Chapter 26: Loss
"What are you doing again? I said, I won't divorce when I get married. ”
I didn't want to look at him more, so I walked straight past him into the alley.
"I'm here to get back what belongs to me." He said behind me.
Actually, I thought he was here to talk about divorce.
I stopped, looked back, and looked at him with a smile.
"What is yours?"
"Before I got married, I remember buying you a new pressure cooker and an electric fan."
He Xu was a little embarrassed when he said this, and probably realized how shameless he was.
And I completely realized at this moment that two years is really not enough to understand a person.
It's ridiculous!
"There's also a thermos, you can take it all, so I don't have to look at it."
I opened the door and let him in to get what he said belonged to him.
He really deserves his shamelessness, and he doesn't even let go of an umbrella.
I pointed to the faucet in the bathroom, "You also changed this, do you want to remove it?" ”
He Xu didn't say anything, it took two trips to finish moving things, and when he left, he asked me again.
"When are you going to go with me?"
I sneered, "Can't you understand people?" I said, I won't divorce when I get married. ”
He Xu frowned and dropped a sentence.
"Shen Yu, it's not good for you to drag it out."
Later, he called me almost every day, and I was so annoyed that I simply turned off the phone.
It wasn't until a week later that a colleague from the hospital came to the door, and the bad news broke my last strength.
My mom is gone!
I rushed out of the alley and ran in the direction of the hospital, but I didn't run far when a car crossed in front of me, it was Xue Duyun.
He took me to the hospital.
The doctor told me that my mom went at 6 a.m.
My mother's condition suddenly deteriorated in the middle of the night last night, but they couldn't contact me. In the morning, they asked He Xu and found out where I live now.
At that time, my mother's body was covered tightly with a white cloth, and a thin layer of white cloth separated me from my mother into two worlds.
I fell to my knees and crawled to the edge of the bed, and the pain of my heart made me lose my mind and hit my head against the bed, crying in the dark.
"Mom, I was wrong, I'm sorry for you, Mom."
Other doctors and nurses who knew each other pretended to come over to comfort me, but in fact they were all watching the show.
A strong palm grabbed me by the shoulders and stopped me from continuing to hit.
He didn't say a word of persuasion, and his arms tightened.
On the day of my mother's burial, I knelt in front of the grave for a long time, and refused to leave even when it rained. Xue Duyun stayed silent with me, standing behind me and holding an umbrella for me.
"How long are you going to kneel?" Xue Duyun's voice was not clear with the sound of rain.
I didn't answer, and I don't know how long I'm going to kneel. All I know is that even if I break my legs, my guilty heart will not be redeemed.
Later, when it got dark and the rain was getting heavier and heavier, Xue Duyun suddenly threw away the umbrella and picked me up, and I put my face against his chest to find that he was already soaked.
He put me in the car and buckled me up.
He drove the car and we were all silent. I held my mother's portrait all the way like I was holding the whole world.
The sound of rain hitting the car window was so loud that it seemed to destroy the world.
I said, I'm going home.
It was probably too long since I spoke, and my voice was hoarse and lifeless. Xue Duyun frowned when he heard this, and after hitting the steering wheel with one hand, he touched a cigarette and came out, but somehow, he finally put it back again.
When we arrived at the entrance of the alley, the rain was heavier, and the only umbrella was lost by Xue Duyun before, so we had to stay in the car temporarily.
My gaze passed through the rain-washed car glass and landed in the depths of the alley.
Maybe it's because of the touch, I suddenly think back to a lot of the past.
In those years, I went in and out of here every day, and my mother took me out early in the morning and took my bag when she opened the door for me in the evening. Although the life at that time was not rich, it was warm and happy enough.
But such happy days are not long, perhaps it is precisely because they are not long, so they have always stayed in my heart, becoming a memory that can never be returned but is unforgettable enough.
People say that the love of my parents is the only love in this world that does not ask for anything in return, and no one will love me like this in the future, no.
Perhaps it was because he noticed that I was shaking even more, Xue Duyun suddenly unbuckled his seat belt, leaned over, and untied mine, and then hugged me forcefully in his arms.