Chapter 216: Marrying You Is My Greatest Stupidity
His silhouette was shrouded in a faint halo, like through a layer of brown glass, looking hazy and distant.
My hand subconsciously grasped the quilt, and the pain in my heart slowly woke up, and the pain became more and more intense.
Xue Duyun raised his head and found that I was awake, so he put down the diary in his hand, got up and walked towards me, and sat down on the edge of the bed.
I looked at him for a moment, and a hot and humid heat quickly rose into my eyes.
This is the person I love, and I love him so much that I can't help myself. But at this moment, how I wish that everything that had happened with him in the past two years was just a dream.
"Did you already know?"
I sat up and looked into his eyes.
He didn't dodge, he looked at me very calmly.
"Yes."
My aching heart was shaking.
"Then why are you marrying me?"
Xue Duyun looked at me with a hint of helplessness in his eyes. He hadn't answered me yet, but my heart had hit rock bottom.
"Xue Duyun, I found that marrying you is my biggest stupidity!"
I was so emotional that I was shaking at the words I spoke.
Xue Duyun hugged me, and no matter how hard I struggled, he wouldn't let go.
"Shen Yu, I know you're very excited now, you can't listen to anything, don't talk about it now? You're suffering from heat stroke, and we'll talk about it when you're well and calm down. ”
I cried in his arms.
"Xue Duyun, if I could turn back time, I really hope I never knew you."
His body stiffened, and he slowly let go of me, looking at me with a little hurt in his eyes, and more helpless.
"Shen Yu, you are angry now, you have no reason, I won't take anything you say seriously, you can rest."
Xue Duyun left the room, and I lay back on the bed, staring at the ceiling with empty eyes, tears sliding down the corners of my eyes.
I don't seem to be so vulnerable in a long time.
Since I had Yuzhuang, I have also reached the pinnacle of my life, no longer despised and looked down upon, and I am respected and flattered by many people. I don't have pride, but there will inevitably be some changes in my mentality, and my position and identity require me to have a certain ability to resist pressure, and I will not be allowed to be vulnerable anymore.
But the sudden cruel truth broke me down in an instant, and I admit that I can't afford such a truth.
I know that when people are overly emotional, they make irrational decisions, so I'm trying to calm myself down. But I found that I couldn't calm down at all, and after knowing the truth, my heart was filled with hatred, and the eagerness to take revenge made me irrational at all.
Although Xu Yafei no longer works in the hospital, he will come to see me every day and change my dressing, he didn't say anything, just advised me to have a good rest. He should also know what is going on, and he understands that I can't listen to what he says at this time.
I didn't get out of bed for two days, and sometimes I heard the cry of my child, and I was indifferent.
In the past two days, I have always thought of my childhood, thinking of my parents, I haven't missed them so strongly in a long time. As a daughter, I am incompetent, and I didn't know that the accident was not an accident for so many years, and my father died very unjustly. When I think about it, I almost eat away with that guilt.
Xue Duyun didn't go anywhere in the past two days, he personally brought the food to each meal, and he served the cold ones as they were.
Looking at those dishes, I know that he made them himself, and they are all my favorite food.
But sadness, hatred, and guilt filled my Hungarian mouth, and I didn't feel hungry at all.
The next night, when dinner was served, I still didn't move.
Xue Duyun didn't rush to leave, but sat down on the edge of the bed.
"Shen Yu, so you're treating me as your enemy now, aren't you?" He asked suddenly.
I looked at him with a heartache and a blank look.
Have it? Yes! Otherwise, how could I be miserable when I think about my experience with him?
Xue Duyun hooked his lips gloomily.
"If you regard me as your enemy, then you should be stronger, not like you are now, hunger strike is just the pain of relatives, the enemy is fast, starve yourself to death, how can you take revenge?"
He used such language to provoke me, but I was not aroused by him, but I suddenly felt so sad.
Xue Duyun took the cold food away again.
When night fell, Xu Yafei came.
In fact, I was almost recovered, so I took out the needle on the back of my hand, and after taking my temperature, he sat down on a stool next to the bed.
"Shen Yu, a teenager, there are many things that he can't control, just like when you faced that kind of tragedy, you could only choose to accept it, but couldn't change it. Duyun: He's innocent! ”
I looked at him slowly, and saw the sincerity in his eyes,
In fact, after these two days, I have calmed down a lot.
After Xu Yafei left, I got out of bed, opened the door and walked out.
There was crying from downstairs, and I walked to the staircase.
"Good, don't make trouble, mom is uncomfortable, don't make a noise until she rests, okay?"
Xue Duyun was walking around in the living room with Nianyin in her arms, Sister Zhang was holding Nianfeng, and Sister Luo was cleaning.
But the two children don't know what's going on today, and they keep crying.
"Give it to me." I walked behind him.
Xue Duyun turned his head, surprised and relieved.
He put the pronunciation into my hands, and I hugged it and coaxed her for a while, and she stopped crying.
After a while, the two children were coaxed to sleep, and Xue Duyun asked the nanny to carry the two children to sleep.
He and I were the only ones left in the living room.
I was sitting on the couch and he came over and sat next to me.
"Wife, are you calm now?" He asked me.
I looked at him and said, "I'm calm. ”
He nodded, "Then let's talk calmly." ”
I said okay.
"I know that once you know about this, it will be difficult to accept, you will hate my dad, even hate me, and even feel that I have been cheating on you all along. But, wife, I can't be blamed for this incident, I didn't participate in it, not to mention that I was just a teenager at the time, just to say that when I knew the truth, it was also after the incident had happened, and I couldn't stop it at all, and I couldn't change it. So, wife, can you be sensible and not be angry with me? ”
I took a deep breath.
"I know, I shouldn't blame you, but I have a hurdle in my heart, my dad died unjustly, my mom became a vegetative person, what kind of life have I lived since that accident? Now that I know the truth, how can I live happily with the son of the man who killed my parents? ”
Xue Duyun reached out and carefully grabbed my shoulder, and when he saw that I didn't resist, he let me lean into his arms.
"Wife, this is not fair, you are still not calm."
Thinking about everything that happened back then, thinking about the night that completely changed the course of my life, I gritted my teeth with hatred.
I pushed him away, stared at the coffee table in front of me, and said, "I can't let the evildoers get away with it." ”
After saying that, I looked at him, "Although he is your father, it is not right for you to protect him." ”
Xue Duyun rubbed his hand on my shoulder, trying to soothe my sudden and agitated emotions.
"Shen Yu, I just don't want to make grandpa sad, let him send the white-haired person to the black-haired person, now, grandpa's time is running out, don't let grandpa leave sadly, okay? I promise you, I will give you justice. ”
When I think of my grandfather, I'm not so tough.
I know that even if grandpa doesn't like Xue Borong anymore, they are also father and son, and if he learns that his son has done such a thing in his lifetime, and even sees him in prison, he will definitely be sad.
I acquiesced to his statement.
The next day was a memorial service for Mr. Yu, whose great feat of sacrificing his life to save students in the earthquake was reported by the media, so his memorial service was very grand.
The government, schools, media, and students taught by Mr. Yu all came, and many people spontaneously came to see Mr. Yu off.
I went to the memorial service in solemn black and saw Yu Qian at a glance.
She had no tears and was calmer.
She stood on the side of the mourning hall and bowed to everyone who came to pay her respects.
The two students and their parents who were rescued by Teacher Yu also came, wearing filial piety and holding flowers for Teacher Yu.
At this time, Teacher Yu has become the altar of ashes on the altar.
The scene of mourning and music sounded, and everyone solemnly lined up to enter and pay tribute in turn.
I bowed three times to Teacher Yu, turned around, and saw the person walking in through the door, and my body shook suddenly.
At this time, the person who was wearing plain black and big sunglasses on his face and was walking in from the door of the mourning hall was Wen Biru.
And Xue Li followed her, and when she came in, her eyes were already red.
My eyes were fixed on Wen Biru, and I saw her walking slowly along the flow of people with her head down. She was wearing big sunglasses, she just didn't want to be recognized, but how could I not recognize her?
Especially after reading Teacher Yu's diary and knowing the truth, I really hated her.
She is not only vicious, but also very cheap!
My clenched fists trembled faintly, Xue Duyun probably noticed it, afraid that I would be too emotional, so he reached out and put his arm around my shoulders and pulled me aside.
I tried to restrain myself, and I knew that this was Teacher Yu's mourning hall, at least here and now, not the time for me to settle accounts with them. What's more, there is Yu Qian, she just went abroad, and she got such bad news, and she must not be able to accept more cruelty.
Xue Li took the initiative to wear linen and filial piety for Teacher Yu, although he did not cry as bitterly as he did on the day Teacher Yu dug it up, his eyes were red all the time, and his sadness was beyond words.
It can be seen that his father-son love for the teacher is real.
Wen Biru didn't stay at the scene for long, so she quietly withdrew towards the door.
Because I kept an eye on her, her movements did not escape my eyes.
I followed and walked out of the mourning hall.
She walked briskly to a small black car on the side of the road, turned on the passenger and sat inside.
When she opened the door, I saw a man sitting in the cab.
I immediately rushed up and grabbed the door handle before he started the car.
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