Eighty-four Memories are sweet

The morning in Paris always comes to life after nine o'clock.

In Bai Shuyan's community, the man who was still asleep on the sofa turned over and continued to sleep.

The sun at ten o'clock peeked through the cracks in the shutters and crept in unbridled.

It may be that the curtains were not drawn last night, and this subtle sunlight shone on the man's face.

Bai Shuyan opened his eyes sensitively, his sleepy eyes looked tired, it seemed that he had dreamed again last night.

In her dream, she wore the pink dress he gave her for the first time, standing at the school gate and smiling.

In the sun, her light smile is beautiful, and a breeze blows through the pink skirt and flutters in the wind.

It was this gentle breeze that blew her into his heart.

It was their first date.

"You look good in a dress, don't always wear jeans in the future." Bai Shuyan said happily.

She nodded shyly, her smile seemed to have some kind of magic, and he couldn't take his eyes off it anymore.

The mobile phone on the table rang and saw the name displayed on the screen, Bai Shuyan sighed.

She called it again, but unfortunately he still didn't want to take it.

Recently, she would call him every once in a while, because Bai Shuyan didn't answer because of awkwardness.

He needs time to forgive and forget.

Getting up and pouring a glass of water, Bai Shuyan sat on the sofa and pondered.

That year, Jincheng was the coldest winter in thirty years.

On Valentine's Day, with her by his side, he held her hand for the first time.

Her hands were slender and soft, and her expression was a little shy and uneasy.

The north wind was howling in her ears, the cold wind was bitter, and her frozen red face was as cute as a red apple.

The warmth brought to him by the ten fingers clasped so that he could not feel the cold at all, but the north wind at this time was blowing the earth like a spring breeze in his eyes.

Since then, there have been many sweet memories on campus.

After the snow, the footprints of the campus stepping on the snow to find plum blossoms, the figure sitting side by side in the study room, and the campus path carrying her bicycle speeding by.

The scene of eating together in the campus cafeteria, as well as the scene of wiping sweat and handing water to him on the football field.

Surrounded by love, she is like a different person.

She is no longer stingy with her smile, and a satisfied smile often appears on her face.

She also wore more skirts, just for his good looks.

She would buy breakfast for him, and she would stay up late knitting scarves for him.

In the bed, she often can't sleep because of his delayed text messages.

Every day, every text message he sent her, she would copy it in a notebook.

Because of such sweetness, she wants to keep it forever.

Of course, she often cried for him.

The jealous eyes of the girls and the unfriendly backlash always surround her.

The most excessive thing is that once, when she was walking alone on the road, she met a girl she hated very much.

This girl is one of her few fellow villagers in Jincheng.

Her name is Yin Jie, and she is Song Jiujiu's classmate from elementary school to junior high school to high school.

It's a pity that the rare fate is a bad fate, this girl who looked down on her and bullied her since she was a child, and she didn't let her go when she got to college.

Yin Jie wore heavy makeup, proudly blocking Song Jiujiu's way.

I saw her staring at her mockingly, and then turned her head to the girl she was traveling with and said, "She is a freak when Song Jiujiu was in elementary school, and it is said that even her own mother left her and ran away." When I was in junior high school, I spent money to hire an aunt who sold vegetables to attend parent-teacher conferences, and in high school, it was even more outrageous, and I often disappeared after class. It is said that a classmate met her downstairs at KTV. It's not impossible to come out and do it at a young age for money. ”

As soon as the vicious words were finished, they caused laughter from the girls present.

Song Jiujiu stepped forward angrily and theorized: "Yin Jie, I see that you are a dog who can't spit out ivory in his mouth, and he can't change his habit of eating, right?" When I was studying, I was jealous because I was always the second thousand-year-old, but I didn't expect that your jealousy was still so strong when I got to college. Let me ask you if you posted the article on the Internet that decrypted Bai Shuyan's girlfriend? Hurry up and delete it for me, otherwise I'll sue you for slander, and you're still a little bit of common sense in studying the Fa, okay? And please apologize for what you just said, otherwise I won't let you go today. ”

Yin Jie walked up to her arrogantly and said, "I won't apologize, what can you do?" ”

"What a speechless!" Song Jiujiu stepped forward angrily, pulled her hair and hit her.

The woman's scream came: "Song Jiujiu, you are crazy!" ”

Then, on the sidewalk, two women wrestled and tore each other.

The people next to him couldn't persuade him, but he saw Song Jiujiu kick him in a flying move, and the defenseless Yin Jie fell to the ground in response.

Song Jiujiu rode on her and beat her fiercely.

Bai Shuyan, who was playing football on the football field, when he got the news and arrived, the picture he saw was Song Jiujiu sitting on top of the girl, and the two sides pulled their hair and screamed wildly.

Bai Shuyan hurriedly stepped forward to pull Song Jiujiu away, and the red-eyed Song Jiujiu fiercely shook him off and continued to step forward to beat her.

Bai Shuyan hugged her: "Okay, okay, don't fight and calm down." ”

Yin Jie, who suffered in the fight, was also dragged away under the leadership of her friends.

Bai Shuyan looked at Song Jiujiu distressedly and said with a smile: "Okay, female man, you have proven your fighting strength, now let's go." ”

Song Jiujiu glared at him angrily: "Why are you pulling me, I haven't fought enough, mad dogs bite people indiscriminately, you should get a lesson." ”

Bai Shuyan straightened her hair with a smile: "Okay, okay, remember to call me next time you fight, and I'll help you." Even if it's a girl, I'll help you get angry, okay? ”

Song Jiujiu still took his hand and said, "Follow me!" ”

Song Jiujiu, who didn't say a word along the way, took Bai Shuyan to a small hotel near the campus.

Bai Shu asked puzzledly, "What are we doing here?" ”

Song Jiujiu didn't answer and said to the boss: "Boss! Give us an hourly room. ”

The boss smiled meaningfully and gave her a room card.

Entering the room, Song Jiujiu stared at Bai Shuyan quietly, and Bai Shuyan was a little embarrassed.

Bai Shuyan smiled and expressed puzzlement.

Song Jiujiu didn't speak for a long time, silently took off his shirt, then his bra, and then his pants. A minute later, the naked girl stood alive in front of Bai Shuyan like this.

Bai Shuyan only felt that his breathing was tight, and his throat swallowed unconsciously.

Song Jiujiu said angrily: "Aren't they all rumored that I'm not a virgin?" I'm going to prove today whether I'm as shameless as I say on the Internet. ”

Bai Shuyan looked at her with a complicated expression, and slowly bent down to pick up her clothes.

He handed it to her and said, "Put it on, I don't guarantee that I will be able to speak so sensibly in the next second." Fool, do you take those gossips seriously? I'm sure you're not okay, right? I'll help you deal with the bad comments on the Internet, and now you obediently put on your clothes. Of course, I would love to have you, but I would never have chosen to start our first time in such a humble inn. ”

After listening to his words, Song Jiujiu's stubborn tears finally broke the embankment.

She didn't cry when Yin Jie insulted her with words just now, and she didn't cry when she was fighting with her.

Just now, after listening to Bai Shuyan's comforting words, Song Jiujiu cried sadly.

This was the first time she cried happily in front of him, she cried very sadly, tears were like unstoppable raindrops, crying into Bai Shuyan's heart.

Bai Shuyan hugged her tightly and stroked her.

At that moment, time stood still, and the two hearts were pressed together.

Two hours later, Song Jiujiu's eyes were red and pitiful.

Bai Shuyan looked at her with a smile: "Finally finished crying, I'll wait until the flowers are also grateful." ”

Song Jiujiu turned around shyly and didn't dare to look at him.

"Are you shy to think about it now? Why do I think I'm a bit of a loser? Shall we do something before we go? Bai Shu stared at her with a smile on his face.

Song Jiujiu rolled his eyes and said, "No way, hurry up!" ”

Pulling him up and walking out the door, Bai Shuyan grabbed her, lowered his head and said, "Is it okay to just kiss?" ”

Song Jiujiu blushed and nodded.

The man looked at her contentedly and kissed her gently.

Her lips were soft and to the touch, tight with a kiss, but he was drunk for a long time.

Five minutes later, the kiss that had not yet ended was interrupted by a brute force from Song Jiujiu.

Song Jiujiu protested with shortness of breath: "Stop, it's time to end, right?" ”

Bai Shuyan sighed and said, "Hey! Regret, regret! ”

On the way back, the two walked a long way hand in hand.

Song Jiujiu opened her heart for the first time and chatted with Bai Shuyan about her sad childhood.

Bai Shuyan secretly vowed: "I want to give this unfortunate girl a future love." ”

The first time I took Song Jiujiu home to see his mother Xia Zizhen, it was the first semester of Song Jiujiu's sophomore year.

Bai Shuyan pulled Song Jiujiu into the living room and said to Xia Zizhen: "Mom, this is your future daughter-in-law Song Jiujiu. ”

"You kid!" Song Xia Zizhen smiled from ear to ear.

Song Jiujiu greeted embarrassedly: "Hello Auntie!" ”

"Hey, hello! Please take a seat, you can start the meal right away, and eat some fruit first. Xia Zizhen walked into the kitchen and got busy.

Song Jiujiu looked at Bai Shuyan happily: "I'll help." With that, he ran into the kitchen to help.

Bai Shuyan on the sofa looked at the two women he loved the most in the kitchen.

It turns out that happiness is sometimes simple.

Eating a fragrant home-cooked meal around a table with your closest people is happiness.

Happiness is when someone hurts when you cry, and someone leans on when you laugh.

Happiness is when every tiny wish is fulfilled.

Happiness is not immortality, it is not big fish and big meat.

When you want to eat, you have to eat, and when you want to love, someone to love, this is happiness.

Bai Shuyan, who was caught in the memory, touched his swollen head, and drank another bottle of beer on an empty stomach.

It was time to go back to Jincheng, and he silently made a decision in his heart.

Paris is a beautiful city, and the original intention of following her has become unrecognizable.

She eventually left him, just as he had abandoned her.

Sometimes we think that what we have lost can be recovered, but there are some things that we can never get back if we lose them.

Plato said: The most regrettable thing in life is to easily give up what should not be given; stubbornly, insisted on what should not be insisted on.

Plato also said: Sometimes, love is a kind of hurt. Cruel people who choose to hurt others. Good people choose to hurt themselves.

Bai Shuyan smiled bitterly at whether he was a cruel person or a kind person, if he was kind, then why did he hurt her and Liu Jia fiercely in the first place?

If he was cruel, why did he insist on using five years to make up for the damage he had done to her?

There is no reason for love, and it does not need much explanation. Love is love, just let it go.