This incident made Li Nuannuan recuperate at home for a few days, and during the recuperation, she constantly squeezed Wu Jilang in the name of this incident, asking to wipe her body for a while, asking for a bath for a while, and pinching her shoulders and beating her legs and kissing her for a while.

Although Wu Jilang was very happy and had no nightmares in the past few days, he was horrified to find that even so, he did not feel happy at all.

He obviously loves her, and his heart is full of her. When she was with him, he felt very peaceful and had a brief period of happiness, but he never felt happy. He seems to have lost the ability to be happy, and he feels that living in this world is not interesting.

In fact, he had already had fantasies about death for a long time, but at that time he thought that he would die unexpectedly. But recently, he began to fantasize about suicide.

He knew many ways to die, quickly, painlessly, and he knew that after death there would be no more nightmares, it was a state of peace.

He longed for this peace.

But he also knew that his parents would not understand, and they brought him home and cultivated him carefully, hoping that he could feel the beauty of this world, not that he would die young. Li Nuannuan will definitely understand, but she will definitely not be willing.

Death tempted him like an addiction, and he resisted it by taking pills, but it was only superficial.

He felt hopeless and hopeless at the thought of having to endure this pain for the rest of his life.

What prompted him to make up his mind was something else.

Although Li Nuannuan returned to work after his injury, he still pushed many things and left most of the time to accompany him.

She herself opened the door of the study and led him in, and told him what the papers were, and at last, said, "These are my life." Whoever gets it, my life is in whose hands. ”

Wu Jilang had just heard her finish talking about the types of information, although she only said a general idea, but he could still understand that all the cases in it were big cases.

This amount was too shocking, Wu Jilang couldn't help but ask a stupid question, "So many cases...... Why didn't the police investigate you? ”

Li Nuannuan did not show her usual vigilance, but said with a smile: "Because I did it skillfully." ”

Wu Jilang said: "No matter how ingenious it is, there will be no clues, right? ”

Li Nuannuan said: "Of course there will be no none, geese have left a voice, people have left a name, as long as you have done something, it is impossible to have no evidence." But the law restricts ordinary people, and we are no longer among them. ”

Although it has sunk, this sentence still makes Wu Jilang somewhat uncomfortable, and retorts: "The law restricts everyone. ”

"Then why didn't anyone come to arrest you when you killed Li Zhen?" Li Nuannuan stretched out a finger and tapped his nose.

Wu Jilang didn't speak.

Li Nuannuan didn't continue the topic, but turned around and pointed to a large box and said, "Help me get this outside." ”

The big box was much lighter than it looked, and Wu Jilang moved it to the living room and put it on the carpet.

Li Nuannuan didn't open it, but sat on the sofa, looked at Wu Jilang, and said with a smile: "Open it and take a look." ”

Wu Jilang's heart thumped and he opened the box.

Inside the box are some miscellaneous items, photo albums, papers, clothes, trophies......

The top is a certificate, Wu Jilang opened it, and saw that it was a university completion certificate. Although he already knew her resume, he couldn't help but sigh now, "You and Jiang Yuxin are actually in the same school." ”

"Didn't your classmates also go to make drugs?" Li Nuannuan smiled and said: "I used to really want to be a policeman. ”

"Do your parents agree?" Wu Jilang asked.

"Why not?" Li Nuannuan said: "I became a police officer because I hoped that if there was something at home, my presence could still play a certain role. I grew up knowing what my family did. ”

Wu Jilang asked, "Won't you have a conflict with faith?" ”

"My faith is my family." Li Nuannuan raised her eyebrows and asked, "Do you feel a conflict?" ”

Wu Jilang said: "Of course I feel it, I am a doctor, and I hope that every life will be cherished." ”

Li Nuannuan tilted her head and said again, "But you killed Li Zhen." ”

Wu Jilang was silent and said, "His life is not among them." ”

Li Nuannuan suddenly smiled, got up and pounced on his back, her soft body against him, like a soft cat.

She reached out and snatched the diploma from his hand, picked up the things underneath, and said, "Look. ”

It was a framed photograph.

It was densely packed with people, wearing the same clothes.

Wu Jilang found Li Nuannuan inside at a glance, she was the most beautiful one inside. She wore light makeup on her face and paired it with a few small but delicate pieces of jewelry. She stood obediently in front of the camera, with the temperament of a famous lady.

Wu Jilang was stunned, but suddenly felt that someone knocked on his head, turned her head to look at Li Nuannuan, and said unhappily: "Is it so good-looking?" ”

"Yes." Wu Jilang said: "It's beautiful. ”

Li Nuannuan stood up suddenly, and the whole room was a few degrees cold with her suddenly discolored face, "If you look good, just keep watching!" ”

After saying that, he turned around and was about to leave.

Wu Jilang hurriedly said: "I'm sorry, although you don't like your former self, but I really think it's beautiful." You have a temperament that is very similar to your mother. ”

Li Nuannuan was stunned and didn't answer.

Wu Jilang said again: "I'm not saying that you are not beautiful now, it's just that I have always felt that you are very gentle in your bones, but I didn't expect you to be so gentle." Whatever you are, I think it's so cute. ”

Li Nuannuan came back to her senses at this time, "Are you looking at me?" ”

Wu Jilang then understood, looked down, and saw Jiang Yuxin standing next to Li Nuannuan.

Jiang Yuxin is also a beautiful woman, but her most noticeable thing is never beautiful, her feminine temperament is very light, which is why when she stands next to the charming Li Nuannuan, she will be completely ignored.

When Wu Jilang saw it, Li Nuannuan sat down next to him again, at this time she had already lost her breath, and asked with a smile: "So, have you been looking at me just now?" ”

Wu Jilang asked: "So, when you lie on my shoulder, you keep looking at her?" ”

"She's the one I let you see." Li Nuannuan said: "This is my best friend from college. When I decided to work for the family, she came to my house and insisted that I meet her at the gate. ”

Wu Jilang asked, "What does she want to do?" ”

"She said she was disappointed in me and that my parents were wrong and she was right. Said a whole bunch of high-sounding words. The contempt in Li Nuannuan's tone was not concealed at all, "I can't remember it clearly." ”

Wu Jilang said: "She has never had many friends, and even fewer after the accident at home. During the whole college period, you were the only friend. ”

Li Nuannuan said disdainfully: "It's enough for her to have you." ”

"I'm not with her." Wu Jilang said: "What's more, the feelings and love between girls are different. ”

Li Nuannuan sneered, "So, you mean, do you love her?" ”

Wu Jilang knew that no matter how he said it, he would die, so he simply didn't answer.

Li Nuannuan leaned over, her face full of danger, "Speak, do you love her, or have you loved her?" ”

Wu Jilang smiled.

Li Nuannuan has always been unable to hold her breath in this matter, "Don't laugh nonsense!" ”

Wu Jilang put away his smile and said, "You are so cute, I can't help but laugh at all." ”

Li Nuannuan was discouraged and said, "You are not wrong, she said so herself." Saying that in her world, I was her best friend, and she felt that I had lied to her. ”

Wu Jilang stopped laughing and said, "You didn't." ”

"I don't know." Li Nuannuan said: "I don't remember anything about my college days, the only thing I know is Zhenzhen, she has been by my side since I was a child." If it weren't for her saying that Jiang Yuxin was really my best friend at that time, I wouldn't have been killed. ”

Wu Jilang said: "You completely forgot? ”

"Yes." Li Nuannuan repeated: "Completely forgotten." ”

Wu Jilang gasped, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"Not at all, I just forgot." Li Nuannuan said: "I don't even think I forgot, it's the recent chat, Song Jiayin suddenly reminded me." I realized I had forgotten. ”

Wu Jilang said: "Then are all the things you had in college still there?" It can't be all there is to it, right? ”

"That's all." Li Nuannuan said: "But it's just a relatively ordinary thing, our housekeeper once said that one day after graduating from college, I sorted out a few cardboard boxes, drove them away, but I don't know where they went." It's been too long, and the record of the car is long gone. ”

Wu Jilang listened carefully, but was a little dazed, "You mean, those cardboard boxes are all things from your college days?" ”

Li Nuannuan said: "I don't know about this. But I think I might be prepared to lose this memory, because the old people in the family are there, and if someone really dealt with my college stuff, there would definitely be a record. ”

Wu Jilang nodded and said, "If you suddenly lose your memory, you will definitely start looking for your memory, but since you have never known that you have lost it, it means that you have lost this memory, and you have no idea of looking for it at all, and you have passed so many years peacefully." ”

"Not bad." Li Nuannuan said excitedly: "Although I can consult my former classmates, they all work in the police field, and I can't let them know that I have lost my memory." ”

Wu Jilang nodded in understanding.

Li Nuannuan said: "So I have only one way, and that is to ask Jiang Yuxin for help, but I can't ask her myself, she will definitely not tell me." ”

Wu Jilang looked at her excited eyes and couldn't help but get nervous.

It doesn't matter if he doesn't speak, Li Nuannuan said: "I hope you can help me contact her and get out of her words." ”

Wu Jilang said: "She hates me more than she hates you." ”

Li Nuannuan said: "It's very easy, I'll put a few pieces of news out and let her think that I have someone else, and you take the opportunity to stage the prodigal son's return." ”

Wu Jilang asked expressionlessly, "What if she wants to sleep with me?" ”

Li Nuannuan said without thinking: "Agreed." ”