I didn't use the word missing indiscriminately because it was really difficult to see Shen Jingyun.

In the past, I used to spend most of my day with him during dinner time after work, and I would have a few chats when I had time.

From that day on, I could only see Shen Jingyun when I got up in the morning.

The only chance I could be alone was when he took me to the company, and other than that, he didn't even stay in the company for a long time, usually going to the company, staying in the office for less than an hour, and then going out in a hurry.

And when I get off work, because I have a "carriage fee", I usually go home by myself, and I don't want to see his figure from dinner to before going to sleep.

Occasionally, in the middle of the night, I'll hear him coming back, but in that case, how do I run downstairs to talk to him?

I had the idea of finding out the news, and the opportunity could only be placed on the way to the office every morning, but he seemed very tired, and no matter what topic I said, I would be dealt with perfunctorily, or simply silent.

In the past few days, I can only use the word missing for Shen Jingyun, and I also have an illusion in a trance that I am back to my life.

Except for the fact that the standard of living is more than one level higher than before, I get a luxurious taxi fare, and I don't need to earn extra money after work, and the rest of the time is really like a person's life.

This kind of life has become inexplicably dull, two o'clock a day, and I have a period of time to ease the horrors I have experienced before, and even occasionally, when I think of those previous experiences, I will feel like a dream.

Only this villa, which still lives in Shen Jingyun, will pull me into reality, remind me that everything is real, and also remind me of the knot in my heart about Castle Peak Hospital.

In the face of this sudden relaxation, I enjoyed it, but I also felt a faint uneasiness, it could not be the temporary calm before the storm, right? I hope I'm thinking too much.

With this mood, a few days passed, and in the blink of an eye, it was a weekend.

This past weekend, I had to get up early and go out to tutor, and I often exhausted myself to death, but it was also fulfilling.

Now, where is the hustle and bustle of the past? I was lying on the bed, nostalgic for the warmth of the quilt in the early morning, all because of Shen Jingyun's faint sentence "I will give you a subsidy", I gave up my weekend tutoring job.

Lying lazily in the quilt, watching the faint sunlight fall into the window, there is no need to get up as early as a working day, a rare leisure.

I don't need to go to work today, will Shen Jingyun be at home? I guess it's the same as these two days, I ran out early in the morning, right?

I didn't bother to think about it anymore, and I covered the soft quilt again, and wanted to continue sleeping, but this sleep was a satisfying sleep, and when I opened my eyes again, the time had leisurely reached more than 9 o'clock.

Rubbing my eyes, after some washing, I walked out of the room, and when I woke up, I was hungry.

However, on my way downstairs to look for food, I unexpectedly saw Shen Jingyun, who was walking towards the stairs with a can of beer, and saw me as if he hadn't seen it.

Does this person get up early in the morning and drink beer for breakfast? What kind of lifestyle is this.

But finally I wasn't alone, I was a little happy in my heart, ignoring Shen Jingyun's "ignorance", and said to him: "Shen Jingyun, do you want to have breakfast?" As he spoke, he went downstairs again.

Shen Jingyun's gaze fell on me, looked at me wordlessly, nodded, he didn't continue to go upstairs, but turned around and went to the living room, waiting for breakfast.

I have long been accustomed to this kind of communication, and if Shen Jingyun suddenly becomes "enthusiastic" about me one day, I feel awkward.

I started to make breakfast hard, the plan of the day is in the morning, the state of the morning can affect my mood for the day, so I never want to miss every breakfast.

The mood is happy, and when it comes to the weekend, it should be a little richer.

In addition to reading some forums about flowers, I also pay attention to food columns, especially those posts that post my daily breakfast, which is simply my ideal pursuit.

Therefore, today's rare leisure, coupled with the thought of Shen Jingyun's face, I want to play well in such a kitchen and get busy.

Just after I was busy for a while, a phone rang from the living room, I glanced at the living room, Shen Jingyun was already holding the phone and walking towards the balcony.

Far away, I saw Shen Jingyun light a cigarette, and the atmosphere was a little heavy.

Then, I heard the sound of Shen Jingyun going upstairs, I was inexplicable, but I was not curious, and continued the work in my hands.

It's just that what I didn't expect was that within a few minutes, I heard Shen Jingyun's voice coming downstairs again, and when I looked up, I found that he had changed into a set of clothes to go out.

I was still kneading the dough in my hand, opened my mouth, and asked hesitantly: "Shen Jingyun, are you going out?" ”

"Well, you don't have to wait for me for breakfast, and you don't have to do my share, I'm going out." His face was not very good-looking, and he probably had something to deal with.

My heart was inevitably disappointed, but I had no choice but to nod and follow Shen Jingyun to the door, he was surprised at first why I came, but after looking at me, his eyes softened a little, and said, "I'll be back in a while." ”

"Oh." I nodded again and watched him leave in a hurry.

From the mirror in the doorway, I saw that my face was stained with flour.

I wanted to find out the news at breakfast, but now that Shen Jingyun is gone, I feel bored, but I still have to eat, so I went back to the kitchen.

After breakfast, I was in a daze again at the empty villa, wondering what I could do to pass the time.

After walking around the living room twice, I got the inspiration and found the tools to clean it.

Although the villa is large, it is not impossible to clean, not to mention that I like to be clean, and waving a broom, I started cleaning on the first floor.

But the truth hit me, I overestimated my ability, the simple first floor, already made me feel tired, I straightened up, glanced upstairs, and sighed at the size of this villa.

But at this glance, he was surprised to find that the door of his room, where Shen Jingyun was usually the most nervous, was open.

How hurriedly did Shen Jingyun forget to close the door of his "baby"?

I admit it, looking at the open door and thinking of Shen Jingyun's request that I not go to the third floor in the past, I was a little curious.

Outside the window, the sky was a little overcast.

In the winter of this city, there is always continuous rain.

They landed on the window and shattered into tiny flowers.

I stared at the window in a daze, and suddenly remembered the rooftop on the third floor.

Shen Jingyun said that he was not allowed to go to the third floor, as long as he did not go to his room, right? In this light rainy weather, it is time to clean up the rooftop.

It seemed that after finding such a reason for myself, I felt much more at ease, stopped looking out the window, and went up to the third floor.

But after I really came up, I had scruples in my heart, shouldn't I come up?

After a few hesitations, I remembered the rooftop, and I couldn't stand anymore, so I was about to go over and prepare to clean up.

But when I passed by Shen Jingyun's room, I didn't hold back and glanced inside, but because of the guilt of "peeking", I just looked away.

On the rooftop, there is nothing to clean up, the rain is very small, and it is not in the way.

It's just that after the last time, there were still some bits and pieces, and I cleaned them all.

Speechless, I turned back from the rooftop to the hallway on the third floor.

No matter how much I ignore it, I will inevitably see the open door again, Shen Jingyun's door.

Am I feeling like I'm doing something bad? Otherwise, why are you so worried?

But after thinking about it, it shouldn't be wrong for me to close the door for Shen Jingyun, right? Affirming this idea, my heart struggled, and finally paced to the door of Shen Jingyun's room.

Breathing is a little strained.

I couldn't help but take a closer look at the door.

Sure enough, it was Shen Jingyun's room, which was no different from other corners of the villa, with cold colors, but very textured.

Simple lines, simple furnishings, black and white tones, strong Shen Jingyun style.

I thought that this was all there was to Shen Jingyun's room, but at the same time, I inevitably saw a huge sketch painting hanging on the wall of the room.

Originally, such a room should have been matched by the same simple or highly colliding art paintings, but this sketch painting with an obviously different style hangs there abruptly.

Look closely, the strokes of the portrait, the wandering lines.

The pen tip retracted at the corner, the deep pen power, and the strong sense of style.

Isn't this the same as the puppy that Shen Jingyun drew on the wooden table in the No. 3 clubhouse? In this way, this sketch should be painted by Shen Jingyun himself, with Shen Jingyun's style.

However, I never imagined that this painting was really from Shen Jingyun.

Just because, on such a painting, the content of the painting is not a puppy, nor is it a landscape.

Not even any picture I can think of.

It is a bust of a girl.