I wanted to hold him, but he moved much faster than me, and he took me into his arms with one side, and it seemed to take him a long time to calm down before he continued: "The night my mother gave birth to me, my nurse said that my father was still pampering a woman who had just entered the palace that night, and my mother almost died in childbirth, just like when you were scarred, yes, just like when you were scarred."

His voice gradually became quieter, he seemed to cry, and there was a slight choked voice in his words, but I could not see it, he fixed me in his arms, and made me unable to move, so that I could only passively listen to his slow speech.

"She is a woman who left her hometown and followed her father to the Forbidden City, which is the envy of the world, but her strange eyes make everyone not accept it, and her father gradually alienated her because of this, do you know what she said to me when my mother died?"

"She told me to send her back to her hometown in the future, and she said that her hometown was far away, and told me to go all the way west, all the way west, and then I could get there."

He was crying, and his tears fell on the back of my shoulder, and there was a warm wetness that soaked the large patches of my shirt on my back

"Mother concubine she is very lonely, many times, I see her sitting alone in the palace, just in a daze; She is also very arrogant, she does nothing, she does not compete for favor, and she does not try to please her father; She loves me the most, when she sees someone bullying me, she will abandon her dignity and her pride, she will admit her mistakes to others, but it is obviously not my fault, she wants to admit her mistakes for me, kneeling and begging the queen, begging those concubines to let me go, but Qianmo, those things are not my fault at all."

As I listened, my eyes turned red, and my heart was piercing with sadness, and I was overwhelmed by his words.

"She, like you, doesn't like the palace, she seems to know that she can't enter the concubine's mausoleum after she dies, so she told me that she doesn't want to be in the palace after death, and told me to listen to the words of those ministers, and told me not to make my father angry, and told me to take the initiative to mention it to my father and bury her outside the palace."

"At that time, I knelt in the palace of nourishing my heart and begged my father for three days and three nights, hungry and dying, I knelt and begged him, asking him to let his mother bury his mother in the royal cemetery, but my father didn't see me at all, it was Long Yuzun's mother who told me not to be stubborn, it was because of such a sentence that my father gave me to live in Long Yuzun's East Palace, and asked me to be Long Yuzun's sparring partner, accompany him to practice swords, accompany him to study, and accompany him to ride and shoot."

"Qianmo, do you know? Those princes once rode and arched, the prince proposed to use me as a target, told me to stand there and not move, they were so excited, their bet was a huge night pearl, and then Long Yuqing shot me in the leg with an arrow, after my father knew about it, he rewarded Long Yuqing with a night pearl, praised him for his accurate archery, saying that he could shoot so far away"

"Yuling, don't talk about it."

My back was all soaked with his tears, but he seemed to be immersed in his world and couldn't come back, he didn't pay attention to my words at all, his big palm touched my hair, and then continued: "Long Yuzun was very unhappy because his father praised others, and in the next sparring session, he aimed very accurately, and the sharp arrow hit my chest at once, that time"

He paused, and then said in a deeper voice: "I almost died that time, if it weren't for Long Yuzun's strength at that time, I would have killed the arrow on the spot."

He wiped the tears from his face, and immediately sat down on the ground, and tore me off, and he sat there, as if he was extremely fragile

"Later, even though I was only ten years old at the time, my father ordered someone to repair this Spirit King's Mansion and put me in this mansion for many years, as if there was no such son as me. But I was a little happy, I finally didn't have to accompany those princes, and then I gradually had my own power and my own shop."

"I thought I was like that all my life, my father told me to kill people, I killed people, I even thought that I would go directly to the eighteenth layer of hell after I died, I thought that my life would always be so dark, but Qianmo, I met you later, the first time I saw you, I knew that you would be the person my mother said, you wouldn't care about my eyes, you wouldn't care about my humble status"

He seemed to be at peace to the extreme, and babbled a lot of things, but I knew that the things he said today were only one ten-thousandth of his painful past

I shed a tear at the thought of so many endless and difficult days he had had, but I let him see it.

"Qianmo, don't cry, I won't deceive you like my father deceived my mother, but don't leave me, okay, promise me, you will never leave me, okay?"

He raised his hand to wipe the tears on my face, his almost pleading, almost pleading words made my tears fall harder, I raised my hand and grabbed his big palm, nodded and said never,

After saying this, I shrank into his arms, and after a long time without speaking to each other, it took him a long time to come to his senses, touch my stomach and say, "Let's go, let's go to Jishifang and ask the doctor to check your pulse." ”

I nodded, clutched my belly and followed him three times to kowtow to the queen mother.

I stared at the grave of his mother for a long time and couldn't let go, I felt that the things in my previous life seemed to be nothing big compared to Long Yuling's.

I all know that this palace is a cannibalistic tomb, and her mother is a great person, when I think of this, I feel a little sad, and slowly open my mouth to him and ask: "In the past six months, haven't you thought about moving your mother into the imperial tomb?" ”

He shook his head and dropped the last handful of paper money in his hand, which was quickly devoured by tongues of fire, leaving only a few gray traces.

He seemed to smooth the breath in his heart, took a deep breath, and then said to me: "Mother is right, I shouldn't have asked her to go back to the palace after she died. ”

After he said this, he took my hand and said to me: "You promised me in front of my mother that you will never leave me in your life, you have to talk, you know?" ”

I was afraid that my hesitation would make him think too much and make him sad, so I immediately grabbed his robe, got into his arms, and nodded fiercely and said, "I will not leave you, never." ”

The corners of his lips were slightly raised for me not to see, and I could feel his pleasure rippling at my words

"Let's go, let's go to the doctor."

As he spoke, he took my hand and walked back the way he had come.

I looked back, I knew that this simple mound of clothes carried his thoughts of Long Yuling to his mother, as soon as I thought of this, I clasped the hand he held me and followed behind him, and at this moment I resolutely told myself that no matter what happened in the future, I could not leave him, and I could not make him sad and desperate.

I remember the first time I came here, I was very curious why his mother was not buried in the imperial mausoleum, it turned out that he was not allowed to be buried in the imperial mausoleum, I understand him a little, why he hated his father so much, hated his brothers, if it weren't for them, how could he have suffered so much since he was a child,

I breathed a sigh of relief and took his hand tightly.

I didn't know at this moment that everything today was just part of his Long Yuling's plan to prevent me from leaving in the future

After helping me into the carriage, he said to the shadow, "Go to Jishifang." ”

When I heard this, I was relieved, leaning on his arms, my forehead was a little sweaty, my palms were cold, I thought if I was wearing less clothes, and said weakly: "Yuling, I'm a little cold." ”

When he heard this, he took me into his arms, and one hand slowly exerted internal force towards my stomach, and immediately there was a warm warmth, which made me feel comfortable for a short time.

My eyelids were heavy, and I fell asleep in the carriage.

"Master, it's here."

Shadow's capable voice pulled back Long Yuling's distraction, and he hurriedly restrained the cruelty on his face, and hugged the woman who had fainted in his arms into this Jishifang.

This Jishifang has already asked Long Yuling to let people come to clear the scene in advance the moment he stepped out of the palace, and there is no one to see a doctor at this moment.

"Quick, go and fry the best tocolytic pills."

He was very anxious, his steps were very messy, and before he stepped into this Jishifang, he yelled at the shopkeeper.

Originally, the medicine of the valley master could have caused her to have a miscarriage tonight, but the woman in her arms was in too bad health to even survive this afternoon.

"Master, this child can't be saved, and the fetal pills can only be saved for a while."

The man held the medicine that had not yet been decocted, and stood aside respectfully, and the words that came out of his mouth made Long Yuling frown in pain.

"I want her to survive this afternoon, and if she can't survive, you will all die and apologize."

When the man heard this, he went out, gave the medicine in his hand to someone else, and quickly urged people to decoction the medicine.

Fang Cai Long Yuling's words sounded a little cruel in the shadow, and he even glanced at the woman on the bed who had fainted but was still frowning in pain.

The emperor wants the prince, and if he wants to call this abolished queen, he must go to the Qingling Villa this afternoon to bring the prince back, if the child falls before he receives the prince, then the emperor will never find out where the prince is.

The emperor wants the abolished queen to be in the palace, so even the holy decree after the seal has been prepared, and the jade seal has been covered.

What the emperor wants is that even if the queen mother knows that her child is beaten by the emperor with abortion pills, she can't leave the palace or leave that sad place.

At this moment, the emperor seemed to be extremely ruthless in his heart, it seemed that it was not the emperor he had known for more than ten years, he sighed, raised his feet and went outside, and heard the words of someone in the place where the decoction was decocted.

"Shopkeeper, you said that this girl's fetus can't be saved, what are you doing with such precious medicine?" The little guy asked as he fanned the flames and didn't seem to care very much.