Chapter 27 If one day I leave
The afternoon sun shines through the window of the classroom, and the temperature is just right in late summer. Shi Yue put down the pen and looked out the window, the wind was gently blowing the trees, and the inaudible sound turned into the shaking of the leaves and fell in the eyes, closing his eyes to feel, as if he was really in such a forest.
Xiao Xiao said that there is a very beautiful maple forest in this city, ten miles of red maples, there are people in the depths of the maple forest, and they can't tell which era of the building, and there are a group of people who have a place in the academic community of this school. Young and old, enjoying the last peace in the hustle and bustle of the city.
Shi Yue was thinking about what kind of group of excellent people could enter such a landscape outside of time.
Holding his head and thinking about it, he thought of his little uncle, little uncle Lin Yan, and I heard that he was also a proud student of this school. Does he know or does he have a space of his own in that landscape?
Xu is little uncle felt her problem, and the moment he looked down at his mobile phone, it was a call from his little uncle.
Connect instantly, and then take your mobile phone to answer outside the classroom. After seeing her last time, she cut off her daily greetings, so it's better not to meet and contact WeChat every day.
On the other side of the phone, the fake uncle Gu Yi'an stood in the courtyard deep in the maple forest that the girl was thinking about, closed the door and closed the window, cutting off contact with the outside world.
Lying on the pure wooden carved bed, he woke up from a dream, and dreamed that he was abandoned by everyone, and no one called him in or out of the dream, and he struggled to wake up, and woke up to find that he was really alone. It's not the nightmare that's scary, it's the fact that I wake up and find that reality has become a dream.
Habitually silent and then habitually disapproving, I took out my mobile phone, and only after dialing the phone did I feel a little sober, listening to the voice in my hand, I was inexplicably relieved.
It's like a friend who hasn't seen you for many years, and it's still the way it looks in my memory when I get in touch again, and it has never changed even though I'm not around.
The sunlight crept through the cracks in the wooden windows and into the dark room, and for a moment, the whole world was warm and bright.
How much warmth does it take to melt a cold heart?
A little, a little is enough.
Gu Yi'an smiled, listening to the doubtful, nervous and worried voice on the other side, enjoying this long-lost care.
What about being abandoned by that group? There is no affection between brothers, so what difference does it make to go or stay? It's just you.
Ange ......
fell into an ange in a dream, and was woken up by a "little uncle", and suddenly remembered that this was Shi Yue.
Turning over and getting up with the phone, he had to imitate Lin Yan's voice, "Hmm." β
Shi Yue waited for him to speak, but he couldn't think of anything to say, maybe this call was a mistake, he had fled back home, but he couldn't escape his heart.
That's right, run. After that chaotic dream, he began to flee, lived in a cafΓ© for two days, and was ridiculed by Ah Fei for not changing his life, too lazy to explain, and didn't know how to explain. Tired, really tired.
The ancients said that the bitter sea is endless, and when you really want to turn back, you find how far away that shore is, separated by the whole ocean. Everyone was talking about which side of the shore was, but no one told you how to get ashore, and there wasn't even a boat in the rough seas.
In the end, I went home as if I had compromised, returned to this beautiful place in the world that everyone yearned for, and obeyed my father's arrangement to prepare materials for going abroad.
They can finally leave, but they are flying in their designated sky with a rope that they will never untie and fly on their designated route.
Sure enough, don't think about retreating when you enter the door of the Gu family.
After escaping for three days, I still don't know how to face Shi Yue, how to explain Gu Yi'an's identity, or how to face An Ge's death, and who to explain to him about his three years of wandering.
Three days was as long as another three years.
On the other side of the phone, Shi Yue was still waiting, the more he waited, the more uneasy he became, and he was subconsciously worried, and the day when the little uncle said that he liked men after he was drunk appeared in front of him. It was also such silence, and slowly silence turned into loneliness, and he asked her why he was a man.
She couldn't answer and didn't want to answer again.
The hand unconsciously grabbed the cross on his chest through his clothes. It seems that this is the only way to have some comfort, and to have the courage to comfort others.
Smile and cheer yourself up, and then imagine that the little uncle is standing opposite. It was he who had been taking care of her all along, suddenly appearing in her life as a stranger, and spoiling without reservation. At that time, the mother asked the father if he had found a son-in-law to come back, perhaps knowing that they still think the same way.
Sometimes I think it's better to wish that hope to come true than to love someone of the same sex under the pressure of the whole society.
I received too much warmth, and I wanted to recover a little, and I closed my eyes and thought, and I couldn't think of anything I could do. Pacing down the hall, trying to do what he could. Yu Guang skipped the public notice board in the hall, where the poster of the military training essay was still posted, but there were six more staples fixed on it.
"Little uncle, are you here to celebrate me? Let me tell you, my essay on military training won the second prize, and it is now posted in the hall of the teaching building. I'm amazing. β
said with a smile, and the smile became stiff at the end of the laugh, but there was no way, she was just a little girl, and she couldn't actually help him, all she could do might be to let him not be distracted and worry about himself. Letting the elders know that they are doing well and that they can take care of themselves when they grow up is more meaningful than saying or doing anything.
"Also, the two heads of the art troupe have come to look for me, your lovely and beautiful eldest niece - to join the performance of the New Year's Day party, and I can dance on the stage again." deliberately said very happily, but she didn't know that this was what Lin Yan wanted to hear but not what Gu Yi'an wanted to hear-
He wanted to hear her say that she overcame the obstacles in her heart and returned to the stage again, and she wanted to hear her say that she had overcome herself and opened the door to a closed small world to welcome more friends and see a wider world. He didn't want to hear her say that she was in front of those familiar people, he didn't want to hear her say that the dream was going to become a reality.
She didn't know that the word "he" was divided into two people, just as she didn't know that An Ran was Gu Yi'an, and she didn't know that the "little uncle" who had been communicating was also Gu Yi'an.
Gu Yi'an listened, laughed bitterly, and said with relief, "Awesome." What he didn't know was that his little girl had rejected the gracious invitations of the two regiment commanders one after another. What more do you want to say? What more can I say? Maybe it's time to go back, go back and congratulate Ah Fei on finally getting his wish and finding the dancing elementary school girl.
Shi Yue thought about why he prevaricated that the little uncle couldn't perform on stage, or that the show was brushed off? When I thought of deceiving my little uncle earlier, I was weak in every way, and then I thought of a white lie and forgave myself.
After a long time, Shi Yue spoke, "Little uncle." β
"Huh?"
For a moment, my mind went blank, I couldn't remember what to say, I couldn't think of what to ask, "It's okay, I just want to call you." β
"You little girl." Gu Yi'an smiled and shook his head, feeling a lot more relaxed in a trance, opening the window to let the sunlight in, maybe Shi Yue was really the one who changed him, "Shi Yue ......"
"Huh?" Shi Yue was puzzled, why did she change her name, something really happened? "What's wrong?"
"......" Gu Yi'an was silent for a while, looking out the window but didn't know where to focus, the retro scenery of modern people felt incompatible with this environment no matter how you looked at it, "If I want to leave one day, are you willing to go with me?" β
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Leave? What the hell is going on?
I can't help but imagine all kinds of bloody and violent images, and my eyes become dark for a moment, and I return to the past when I was blind. I closed my eyes and told myself that it wasn't that the world was dark, but that I closed my eyes, and I still couldn't help but be afraid.
Hands, clenching the cross on the chest, protruding edges embedded in the palm of the hand allow the pain to pull itself back into the light.
"Then you take care of me." The world is so big, you can go anywhere you want. If the world doesn't understand you, I'll stand behind you. As long as it is not out of this world.
Remember, you still have a niece waiting for you to take care of...... Remember......
"Okay."
Shi Yue nodded, listening to the other party's affirmative answer, calm and easy-going, normal and normal, "Hmm, I want to see you." β
"I'll see you when I'm done."
"Okay."
"Hmm." Gu Yi'an responded with a smile, and only after laughing did he remember that he was now Lin Yan......
As if he was sober in the heavy rain, he was cold in a flash, and for the first time, he felt that Lin Yan was so eyesore.
I couldn't tell whether the displeasure in my heart was resentment or jealousy, and when there was a gentle knock at the doorβ
Well? Who?
Squint cautiously, put away your phone, and hide your girl's own secrets. There has always been no affection for this family, and from the day I stepped into the Gu family, I understood that the truth that blood is thicker than water does not apply here, "Come in!" β
After the squeaky push of the door, a young and beautiful short-haired girl walked in, Gu Yi'an stared at the girl's face and took a serious look, and suddenly remembered that his father seemed to have arranged a "little scholar" for him to accompany him.
Why, so on the appetite? Even figured out what kind of woman he liked?
"Young Master Yi'an." The girl greeted Gu Yi'an respectfully, although she bowed slightly, her eyes were full of confidence.
Gu Yi'an hooked the corners of his mouth and looked at the person in front of him, elegant, beautiful, sexy and confident, the most important thing is short hair, indeed, it is his dish.
Sitting on the edge of the window, "Come here." β
The girl approached step by step towards Gu Yi'an's gaze, and when there was still a meter left, she stretched out her hand and waited for Gu Yi'an to pick it up, and then waited for the two hands to retract it one second before they touched.
Everything went according to the script, Gu Yi'an raised his hand, and when the two hands were pulled into the distance between the two, he instantly retracted it, one hand skimmed an arc, and reached into his coat pocket somewhat deliberately and exaggeratedly to find out the smoke and fire, and lit one in his mouth.
At the moment of "......", the smile froze on his face, unexpected and reasonable. When Gu Yi'an passed by, the girl reached out and grabbed Gu Yi'an's arm, "Gu Yi'an, you stop for me!" β
"Any advice?" Gu Yi'an took a step back helplessly, "Huh? Miss Wu? β
Wu Jian stomped his feet slightly, "Didn't you notice any difference in me?" β
Gu Yi'an looked up and down, and without looking carefully, he could see that she had cut her long hair, and nodded deliberately, slightly thoughtfully, and said with satisfaction, "Well-it's still good with long hair." β
Wu Jianwei was not angry, but smiled reluctantly, gritted his teeth, and at some point took a fruit knife and made two gestures on Gu Yi'an's little face, which was more delicate than the girl, "What did you just say?" I didn't hear clearly. β
Gu Yi'an rolled his eyes helplessly, but he really didn't dare to move, this girl would really give herself a knife, and suddenly remembered that dream, the crazy person in the dream could not be this girl.
"What the hell do you want to do?"
"If you don't do anything, just supervise you to prepare things and take me abroad, the sooner the better!"
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"If you dare to release my pigeon, I will stab you to death...... The girlfriend group. β
"You can try, as long as you dare, I will make you unable to leave this city for the rest of your life." Instantly retracted his smile and raised his hand to open hers. Threaten him, yes; The girl who threatened him, no!
"Gu Yi'an!" I heard that Gu Yi'an had no conscience, but today I saw that it was true.
"Yes, it's me. Hello! I'm fine. β