Chapter 195: I am reluctant to let you suffer
Xue Duyun grabbed my trembling shoulders and gently hugged me in his arms.
"I found the person who robbed you, and although the phone necklace has been sold, it has been found through various means. Do you know how dangerous it is for you to leave alone? ”
"So what should I do? You teach me. Am I still cheeky to stay? Where is my dignity? ”
I looked up and looked at him with such stubbornness and anticipation.
I hope he can give me an explanation, even if it's a beautiful lie.
But he lowered his eyes and was silent for a long time, and the curvature of his eyebrows seemed to write a lot of unspeakable helplessness.
"Shen Yu, the earth is round, no matter how far you go, you will still return to the original point in the end, back to me."
So in the end, he still didn't explain anything.
I froze for a few seconds, then looked up, curling the corners of my lips as if I didn't care.
"How can you be so confident? What if I don't reply? ”
He sat on the arm of the chair, his palm gently rubbing against my shoulder, the strength and temperature of the palm were real.
"If you don't come back, I'll follow your footsteps to find you." He said.
I sighed inwardly and looked into the distance and stopped talking.
I'm not the kind of little girl in the north and south who can be willful at will, and my overly willful appearance is not good-looking. I don't want to hold on to a question, but the knots in my heart are not solved day by day, and it is impossible for me and him to go back to the past.
Ironically, once upon a time, the distance between hearts was very close, and the distance between identities was very far.
Nowadays, the distance of identity is close, but the distance of heart is far.
A few days after the full moon, the two children suddenly cried non-stop at night, refused to eat breastfeeding, and did not have a fever when measured with a thermometer.
Such a young child can't express it, only knows crying, and I was completely panicked.
Yue's sister-in-law said that it was probably a stomachache, but she didn't dare to draw conclusions easily, and suggested that it was best to send it to the hospital.
But as soon as I entered the hospital, it was antibiotics, and I didn't want such a young child to take too many antibiotics.
I suddenly remembered Dr. Huang, so we immediately rushed to Dr. Huang's clinic with our children.
When I went out, I called Dr. Huang, and when I arrived at the clinic, Dr. Huang had already opened the door and was waiting there.
Dr. Huang looked at the fingers of the two children, touched their bellies again, and said that it was indeed indigestible in their stomachs, and there were bubbles in their mouths, which should be on fire.
Dr. Huang prescribed Chinese medicine and let me drink it, and then I passed the effect of the medicine to the child through milk.
When I grabbed the medicine and left, Dr. Huang stopped me again and taught me some basic methods, so that when I encountered a simple situation in the future, I didn't have to panic and knew what to do.
So Xue Duyun and Yuesao got into the car first with the child in their arms, and I came out of the clinic after a while.
After returning home, the confinement sister-in-law coaxed the child in the room, and Xue Duyun boiled medicine in the kitchen.
The child kept crying, and I was so anxious to hear it that I went to the kitchen and waited.
The smell of Chinese medicine permeated the whole house, especially in the kitchen.
After the medicine cooled, Xue Duyun handed me the medicine bowl.
I took it and took a sip of it so bitter that I almost vomited.
"Forget it, give me a drink." Xue Duyun said.
I looked at him, "What's the use of your drinking?" ”
He took the medicine bowl, took a big sip, and suddenly reached out and grabbed the back of my head and kissed it.
He pried open my teeth with the tip of his tongue and kissed me as the liquid passed through his mouth.
It was the first time he kissed me since we reunited, but it was the way it did.
After more than half a year of separation, his kiss still made my mind go blank, and the potion that came into my mouth was miraculously not so bitter.
After swallowing the medicine in his mouth, he let go of me and smiled as he looked at me.
He took another sip and continued to repeat the action until he had fed a bowl of medicine in my mouth.
"Is it bitter? If it's bitter, drink some more water. ”
He said as he picked up the glass of water on the stove and made a gesture to drink.
I snatched it and poured it into my own rage, but I accidentally choked on it.
"Slow down." Xue Duyun patted me lightly on the back, as if laughing.
When I went back to the house, I picked up the child to feed, and the child was probably tired of crying.
The confinement lady went to the living room with the other one in her arms, coaxing as she walked.
Xue Duyun stood quite quietly on the side, and I raised my head suspiciously, only to find that he was staring at the child, his eyes were straight, and his Adam's apple had slid several times.
After breastfeeding the two children and rubbing their bellies according to the method taught by Dr. Huang, they finally fell asleep peacefully.
The confinement lady slept with the child, and I couldn't sleep and sat on the sofa in the living room.
Xue Duyun also walked out and sat next to me.
We didn't turn on the lights, we just sat in the dark.
"The 200,000 invested by Dr. Huang was arranged by you?" I finally asked.
In the darkness, Xue Duyun was silent.
I smiled bitterly, "I thought I was lucky to meet a noble person, I thought everything was what I deserved for my efforts, it turned out that everything was just an illusion." ”
Xue Duyun reached out and hugged me in his arms, kissed my hair, and said hoarsely, "I am reluctant to let you suffer." ”
When Dr. Huang told me tonight, he advised me to cherish it.
I know that Dr. and Mrs. Huang are kind-natured, and their kindness to me is not all because of Xue Duyun's arrangement.
According to the ideas of those who have come before, even if I am a woman, it is not easy to carry a child, even if I can give the child good material conditions, it cannot replace the missing father's love.
So what Dr. Huang means is that I should make appropriate compromises for the sake of the child.
Xue Duyun lifted my chin, slowly approached, and kissed my lips trembling slightly.
I didn't resist, I just let him continue the kiss that was as gentle as water.
The hand he held around me tighter, and the other hand clasped the back of my head, kissing delicately without being impatient.
I was like a drowning man holding on to a straw, drowning in front of me.
However, I did not resist this indulgence, and the familiar taste and familiar feeling have reminded me of all my thoughts in the past few months.
The smell of medicine in each other's mouths still remains, and the bitterness spreads between the foaming exchanges.
Slowly, I couldn't tell if it was the bitterness of the medicine, or the bitterness of the kiss that I had not seen for a long time, or the bitterness of the heart.
On the small sofa, in the dark space, when he hugged me, I could feel his torment, after all, we are people who are very familiar with each other's bodies.
But he couldn't help but kiss me, but he didn't do anything further.
I could feel his affection from this lingering kiss, and I could also feel his restraint and patience.
The long kiss was over and he pressed my head to his chest.
His heart beats fast and powerful.
In this silent night, it sounded like an ancient bell, peaceful and far-reaching.
Forty days after giving birth, I started to visit the beauty salon every other day.
After the child reached the age of two months, I was fully back to work.
I made a small room next to the office, where the confinement lady helped me take care of the child during the day, and brought the child over to feed me when I needed to feed, so that I could not delay the child's feeding, and I could take care of some official business.
Yumeiren's TCM beauty has been recognized by the market, and I am ready to expand my business projects to get involved in postpartum restoration, makeup, photography and other fields.
Xue Duyun didn't rush back, nor did he mention the matter of letting me go back to Nancheng, he probably knew that my career was in Qinggang, and I wouldn't go back.
On this day, the sister-in-law brought the child over, and I was breastfeeding, and the child suddenly urinated.
Before the confinement lady went out to get diapers, Nadong came in with diapers.
After feeding, changing diapers, the confinement lady took the child away, and I continued to look at the makeup-related USB flash drive that Mrs. Zhuang gave me.
After looking at it for a while, a question suddenly occurred to me.
Why did that winter come so timely?
If you think about it, many times she came in time.
The more I thought about it, the more I felt that something was wrong.
Half an hour later, I walked into the small lounge in the back.
There is a seating room of several square meters with a small bed in which you can take a nap.
I was lying on my bed scrolling on my phone, and after about twenty minutes, I heard footsteps outside.
I got up and opened the door.
Na Dong, who was standing in front of the bonsai, looked back as if frightened.
"That winter, come to fetch water again today?"
I walked out slowly, and asked with a faint smile.
Na Dong lowered his eyes, a little cramped for a while.
I walked over and uncovered the cloth that covered the potted plant. Take out a tiny pinhole camera from the branch.
I looked at the things in my hand and asked with a smile, "Nadong, what is this?" ”
Nadong lowered her head and didn't speak, and I patted her on the shoulder.
"Don't be nervous, I know you're loyal, whoever asked you to do this, you can call whoever comes, I'll wait in the office."
After that, I leaned back comfortably on the Taipan chair, and after waiting for a short time, Xue Duyun came.
I picked up the pinhole camera on my desk and asked with a smile, "Mr. Xue, I didn't expect you to be okay with this?" ”
Xue Duyun propped his hands on the desk and looked at me helplessly.
"I want to see you, and I'm worried about you, how can I rest assured that I don't see your daily state with my own eyes."
I grimaced and snorted.
"You're suspected of snooping on my privacy."
He walked around to me, leaning against his desk, lifting my chin with one hand.
"Really angry? I'm worried about you. ”
Actually, I'm not angry, I just don't like hindsight and feel stupid.
I looked away from him.
He straightened my face and asked with a flattering smile, "Okay, it's me who is wrong, what can you do to keep you from getting angry?" ”
I stood up at once and took the brush from the makeup case on the table.
"I'm learning makeup, you be a model, I'll do your makeup."
Xue Duyun looked at me in embarrassment, and finally agreed.
I pressed him into the chair and put on his freshly learned smoky makeup.
Looking at his results, he couldn't help but laugh.
Xue Duyun wanted to take the mirror, but I didn't give it to him.
"You can go out and walk around now, and I can forgive you for installing a camera in my office without my consent."
Xue Duyun swallowed his saliva, and said quite aggrieved and embarrassed, "Wife, I'm a man, leave me some dignity." ”
I pulled my face down, turned around and walked away.
He grabbed me, "Okay, I'm going to let it go to please my wife." ”
Seeing that he was really walking out, I widened my eyes, grabbed him, put him back in my chair and sat down, pulled out a wet towel to wipe off his makeup, and laughed as I wiped it.
"Are you really out? If you go out with such a face, your cold image of Mr. Xue will be ruined. ”
When I was almost getting the makeup off his face, he suddenly grabbed my hand and pulled me into his arms.
He looked at me with a hot look in his eyes and suddenly lowered his head and kissed me.
His kiss seemed to be a little resentful, and the kiss was particularly fierce, and it quickly aroused my feelings.
Between the grinding of my lips and teeth, I could feel his lack of hope, and he was holding against me like a piece of iron.
"Wife, I can't hold it back, can I?" His voice burned like fire.
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