Eighty-six Give yourself to yourself

After taking a bath, Song Jiujiu was wrapped in a bath towel and stood in front of him like a hibiscus out of the water, his face was ruddy, and his expression was both shy and nervous.

"Wait for me" Bai Shuyan impatiently walked into the bathroom to take a shower.

Unlike the woman's slow swallowing, Bai Shuyan only took ten minutes to come out.

The upper body is bare, and the lower body is wrapped around a bath towel, and the hormones are bursting.

Song Jiujiu on the bed asked in surprise, "So fast?" ”

Bai Shuyan came to her side with a smile: "Hmm." ”

After speaking, he kissed her on the forehead.

Song Jiujiu was nervous and at a loss: "That ......"

Seeing that she was so nervous that she stammered, Bai Shuyan burst out laughing.

"Don't be afraid, it's okay, I know you're the first time."

Gently ripped off her bath towel, and the woman's smooth body was displayed in front of him.

Bai Shuyan cared her whole body like a cherished treasure.

Wherever her lips went, she was like an electric shock causing her to spasm, her pink skin flushed, and her breathing began to accelerate.

Seeing her nervousness, Bai Shuyan crawled into her ear and whispered, "I'm going to start, don't be afraid." ”

Ah, a scream came, and Song Jiujiu cried out in pain.

scared Bai Shuyan enough.

He persuaded softly: "Well, it's okay to start for a while, everyone has their first time." ”

Song Jiujiu nodded awe-inspiringly.

But the next second, she still screamed unconsciously.

After trying this a few times, Bai Shuyan lost interest.

Bai Shuyan sat up and covered her with a quilt and said, "Forget it today, right?" It's okay if you're so scared. Save it for next time! ”

Song Jiujiu nodded a little frustratedly, not knowing what to say for a while.

Bai Shuyan got up and lay down on the other end and said, "I'm tired today, go to bed early!" ”

"Hmm," Song Jiujiu agreed.

In the middle of the night, the man in bed had fallen asleep.

In the bathroom, Song Jiujiu squatted on the ground and wept silently.

She was blaming herself in chagrin, shouldn't she save her most precious first time to the person she likes the most?

Even knowing that he was about to break up with him.

Why can't I do it myself?

Does he really love Liu Jia? She's good, isn't she? He's been skin-to-skin with her for a long time, right?

Do you really have the confidence to leave Bai Shuyan decisively? What if it doesn't work?

Countless questions smashed at her, it hurt and hurt, but she was powerless to dodge.

How on earth should I break up with him?

The problem lay in front of her like a mountain.

"Bai Shuyan, let's break up!"

"Break up, break up......"

These words kept flashing in her mind, and her heart was like a knife.

The man on the bed snorted like thunder and seemed to be sleeping soundly.

In stark contrast to him is the self-torture of a silly woman.

It's as if there is no way out, and there is never an end.

It's better not to say anything about breaking up, just a faint self-exit.

After making this painful decision, Song Jiujiu squeezed out a wry smile.

It would be good to take this trip to Hangzhou as a breakup souvenir for yourself.

After returning to Jincheng, she has to find a few more jobs, and she wants to live a little more fulfilling.

Only in this way can she escape the blow and pain brought to her by falling out of love.

The rest of my life is long, but unfortunately I can't believe it's true without you.

The trip to Hangzhou went well, and Bai Shuyan didn't see anything abnormal.

That was Song Jiujiu's self-set to maintain the first time as the last time and forbear.

The semester of my senior year was long and painful.

Song Jiujiu, who has started an internship to prepare for graduation, is very busy.

She was used to not seeing him six days a week.

She didn't bother to argue with him because of the time issue.

Strangely, despite all the time that had passed, her pain had not diminished in the slightest.

Once, Bai Shuyan stood in front of her: "Song Jiujiu, do you want to break up?"

So what are we? You don't show up on Valentine's Day for my birthday? What exactly do you mean? ”

Song Jiujiu stood there indifferently and said, "Okay, break up as you say." ”

Bai Shuyan looked at her in surprise: "What you said is true?" ”

Song Jiujiu's eyes were red, desperately pretending to be strong, such a picture she had already rehearsed in her mind hundreds of times.

But tears had already swirled in his eyes, falling like beads.

Seeing her tears, Bai Shuyan panicked, Bai Shuyan pulled her hand and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it seriously, I just said angry things because I was a little dissatisfied with you, I apologize to you." ”

Song Jiujiu said sadly: "No need, what I said is true, break up!" ”

This time it was Bai Shuyan's turn to panic: "Why? What happened to you? ”

"Nothing, we're not suitable." Song Jiujiu said.

Bai Shuyan hugged her tightly: "Don't be angry, can't I apologize to you for my mistake?" I shouldn't have lost my temper with you, knowing you were working so your life. It's me who doesn't give you a sense of security, I don't give you a shoulder to lean on. Trust me not to do it in the future, okay? ”

Song Jiujiu struggled out of his arms: "No need, I just want to talk about love with results, and I just want to find someone who can be relied on permanently." If you're not that one, why waste our time? ”

Bai Shuyan looked at her seriously: "Okay, we'll get married in the second half of our marriage." ”

"Really?" Song Jiujiu asked repeatedly with some incredulity.

The answer to Bai Shuyan is yes every time.

Because of his promise, Song Jiu once again took off all his defenses.

The past cannot be traced, and she decides to look to the future regardless of her past suspicions.

After Bai Shuyan's marriage proposal, their sweet figures reappeared on campus.

Under the sun, Song Jiujiu fantasized about the future with Bai Shuyan over and over again.

"Shuyan, I thought that after we got married, we could rent a house first, and then save money to buy a small apartment later. To tell you, I now have a five-figure deposit, which is not much, but watching the money increase day by day, my hope will increase day by day. My biggest dream is to build a home of my own with my loved ones. Thank you for giving me hope. Song Jiujiu looked at Bai Shuyan gratefully and said.

Bai Shuyan scratched her nose and said, "I believe I will give you a home." In fact, since college, I have been speculating in stocks, although the amount is not large, but now I have more than 100,000 deposits. Buying a small apartment and making a down payment shouldn't be a big problem in the future? ”

"Wow, really? You're amazing! Song Jiujiu danced happily.

Bai Shuyan smiled dotingly: "Little fool, a Valentine's Day gift for you." ”

Song Jiujiu happily accepted the gift he gave, the fluffy rogue rabbit, very cute.

"Thank you, I love it." Song Jiujiu looked at him in surprise.

Then she pulled a light blue sweater out of her backpack.

"Here, your Valentine's Day gift, I've been knitting for a long time." Song Jiujiu said to him.

Bai Shuyan gently hugged her, bowed his head and kissed, this moment was very beautiful.

With the reconciliation of the two, the haze that had been bothering her seemed to dissipate.

After he promised to marry her, she didn't think anything mattered.

What Liu Jia? What junior? Isn't the one who is going to marry him in the end himself?

Because this belief has always supported her, she is full of energy again.

Thoughts go back to Song Jiujiu's junior year, the day of Song Jiujiu's birthday

Song Jiujiu, who made an appointment to go to KTV to celebrate together, had to work with a shift because of the sudden illness of a colleague.

In fact, she and Bai Shuyan just quarreled a few days ago, and after a cold war for half a month, Bai Shuyan took the initiative to ask her to go to KTV to celebrate her birthday, so as to get back together.

It's a pity that Bai Shuyan and his party waited until ten o'clock, and Song Jiujiu didn't show up.

Has the relationship really entered a burnout period? Bai Shuyan, who was in a bad mood, drank a lot of alcohol.

At one o'clock in the morning, a group of boys downstairs at KTV who had eaten supper were already drunk. Bai Shuyan is also a rare drunk mess.

On the empty street, a group of drunken boys sang side by side and rolled the road, full of interest.

The sudden heavy rain caught everyone off guard, and the whole body was drenched like a chicken in soup.

A taxi came, and four of the five boys got in the car and left.

On the road, the drunk Bai Shuyan waved his hand and waited for the arrival of the next taxi.

A dazzling red sports car stopped beside him, and it was Liu Jia, the school flower, who got down.

"How are you?" Liu Jia, who was passing by, looked at Bai Shuyan in surprise.

Liu Jia took the initiative to propose: "I'll send you back." ”

After speaking, he got down and helped the drunk Bai Shuyan to get into the car.

In the past six months, Liu Jia can be said to have used all his power to attract Bai Shuyan's attention.

It's a pity that he has been repeatedly unexpected, and Bai Shuyan is as cold and ruthless as an insulator.

She was helpless.

According to common sense, her Liu Jia is much better than Bai Shuyan's girlfriend.

She is Bai Fumei, who was born with a golden spoon in her mouth, and she is the darling of luck.

The boys chasing her lined up and begged her to look at him, but there was only this Bai Shuyan.

She deigned to pursue him with women chasing men, but he still couldn't get in.

Could it be that today's chance encounter will be a turning point between them?

Out of selfishness, Liu Jia took him to a hotel room.

The next story is a bit old-fashioned, the room of the lonely man and widow, under the influence of alcohol, steals the forbidden fruit in a daze, and all the waterways are completed.

The next day, Bai Shuyan, who was awake, was taken aback by the scene in front of him.

Bai Shuyan asked in surprise: "What's the matter?" ”

Liu Jia pretended to be aggrieved and explained: "After you were drunk last night, we happened to meet on the road. I kindly opened a room for you to rest, but as soon as I came in, you hugged me and refused to stop. You think I'm your girlfriend, right? I ......"

Liu Jia choked and sobbed.

Bai Shuyan held his head in pain and repented, how could he be so confused?

How to face Song Jiujiu in the future.

Liu Jia saw his panicked appearance and said coldly: "Don't worry, I won't tell your girlfriend." We're all adults, so we can't afford to play with that, right? ”

Bai Shuyan got dressed in a panic: "I'm sorry, I'll go back first." ”

After he left, Liu Jia cried out in pain.

Obviously, it's the first time for her, why would he be so cruel to her?

She was already thinking about him very much, and in order to alleviate his guilt, she deliberately pretended not to care.

In fact, she cares so much, why is his eyes so indifferent when he looks at her?

Why does he have an irresponsible look on his face?

The repentance in his eyes is enough to show that he loves her girlfriend very much.

So what is her all-or-nothing gamble?

After this drunken accident, Liu Jia still successfully intervened in his relationship with her.

He gave her such an opportunity, a love that only uses the body to say love.

Sometimes even Liu Jia herself feels very humble, but she doesn't care.

As long as she can be by his side, she doesn't mind how humble her love is.

She knows exactly where her strengths are, and she is confident that one day

The person who really has Bai Shuyan will be her.

In the end, she did it, borrowing her father's aura and Bai Shuyan's ambition, she successfully took the junior position and kicked her ex.

And that fool, Song Jiujiu, finally collapsed because of the fatal blow.

His betrayals were repeated, and repeated.

When she was about to break up, he said he wanted to marry her.

When she thought she was going to marry Happiness, he cruelly abandoned her.

The repeated torture and blows finally gave the heaviest blow to this girl, who had been unfortunate and struggling in despair.

Everything has a cause and must have an effect, and the cycle of fate brings everything to the scene at the beginning of the beginning.

A girl embarks on a trip to Thailand out of desperation, and then meets another man who she calls fate.