Xiaohe's family prepared a sumptuous dinner for me and Shen Jingyun.

At the dinner table, I could see that Xiaohe admired Shen Jingyun very much.

At this time, Shen Jingyun completely lost the coldness and cruelty in the village before, and he could still smile gently at Xiaohe and patiently answer some questions for him. When he encountered a question that was not easy to answer, he just smiled and brought it over with great grace, without showing the slightest impatience.

I don't know why, I always feel that Shen Jingyun is very sad, although he is eating as if nothing has happened, chatting and laughing with everyone casually, but several drops of sweat have rolled off his forehead.

If you look closely, there are also fine and dense beads of sweat on your forehead. I didn't eat much.

After finally finishing the meal, he said, "I'm a little tired today, so I'll go and rest for the time being." Xiaoshuang, you too, go back to your room to rest, you have been tortured in the past few days, take a good rest. We'll have a good conversation tomorrow. ”

After saying this, Shen Jingyun returned to the room that Xiaohe's mother had prepared for him.

Originally, I was also extremely tired, and I wanted to go back to my room to wash up and rest for another night, but for some reason, looking at Shen Jingyun's back, I always felt uneasy.

So, I smiled apologetically at Xiaohe's mother and walked towards Shen Jingyun's room.

Xiaohe's mother nodded at me in understanding, suddenly grabbed me, and said, "I think this Mr. Shen is the kind of person who can't express himself. It has been two days since he came to us, and he has never said anything anxious to us, and he has always been very calm and quiet. But before I found you, I saw him smoking in the yard at night, looking very anxious and sad. ”

"I think this Mr. Shen really likes you. You look like a good match together. ”

I don't know why Mother Xiaohe said this to me, I just felt my face blush and hot. In fact, it is clear that it is already that kind of self-evident relationship, but we don't confess anything to each other too much.

After all, we were really close to each other for less than a month, and I waited for him for three months, suffering a lot. Sometimes, I don't understand why I insist on it. And he has always been cold and indifferent, and the outburst of emotions seems to have traces, just like the first time he kissed me, it was when he was very sad and sad after he was hurt by his relatives.

But when I think about it carefully, I feel ethereal, as if feelings have come suddenly.

I don't even know how to explain this kind of thing.

For myself, I was moved by him when I first saw him. In that chaotic night, he suddenly appeared, and his eyes were as bright as stars, and they inadvertently stayed in my heart.

Goodbye, it's in the office, what girl would not look at such a man with a dusty temperament, outstanding appearance, and tall figure? What's more, he is still the mysterious person in my mind. As soon as he appeared, I was destined to pay more attention to him, although I didn't want to admit it myself.

After getting along, there are too many bits and pieces that can be recalled. Shen Jingyun is such a person, with warmth in the cold, which makes people guess, but he is very nostalgic for the warmth he gave inadvertently.

I thought about it a lot, but in the end, there was only one repeated sentence left in my mind: I don't know what to do, and I go deep.

I seem to be like that, so what about him? How did the emotional thread for me come together?

"Xiaoshuang." Seeing that I was still there in a daze, Xiaohe's mother couldn't help but call me.

When I turned around, I saw that she was already carrying two glasses of steaming milk, and she said to me in disgust, "Why are you too embarrassed to go in?" It just so happened that I was thinking about bringing you two glasses of milk and drinking them to sleep. Since you haven't gone in yet, let you bring it in. ”

I didn't know what was going on in my head, but after taking the milk, I stupidly said to Xiaohe's mother, "I don't share a room with him." ”

"Haha." Xiaohe's mother couldn't help but smile at me, and then whispered: "I know, I have always felt that Xiaoshuang is a good girl." ”

With that, she turned and left.

I took the milk and pushed open Shen Jingyun's door, just in time to see him standing at the table by the window, laboriously pulling out a sharp cone stuck in the flesh. The moment I entered, he pulled out one and let out a muffled growl.

Then, he threw the bloody awl on the table.

The sharp cone was only two inches long, slender and long, like an ordinary nail, but it was very delicately made, and it was densely covered with patterns that I could not read. I didn't feel anything else, but Shen Jingyun's blood stains looked shocking on it.

What a painful process it must have been for him to plunge such a thing into his flesh?

Shen Jingyun was not surprised at all by my appearance, but with a gentle smile, he said lightly: "You are here." ”

With that, he turned his head and pulled out a sharp cone again.

I quickly put the milk on the table, closed the door, looked at him worriedly, and asked, "There won't be any problems, right?" ”

Shen Jingyun said: "When I pierced these cones, there was no problem. Unplug them and there will be no problem. You wait for me for a while, and I'll be fine soon. ”

In fact, I couldn't bear to look at Shen Jingyun in such pain, so I could only wait with a little distress on the side. Finally, he finished plucking the last cone, and sat down in the chair next to him, a little tired.

I couldn't help but stand up and began to rummage around the room, Shen Jingyun looked at me and said, "What are you looking for?" ”

Without raising my head, I replied, "Find some alcohol and gauze to help you disinfect and bandage it." ”

"No, the place where I pierced the cone is a special position, not as you thought it would hurt so badly. And I'm strong, let me get a good night's sleep and it will recover. ”

"How's that going to work? Don't ignore these small wounds, they ...... "I'm a little anxious, why does Shen Jingyun feel like he can't get in?"

"Don't be busy, come here, let me see you. After being separated for so long, don't you want to see me? Shen Jingyun's voice became softer and softer, as if there was some kind of magic power, which made me involuntarily stop the movements in my hand and walk towards him step by step.

When I was about to get close to him, he reached out and grabbed me, and I only dared to crouch at his feet, and put my head lightly on his lap, not daring to look at him.

Shen Jingyun didn't look too careful, just looked at me like this, gently played with my hair with his fingers, and said, "I have done a lot of things during this time, and I have also investigated many people. I can't promise that there will be no danger in taking you out like this, but I've done my best. I think if you want to go out, you can follow me. ”

"Really?" My heart was pleasantly surprised, I didn't want to stay in this village for a long time, if I could live with Shen Jingyun again, even if I went to the ends of the earth, I would be willing, what danger is not dangerous, I can't think about it at all now.

"Really." Shen Jingyun said to me with a smile, then touched my head with his hand, and continued: "Help me to the bed." I'm so tired, I'll tell you a lot tomorrow. ”

I couldn't refuse Shen Jingyun's request, so I could only carefully help him to the bed, pull the quilt over him, and ask uneasily: "Shen Jingyun, won't you wash up?" ”

At this time, Shen Jingyun had already closed his eyes, he held my hand, his face was a little pale, and he said to me in a daze: "Let me sleep, I'm really tired, I can't share my experience with you today." But I know what you have been through, please believe me, I am distressed. ”

He still had a little smile on his face, but his whole speech was getting deeper and deeper and confused.

I could see his exhaustion between his eyebrows, and I was about to say something to him, when his even breathing sounded, and it was obvious that he had fallen asleep. But his hand was still holding my hand tightly.

Looking at his appearance, I felt a little distressed for no reason, and I couldn't help but sit on the edge of his bed like this, holding his hand tightly, and looking at his face when he was asleep.

In this way, after sitting for almost an hour, my legs were numb, and I thought that I should go back to my room to rest. I carefully withdrew my hand, but unexpectedly, Shen Jingyun, who was asleep, grabbed my hand again: "Don't go." Right next to me. ”

His words were vague, but every word was clear, and I couldn't help but feel a warmth in my heart, and I mustered up the courage to gently touch his face with my hand.

His brows were still slightly furrowed in his sleep, which was distressing to watch. I don't know why, he always has a thousand mysteries, thousands of things in his heart, which makes people can't guess what he is thinking, what he is busy with, and what is his purpose? But I didn't want to see him still heavy in his dreams, so I carefully used my fingers to smooth his frowning brow little by little.

Perhaps sensing my thoughts, Shen Jingyun's brows gradually relaxed.

I wanted to kiss him, but I didn't have the courage to do it, and when I thought of it, I felt that I was too unreserved, and it was time to go back to my room and rest.

I stood up again, trying to break free of Shen Jingyun's hand, but I didn't want to, he still held me hard, his voice was low, and his brows furrowed again: "Don't always be like this, leave when I don't know." ”

I knew he was dreaming, he wasn't awake, but I couldn't help but say, "I didn't leave when you didn't know." ”

But Shen Jingyun didn't pay attention to me, just grabbed my hand harder and harder, and said, "Don't go, Ruolan." You don't go. ”