Chapter 17 Knee-long talk

Yi lip Nangong Mo's embrace, took his hand and came to the side of the bed to turn on the lamp on the bedside table, except for the yellow light hanging under the lampshade was a little dazzling, the others were faintly faintly extinguished, Yi lip sat on the bed and moved to the other side, "Do you want to come up?" ”

Nangong Mo raised his eyebrows, "That's how you used to sleep with Bai Mo/?" ”

Yi understood and said casually: "Yes." ”

Nangong Mo was so angry that he turned around and was about to leave, but Yi quickly grabbed his eyes and knelt on the bed, "Nangong Mo, you can't be unreasonable." In the past, I was sick and had an infusion in Baishui Town Hospital, but Bai Mo guarded me for two days, I saw that he was pitiful and borrowed half of the bed for him to sleep, and the people next to me saw it and praised our brother and sister for having a good relationship. ”

Nangong Mo turned his head and looked at Yi's lips condescendingly, and doubted: "Really? ”

Yi Yi nodded busily and lengthened his voice: "Really." Bai Mo will not take advantage of people's danger, although he is a little cynical and his mouth is a little beaten, he can be regarded as a gentleman in terms of being a person. Nangong Mo listened to Yi's words, and on the surface, he was holding grievances for Bai Mo, but in fact, he was sarcastic for him Nangong Mo took advantage of the danger of others and lived the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain. Nangong Mo thought that the last time he was drugged by Uncle Xiang in Emgrand Nandu, he had a relationship with Yi Yan without her permission, it seems that this little girl remembers it clearly.

Nangong Mo pulled up the quilt that was pressed under Yi Lip to cover her, and sat down at the head of the bed without planning to go to bed to sit, Yi Lip saw this and asked, "Are you not tired or don't dare to come up?" Nangong Mo, I'm eighteen years old, I'm not a child anymore, I didn't often crawl your ...... when I was a child" Yi's lips were cut off by a sudden kiss.

But two minutes, Nangong Mo retreated and said hoarsely: "Besides, you don't want to sleep tonight." When you were a child, you were not sensible, my parents and they were all nonsense from you, if you dare to climb my bed again now? ”

Yi lip gasped, and it took a long time to move to the side: "You come up, the bed is warm." Nangong Mo, I have a lot to ask you, I know, you must have a lot to ask me. ”

Nangong Mo no longer shirked, took off his shoes, took off his windbreaker and jacket, nested in the quilt, Yi Yi leaned into his arms and tightly wrapped around Nangong Mo's waist and whispered: "I have thought about it countless times in Baishui Town, I never thought that one day I would dare to hold you like this, I think when we meet again, you must have already been married and have both children." Bai Mo and I must have tied the knot and been stable for half a lifetime. I'm thinking, do you remember that little girl who always went to you just after washing her hair, insisted that you help her wipe her hair, always ran to your house in the winter, begged Aunt Shu to give me your room key, and then climbed into your bed to sleep with you. Later, when I thought about it, you must not remember, because I never told you that I was a little girl of the Yi family, nor did I tell you that my name was actually called Yiyi, and my father insisted on changing my name when I was three years old, and I cried for a long time. He didn't let his mother call me Luoluo again, saying that Luoluo was another person. Later, Fang Luo came to the house, and everyone called her Luoluo, I didn't want this name anymore, I hated this name. Because the second grandmother said that Luoluo was going to marry Brother Mo of the Nangong family, I am not, so I won't marry you. Later, he met Bai Mo in Whitewater Town, and his name also had an ink, and later I learned that it was the ink of ink. He is very good to me, unlike you who only dislike me with a straight face and sarcastically mock me with a cold face, he will help me get ahead, help me escape, and help me fight with Lin Chao. He asked me if I wanted to marry him when I grew up, and I said no. ”

Nangong Mo listened quietly, stretched out his hand to scrub the hair of Yi's lips, and asked in a warm voice, "Then why don't you grow up and marry him?" He's so good to you? ”

Yi Yan shook his head slightly, tears welling up in his eyes: "He also asked me why, and I said, ah, as soon as I closed my eyes, what I thought of was the picture of him marrying someone else." But ah, I didn't tell him the second half of the sentence, because as soon as I closed my eyes, I would think that you and Fang Luo were married, I was afraid, afraid that Bai Mo was just joking, if he didn't want me anymore, Yi Yan really didn't want anyone. Later, I was bullied by Wang Cheng and Lin Chao, Bai Mo carried me covered in blood to the town hospital, I woke up after two days of sleep, and he guarded me for two days. So, I said to him, Baimo, will I live with you in the future? Will you be good to me in the future? Maybe he was joking with me, he said I think you see that my house is the biggest, such a greedy little girl, I don't want to live with you. Yi lip said and laughed, and she could faintly hear the hum of her nose inhaling, she sighed and continued: "I thought at the time, the brother of the Nangong family also said that I was greedy, and he didn't want to marry me when he grew up. I just thought, people say I'm greedy, but I don't have anything, God is not fair. The master who has been out for a long time came back to see me and gave me a pulse, saying that my heart is damaged, the cranial nerves are degenerating, and I can live a little more than four years at most, but I am only fourteen years old, and I think if I will die at the age of 18, then I must come back, come back to find Xiao Bubble and Pei'er, come back to see who the brother of the Nangong family is married to, and come back to see if those who have hurt me are living. ”

Nangong Mo heard that Yi Lip was speechless, and reached out to touch her face, but the palm was wet, and he moved his lips and just wanted to speak, but was interrupted by Yi Lip: "The master said that I have no fate with Bai Mo, there is no marriage in this life, and with him, I will only be his shackles, and I will suffer him for half my life." I asked the master, then can I live a little longer, no more than half a year, half a year. The master said, the Southern Xinjiang Witch Gu, with blood and essence to raise Gu, and Gu symbiosis, if God has mercy on me, I can live for one more year, if Gu's life is exhausted, I will be completely destroyed, and I will not be able to return to the sky. I thought that the master said a joke, I never believed in fate, I lived against the sky, why should I believe that my life will not be long. However, when I went to Linjiang County to find a cemetery, the old pedant said that I was suffering when I lived, and I would not be at peace when I died. This was whispered between the master and Bai Mo, and I heard it too. At that time, I believed that I should not live long. ”

Nangong Mo sighed, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Why didn't you come back and look for me?" ”

Yi smiled bitterly, took a deep breath and slowly exhaled before continuing to speak: "Fang Luo went to Linjiang County to find me when he was taking the high school entrance examination, and took the windward chime bracelet that was exactly the same as the one you gave me, and told me that the bells on it were originally two, and mine was only one. She also told me that the person you like is her, you have never thought of me for so many years, and showed me a photo of the two of you together, you smile as warm as jade, and your face is full of gentleness. She smiled smartly, gently and virtuously. I believe it, I believe that the Luoluo you like is Fang Luo, I believe that you have forgotten me a long time ago, so I recognized you at a glance from a distance in Times Square when I came back, but you turned a blind eye to me, how loud I laughed that day, how sad I felt in my heart. Later, I did countless truthful things, calculated one person after another on the red sandalwood road, all to tell you that I am back, I hope you can find me and ask me, whether it is Luoluo back, but you have not once. I saw Fang Luo calling you Second Brother Mo several times, you all smiled and nodded, several times the little bubble cried in front of you, you gently touched her head, several Su Ai waited for you to get off work, and you sent her home with a smile. But every time I can only run away like a loser, a voyeur. ”

Nangong Mo's heart was like a heavy stone that had been crushed, blocking the only passage he could breathe, and his heart was uncomfortable, and his breathing was not smooth at all. His eyes seemed to be blocked by cotton and sucked up all his tears, and he wanted to cry but his eyes were dry.

"Nangong Mo, I really want to marry you, and then have a pair of children, boys like you, girls like me, the family lives for a lifetime, and then there is nothing else to ask for. But what if I can't live? Nangong Mo, I can't live anymore, I feel lighter and weaker day by day, I start to think back to all the things that happened to me before, some people say that this is called returning to the light, as long as these things are finished, people will die. However, I don't want to die, Nangong Mo, I've been thinking about it for sixteen years......" Yi's voice became smaller and smaller, and her crying became smaller and smaller, her breathing slowly calmed down, Nangong Mo lowered her head, and a tear fell on Yi's right eye, slid down the arc of her eyes, crossed her nose bone, and slid into Yi's other eye.

Yilip fell asleep, there were still undried tears on her face, Nangong Mo gently put her down and covered the quilt for her, went to the bathroom and brought a wet handkerchief to wipe the tears off her face, sat on the edge of the bed and sighed, staring at her sleeping face with burning eyes.

originally thought that everything was just his wishful thinking, so he tried his best to restrain himself and endure wildly. will count her countless times, treat her as a sharp blade, cut people's vital points with knives, snatch people's souls, and break people's arms. would misunderstand her again and again, make her desperate, I thought that every time she turned around indifferently, her chic back was indifferent to him and disdainful, but she didn't know that the sadness in her heart would flood after she turned around.

Every time he was close to others, she saw it, and every time she suddenly appeared, he also knew it, it turned out that they all lost in their own stubbornness, their own strength, and their own stubbornness.

He once thought that no matter where Yi Yan went, he would be born and would go all over China, and when he died, he would dig three feet into the ground, and he would definitely vent the hatred in his heart. But now, he only hates that he didn't go all over China earlier, digging three feet into the ground, protecting her in the present world, and allowing her to be worry-free.

Nangong Mo got up, opened the door of Yi's room and walked out, just in time to see Bai Mo open the door from the diagonal room, the two looked at each other, their faces were indifferent and indifferent, Nangong Mo closed the door first, turned around and went downstairs, Bai Mo also closed the door, and went downstairs.