As I got closer to the palace, I could feel his heavier and more sad emotions, and I seemed to know what he was for, put my hand on his big palm, and asked what was wrong.

He looked up at me, as if hesitating for a long time, and he saw him shake his lips, and the words that came to his lips told him to swallow them back.

I looked at him like this, felt a little distressed, looked into his eyes, and asked again: "What's wrong?" ”

He didn't seem to speak, but I couldn't feel the sadness that permeated his body.

He was very lonely, sat down on the other side with his head drooped, and looked up very hurt, and after one look at me, they fell into silence.

I leaned over, in fact, I could feel the sadness of my own stomach, but when I thought that I was going out today to worship his mother, and I had to go to receive the traces, I didn't tell him about my stomach, I took his hand, polished the callus on his hand, and asked, "Do you miss your mother?" ”

He nodded, shook his head again, and then he said slowly, "Qianmo, do you know? When I wasn't on the throne, people called me a monster. ”

His words made my heart chuckle, and I remembered the past that I hadn't thought of for a long time, once that Long Yuqing was presumptuous in front of me and said that he was a monster, although Long Yuzun didn't say it, but the words also contained contempt and ridicule for him.

Those are his brothers, and his father, he said in front of me before, he complained about his father, his father, his father, first his father is the emperor, but he said that he does not feel the slightest bit of fatherly love, and what his father gives him is always a dangerous and bloody mission.

His mother must have loved him, but according to my investigation, his mother died of illness when he was only six years old, and I really don't know how he survived so many years.

He was surrounded by cold, and it seemed as if his whole body was immersed in cold ice and snow.

At this time, I remembered, and it suddenly dawned on me that he had been so painful.

Now that he has ascended the throne, no one dares to beak him.

But what about before.

I bit my lip tightly, my heart was filled with fine pain because of him, as if thousands of ants gnawed at him, I don't know what I should say to comfort him, I don't think anything I say at the moment can drive away his sadness, he is only twenty-five years old this year, less than a year after he ascended the throne, in the twenty-four years of previous years, he lived in a world that was treated as a monster,

I touched his hair, wanting to give him some silent comfort, and then I heard him say lonely: "Qianmo, when others say that I am a monster, why did you come to my side." I don't care what I'm for, if you come to me, I don't want you to leave, I just want you to stay with me forever, you will always be my own, and no one can snatch you away. ”

As he spoke, he reached out and pulled me into his arms, holding me tight.

It sounded overbearing, I didn't deny his words, and even nodded slightly, but he kept his head down and didn't see it.

Maybe I didn't give any response to make him a little sad, he looked up, I saw his red eyes, as if I could cry immediately, I saw this, hurriedly said: "I know, I will always be with you." ”

He grinned, and immediately kissed my red lips, not leaving me half a gap, in this narrow carriage because of his movements, the temperature rose sharply, he seemed to remember something, stopped his movements, saw that I was made red by him, stretched out his hand to comb my broken hair that was messed up by him, and pinched my face before I heard him ask affectionately: "Qianmo, Mo'er, are you good to be my queen?" ”

The mention of the word queen made me return to reality slightly, my chest was as sad as a puddle of sour water, and the words that came out were a little sour: "You are the emperor, you will have to accept many concubines in the future, but I, I don't want to share you with others,"

This sounds really disrespectful, the emperor belongs to everyone, not to anyone.

But he was a little happy, plucked the tip of my nose, and said dotingly: "When the concubine was chosen, the former and harem all knew that Concubine Xin and Concubine Jing were selected by you to let me enter the palace, but the two of us joined forces to get rid of them, and now the former and harem all know how powerful you are as a queen, and no one dares to send their daughter to the palace, and no one in the court is clamoring to choose a concubine, and you haven't noticed that the concubine doesn't dare to move at will in the palace?" ”

It really seemed to be like this, and then I heard him say: "And you have given birth to a prince for me, and now you are pregnant with a little prince, who dares not to put your beak on your queen's throne?"

I nodded, looking at his serious and affectionate feelings, reached out and hugged his waist, and said very briskly: "Then you have to promise me that you will not have any more women next to me." ”

He seemed to be relieved, breathed a sigh of relief, nodded and continued: "Don't worry about this, from beginning to end, I touched you alone, and you forgot?" You have thrown other women into my bed, and they have thrown me out."

"But that Concubine Jing is still pregnant with your child, although she is dead, but"

He suddenly laughed, and then spoke: "That Shen family hopes that after she Shen Qianning is pregnant with a child, she will push me off the throne, it's really hard for them to think so long-term, that child is not mine, when she was doing it with others, I watched from the window,"

His words really refreshed my opinion of him, and I said tremblingly: "You, your dignified king actually did such a thing? Voyeur someone else doing that kind of thing? You, you 、、、"

"What's wrong with me? Kindness? He slammed closer, pressed me tightly, and fixed my arms with both hands, and he was so close to me that it seemed like he was about to kiss, and I felt all around me the breath of his own, which made him a little breathless

"Qianmo, don't do anything about sending other women to my bed in the future, I feel sorry if you do that."

His words made me raise my eyebrows, and this old thing was also taken out to say, as soon as I thought of it, I was a little shorter in front of him, and immediately said flatteringly: "Oh, I really didn't expect that your current majesty would be so stingy, and this little thing was also hung in my heart, so I forgot about it."

"That's not good, I keep all your things in my head, I can't forget anything, I can't forget you."

After he had said this, the carriage came to a halt, and he was the first to get out of the carriage and carried me down from it.

At this moment, we are standing in front of this Spirit King's Mansion, and no one can experience all the tastes in it.

I remembered the first time I officially entered the palace, he couldn't see my hesitation and wandered, and carried me into the palace.

He also didn't speak, and even he began to feel sad again, I looked at the appearance of this Spirit King's Mansion, it was clear that someone lived in it clean and tidy, and then I saw the housekeeper of the Spirit King's Mansion walking out of the gate, and knelt down in fear and said: "The slave doesn't know that Your Majesty is coming, and I ask Your Majesty to forgive me."

He did not speak, nor took the steward by the hand, and went into the palace.

It seems to be the same as in the past, it seems that nothing has changed, this familiar grass and trees, pavilions and attics, it seems to be the same as in the past,

I was a little emotional, followed him, and did not speak.

As soon as he entered, a little servant came out of the corner, holding some incense and candles and other offerings, and followed behind us

He took me around in circles, I took his hand tightly, and said slowly, "Yuling, I, my stomach hurts a little." ”

When he heard this, he stopped, and I couldn't see his expression, so he turned around and said to me, "Let's worship my mother first, and then let's go to the hanging pot in the bazaar to have a look, shall we?" ”

I knew that this hanging pot Jishifang was a pharmacy run by him when he was still a prince, so he nodded, followed him, and stopped talking.

We soon arrived at the simple mound of clothes, and he did not speak, but skillfully began to set up some offerings

I leaned over, and he turned his head to look at me, and the look seemed to reproach me for not making these sacrifices with him, but my stomach hurt and I couldn't bend over.

He didn't seem to insist, and turned his head to continue his movements, until everything was set, and then he spoke.

"My mother once told me that she was the most beautiful woman they had ever had, and that she had followed her father here, and that she had never been back since she came here, and I thought to myself, that my mother must have missed her hometown."

"Hmm."

I put my hand on my stomach and didn't speak again.

"The mother's eyes are very beautiful, like the brightest stars, the mother said to me that my eyes are the best gift from God, she told me, so that I don't care about the eyes of others, she said that one day, there will be someone who does not care about your eyes and is with you, I don't understand at that time, I asked her if there is only one person?"

At this point he paused and asked me, "Guess, guess what my mother said?" ”

I pursed my lips and shook my head honestly.

He didn't seem to really listen to my speculation at all, and said to himself: "The mother concubine said that one person for a lifetime is enough." The people they have there are like that. ”

When I heard this, I gathered my doubts and asked speculatively, "Since it's all like that, why did the queen mother come here with my father?" ”

He suddenly became overcast, his face was cloudy, he pinched the incense in his hand, gritted his teeth and said: "My father lied to her, my father said that he was a businessman, my father said that his family was very big and beautiful, and said that he would only have his mother and concubine alone in his life." The mother concubine believed his words and followed him here, those promises made to the mother concubine before stepping into the Forbidden City, all of them will not be counted after entering the palace, you say, you say that the father is very hateful? Isn't he hateful? ”

He didn't seem to be asking me, he threw away the paper money he was holding in his hand after the last sentence, and raised it in front of this tombstone, and immediately there was a white expanse around him, I couldn't really see his expression, but I could feel his resentment.