I turned my head and looked at the window silently, the half-covered window was full of flowers, the midsummer of flowers, the scorching sun, the breadth of the north and south, the clear sky, and the free and unrestrained air

But it's all the same cage,

I was depressed, and I felt a kind of sadness like ashes, and I didn't listen to what he said at all.

But then he said something that I could hear clearly.

"If you don't drink medicine for a day, I won't let you see a trace for a day."

He seemed to have lost his patience at the moment, looked at me fiercely, spat out a sentence coldly, and then slammed the medicine bowl on the low table, got up quickly from the side of the bed, and was about to go outside with the traces of his still sleep.

"Your Majesty,"

I shouted, with a great detachment in my voice, and I saw him stiffly turn around, put Scar back in the shaker, sat down in front of the bed, picked up the bowl of medicine that didn't steam too much, scooped a spoonful, and handed it to my lips.

The medicine was still bitter, but I didn't even frown, he was still so soft, and smiled at me, but his smile was cramped and embarrassed.

I clenched my hands, he had been so step-by-step a few days ago, and now he was so laborious to call him a dignified king, if I were gone

Thinking of this, I trembled a little, those things he had experienced when he was a child are now afraid that they have become his magic obstacles, I look at him, his madness and perversion at the moment are not inferior to Long Yuqing back then, and even more ruthless than Long Yuqing.

Yesterday during the day I promised him that I would never leave him, and now if I were gone, when he begged me to stay, my actions would be unknown in his eyes, and he would surely kill everyone around me in his rage.

I was a little frightened when I thought of this, and looked at Long Yuling suddenly, what he said in that Baizhai Building yesterday, he told me over and over again to repeat the words not to leave him, if you leave, it will be a bully, I looked at him, and a tear rolled down without warning.

"Qianmo, what's wrong with you? Don't cry, don't cry. ”

Seeing that he was panicking, he quickly put the medicine bowl on the table, wiped the tears from my face, and looked nervously into my eyes.

I looked at the bowl of medicine, the bowl of medicine was only half drunk, and he saw me staring at the bowl of medicine, so he tentatively picked it up and handed it to my lips again.

Except for a tear just now, my performance was still as usual, I drank the medicine and seemed to make him a little happy, he asked someone to take away the medicine bowl, and said to me: "Qianmo, there is no concubine next to me in this palace, you are the queen of the main palace in this palace, I will always be only one person, I will always be you alone, really." ”

I didn't speak, I stirred my cold fingers in loneliness, and immersed myself in my own world.

"Qianmo, I know you blame me, but really, the valley master said that the child can't be kept, at the beginning, when you had a scar, you were already in dystocia, and your body was seriously lost, but you got pregnant again in half a year, if you don't have a miscarriage, Qianmo, you will be in danger yourself, really, Qianmo, you believe me, what I said is true."

"Qianmo, I beg you, can you talk to me?"

He was deflated, seemed to be a little unable to support it, and slipped from the top of the bed to the low couch next to him, his hand was still on top of mine, but his palm was very warm, and my hand was too cold, it seemed to be cool, as if it was called ice cube soak thoroughly, and the cold was terrible

Maybe I haven't responded to him for a long time, or maybe he has something to do, and he got up from the moment he stepped on it, ready to go.

I thought I might have my own brain broken, and he was leaving, but I grabbed his sleeve and glanced at him.

"Qianmo, you don't want me to go, don't you, you don't want me to go, right?"

He was so excited that he immediately strangled him in the cradle when he was about to leave, and the whole person stuck to me, and said to me excitedly.

"I'm cold, you hug me."

He was a little overwhelmed with joy when I spoke, he was such a man who had to take off his boots and climb onto the bed, and took me in his arms, his movements were gentle and careful, and my fingers were cold and touched his skin

He looked at me strangely, and I pursed my lips, stripped him naked from his shoulders in his astonished gaze, and kissed his neck with cold lips every time he had done to me

I licked him, and I could feel his body shaking violently

He let go of the hand holding me, even farther away from me, and said with a little unsteady breathing: "Qianmo, if you are cold, I will hold you while you lie there, don't"

I jerked myself and cut off his words, and my thin lips attached to his soft lips, moving from the corners of my lips to his earlobes, and then down to his neck, he was very hot, I was very happy, with the same heart, I bit his neck hard, I could feel his stiff body in an instant, I knew that biting his neck hurt much more than the last time he bit my shoulder, Rao is that he has been through a hundred battles, and the pain is a little worn

He hugged me very quickly with his big palm, as if it would make him less painful, he didn't even push me away, he didn't ask me for mercy like I did when I begged him, he even touched my black hair gently

Long Yuling was very painful, he could feel the blood trickling out, but he still hugged the person in his arms tightly, even if the person in his arms was torturing him and making him suffer, he would not let go, he Long Yuling would never let go.

For a long time, I felt the blood from his hand on his shoulder all the way down his neck, I felt the stickiness of my hands, smelled the blood in the air, and came back to my senses very quickly

Raising my hand, the lines of my white, cold palm were full of his crimson blood

I looked at him blankly, he smiled at me, he got up slightly, and kissed my lips casually, the heavy smell of blood spread between each other's lips, he didn't seem to care, but the more emotional he was at the moment, the more I trembled

For I am afraid of him,

"Mo'er, I love you."

This is a sentence full of affection after his kiss, and since then, he has called me every time.

I stared at the blood on the corner of his mouth, his blood was so red, so warm, I licked my lips, knowing that he would not agree, but I still said bitterly and embarrassedly: "Long Yuling, if you love me, you let me go, okay?" ”

He seemed to be like the changeable weather in the desert, he quickly took away the hot love, the storm and the clouds swept in an instant, he got up from the bed without saying a word, and even let go of my hand, and said very angrily: "Why didn't you open your mouth when I talked to you before, and asked me to let you go as soon as I opened my mouth?" Do you think it's possible? ”

He attached his hand to his neck as he spoke, and the wound I bit there was a little deep, and even if he held it down with his hand at the moment, the blood flowed out of his crack very quickly, and soon stained his entire hand, along the lines of the back of his hand, all the way to his arm, like a worm crawling all over his arm, so red that I felt that it was an eyesore to look at.

"Mo'er, you are so smart, how can you not know that I did so many things before to ask you to accompany me in this palace forever, and now you can't take a step in this palace, and you actually beg me to let you go?"

I ignored what he said, but that didn't mean he would let me go, and he sat back down in front of my bed, his fire-breathing eyes fixed on me.

I peeled off his hand and looked at the bloody hole, I raised my hand, my fingers attached to his wound, and saw that he was trembling at my touch, as if it hurt him, and then I lowered my hands and asked softly, "Does it hurt?" ”

He nodded, and said in a depressed mood: "It hurts." ”

My desperate heart sank, calling him Long Yuling can say that it hurts, it must be extremely painful, I am half drooping my head, half lonely, in this summer I still feel cold, I pulled the quilt next to me to my body, and then felt a little warmth before saying: "It's so painful, why don't you let go of me?" ”

He didn't speak, but grabbed my hand, his voice was a little weak, he lowered his head, I couldn't see his expression, I could only hear his trembling and scared words: "Mo'er, you promised me, you won't leave, why, why are you begging me to let you go now, why?" ”

"You obviously believe my words, you see that your hands and feet are so cold, you are weak, you have a defect in your body before, it is already rare to be able to give birth to a child, you can't keep the child, since you know, why do you want to leave? Why are you leaving? ”

In the end, he didn't seem to be talking to me, his voice became smaller and quieter, like a whisper, lingering and compassionate, with a momentum of undying.

"You're lying to me."

These four words of mine made him tremble, he was smart, very quickly understood what I meant, and explained: "I'm afraid, I'm afraid that you won't drink the abortion pill, so I will hide it from you, I, I don't mean anything else, I"

I raised my eyes, and someone walked in to interrupt his words, it was the eunuch who brought in a doctor

"Your Majesty, you should take care of your wounds first."

The eunuch's words were very anxious, the emperor's body was drenched in blood, and half of his whole body was soaked with blood, and the neck was still trickling blood, and there was a pulse on the neck, if it was bitten, it would be terrible.

I saw the Imperial Doctor come in, and I thought that he should quickly deal with the wound, but I hated the bite so much, and I regretted it a little bit at the moment.

But Long Yuling was very annoyed, as if he felt that they were disturbing his speech again, only to see him raise his head gloomily, which made him, the emperor, look gloomy.

"Get out of here, Imperone's will, trespass again, and I will pluck your heads."

These words caused the eunuch's neck to shrink, and the two men did not even salute, but turned around very quickly and left, waiting in the outer hall, with their heads bowed, as if they did not hear what was going on outside the window.