gone for so long.
I took out a picture book from the cabinet next to me, and I can't remember the first number of picture books placed here, there are too many to count. took out the pen and compared it to her sister Shen Qinghe, it was not the first time to paint, but it was the first time that she felt so strong and wanted to paint a portrait of her.
Before I put down the pen, I heard my sister's cold voice, "Draw June too." ”
"Okay, Roger."
"I'll send it later."
"Don't you write something?"
"Nope."
It's convenient and trouble-free to be able to say a word without saying two words, but when time goes back four years, she also loves to talk, laugh and make trouble, and she is as lively as a child who doesn't grow up, but it's a pity that he missed her at that time.
He didn't know what was going on, but the rumors were about love and about the young master of the Gu family.
The young master of the Gu family, except for Lin Yan, who can't be shaken by thunder, there are only two who can see the light, one is Yichu and the other is Yi'an, if it weren't for the unexpected death of his half-brother Gu Yichu, I'm afraid it won't be his turn Gu Yi'an to fill this gap. It's hard to feel at ease when I think of his arrival based on my sister's dead love, and sometimes I think that it's the greatest cruelty to appear in front of her every day.
The good thing is that people will die, but love will not.
At the end of a painting, the white paper and black lines were simple and extraordinarily careful, and I didn't check my sister and folded them directly into the envelope and filled in the address. Once the cross-border correspondence began, it was three years. Gu Yi'an looked at the letter in his hand, and was a little envious of the person who received the letter, I don't know if I can receive such a letter from my lover today next year.
Suddenly, I remembered that dream again, and in the dream, Shi Yue Ange was confused together, and it was not clear to distinguish between them.
Gu Yi'an said, "I had a dream. ”
"Hmm." The cold voice is only one word, indicating that he is listening and waiting, and he has nothing to do and is not early, this is his Gu Yi'an's style.
Everyone has a person who can't face and a past that can't be faced, for Gu Yi'an. All the inability to face it is related to Ange. took a step in front of my sister with a cup of coffee, and after brewing for a while, I still couldn't say it directly, but fortunately I found an introduction, "I dreamed that my sister didn't want me anymore." ”
When Shen Qinghe heard this, he didn't raise his head and flipped through the book and followed the cat's fur over and over again, "That must be something you did that didn't stop me." ”
"Hey," Gu Yi'an shook his head, indicating that his sister is his sister, and he didn't even say a word of comfort, nodding his head in acknowledgement, "In my dream, June was seriously injured because I was seriously injured, and you left with June and never came back......"
"Hmm."
There was no response to the response, and I couldn't tell whether it was comfort or ridicule, maybe both or neither. Speaking out is nothing more than finding an outlet for release, being silent for a while, and going straight to the point-
"I dreamed...... She's back, she's been by my side, she's changed her identity and look — right next to me. ”
"Like her?"
"Huh?" Suddenly asked, "Of course I ......" suddenly looked at his sister Shen Qinghe's calm gaze, he seemed to understand that this she was not An Ge but-
Time and month.
Like?
No!
Maybe......
I don't know......
So he was really asked, and Shen Qinghe on the other side was still waiting for a reply, looking at Gu Yi'an's eyes and thinking about it, he smiled faintly, curious about what kind of girl could lower Gu Yi'an.
After a long time, Gu Yi'an shook his head with a smile, raising his eyes with helplessness, "It's not counted." ”
"Well, okay." shrugged his shoulders to show a neutral attitude, then read the book, and raised his eyes from time to time to glance at Gu Yi'an, seeing his indecisiveness.
"Every time I approach her, I am reminded of An Ge, very clearly, whether it is in a dream or ...... Reality. Sometimes I really think she's back, but ...... Not her. "A cup of coffee is cold as if it means something that can't come back, and I drank all the bitter coffee in one sip, and I didn't taste a little sweet in the end, and the moment I put down the cup, I remembered that the two parts of sugar were all given to my sister.
Shen Qinghe listened to Gu Yi'an's answer, and it was rare to see it. How? Really tempting?
Suddenly, he remembered something, and reached out and pulled out a document from the shelf, an admission application that Lin Yan sent her to translate last night. said that she was a translator, but in fact, she used her mouth to persuade Gu Yi'an to obey the Gu family's arrangement, study abroad, and then accept the Gu family's business.
The application was handed to Gu Yi'an, and he didn't say anything, and it was okay to read a form with his English level, once he stepped into the door of the Gu family, don't think about retreating, or scarred like her, or physically and mentally exhausted like him.
"Lin Yan brought it?" He knew that it would not be good for Lin Yan to come to his sister.
Shen Qinghe nodded lightly, she knew that Gu Yi'an was resistant to the Gu family, and she didn't like Lin Yan, the nominal eldest brother.
But what did Lin Yan do wrong?
It's nothing more than a mistake that the Gu family took a fancy to his talent and adopted him as an adopted son, and the scenery on the bright side is actually not imprisoned and bound like him, and he can't help himself, maybe it's because this is too similar that he doesn't like this big brother.
Looking in the mirror and seeing another self, if you don't say it in pain, you can bear it, but once you are punctured and confessed, you can no longer deceive yourself and continue to bear it. In a sense, he is his mirror, and he is also his mirror.
Gu Yi'an casually glanced at it and threw it on the table, he knew that there would be such a day, but he didn't know that it would come so soon. On the first day he became Gu Yi'an, he made a gentleman's covenant with the so-called biological father, he gave him four years of freedom, and he also obeyed his orders for the rest of his life.
Why is it at this time?
Suddenly I went back to that dream, and suddenly I understood that I was struggling to take the person in my dream away over and over again, maybe the dream was one step earlier than the reality and remembered the four-year covenant, so who was the one to take away in the dream?
Ango? Maybe......
Time and month.
Shi Yue, Shi Yue, how should I face you. If one day I were gone, would you still blame me for hiding my identity from you? Will you be relieved? Will you write to me?
"When does school start?"
"Next September."
"Hmm." There is still a year to go, not long enough to fall in love with a person and enough to give up a person. Thinking of separating from him, a pair of misty eyes inexplicably appeared in front of him, eyes that couldn't be shaken off in and out of dreams, almost nightmarish, "Sister, do you say will it ......" Could the dream be real? Are they really a human being? "I always felt that she was still there, especially after meeting this girl......"
"Of course she's here." Shen Qinghe stretched out his finger and pointed at Gu Yi'an's heart, "She's always here." ”
"Hmm." Gu Yi'an covered his heart, carefully caring for it as if it were some treasure.
For a long time, Shen Qinghe spoke, his voice was a little far away, I don't know whether to tell him or to himself, "Will this be too cruel to the living......" The voice became smaller and smaller, until he fell into his own memories.
Gu Yi'an didn't know what she remembered, it was nothing more than the former lover of the young master of the Gu family, the old man was deceased, and the newcomer didn't know the taste.
Sure enough, death is the greatest test of the living.
The two of them each have their own thoughts, each thinking about the old and the new, staying in the café for a day, ordinary and ordinary, one taking care of the guests before and after, and the other collecting accounts calmly. Many people come in and out, come and go, just like life, meet and separate.
If you really want to find something out of the ordinary, you have to go out into the crowd, listen to them, and see them laugh. History is always similar, similar stories and similar emotions, but they are extremely detailed and wonderful.
Gu Yi'an is busy sipping a cup of coffee, watching people read stories, being a bystander is one of his hobbies, looking at the figure of the guests, looking at the expressions of the guests, and the impressive drawings are posted in the notebook from time to time. The painter is beautiful, the portrait is beautiful, and no one fights for the privacy of a portrait.
In addition to the inspired, from time to time, he also sells himself on the shelves according to his mood, and regularly and quantitatively sells his on-site portraits.
I think this is one of the reasons why the café attracts customers, especially girls and couples, how many times have they pushed open the door of the café just to see if there are any words written on the small blackboard such as "The waiter is in a good mood today, sell two portraits" or "The boss is happy today, sell three portraits" or something like that.
After struggling a few times, Gu Yi'an took out his mobile phone, glanced at it and put it in his pocket, the daily greetings had been delayed for a long time, and he still didn't know what to say.
Holding a pen in a room where customers thought they were going to be the lucky ones of the pen, Gu Yi'an drew a pair of eyes, and wanted to draw a face and even a hairstyle, but found that it was not right to put the pen down.
A painting with only a pair of eyes, posted on the graffiti wall, some customers guessed that it was the proprietress Shen Qinghe, and some guessed that it was the waiter Gu Yi'an.
However, even the painter could not tell who the owner was.