Eighty-five Memories are bitter

Who hasn't been bitter about that first love? We always think that infatuation is very heavy, very heavy, the heaviest weight in the world. One day, when we looked back, we realized that it had always been very light, very light. We think that love is very deep, very deep, and in the coming years, we will let you know that it is only very shallow, very shallow. The deepest and the most loved must grow with time.

Near an old building in Jiangcheng

The night of Jiangcheng was pouring down, and the bean-bead-like rain fell straight down, smashing on the ground and splashing countless water.

In a park near an old neighborhood, a man and woman stood for a long time, without an umbrella or shelter from the rain, allowing the rain to pour on their bodies.

The woman's white dress was already soaked and clinging to her body, and her slender and slightly thin figure could be faintly seen.

The man's clothes were also wet, and after a long time, he finally took a step and left resolutely.

The sound of a woman's painful cry was heard in the park for a long, long time......

Inside a villa on an island in Europe

The woman who was already asleep on the bed, her brow furrowed and her expression pained, obviously she was dreaming.

Lin Jingxuan shook Song Jiujiu: "How do you dream?" ”

Song Jiujiu opened his eyes with difficulty and muttered, "What time is it?" You still haven't slept, have you? ”

Lin Jingxuan turned around and poured a cup of hot water and handed it to her: "Just go to sleep, drink some water." ”

The sound of gurgling water sounded, and Song Jiujiu thanked him gratefully.

Lin Jingxuan hugged her and asked, "Did you have any bad dreams again?" Don't be afraid, I'm here. ”

Song Jiujiu snuggled up to his chest and said, "I dreamed of Shuyan again." He still wouldn't answer my call. Jing Xuan, I want to go back to him, is that okay? ”

Lin Jingxuan nodded and said, "Okay, since you want to go, I'll accompany you back to Paris tomorrow to find him." ”

"Thank you!" Song Jiujiu kissed his face gratefully.

"Let's sleep" Lin Jingxuan helped her cover the quilt, lay down and fell asleep together.

The sound of the man's even breathing in the darkness was heard, and the woman on the bed opened her eyes and fell into deep thought.

In the winter of Jincheng S, Song Jiujiu ushered in the first love of his life.

The boy who carries all her dreams and sweetness is named Bai Shuyan.

Since Bai Shuyan appeared in her life, her world has become sunny and fragrant.

Holding hands in the sun makes her happy, and a walk after the rain makes her happy.

Even the sound of text messages on her phone made her happy.

She finally believes that happiness comes easily with the arrival of a person.

Having his future is her most beautiful and ardent dream.

But sweetness is not what love is supposed to be, love is multifaceted. There is sweetness, bitterness, laughter, and tears.

The first time she felt the tears that this emotion brought to her heart was that afternoon.

is different from the petty fights in the past, and it is not the so-called calculating and asking for trouble.

has been by Bai Shuyan's side for a long time, and Song Jiujiu seems to have become accustomed to being surrounded by jealousy and rumors.

To be precise, she already has immunity, even if a girl hands Bai Shu a love letter in front of her, she can scoff and laugh at it.

But that afternoon was different.

Bai Shuyan on the court is as handsome as ever.

Song Jiujiu, who was sitting on the sidelines watching him play, showed a proud expression as a girlfriend.

"You're Bai Shuyan's girlfriend?"

In the sun, a beautiful woman stood in front of her.

Song Jiujiu replied with some surprise: "Yes, ...... are you?" ”

Liu Jia smiled and handed her a mobile phone: "This is your boyfriend's mobile phone, I picked it up, please transfer it to him for me." ”

Song Jiujiu smiled and thanked: "Oh, that's it, okay, thank you." ”

"You're welcome" Liu Jia turned around and left.

Several unread messages on the phone aroused Song Jiujiu's strong curiosity.

For the first time, Song Jiujiu almost clicked on his text message.

"Where are you? The phone was left with me. ”

Song Jiujiu looked at the sender, and his name showed Liu Jia.

With a question, she flipped through a few more text messages.

Will the next time we meet be the old time and the old place? It's been a long week, and I miss you so much!

Is your girlfriend really better than me? Why only take her to the movies?

In an instant, Song Jiujiu only felt that the sky was dark and he didn't know what to do.

She didn't dare to read the next text message, and put down his phone with trembling hands.

Bai Shuyan, who was sweating profusely at halftime, ran over to drink water.

Bai Shuyan looked at Song Jiujiu with a smile: "Good, I'll accompany you to the movies later." ”

"No need, I'm going to work later, and my colleague and I have been transferred." Song Jiujiu replied.

Bai Shuyan complained unhappily: "Part-time job, part-time job, I think compared to my boyfriend, part-time work is more attractive to you." ”

Song Jiujiu didn't want to explain or coax him for the first time.

She just said lightly: "The time is almost up, I'll go first." ”

The back of her departure on the sidelines was a little lonely, and no one saw the tears in her heart.

Nothing, nothing, she kept comforting herself.

This could be another prank by some self-inflicted girl, just like last time.

Definitely, yes, she didn't want to argue with him like she did last time.

After comforting himself like this, Song Jiujiu felt much better.

But as soon as I walked into a corner where no one was around, the tears of pain still couldn't stop falling.

Don't cry anymore, it's nothing, I don't want to leave him...... Whining......

Hiding in the corner that afternoon, she saw for the first time how much she loved him, depended on him, and how much she didn't want to leave him.

So this time she chose to turn a blind eye and deceive herself.

When the scandal about Liu Jia and him appeared,

Bai Shuyan stood in front of her nervously: "Jiujiu, that scandal is fake, don't care." You're the only one I love, trust me. ”

Song Jiujiu looked at him blankly, and said with a wry smile: "Well, I believe in you." ”

But in private, Song Jiujiu silently paid attention to the girl named Liu Jia.

Her name is Liu Jia, and she is a famous school flower of S.

She is not only beautiful, but also a typical rich second-generation Bai Fumei.

There is no harm without contrast.

After silently comparing, Song Jiujiu couldn't help but wonder: The person standing next to Bai Shuyan, would it be more worthy if it was Liu Jia?

After such self-torture, she reluctantly began to withdraw from herself.

Frequently ignore his text messages, always using not seeing them as an excuse.

When he proposed to go on a date, it was more of a refusal, and the reason for the refusal was the same part-time job.

For this reason, Bai Shuyan had a lot of quarrels with her.

The entrance to the dormitory

Song Jiujiu, who came back from a part-time job, was blocked by Bai Shuyan.

"What's going on lately?" Bai Shuyan asked.

Song Jiujiupi replied with a smile: "It's nothing, it's just a little more normal work!" ”

Bai Shuyan asked angrily: "Do you like money so much?" ”

Song Jiujiu replied angrily: "Well, I like it very much." I like it even more than you think. ”

Bai Shuyan sighed and said, "Then every Saturday afternoon, how about making time to work for me?" I'll pay you and you go on a date with me. ”

Song Jiujiu glared and said angrily: "You don't look down on people anymore, you all have people you can rely on, but I don't." I don't have to work part-time where I get tuition and living expenses. ”

Bai Shuyan hugged her in a panic: "I'm sorry, I'm joking." I'll be the one you can rely on in the future. ”

Song Jiujiu sobbed softly and did not speak.

After a long time, the sound of sobbing and crying came: "I just want to have a home." ”

Bai Shuyan hugged her distressedly, and didn't dare to let go of it tightly.

Song Jiujiu, who calmed down, said to Bai Shuyan seriously: "Shuyan, let's get married, right?" ”

The sudden marriage proposal declaration made Bai Shuyan at a loss.

Bai Shuyan thought for a while and replied with a smile: "Fool, this kind of thing has to be done by a boy." Trust me and we'll get married. ”

"Why later? Not now? Song Jiujiu asked repeatedly.

Bai Shuyan replied: "We are still students, and it will be a lot of inconvenience if we get married now." You see, I've just taken the graduate school entrance examination, and you're about to be a senior, so let's talk about marriage after you graduate, okay? ”

Song Jiujiu turned around angrily: "I don't want to forget it, I want to work hard to make money and buy a house by myself." ”

After speaking, he stubbornly ran into the dormitory, and the unconcealable sense of loss filled Song Jiujiu.

In the cold wind, Bai Shuyan, who was dazed, sighed silently.

The first time I saw Bai Shuyan and Liu Jia walking out of the hotel.

Song Jiujiu was desperate, she knew it was time to recognize the reality.

The picture of him and her standing together is such a perfect match.

Song Jiujiu suddenly felt that he was the one who should quit.

Behind her back, she has been healing herself for a long time, and she has written two copies of the lovelorn diary alone.

Finally making up her mind, she plans a trip, a breakup trip deep in her heart.

Sometimes she feels that love is also a person's thing, one is sweet, one is intoxicated, and one heals.

As long as you do it in your heart, it's okay to leave.

In March, the grass grows and the warbler cries late.

Song Jiujiu stood at the door of the boys' dormitory and waited for Bai Shuyan.

After a long time, he came out, sportswear sunny fan.

Bai Shuyan smiled and asked, "Miss me?" How can I be free today? ”

Song Jiujiu rubbed his hands and said with a smile: "I'm on leave, can you go on a trip with me?" ”

"Really?" Bai Shuyan asked.

Song Jiujiu replied seriously: "Well, I took a leave of absence for my part-time job on the weekend, can we go to Hangzhou to play?" Two days and one night. ”

Bai Shuyan said happily: "Okay, wait for me for five minutes, and set off immediately." ”

Five minutes later, the two of them set off lightly with backpacks on their backs and started an unforgettable trip to Hangzhou.

By the West Lake, under the Leifeng Pagoda, Lingyin Temple, and Gem Mountain, the two of them have left sweet figures.

The West Lake at night is quiet and beautiful.

Walking on the lake embankment, the willows are young, the spring breeze is blowing, and the moonlight is bright.

At the end of the day, the two came to the door of a youth hostel.

"Hello! Welcome! "Polite greeting from the front desk staff.

Song Jiujiu spoke: "Hello, I booked a room online and now check in." ”

"Okay, please wait."

Ten minutes later, the two checked into their rooms.

Bai Shuyan asked with a wicked smile: "One room and one bed, are you sure you want this for a long time?" ”

Song Jiujiu replied shyly: "Well, I'll go take a bath first." ”

The surprise came too suddenly, and Bai Shuyan couldn't believe it was true.

This has always been a conservative girlfriend, who usually blushes for a long time when she kisses, but today she actually ......

The thought of this made him look excited.

In the bathhouse, the water is flowing loudly, and someone's heart is irrepressibly excited.