Wu Jilang said: "What you promised was really simple. ”

Li Nuannuan naturally heard the reluctance in his words, and said with a smile: "I know it's difficult for you, but you are the person I trust the most, and you are the most qualified to do this." ”

Wu Jilang asked, "Don't you feel disgusting?" ”

Li Nuannuan's face changed slightly, "Who is disgusting?" ”

"Me." He said, "And yourself." ”

Li Nuannuan did not instantly blow up as usual, but fell into silence, and after a while, he smiled again, held his hand, and asked softly: "Ji Lang, do you love me?" ”

Wu Jilang looked at her and said, "Love." ”

Li Nuannuan's eyes lit up and asked, "Then do you believe that I love you too?" ”

Wu Jilang didn't speak.

Li Nuannuan was not discouraged, and said: "You will feel disgusting to do this, I am very happy, this is because you love me." I love you too, and you know I'm a very possessive person, and I can't stand this either. But this is really too important to me, and I will not sacrifice you if I can give up or think of another way. ”

Wu Jilang thought for a while and asked, "What does this matter mean to you?" ”

"I can't say." Li Nuannuan herself knew that such an answer was extremely insincere, and said: "But I promise that I will consider telling you when the time comes."

Wu Jilang said: "Do you understand what it means to me to do this? ”

"You've said it, and you feel disgusting." Li Nuannuan said: "But you know, now our family is in a special situation and has to make some compromises. ”

Wu Jilang said: "This is my final bottom line. ”

Li Nuannuan still ignored his meaning, and blindly advised, "If you are worried that I will not want you after the matter is completed, then you can rest assured, I will only be grateful to you and love you more." ”

This is not the first time Wu Jilang has been angry with Li Nuannuan.

But for the first time, he felt disgusted with her.

He kept shaking his head until she had completely shut up, and then said, "I won't agree to this." I hope you don't mention it again. ”

His expression and tone showed his determination, and Li Nuannuan finally stopped persuading and fell silent.

Wu Jilang was silent.

After being silent for a long time, Wu Jilang gradually felt a little irritable.

Li Nuannuan opened her mouth, "He also said that he loved me, but he refused to help me with this little thing." ”

Wu Jilang said: "I said, this is my bottom line. ”

"At this time and at that time, the bottom line is the bottom line, isn't my business important?" Li Nuannuan's eyes turned red as she spoke, "In order to reassure you, I cut myself." I don't ask you to cut yourself too, but can't you just make a small compromise for me? ”

As soon as she said this, Wu Ji Langton was surprised, "You have been planning this since then?" ”

Li Nuannuan showed a confused look, but then she reacted, her face changed, and she said, "I didn't ......" She was too nervous, so she seemed to be lacking in confidence.

Wu Jilang stopped talking for a while.

He didn't feel angry, as if she had expected her to do so. He knew that she was a person who would do whatever it took to achieve her ends, willing to sacrifice everything for the good of her family. He also knew that once he agreed to this matter, there would be no turning back between the two of them, although she said it beautifully now, it would definitely change after the matter was completed.

For a moment, a great sense of sorrow enveloped him, and of course there was room for this, but when he thought that the angel had moved the knife that was part of the plan, his heart felt as if it had been strangled by a thin thread, and the pain was so sharp that he could not breathe.

Li Nuannuan saw that his face was getting more and more ugly, and she also saw that he was probably ill, so she hurriedly said, "I'll go get you medicine." ”

Then he brought the medicine and water, Wu Jilang took the medicine and said, "Thank you." ”

He took the medicine, and after a while, he felt the pain of the palpitations subside a little, and then he said, "Let's break up." ”

Li Nuannuan said unexpectedly: "Why? ”

He said: "I don't accept this. ”

Li Nuannuan frowned, but in the end, she still took into account his emotions, and said softly: "If you don't agree, just say you don't agree, things can be discussed slowly, why do you suddenly say break up?" It's very hurtful. ”

"I knew it hurts, so I never said it." Wu Jilang said: "Now I am serious. ”

Li Nuannuan was a little panicked by his expression, but she still forced herself to calm down: "Then you have to tell me, why did you break up?" Is it just because of this thing? ”

"I can't say it's because of this." Wu Jilang said: "It's because of your and my concepts. This is my bottom line, and for whatever reason, I don't want to betray the people I love. But apparently you don't think so. I don't have a different concept from you, so let's break up. I don't want to be tortured anymore. ”

Li Nuannuan was a little anxious, "You shouldn't have forgotten how you and I got together, right?" When you decided to betray Jiang Yuxin, why didn't you see you so moral? What do you start to say when you come to me? Amusing! ”

Wu Jilang said word by word: "So, that is the thing I regret the most in my life." ”

Li Nuannuan stopped talking.

Wu Jilang stood up and said, "Thank you for taking care of me. ”

Li Nuannuan didn't stop him, he quickly packed his luggage and went home.

When he left, the box was half empty, because Li Nuannuan threw away all the clothes that Jiang Yuxin was suspected of picking out for him, but in fact, none of them were.

When Wu Jilang went out, Li Nuannuan was still sitting in place, watching him leave, without saying a word.

Wu Jilang returned to his residence and did not come back for a while, and his home was still very clean, but some of them were dusty.

When he got home, he felt so tired that he lay down in bed and tried to sleep, but he fell into a nightmare. He had to wake up, but he couldn't fall asleep from exhaustion, and in this back and forth, his spirit was exhausted.

He had no choice but to continue taking the medicine, but the rest of the medicine was not enough. He ate it all, and after a while, he felt that it seemed to have an effect.

Without much thought, he went to his desk, pulled out his pen and paper, and began to write.

He wrote a lot, about work, about his illness, about his money, he was grateful to them, he regretted doing it. He didn't write even a word about Li Nuannuan, not because he didn't have anything to write, but because he didn't know how to write.

Today he understands that this woman does not love him, how happy he was when she said he loved him that day, how sad he is today.

After writing this and putting it in the envelope and putting it in place, he took out his knife.

In fact, he didn't want to die immediately, because there were still family ties that hindered him. It's just that he has foreseen that his situation is getting worse and worse, the content of the suicide note is his secret, only he knows, and he doesn't want to let his parents be confused after death.

He just wanted to experience what it was like to be dying today, and maybe that would ease his symptoms.

So he chose the way he wouldn't die and cut his wrist with a knife.

Sticky blood gushed out, soaking through the towel he had padded under his wrist.

He immediately felt a burst of exhilaration, like a sliced uncomfortable vein, but a balloon full of pressure.

The wound was bandaged by Wu Jilang himself.

Because the call came, the caller was my mother.

Mom called to say that she had watched the news and learned that there was a shooting at a bar near where he lived, and that she was a little worried about him, and she was relieved to learn that he was fine.

Wu Jilang tried her best to talk to her in a happier tone, after all, it was just a call, and she was successfully blinded.

After his mother greeted him, he hung up the phone. Although he didn't say a word about Li Nuannuan, he knew that she was very worried, and she wouldn't call to confirm his safety because she knew he wouldn't go.

He asked Dr. Liu, who he knew well, to help him stitch up the wound on his wrist and get him medicine, then rested for a few days and sent a resignation letter to the hospital.

It took a few days for the hospital to reply, asking Wu Jilang to go to the hospital to talk.

Wu Jilang went, and the dean and others symbolically agreed to his resignation, apparently having consulted Li Nuannuan.

Wu Jilang went back to the office to pack his things.

Everything was going well, which made him a little in a trance. The thought of leaving here and having nothing to do with Li Nuannuan from now on, his heart still hurts. But he also knows that there is nothing wrong with this step.

Yesterday, Dr. Liu told him that Li Ang had left the hospital, and Ah Jin knew about it, but did not report it to Wu Jilang. Why didn't Li Nuannuan tell him about it? And specially asked the hospital to give him a vacation?

Thinking of her request this time, a terrifying possibility came to mind.

Thankfully, he was about to leave.

Wu Jilang was thinking nonsense, and suddenly someone came, it was Song Jiayin.

After chatting a few things, he pulled the drawer and dropped out the police officer's card.

Subsequently, there is Wu Jilang's current situation, he is software in this room with only a small window. The light from the small windows is always the same, so you can tell which area is light and not natural light.

If it weren't for the fact that someone delivered potions and a small amount of food at regular intervals every day, he wouldn't have been able to determine the time at all.

The meal was a dog-like stainless steel basin, which is easy to understand, the porcelain bowl would break and cause him to commit suicide, no matter what the angle, they need Wu Jilang to live. In the same way, of course, there is no tableware, because in Wu Jilang's hands, any tableware can be used to commit suicide.

Wu Jilang cared about decency, and he didn't move a bite when he thought of using his hands to grab rice. Slowly, the body began to be unbearable, and after staying in such a confined space for a long time, normal people would also have psychological problems, and Wu Jilang's condition became more serious, and the drugs began to lose their effect.

What's more, if he took medicine without eating, his stomach soon began to feel uncomfortable.

Just when Wu Jilang thought that it seemed that it would not be bad for him to starve to death here, the door suddenly opened.

Not only did he not have the strength to stand up, he didn't even have the strength to open his eyes to see. Only the crisp sound of high heels touching the ground was heard, and after a while, a pair of silver shoes appeared in front of him.