I had been holding back for a long time and suddenly collapsed, crying hysterically in his arms.

At this moment, apart from the sound of rain, it is my cry.

He just put his arms around me quietly, and his comfort was silent.

I don't know how long it has been, but I have gone from crying to calm, and the rain has finally lightened.

After Xue Duyun got out of the car, he went around and opened the co-pilot's door, bent over and came in to hug me, I said I would go by myself, but he still insisted on picking me up and walking into the alley.

The alley at night was very quiet, Xue Duyun's leather shoes stepped into the puddle from time to time, and the sound of splashing water was very clear.

The wet clothes were sticking to my body, and I shivered with cold when the wind blew, as sharp as he had noticed, and his arms rubbed me tighter into his arms.

"Shen Yu, people will not have good luck for a lifetime, nor will they be unlucky for a lifetime, when life has been bad to the extreme, it means that good things are coming."

He carried me up the old staircase, and his voice was still calm, not at all struggling with the weight.

"Xue Duyun, why are you so good to me?" I stared at his angular chin through the faint moonlight from the staircase.

He put me down at the door of my house, lowered his head slightly, his wet hair hung down, his Adam's apple rolled a little, as if he had a lot to say, but in the end he just wiped my tears and said, "I can't see you being wronged, crying like a child." ”

I think I must have spent all my luck trying to meet him.

Since I was a child, I really got too little care, and I only had my parents, seagull, and Li Luo in my life.

Xue Duyun broke into my life when I was at my most vulnerable, and his kindness to me made me nostalgic and uneasy!

The first thing I did when I got home was to hang up my mother's portrait.

I brought the stool, Xue Duyun said to help me, I insisted on coming by myself, and he helped me hold the stool.

After I hung my mother's portrait with my father's, he said, "Go and change your wet clothes, beware of the cold." ”

When I came out in my pajamas after taking a shower, I saw a tall back standing in front of an old desk. The soft light of the lamp on the desk hit him, and his whole figure seemed to melt into a soft mass.

"Is the tape recorder good or bad?" Xue Duyun pointed to the old-fashioned tape recorder on the old desk.

"It should be good, but it hasn't worked for a long time." I said as I wiped my hair.

I saw Xue Duyun take a tape and put it in, probably because it was useless for too long, the sound that came out was a little out of tune, and it took a while to return to normal.

And the moment I heard the singing voice floating out of the tape recorder, my mind was in a trance.

"The road walked, the vicissitudes of rain and dew, the footsteps are imprinted in the depths of the mud, step by step, rain or shine, youth and dreams can not be disappointed. There are always bumpy roads in life, and there is no turning back in the wind and rain. Even if you are faltering and it is too difficult to live, you must not come to this world in vain. Live and live up to the meaning of life; To live, I tried all my courage; To live, to live up to the people I love who love me, to live up to the dreams of my youth and the youth that I can never go back to. ”

This tape has a history.

That year, my dad died in a car accident and my mom was in a vegetative state, and it was the darkest day of my life. Since then, I have often received some love donations, one of which is called Seagull, who sends me money every month, although not much, but never stops.

When I was sixteen years old, I was in high school, and a medical student came to the school office and donated a thousand dollars to me, which was a huge amount of money for me as a student at that time. I wanted to thank him in person, but unfortunately when I ran to the office, he was gone, leaving only the money and this tape, and his QQ number, and I added it to know that he was the seagull who had been helping me.

The tape was an album by the popular local Thorn Bird band at the time, and it is rumored that most of the members were students. They love to cover beyond songs and make some original songs.

This song "Live" is their original track, the vicissitudes of life and powerful singing, the healing lyrics, can always heal my wounds.

Seagull and I have been in contact with him through QQ, but I have never had a chance to meet him.

The song slowly flowed out of the old tape recorder, Xue Duyun stood in front of the desk with his hands in his pockets, and I stood not far behind him, we all seemed to be attracted by the song, and no one moved.

And every lyric is like a knock on my heart, and every word shocks me.

No matter how difficult it is, you have to live, in order to live up to the meaning of life!

At the end of the song, I was still stuck in the artistic conception of the song, and I heard Xue Duyun say slowly with his back to me.

"The most powerful person in this world is not a superman, but a person who has been defeated a hundred times and has to get up a hundred and one times to face it, because the former is only strong, while the latter is fearless."

He was always able to say such shocking words, and he was like a mentor who showed me the way, teaching me to stand up the spine that was about to be bent in the ordeal, and to stand in a posture that would never be defeated.

"I'm leaving, you rest early!" He said suddenly.

By the time I could react, he had already walked to the door and opened it.

The soaking wet shirt stuck to his back, tracing his lines.

I heard the sound of rain outside clearly and heavily, and suddenly said, "It's raining heavily, I can sleep on my sofa." ”

He turned slowly, leaning against the door, his lips hooked with a smirk, his voice low and sensual.

"Did you know that it's dangerous to stay with a single man?"