Chapter Eighty-Eight: The Rupture

Would someone like Shen Jingyun draw a girl? I couldn't believe it, but I stared blankly at the portrait.

It was a girl with a warm atmosphere, and at least when I looked at it like this, I had a feeling of softness in my heart.

She has black hair that is not long or short, and she looks quietly, and the background seems to be a summer lotus pond, lotus flowers, and in such a summer day, the lotus wind blows her black hair.

She didn't bother to pull it, just let the warm wind blow through her hair and a smile on the corner of her mouth.

I looked in a daze, not because her appearance was too amazing, but because she had an extraordinary bearing, which made people ignore the beauty of her appearance at the first sight of her, as if they really saw a ray of sunshine.

Not the kind of dazzling sunshine, but a real softness, soft to the limit, like a smile when the spring flowers bloom... I think the person who can paint such a picture, that is, Shen Jingyun, must also have an incomparably soft heart, right?

And it's softer than the puppy he painted.

I looked closely, but a strange feeling suddenly erupted in my heart...... I felt sad inexplicably, and I didn't know what I was sad about, so I just stood in place stupidly.

After a while, I realized that I was already snooping on Shen Jingyun's privacy, and quickly forced myself to put away those random emotions and want to exit Shen Jingyun's room.

However, my heart just couldn't be calm, so I couldn't help but look back at the portrait again, but I didn't expect that when I looked at the sketch again, I noticed the details that I hadn't noticed just now, and the more I looked at the girl in the portrait, the more I felt an inexplicable sense of familiarity, as if I had seen her somewhere.

But how is this possible? I just looked at it with suspicion, staring at the portrait...... Finally, I discovered a fact that I couldn't be sure.

Between her eyebrows and eyes, how can she have some resemblance to me? I can be sure that this girl is definitely not me, except for the resemblance, there are still obvious differences in facial features, mainly because the temperament is completely different from mine.

But if you don't find this resemblance, you can feel that this feeling is very obvious.

Is this a coincidence, or... My heart is messed up again, the closer I get to Shen Jingyun, the more I feel that he has so many secrets, who is this girl?

With this in mind, I wanted to take a closer look at the portrait, but I unexpectedly heard the sound of the door closing downstairs, and I immediately reacted, it couldn't be Shen Jingyun coming back, right?

But I'm in the room now, how do I get out? There were all kinds of small voices downstairs, according to the familiarity between me and Shen Jingyun, I knew that it was definitely Shen Jingyun who was back, he was taking off his shoes, he was taking off his coat...

I had a panicked feeling in my heart, like a thief who was stealing was discovered and didn't know what to do for a while.

Vaguely, I had already heard the sound of Shen Jingyun going upstairs, my scalp was numb, but I still gritted my teeth and decided to go out to talk.

I mustered up twelve points of courage, walked out of Shen Jingyun's room, pretended to be nothing, and turned my head, but saw Shen Jingyun who had stopped, looking at me with a slightly surprised look.

"I... Ah, look at your door open, I'm cleaning, I've never been good at lying, I'm a little incoherent, and I can hear the obvious weakness of my heart.

I couldn't go on, especially in the face of Shen Jingyun's gradually cold gaze, I was even more timid.

Shen Jingyun has never been a hot person, but it is this cold and oppressive low pressure that makes me even more depressed and afraid, I dare not look at him, and whispered: "I see that your door is open, I can't help but be curious..."

"Let's go." Shen Jingyun spoke, there was only one word, there was no temperature, and there was no emotion.

I couldn't react for a moment to what he meant? He looked at him in amazement.

"Get out of here, get out of my house." Shen Jingyun's tone was still calm, as if he was saying something inconsequential.

But the cold feeling that came from his body directly wrapped me and made me cold from my heart to my fingertips.

What does this mean? Forced to come and drive me away at will, don't I have a trace of self-esteem? Even if I snooped a little bit on his privacy out of curiosity, did he have half respect for me when he said that? From the beginning to the end, he was in control of everything, although for various reasons, I did it, but I am also a human being, with my own dignity.

These thoughts filled my mind in an instant, I had a feeling of wanting to cry, and my eyes became more and more sour, but I was forcibly holding on.

Without saying a word, I bowed my head and went downstairs, I won't stay here anymore.

Shen Jingyun rubbed shoulders with me indifferently, as if I didn't exist at all, my heart was indescribably humiliated, and there was a trace of sadness that I didn't want to admit, and walked down the third floor quickly, almost running away into my room.

As I entered, I heard a door slamming upstairs, and tears almost welled up in my eyes at that moment.

"Out of breath, what's there to cry about? It was originally forcibly dragged here. "I cheer myself up, I want to be chic, I want to be a little bit less caring.

Then, the hands are also quickly packing things.

But what's there to pack? Everything here was bought by Shen Jingyun, including the clothes I am wearing now, and nothing really belongs to me Lin Xiaoshuang. I had to go to the toilet and let the tears flow, then wash my face, put down a little money, which was the cost of my outfit, and walked out of the room.

When I walked to the hall, I glanced back at the third floor, and Shen Jingyun's door was still closed.

He and I don't just live together, he's the boss of my company. Since I've left here, the company probably won't be able to stay any longer.

But there are still a lot of unfinished projects over there, and some personal belongings.

I originally thought that explaining to Shen Jingyun the meaning of leaving, even if it was tacit, it could be regarded as my personal politeness.

But looking at the closed door, I thought it was better to forget it, why should I be humiliated again? I walked out of the villa door.

This villa area is on the outskirts of the city, and the community alone is very large, and there is no car, so living here is simply torture.

Although the scenery is beautiful, when you walk out of the community, you can't see a single figure for almost a few miles.

It took me 40 minutes to get out of the community, and out of the community is a winding mountain road, on this road can be described as a miracle, the only way, is to walk this winding road, to the bottom of the mountain to take a taxi.

The air on the winding mountain road is fresh, and occasionally you can see a small half of S City in a place where the trees are not dense, and it feels very good if you come to exercise.

I tried hard to make myself happy, and even hummed a song, but I couldn't hide my embarrassment, there was a pair of half-heeled shoes under my feet, and I walked halfway through the winding mountain road for more than ten miles, and my heels were ruthlessly ground out of blood blisters.

I simply took off my shoes and walked barefoot on the road, forcing myself to smile on my face, but a car slowly passed by, and I heard a female voice in the car say curiously: "Husband, what's wrong with this woman?" Is it a madman? ”

"Your whole family is crazy!" I yelled loudly, venting some of the emotions in my heart.

But when I passed another corner, I finally couldn't help but sit on the side of the road, holding my high heels, and crying uncontrollably.

After crying, I felt very bored. So, I got up and walked on, almost mechanically, forcing myself to take a step, and it was not until about one o'clock in the afternoon that I finished the winding road.

When I stood at the bottom of the mountain, the soles of my feet were almost gone, and even though the winding road was neat and clean, the soles of my feet were worn out enough, not only the road was hard, but there were also occasional small stones.

"It's okay, you've walked down such a road, and the most embarrassing time has passed." I cheered myself up, and I began to tell myself in my heart that I had forgotten about getting along with Shen Jingyun during this time.

I originally knew that there should be no intersection with him in two worlds, and now it's a big deal to return to my own normal life.

I tried not to think about those magical or terrifying things, or even about my own danger, maybe it was the sense of security with Shen Jingyun these days that had made me forget that danger a little.

In short, I have already broken with Shen Jingyun, and all that remains is for the soldiers to block the water and cover the earth, there will always be a solution, right?

I'm going to find Taoist priests and monks tomorrow in some kind of mountain or something, I thought so, and with a puff of heart, I stretched out my hand to stop a taxi.

"Where?" The driver, wearing a hat, did not look back, and asked me in a slightly impatient tone.

I just reacted, as soon as others got in the car, they would say the destination, I got in the car and was stunned for a long time, thinking about my own thoughts, and I didn't tell the driver where to go?

Where to go? I do have a rented house that I haven't quit, and most of my stuff is there, but...

I can't forget that horrible night, what if I go back and meet again?

But where can I go? I had to bite the bullet and say the address of the rented house, then took out my copycat machine and dialed Nanfeng's phone.

She is traveling in Thailand, and we don't contact much these days, usually she takes the initiative to call me, and the number shows a string of garbled characters.

I wonder if I will be able to call her number after I go abroad? But I was worried in my heart, at this time, I couldn't think of any way but to ask for help from Nanfeng to take him in.

I miss the feeling of peace of mind in the nest of the Nanfeng family, and I also have a feeling that only there will be a little more peace of mind.

Thankfully, the call actually worked.