He didn't speak, and I saw his clenched hands, and I felt sarcasm to the extreme.

My hands were on top of my stomach, I couldn't say anything anymore in pain, I curled up in a circle on the bed in pain, I couldn't wait to die right now.

I don't need him to find any more doctors, and I can clearly feel that my child is pulling out of my body with the trickling blood

He clenched his hands and walked out with his feet up as quickly as he could.

I watched his back disappear through the door, and smiled desolately

This is the man I believe in with all my heart

Pity me for believing in him so much today, pity myself for believing in his words, pity me for agreeing to be his queen a few hours ago tonight, it turns out that the medicine he asks people to send every day is problematic, it turns out that all love, all the past, are fake, all are fake

I finally realized that when I visited Shen Qianning in the prison cell, what she said to me was like a spell at the moment, replayed in my mind over and over again, deeply engraved into my mind, never believe in the emperor, believe that he will only ruin his family, believe that he will only bring about his own destruction, and believe that he will never recover

In this empty and gorgeous room, the voice of the sudden cry was the last sound I heard, his voice pierced the night sky, it was already midnight, it was almost time, the royal guards and the palace maids who kept watch outside made the baby's sudden cry tremble in fright

Everyone knows that tonight's Changchun Palace is going to have another wisp of grievances.

Immediately I felt like I had fallen into an endless hell, surrounded by bright red blood and a cry of pain, which made my scalp tingle and my head swollen

After a while, my whole body seemed to be immersed in a cold pool, I shivered with cold, I couldn't find half a trace of warmth when I was going around alone, I couldn't find a sheltered harbor, I felt a bit like a lonely ghost, floating in this boundless dark world.

When Long Yuling pulled the valley master up from the bed and went to this room in the middle of the night, the woman had already fainted in pain, but there was a pool of blood under him, red and dazzling, he could even feel the struggle of the woman before she fainted, and the bed was messy, all of which stimulated Long Yuling's eyes and pierced his heart, as if a ruthless whip was whipping his soul fiercely.

He couldn't breathe in pain, sat on the edge of the bed in despair, took the woman's cold hand, and suddenly shed tears.

The valley lord pricked the woman's body with a silver needle through his clothes, and immediately shook his head.

"How?"

"Rooting can pass through the meridians and remove bruising, the bruising in her body is removed, but her body is not very good, she seems to have been seriously injured, what serious injuries did she have before?"

The valley lord was very curious, as if something was missing in this woman's body, but he couldn't know how he took the pulse, so he could only ask.

But Long Yuling also shook his head, but Long Yuling's mind thought very quickly, and then patted his head, and said very quickly: "Gu, she has Gu in her body, and Da Mingzi planted it in her body at the beginning." ”

"No wonder, but I don't know much about this Gu worm, the old man only understands pharmacology, not Gu worms, I'm afraid I can't do anything about this." He nodded when he heard the word Gu, but knowing is knowing is not knowing, he knows that he is not good at solving Gu, and he is not worried that he will lose face, so he said honestly.

Long Yuling remembered the evil doctor in his mind, and immediately ordered his secret guard to hurry up and find someone.

When I woke up again, I just felt cold, my fingers were too cold, and when I slowly touched my stomach, I shivered with cold

The lower abdomen still seems to be as flat and smooth as before, but I know that there is no child in it anymore, and the child I want to use to reconcile with him is gone.

I was in a daze on the bed for a long time with my eyes open, staring at the top of the bed carved with a graceful and elegant peony brand, in a daze, I didn't know what I was looking at, until my eyes were a little sour, I turned my head, I saw the treasure seal that belonged to the queen of a country on the table respectfully, and the bright yellow holy decree.

In the distance is the queen's court dress hanging on the screen, this court dress is so bright that it shines the whole room, the phoenix eyes of the nine-tailed phoenix are proud of the living beings, and the gold-rimmed phoenix robe is inlaid with fine jewels, which belongs to the royal dignity, the phoenix nine tails crisscross together, it seems extremely complicated, I laughed, but like me and him,

Cut constantly, sort out and mess,

In the distance is the window, the window is placed on the side of the two pots of fresh lilies, that is when I was blind he peeped at me many times the window, at this moment called the window Nan half covered, blocking my view to look out again, I breathed a sigh of relief,

Moving down was the incense-lit stove, and at this moment the incense floated out of the window with a wisp of smoke, and through the gap, it dissipated into the air and returned to nothingness

I looked at those things silently, and then closed my eyes tiredly, but after a while I heard his familiar footsteps of Long Yuling coming over, and he sat on the edge of the bed and didn't speak for a long time.

I knew what he was thinking, but I was so tired that I closed my eyes and heard him call out my name twice in an uncertain voice: "Qianmo? Qianmo? ”

I didn't pay attention to him, and I heard him sigh.

He heard the slight sound of his wide dragon robe after waving his hand, and immediately someone retreated and closed the door.

His warm palm took my hand, and he put my cold hand on his chest, probably trying to give me some warmth, and then I heard him say slowly: "Qianmo, the imperial doctor said that your child can't be saved, your last time you had a scar for only half a year, and the deficiency has not been made up, if you insist on keeping the child, you will also be in danger of life." ”

"Qianmo, I know you're awake, it's okay for you to listen to me, really, what I said is true."

"Qianmo, the medicine I gave you won't hurt your body, your body is too weak, and it's not suitable for having children now. In the future, shall we have children in the future? ”

He Long Yuling said a lot of things in front of my bed, but I never opened my eyes, I didn't want to see his affectionate expression full of lies under his face, until the chief eunuch said that the minister of the military aircraft department asked to see me, he reluctantly let go of my hand, ordered someone to serve me well, and then left.

Before leaving, he seemed to look at me for a long time, and then left silently.

Someone pushed the door, I opened my eyes, and saw that Xiao Gong'e came to bring me medicine to drink.

I remembered the scene when he fed me medicine again and again, it turned out to be an abortion pill, because I was so naïve.

"Smack." It was the crisp sound of the bowl falling to the ground after I swept it off, and then I turned over and ignored everything behind me, despite her panic.

"Eunuch Li, Eunuch Li."

After the little Gong'e packed up the fragments, she immediately ran to Li Shen's side, and reported in a panic, and those voices came into my ears in small pieces.

I smiled, and left the eunuch in this Changchun Palace, Long Yuling, are you planning to imprison me like this for the rest of your life?

"Go, go fry another bowl of medicine."

After he said this, he stepped into the room, and the air in this room still had the bitterness that had just been knocked over the bowl of medicine, wafting into the tip of Long Yuling's nose, and a dull pain flashed in his heart, and he slowly walked to the side of the bed.

I didn't fall asleep, my stomach was cold and uncomfortable, my body was weak, although I felt sleepy but I didn't fall asleep, I heard his footsteps coming and going, I just turned my head expressionlessly, it seemed that we were back to square one, the beauty of the previous days was nothing more than a dream I had.

Carved beams and paintings, flowers before the moon, everything is just a dream,

Maybe God just can't get used to seeing you so happy and satisfied.

I sighed inwardly and was silent,

He took my hand, rubbed it slowly in the palm of his hand, and said in extreme pain: "Qianmo, I know you blame me, but don't you don't drink the medicine, your body won't be good if you don't drink the medicine." ”

"Qianmo, when I begged you, are you okay with the medicine? Hello, you can torture me as much as you want, good boy, get up and drink medicine. ”

He carefully touched my body, I could feel the fear and timidity trembling between his fingers, I opened my eyes and saw his somewhat emaciated face, he seemed to be a little haggard, the whole person seemed to have no energy, I glanced at him lightly, and pulled the corners of his lips indifferently.

He probably saw that I was not struggling, so he boldly took me into his arms, extremely gently, and his whispering explanation in his ear, he said for a long time, and I did not respond to him a word.

"Qianmo, it's Tanabata in a few days, I want to take you out of the palace to play, but the doctor said that you need to recuperate for a month after a miscarriage, and after a month, it will be the ceremony after the sealing, and I will take you out of the palace when the time comes, okay?"

I clenched my hands, and when I heard the word "miscarriage", I pursed my bloodless lips, and I crushed my silver teeth, I couldn't wait to bite this man hard at this moment, but he said too many words, so I let him hold him in my arms and listen to him speak alone, silent.

"Qianmo, I listen to you, it's not good for Zhen'er to eat too much, I now ask the nurse to feed less every day, soon, soon Zhen'er will not be as fat as she is now."

Gong E brought medicine in.

He put a fluffy pillow on my back, took the bowl of medicine, scooped a spoonful, and then brought it to my mouth.

I glanced at the ink-like medicine and pursed my lips without opening my mouth.

"Qianmo, I beg you, are you okay with the medicine?" He persistently held the medicine to my lips and waited for a long time, and said something pleadingly.

"Qianmo, it's okay for you to blame me, it's okay for you to beat me and scold me, but are you good at drinking medicine?"

Everyone went out, and in the room were the almost pleading words of his dignified emperor, and his words were so painful that it was easy to hear the fear and timidity hidden in his heart