Everything was placed on the edge of the ruins, and Xue Li wept while cleaning up everything for the teacher.

I quietly put the journal in my bag.

After the rescue was completed at the scene, Mr. Yu's relics were all sorted out, and we took Mr. Yu's body back to Nancheng and stored it in the funeral home first.

Yu Qian was rushing back, and she should hope to see Teacher Yu for the last time.

In the past two days, everyone has been terrified by the earthquake, and sadness has filled the sky over the city.

The next day, I didn't go to the office.

After breakfast, Xue Duyun went to work, and I went upstairs, took out the diary from my bag, walked to the chair outside the balcony and sat down, and quietly opened it.

The reason why I didn't open it immediately when I came back was because I had a strong uneasiness in my heart, recalling what Teacher Yu had said to me, I always felt that Teacher Yu knew something, but it was inconvenient to say it. What is inconvenient to say, he is very likely to write it in his diary.

After reading Teacher Yu's diary, I sat on the balcony for a whole morning.

The summer sun was scorching, but I sat shivering with cold as I sat in the sun, as if my blood had been frozen and no longer flowing.

At lunchtime, Sister Zhang came up and asked me to eat.

I didn't move, and I even felt like I had lost the ability to make sounds, and the sound of the exit was very soft and soft.

"You guys eat, I don't want to eat."

After sitting for a while, I took my diary and went out.

When I came to my father's tombstone, I knelt down.

My knees hit the hard slate, as if my kneecaps were about to break, but I didn't feel any pain, only cold, cold to the tip of my heart.

The picture on the tombstone shows my dad when he was very young.

Such a loving smile I could only see in my dreams for a long, long time.

Although my family was not rich, I still felt very satisfied and happy at that time. For me, having my parents by my side is better than fine clothes and food, and delicacies from the mountains and seas.

But it was all ruined overnight.

I always thought that night was just an accident, and I complained countless times about God's injustice. But after reading Mr. Yu's diary, I realized that it was not an accident at all.

"Since I married Biru, there have been rumors about her. In fact, in the short days after I got married, I already realized that maybe it was a mistake.

There are a lot of things that I don't know, I just pretend I don't know. Having a daughter and a son did not make our marriage more stable, but it became more and more like an empty shell.

I also drink when I am depressed, and she went out with her son that night and did not come back very late, and my daughter is very good at observing words and feelings, and probably saw that I was in a bad mood, so she took the initiative to cook. She was not much taller than the stove, and she had a small bench under her feet, but she was presentable. Seeing my daughter so sensible, my heart softened. took the spatula in my daughter's little hand, scrambled eggs and fried rice, and we two fathers and daughters each had a bowl.

I drank some wine with egg fried rice, it was late, and she hadn't come back yet. I was so emboldened by the alcohol that I told my daughter to go to bed early, and I went out with a coat on. I'm going to find her, I know where she is.

Boss Xue of the quarry built a house next to the quarry, where he lived most of the time. The quarry was where the men worked, and every worker there was disgraced after a day's work. Biru is such a clean woman, but three days and two runs to the quarry, if I don't know that there is a cat in it, it is stupid, I pretend to be stupid just to give my children a complete home.

Something happened in the quarry that day, and the workers dispersed early. Looking at the light coming out of the Xue family's house, I was a little confused again.

Even if Biru is inside, what can I do when I come? A head-to-head confrontation with the surname Xue to declare sovereignty? Or do you directly take out your position as a husband and accuse her of her faults? Or is it a big fuss, and everyone will not live their lives?

I ended up doing nothing but approaching the house step by step. The sound of footsteps was all hidden in the snow, and I came silently.

There was a faint sound of talking coming from the room where the light was on, and I walked out of the window of the room and stopped.

That night, I heard a lot of terrible truths outside the window, about the tragic car accident of the Shen family, about Ah Li's life experience.

I never knew that she was hiding so much from me, that my pillow people were so vicious, and that they were the ones who planned all of this.

I was so shocked that my feet seemed to be frozen, motionless. Biru saw me as soon as she opened the door, and she was terrified. But she was smart and quick to react, and immediately knelt in front of me, crying and begging me not to say anything.

I was so shocked that I couldn't come back to my senses, and I didn't know how I got her back that night. After I went back, she pulled me into the room, kissed me and begged me, saying that she had a hard time, and promised that she would never see her surnamed Xue again in the future, and that she would live a good life with me. It was the first time she had been so active and enthusiastic about bed, but I wasn't provoked to have the slightest sexuality, and finally pushed her away.

Looking at her pitiful appearance, I couldn't bear it, even if she had been restless, but she was the woman I loved after all, the mother of two children. Even if Ah Li is not my flesh and blood, but the children themselves are not wrong, how can I get the two children to accept this?

After a few days of calming down, I finally kept silent. In the past few days, I felt Biru's virtuous kindness for the first time. She kept the house clean, cooked hearty and delicious meals, bathed the children, tied braids for Qianqian, and helped them with homework. The children were so happy, and I was almost quickly captured by this warmth,

So I kept my own selfish heart and buried all the secrets. ”

……

"Shen Yu is a very sensible girl, and her sensibility makes people look very sad, because she carries everything on her shoulders that should not be burdened at her age. I feel distressed, sympathetic, and guilty.

Although she is bitter, she is very simple, kind, and filial. Maybe it's not a bad thing for her to hide the truth, so that she doesn't live in hatred, her world is still pure, and there is still love in her heart.

What's more, even if she knew everything, what could she change? Nothing will change.

I cared for her in life, in my studies, took care of her, and gave her all the love I could give her. Even I would love to adopt her, but I was afraid that my atonement would be too obvious for people to see.

Tribulations make people grow, but I am glad that she has been trying to get out of the haze, live positively, and live like a little adult. ”

……

"Since I knew the truth, I didn't touch Biru much, I always felt a pimple in my heart, and I also felt that it was a sin to be happy, because that little girl named Shen Yu was suffering.

Bi Ru'an has been separated for a few years, but I know that she has never broken off with that person. I don't care much about that anymore, as long as she comes back to this house every day. My marriage to her is dead in name, and I am only for the sake of the children. At the beginning, she concealed her sins because of the child, and now she is silently forbearant because of the child.

But then she became more and more excessive, and often did not return home at night, probably because I was sure that I would not tell the truth for the sake of the child. This kind of marriage is ridiculous, I don't want to be ridiculous for the rest of my life, and when the children are older, they also have the ability to judge reasonably. So I took the initiative to file for divorce, intending to set her free, after all, there is no point in keeping a shell without a heart.

She left, Qianqian gave it to me, and she took Ah Li. I got drunk that night, and a big man hid in his room crying, which was very useless. I don't know what I'm crying about, obviously I can't go on anymore, I took the initiative to file for divorce, obviously I want to let her go, and I want to let go of myself, isn't it? I guess I'm crying all these ridiculous years!

Qianqian knocked on my door and called out to my father at the door, I hurriedly wiped away my tears, for fear that she would see me crying, so I didn't turn on the light when I opened the door. Qianqian hugged me and said, Dad, you still have me! At that moment, I couldn't control my tears anymore.

This night, a family of four became two, but life still has to go on. ”

"On the day of Christmas, I only found out that Shen Yu was with the son of the Xue family, should I say that creation makes people?

The eldest son of the Xue family is a capable young man, he has created a world by himself, he is mature and stable, and his character seems to be good. I can't say that Shen Yu and him won't be happy, but I always feel that God's arrangement is too ironic.

But what else can I say? I can only hold good wishes, I hope that the Xue family can treat her better and repay all the debts to her with love. I also hope that the original truth will become a permanent secret buried by time. ”

……

At noon in the summer, I knelt in front of my father's grave in the scorching sun above my head.

That diary, that truth is also placed in front of the grave.

I think my dad must have blamed me all these years, blamed me for living a messy life, and never found out the truth. Blame me for marrying the son of my enemy and bore him children.

"Dad, I was wrong!"

My eyes were astringent, but the tears could not come out, as if they had been dried in the sun, and my lips were dry as if there was no saliva.

I kept kneeling as if I was punishing myself, and gradually my limbs became weak and dizzy.

The moment I lost consciousness, I even felt a sense of relief.

It's also good not to wake up like this, and I can go to my mom and dad.

I had a messy dream, I dreamed of Teacher Yu, I also dreamed of my parents, as well as Xue Duyun and Nianfeng Nianyin. They came and went in my head like slides.

It was like I had been through a long ordeal before I finally woke up.

The head was heavy, as if the whole head had been poured in. The first thing you see when you open your eyes is a hanging bottle.

But this is not a hospital, but at home, and I am lying in my own bed.

Hearing the sound of turning the pages, I turned my head and saw Xue Duyun sitting on the small sofa flipping through the diary.

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