Chapter 16 Fifteen Years of Love
Nangong Mo stretched out his hand to take her into his arms and sighed, "For so many years, I have missed you, annoyed you, and complained about you, but after all, I can't bear to hurt you, seeing that you are full of calculations, but you never cherish yourself step by step, do you know how angry I am?" I'm angry that you alienate me, angry that you avoid me, angry that you can fit everyone in your heart but can't pretend to be a Nangong Mo, angry that you can talk and laugh with Bai Mo and be coquettish and willful, but always treat me coldly. You can believe that Ah Shen lives in Qi Longcang, but you don't want me to take any benefit and accept my kindness. ”
Yi Yan felt the warmth of Nangong Mo's chest, and there was a warm current of Juanjuan in her heart, feeling that all the unsatisfactory could be ignored, and all the grievances could be swallowed, just because the person she was thinking about in her heart was also thinking about her, "Nangong Mo, I can't live, what should I do?" ”
Nangong Mo touched the head of Yi's lips and sighed lightly: "If you die, then I will get married, have children, and be good to others, so what should you do?" ”
Yi smiled with broken lips, wrapped his hands around Nangong Mo's waist, looked up at the man in front of him with red eyes, and said with a smile: "Then I will be reincarnated as your daughter and protected by you for the rest of my life, okay?" Nangong Mo nodded, his eyes were red, and his voice was hoarse and said one word, okay.
Nangong Mo lowered her head, and when she took Yi Li's lips, Yi Li's eyes widened, tears blurred her vision, she desperately wanted to see the appearance of the man in front of her, but it was very blurry in front of her. Quietly closing his eyes, a tear slid down his cheek, and he kissed the man in front of him hard.
Some people say that after a person dies, he will walk the Huangquan Road, walk the Naihe Bridge, cross the Lechuan River, drink Meng Po soup, those people who have loved, those things that cannot be let go, and the countless joys and sorrows in the rolling red dust will only slowly enter the throat with the "Meng Po Soup", forever frozen in the gloomy eyes that want to speak and stop and fill with tears on the Nai He Bridge, turn into ethereal clouds and smoke, and dissipate indifferently. Is it a lifetime of hasty remorse? Is it the regret of the eternal separation of yin and yang? Or is it a farewell with a knife and a sleeve? …… It doesn't matter anymore. Because after drinking this Meng Po soup, everything has become indifferent.
But Yi Yi didn't want to drink Meng Po soup, she was afraid that she would forget everything, and she didn't know where she was reincarnated with a casual stroke of the pen of Lord Yan.
Nangong Mo let go of Yi's lips, shook her hand with his hand, it was very cold, and said angrily: "Why don't you wear more clothes when you come out?" ”
Yi's lips and eyebrows were light, and the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were smiling, and he said: "I want to see if you will feel distressed, many times I have pretended to be strong in front of you and don't care, I just deliberately want you to feel distressed, but every time you turn a blind eye." ”
Nangong Mo smiled sadly, and his tone was helpless, "How can I not feel distressed?" But every time I see you practicing yourself, I am so angry that I don't want to care about you, thinking that I will wait for you to die by yourself, but every time, it goes against my will. ”
"Why didn't you see me on my birthday?" Lip asked.
"Pei'er said that you don't want to see me, and you said that you don't like me anymore, so I naturally won't go to you to dislike me again."
Yi Yan smiled and put his face close to Nangong Mo's chest, his hands tightened, and his voice was shallow: "It's not that I don't want to see you, but I'm afraid to see you, I'm afraid that you won't want to see me." Everything is secretly fueled by you, and I'm afraid that you really hate me to the bone, and I can't do anything but sneer at you? ”
"Luoluo, come home with me, I will protect you in this world, and I will let you have no worries." Nangong Mo's chin rested on the top of Yi's head, and he tapped her scalp as he spoke.
"Break resentment and hatred, each for its own pleasure, starting with the quiet years, and finally the loess and white bones." Yi lips muttered to himself, whispering, "The present world is stable, and Shaohua is worry-free." Nangong Mo didn't hear her words, and Yi Yan silently recited in his heart: "Nangong Mo, how can Yi Yi be virtuous, can you be favored." ”
When Yi Yan and Nangong Mo returned to Qi Longcang together in the evening, Gong Mo, Nangong Pei'er and Bai Mo were still there, and the three of them were sitting in the living room worried, and when they saw Yi Yan walking in, followed by Nangong Mo, the three of them were relieved. Bai Mo stood up first, strode up to Yi Yan and looked at her all over before asking, "Are you okay?" ”
Yi smiled lightly, looked at Bai Mo's worried look and said softly: "I'm fine." Bai Mo, you go back to Linjiang County, I'm fine, you don't have to guard me here, you should be tired after protecting me for so many years. Sujia is a good girl, you always have to have your own life. ”
Bai Mo showed his signature cynical smile, and pursed his lips with a look of disgust: "It's as if I'm happy to stay." ”
"Bai Mo" Yi's lips screamed a hundred times, like coquettish and helpless, and even a little speechless, "You have always been very important in my heart, so I only ask you to be happy." ”
Bai Mo couldn't stand the sensationalism, waved his hand, and said indifferently: "I know, I know." It's done tomorrow, I'm going to pack up my things, if I don't have me and others are bullying you, what do I think you do? Bai Mo went up to the second floor and went to the guest room, walking calmly and flusteredly, and his voice was casual and sad.
Yi Yan looked at the disappearing figure on the second floor, and a touch of sadness welled up in his heart, Nangong Mo stepped forward and reached out to cover Yi Yan's head and rubbed it, "There is something to give, he will always grow up." ”
"He used to be a quiet, well-behaved, and well-behaved little boy with excellent grades, but in order to shelter me from the wind and rain, he changed his personality suddenly, deviated from the norm, behaved perversely, and became a problem student and a bad boy in the mouths of parents and teachers. He just used a pair of fists to keep me alive in Whitewater. is so affectionate, but I can't respond half a point, I owe it to Bai Mo. He has protected me in Baishui Town for more than a thousand days and nights, and I will protect him unscathed in Nandu. ”
Gong Mo and Nangong Pei'er only heard the deep relationship between Yi Lip and Bai Mo, but Nangong Mo heard Yi Lip's explanation, explaining why she did everything to solve one thing three or four times, and explained why she could talk and laugh with Bai Mo and be coquettish and willful; Explain why she did something about Aunt Qu's murder.
Yi lip and Bai Mo cherish each other, each thinking about each other, more like a relative-like existence, and has nothing to do with the love of the wind and snow.
The look on Nangong Pei'er's face sank, her eyes dodged and she didn't dare to look at Yi's eyes, and she said softly after a long time: "Little Four, I'm sorry." ”
Yi was surprised, with a light smile on his face, and said, "Why do you want to tell me I'm sorry?" ”
Nangong Pei'er didn't know why she was saying sorry to Yi Yan, maybe it was because of what happened to Chun Jietang, maybe it was to say sorry for her parents, or maybe it was because she came back late, so that the fake Nangong Pei'er teamed up with Fang Luo Ethan and almost blew her up, or maybe it was because she suffered so much and was upset.
Gong Mo hesitated two steps and looked at Yi's mouth with insufficient breath: "Little four, I'm sorry." ”
Yi's smile deepened, "Don't say these three words, it's okay if not all sorrys can be exchanged, since I choose not to care, then I don't care, you don't have to get along with yourself." ”
Gong Mo and Nangong Pei'er glanced at each other, not speaking, Yi Yi turned his head to Nangong Mo and said, "You send Pei'er and Xiao Bubble home." With that, he didn't look at anyone anymore, and walked up to the second floor and into the room.
At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, Yi Lip lay on the bed without sleep, I don't know whether I was happy or sad, in short, I felt that my heart was full and seemed to be empty, Nangong Pei'er's personality changed greatly, I heard that every day in Nangong's house was like a boring puppet, Gong Mo has been careful every day since he was slapped by Gong Shaohan last time, like walking on thin ice.
It seems that everyone is like this, always have to experience something to be able to see clearly what their situation is, and people, always with the truth of the original goodness of human nature, give opportunities to everyone who makes mistakes, find reasonable excuses for every mistake they make, and always impose sins that have nothing to do with themselves on themselves, so that they are not happy.
She is like this, so is Gong Mo, and even more so is Nangong Pei'er.
Yi Yan got up, walked to the edge of the balcony and pulled back the heavy blue curtains, and the man standing on the balcony startled her. She quickly twisted the lock, opened the floor-to-ceiling window, and the man threw half of the cigarette butt in his hand on the ground and extinguished it with his foot.
"Nangong Mo, why are you here?" Yi lip didn't go out, there was no wind tonight, she was wearing thin clothes and didn't like to turn on the air conditioner, she shivered all over her body at the moment, and looked at Nangong Mo standing on the balcony suspiciously.
Nangong Mo took a few steps in and closed the floor-to-ceiling windows, and closed the curtains again, and the room was suddenly dark and there was nothing to see, but the windbreaker wrapped around Yi's lips was cold and had a faint smell of tobacco, which was not unpleasant. Nangong Mo pressed her chin against her raised forehead, and said with some reproach: "Why don't you turn on the air conditioner?" ”
"It's not very cold, so I won't open it. Didn't you send Pei'er and them back? Why is it here again? Still standing on the balcony, if I fall asleep, are you going to stand all night? ”
Nangong Mo definitely didn't want to admit that the purpose of his coming here was because of Gong Mo's joke, and on the way back, Gong Mo told him that Bai Mo and Yi Yi had slept with them, and Qi Longcang was now only the two of them, so maybe he would have a long talk tonight.
Nangong Mo didn't answer, Yi Yi suddenly laughed, unusually clear in the silent night, Nangong Mo frowned, and asked, "What are you laughing at?"
Yi lip leaned close to Nangong Mo's body, and asked with a smile: "Are you afraid that I will leave with Bai Mo without saying a word and never come back?" Anyway, I'm a living dead, and even if you run away, you won't be able to find me. ”
"Who said you were the living dead?" Nangong Mo sneered, a little unhappy.
"I don't even have an identity, what is it that is not the living dead?" Yi lips pursed her lips angrily, "Did Xiao Bubble tell you something that you came over?" ”
"Nope." Nangong Mo denied it, and he was surprised when he blurted out the words quickly.