Chapter 196: I wish you a smooth journey

"Can it be" is asking for my opinion, but the movements of Xue Duyun's hands and the increasingly anxious breath are all expressing the words "I can't hold back".

There is a fragrance on the body of the women who are breastfeeding, and this fragrance seems to be able to give birth to a man's jade hope.

He lowered his head and snorted more heavily, and his hand covered the thread in front of me, and the slightest horn insect touched softly, and the already swollen water seemed to open the floodgates, and quickly slapped my shirt.

He quickly parted my retreat and straddled me on top of him.

He set me up on his desk, and while he snorted at me in a casual manner, one hand crawling along my retreat into my skirt.

Although we have been separated for more than half a year, we are still familiar with each other's bodies, and he easily ignited my jade hope.

My body is honest, but there are countless hands tugging in different directions inside of me.

I'm struggling, struggling, contradictory! The hands also resisted weakly.

"Wife, good, I've missed you for a long time!"

Xue Duyun's bone-like voice was destroying my will little by little.

There were a lot of clips in my mind, especially when I thought of that recording, and remembered the sentence he said that I didn't love, I suddenly woke up as if I had been poured a scoop of cold water.

I suddenly pushed him away so hard that I tried to suppress my unsteady breathing.

He looked at me for no apparent reason, his eyes burning like flames.

When he reached out to look at my face, I avoided it, stood up from him, and pinched the shirt that had been opened and made me shine.

"I'm going to change my clothes."

I fled and hid in that little resting room.

Closing the door, I leaned against the door panel and breathed heavily.

Men's sexuality may have nothing to do with love, but women are different, and I can't cross the gap in my heart.

I found a piece of clothing and changed out of my shirt, which had been soaked with water.

When I opened the door of the rest room, Xue Duyun leaned against the door, as if waiting for me.

I calmly walked out, and he reached out and hugged me.

He had calmed down a lot by now, but his breath was still uneven, and his heartbeat was still very strong.

"Wife, you're still mad at me." He asked me in my ear.

I gently pushed him away, walked back to my desk and sat down, opened the information in a serious way, and said without raising my head, "If you really can't hold it back, you can go to someone else." ”

For a moment, the air was as quiet as countless crumbling bows, as if at any moment I could pierce my heart with ten thousand arrows.

Halfway through, I finally heard Xue Duyun's moving footsteps.

He walked across from his desk and stopped, silent for a long time.

But I didn't have the courage to look up at him, and I couldn't guess whether the hand he had in his pocket was relaxed or clenched.

"Shen Yu, I'm a human, not a beast, all my sunny can't help but just because the object is you, I'll go see the child."

He had been gone for a long time, and I looked up at the empty doorway, as if my heart had been hollowed out.

Straighten the mirror on the table and look at yourself in the mirror.

His cheeks were flushed, and his slightly swollen lips showed signs of freshly torn flesh.

Thinking of his words before leaving, the sadness in his heart suddenly surged upside down.

We both tacitly agreed that if this incident had not happened, Xue Duyun was still very good to me and the child, but he never took the initiative to get close to me again.

When he wants to smoke, he will consciously sit outside the balcony and sit late when he sits.

He looked at the brightly lit city, and I looked at his back in the night.

His back was melancholy and heavy, and my heart ached and sentimental.

At the end of the winter month, the two babies are 100 days old, and we take the babies to take 100 days together.

In line with the photographer's request, we tried our best to make the baby happy.

After taking pictures of the two babies, the photographer suggested that we take a few family photos.

When I was changing clothes in the changing room, I couldn't zip my back.

Suddenly a pair of hands reached out from behind my back and fastened the zipper for me.

I uncomfortably brushed my hair and prepared to walk out of the changing room.

Xue Duyun grabbed me, straightened my shoulders, and stared at me.

"I'll fly back to Nancheng tomorrow morning at eight o'clock."

I looked at him suddenly, as if I was stunned.

The news came too suddenly.

Although I had a great sense of distance from him during this time, he suddenly said that he was leaving, and the discomfort in my heart was very real.

Looking at me in a daze, his eyes were filled with indissoluble tenderness.

He hugged me into his arms, this hug had no hope, but there was a little reluctance.

"So let's take a family photo, take a picture, and accompany me to a meal, okay? Just the two of us? ”

He let go of me and stared at me stubbornly, waiting for me to answer.

I lowered my eyes and hummed softly, and he smiled comfortingly.

Coming out of the changing room, according to the photographer's request, Xue Duyun and I sat down next to each other, he held his daughter, and I held my son.

The photographer held up the camera and said to us, "Mom and Dad, laugh a little better, you see, how lovely your children are, you are really happy, very enviable." ”

Xue Duyun suddenly put a free hand around my shoulder, bringing me closer to him.

At this time, my son, who was on my lap, suddenly sneezed, followed by my daughter.

The two little ones looked at each other, and I suddenly laughed.

Xue Duyun lowered his eyes and looked at me, and his eyes were suddenly full of smiles.

The photographer took the opportunity to capture the footage, and with an OK sound, put away the camera and stood up.

"Okay, you can come and choose the film in a few days."

Coming out of the studio, Xue Duyun and I sent our two children home and let the confinement lady take care of them.

I deliberately took a shower, changed into a small fragrant winter skirt and a small blazer, and put on light makeup.

After giving birth, I paid a lot of attention to postpartum repair, so my body recovered quickly and even more stylishly than before.

There are a lot of clients who see me and say I don't look like a woman who has had two children.

At the moment, I felt like I was going on a date with my lover, and I was extremely nervous.

After preparing for a long time, I walked out of the room with my bag.

Xue Duyun was standing on the balcony smoking, and I said to his back, "Okay, you can go." ”

He looked back at me and was slightly stunned.

He puffed out his cigarette and walked towards me with a look of appreciation in his eyes.

"Beautiful!"

I pinched my bag and didn't speak.

When I went out, I wore a pair of heels that were ten centimeters high.

I've never worn shoes that tall before.

Standing in front of the tall and straight Xue Duyun in high heels, I don't have to look up to him too much. And Mrs. Zhuang said in a lesson on the USB flash drive that high heels make a woman walk and naturally raise her head to stand up, and her temperament will naturally come out.

He drove the car to a luxurious five-star hotel.

The waiter ushered us to the private room he had already booked.

The private rooms are large and luxurious, with a TV, a sofa, and even a bed in addition to a dining table.

There are only a few small lights on, candles are lit on the table, red wine is on the table, and soothing music is played in the stereo.

There were two lazy sofas at each end of the dining table, and Xue Duyun led me to sit down at one end before he walked to the opposite side and sat down.

Beyond the flickering candlelight, I looked at Xue Duyun on the other side.

He had taken off his outer suit and was wearing only a white shirt with half-rolled sleeves, revealing his beautiful half-amputated arms.

He habitually unbuttoned the top two buttons, and the sturdy Hun Tang inside loomed over the half-open neckline.

He picked up the wine, opened a bottle, and placed it on the table.

As the conveyor belt on the table rolled slightly, the bottle moved to a stop in front of me.

I took it and poured a glass.

He opened another bottle and poured it for himself.

After a while, the door of the private room was slammed, Xue Duyun picked up the remote control and opened the door, and the waiter pushed the dining cart in.

After placing the food on the table one by one, the waiter politely said please slow down and then pushed the food cart away.

On the table, the dishes are moving slowly along the conveyor belt.

"Have a drink with me first." Xue Duyun raised his glass and said.

I looked at him, "You ......"

He smiled faintly at me, "Don't worry, I went to the hospital for a check-up, and the doctor said that my stomach is recovering well, and it doesn't matter if I drink properly." ”

He still knew me very well, and before I could say it, he knew what I was thinking.

I picked up my glass, and the wine shone intoxicatingly in the candlelight.

I raised my glass to him and drank it all in one gulp.

Since I was pregnant, I have never touched wine, and the taste of red wine is not strong, sweet with bitter, bitter with astringency.

"Shen Yu, I know you won't be willing to go back to Nancheng for the time being, right?" Xue Duyun asked me suddenly.

I looked at him over the candlelight and suddenly smiled bitterly.

"It's not temporary, I don't even know if I'll ever go back one day."

Xue Duyun didn't speak, took a plate of steaks, and cut them one by one.

His slender fingers hold a knife and fork, and he looks good at cutting steak seriously with his head down.

After cutting it, he put the steak on the conveyor belt.

"Let's have something to eat first." He said.

I took the steak and took a bite.

I don't know why, but I can't taste the craftsmanship of the top chef in a five-star hotel.

I filled my glass again, and I raised my glass to Xue Duyun and pretended to be relaxed, "I wish you a smooth journey!" ”

Xue Duyun raised his glass in response and took a sip of wine, but I drank another glass dry.

I don't know how much I drank, but my eyes became foggy.

I looked at this luxurious private room, and all the furnishings, including the cups and plates, were full of money.

Nowadays, when I consume in such an upscale place, I don't feel wasteful and distressed.

But I feel that all these luxurious and gorgeous things exude a cold and unforgiving sense of distance, just like the current state of Xue Duyun and me.

I felt a little dizzy in my head, and one hand propped up my forehead.

Staring at the neatly cut steak, I don't know why, my nose suddenly soured, and tears seemed to open the floodgates.

He used to be kind to me, warm to me, and cared for and protected me beyond the reach of a steak.

But the good times are always short-lived, and everything will change.

Now I'm successful and I've made a lot of money, but I can't get that happiness back.

I poured the rest of the wine into my glass and drank it all in one gulp.

By the time I put my glass down, I was already a little drunk.

In the blur of tears, I couldn't see Xue Duyun sitting opposite.

Through the flickering light, he was far away and unreachable.

When people get drunk, they become more psychologically fragile and easily collapse, and they also want to vent their usually suppressed emotions when they are drunk.

I looked at the vague shadow and suddenly wept.

"Xue Duyun, you shouldn't come, I finally wanted to forget about you, and I finally became strong. As soon as you came, all my efforts were in vain. Do you know how hard it is to forget you? I've tried so hard, but I can't forget it. Didn't you say you didn't love me? If you don't love me, why do you want to pester me? Why won't you let me go? Xue Duyun, it makes me too bitter that you live in my heart. ”

I scribbled and wiped tears until I felt an arm take me into my arms.

"When did I say I didn't love you?"

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