Chapter 175: Heart-to-heart
I'll never forget that moment.
It was the first time in my life that I had been so close to a technique.
From Shen Jingyun's figure taking steps, to the discoloration of the heaven and earth shrouded in this area, to the appearance of that power, to the presence of those active forces, to Shen Jingyun's strange steps, there are words in his mouth.
In the end, the gathering of strength...... I felt it all so clearly.
This is the power of a cultivator...... I kept repeating this phrase over and over again in my head.
In addition, my mind was blank, and only Shen Jingyun was left in the wind and rain, his clothes fluttering.
As if it had come suddenly, and it had been expected for a long time, when Shen Jingyun's last mantra was recited, his last mantra was pushed out of his chest.
The sky suddenly became brilliant.
From the layers of black and thick, a dazzling purple shone out. Dozens of thunderbolts, twisted, all fell towards the secret chamber.
I couldn't help but cover my mouth and look at everything in front of me in amazement.
At this moment, I suddenly understood a little bit of the pride of those cultivators. In a way, they do have the power to make ordinary people look up.
Gently, the hand I covered my mouth was pulled down by a large, somewhat cold hand, and then held it in the palm of my hand.
Looking up, it was Shen Jingyun's incomparably gentle eyes, as if all the coldness I saw just now had melted, and finally turned into a pool of spring water.
He was a little tired, but gentle, and just said to me lightly, "Let's go." ”
I still want to take a look at those thunderbolts, and I admit that I'm really worried about the fate of those Shen clan members in the council chamber.
Although they never treated me well, I always felt that the sudden disappearance of a life that could talk, laugh, and cry in front of your eyes was an unreal and cruel thing. Death is always so cold, and I don't want too much of it to happen around me.
But I couldn't resist Shen Jingyun, so I could only let him take my hand and turn around. I didn't expect that the sky in the distance would have layers of red.
It was a rare sunny day on this day close to the Spring Festival. When the sun's afterglow falls, it leaves behind a magnificent sunset.
Very marvellous scenery.
We were in the wind and rain, the wind messed up Shen Jingyun's hair, but in the distance, it was a warm sunset.
Shen Jingyun's body was a little cold, I broke free of his hand and put a black coat on him. He didn't resist, but after putting it on, he quickly grabbed my hand, and showed that he was attached to me, like a child, and refused to let go for a moment.
As he and I walked slowly towards the village, I asked him, "Will they die?" ”
At this time, the thunder had stopped, but the wind and rain refused to disperse.
Shen Jingyun looked at me and smiled, and said, "Guess? ”
How could I guess, I could only look at him complainingly, grabbed his shirt, and said to him: "Can you not be so indifferent and ruthless in the future?" I'm a little scared to see you like this. Moreover, it is still a little unfamiliar. ”
Shen Jingyun's hand suddenly touched my cheek, and when he put on his coat, his hand had regained some warmth.
The warmth spread from his palm to my right cheek.
He looked at me deeply, with a hint of anxiety and worry in his eyes. I was a little puzzled by his expression, did I worry him about this question? Is he unable to control himself?
"If that's me, will you be snatched away by Helian Cheng?"
"What?" I didn't react, in fact, at this moment, I didn't think of Helian Cheng at all.
But when he said this, I thought of Helian Cheng's warm smile instead. No matter how crazy the fifteenth elder was, there was one sentence she said that was very right.
She said that Helian Cheng was warm and sunny. His anger also came quite measured. He would carry me behind my back and beat Helian Guang and the patriarch to a beating, he would threaten and restrain Shen Xinglin with harsh words, and he would make a good dish to soothe my pain.
But Shen Jingyun was like this cold wind and rain, gloomy without warning, and then began to rageously envelop everything with his anger and coldness. But I can't help it, I think of Helian Cheng, it's just a feeling like a family, but it's Shen Jingyun's worry and anxiety that makes me feel a pain in my heart.
How could I have made him feel like that?
My hand gently took his big hand on my face, and whispered, "Why do you think that?" Helian Cheng didn't want to snatch me away. And I just regard Helian Cheng as a big brother, you are not allowed to worry about this kind of thing. But you are not allowed to target Helian Cheng either. ”
Shen Jingyun looked at me and smiled, and said to himself: "Is that me stingy?" ”
Before I could answer, he suddenly hugged me, and his lips fell lightly on my forehead.
I have rarely been so close to Shen Jingyun, and even now, our relationship with each other is not specifically explained, but it is clear. When so intimate, I still can't help but blush and heartbeat.
I am reminded of what Nanfeng said to me, "Whether you love a man or not, in fact, it is very simple to judge, when he hugs you, will you have a heartbeat, is an obvious answer." ”
What should I do if my heart is beating hard? At this moment, Shen Jingyun's lips left my forehead, and my forehead felt a burst of heat inexplicably.
Shen Jingyun's voice was gentle like the warm sunset in the distant sky: "I'm sorry to keep you waiting too long." But you have to believe me, every day I'm away, there's not a single day that I don't miss you. ”
I didn't expect Shen Jingyun to also talk about love, so I couldn't help but hug him back, wanting to get closer to him, but I heard him gasp and hiss, I just remembered the blood stains on his body, and the sharp awls in the blood stains, and immediately let go of him in a hurry.
"Shen Jingyun, are you okay, have I touched you?"
He looked at me with a smile, pulled me up and left, and said, "You are so fat, you hit me headlong, if I hadn't practiced well, those awls would have been knocked into the flesh by you, and I couldn't find them." ”
I'm in a hurry, my height of one meter six or eight is only about 100 pounds, where am I fat? I couldn't help but punch Shen Jingyun lightly, and he exaggerated "hiss" again and said, "The female fat man hit someone." ”
In this way, the atmosphere suddenly became relaxed, and the familiar Shen Jingyun made me slowly feel that he was back.
Shen Jingyun has never cared about the eyes of the people around him, so we talked and laughed all the way, and we were about to walk to the door of Xiaohe's house.
Shen Jingyun suddenly grabbed me and said, "...... question you just asked?"
I looked back at him in amazement: "What's the problem?" ”
"It's just that you think I'm cold and ruthless, I just want to tell you that when I went back to the village and couldn't find you, you don't know how angry I was after slowly learning what happened to you in the village. Some people are angry and will shout, some people are angry and will smash the table and hit the bowl, in short, everyone is angry, and their emotions will be somewhat intense. I ......"
Shen Jingyun said this, looking a little hesitant, but still continued firmly: "Because I have had a very depressed time since I was a child, I have become very unable to express emotions. If it was anger, I would only suppress it in the bottom of my heart, and I would become like that. Don't blame me for killing people, Shen Xinglin and Helian Guang have already embarked on an evil path, if you don't kill them, more people will be killed. Do you know? In that secret room, I felt a lot of unjust souls, and Helian Cheng also refined a lot of unjust souls in the magic weapon he carried......"
I opened my mouth in disbelief, is it also a magic technique to use human souls?
Shen Jingyun continued to explain to me: "I am angry that they want to hurt you, even your life. But it wasn't entirely out of my anger that I killed them so decisively, please understand me. My master once said that the greater the ability of a person, the greater the responsibility. I don't dare to say that I am a demon destroyer, but I always have to guard my bottom line, just like a man-eating beast in front of your eyes, and you have the ability to kill it, and there are innocent people behind you, can you really turn a blind eye? ”
I nodded and said to Shen Jingyun, "I'm not saying you're wrong, I'm just afraid of your indifferent and ruthless appearance." ”
Shen Jingyun coughed, and then said to me with a serious face: "Then the next time I'm angry, I'll try to shout." ”
I laughed all at once, I couldn't imagine that Shen Jingyun would be yelling.
We held hands and walked into Xiaohe's home.
I still couldn't help but ask Shen Jingyun: "Will those people in the village be killed by thunder?" ”
"Heaven and earth thunder punishment, I always feel that it is the most just. This time, the lightning channeling technique is not very powerful, unless someone who is very evil and particularly unlucky has several thunderbolts on him. Otherwise, there shouldn't be any deaths. ”
Listening to Shen Jingyun's answer, my heart felt a little more relieved.