250 And he hid it from me
"It doesn't matter," I said, "why are we here?" What about Lin Zhunyi? ”
Wu Jilang said: "Presumably he is still working on this matter, I will tell him later." ”
I was surprised: "You did the police station?" ”
I don't think the police will let Wu Jilang bail me out directly, because I know too well what kind of strange person I am.
Wu Jilang nodded and said, "Yes." ”
I asked alarmingly, "Who are you?" ”
"I'm nobody." Wu Jilang smiled and said, "I told them that you are an important research object of our research institute, and you are not a human being, just a dummy that we imitated based on the appearance of a human being, and it is only used for experiments." However, since the conditions of this experimenter are as anthropomorphic as possible, it seems very real and more specific, because the experiment needs to be kept secret, so I can't tell them. ”
I was amazed, "They believe it?" ”
Wu Jilang nodded, "Yes." ”
"Where did you come from?" I've never heard him say, "Do you say the secrecy police agree to let you keep it a secret?" ”
"I don't have a research institute." Wu Jilang said: "Not long ago, you went to my alma mater and met my professor, who has a research institute. I have contacted him and he has arranged for a lawyer to deal with the matter. ”
I remembered what happened when I met the professor that day and said, "Did you tell the professor about me?" ”
Wu Jilang was silent for a moment and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't have your consent. But you ......"
He fell silent.
I said, "I already know I don't have a heart." ”
"The police have told me." Wu Jilang said: "You fainted suddenly, and after you fainted, the woman suddenly began to scream as if she was sick, and then died. The police and ambulance also came, and the scene was chaotic for a while, and when we tried to find you, we found that your body was gone, and this was the only one on the ground. He said, pulling out my makeup mirror, which had broken into pieces.
"Later I learned that you were rescued by a good Samaritan because the ambulance happened to be there at the time, so they carried you into the ambulance with me. I rushed to the hospital, but they said that they had not accepted you, and I didn't believe it, thinking that they must have found out about your situation and thought that it could be used for research, so I delayed. Wu Jilang said: "Later facts proved that this was indeed the case. I went to the police again and told me the excuse that the hospital they contacted was the same one I had been to before. ”
I said, "But do they believe me when you say I'm a dummy?" After all, I've been to the hospital. ”
"I think they believe it." Wu Jilang said: "At least they let you out." ”
That's right, too.
I said, "Let's explain, shall we?" Am I really without a heart? Why would I not? ”
Wu Jilang was silent for a moment and said, "You originally had it, but that one was not a human heart. ”
This......
Luckily, my nerves are strong enough, "Can you elaborate on that?" ”
"Your heart was kicked by a carp and it was beyond salvage. You were dead when the carp brought you to the hospital, even if he begged hard, I couldn't bring the dead back to life, not to mention, there was no heart at hand at all, I told you to find a random one, in fact, it was a complete lie, and it was impossible for me to find it at all. Wu Jilang said: "Later, the carp proposed to me, saying that he had an artificial heart, because he had always hoped that Nemo could be like a person, and if he wanted to be like a person, he must first have a heart, and he had such a heart. He wanted me to put it on for you, and I thought he was going crazy, so I agreed, but I didn't expect that heart to work. I always knew that Carp liked these things the most, but I always thought that he was just able to make some interesting machines, and that being able to make a whole system of nemo was the limit, but I didn't expect him to reach this level of ability in this area. ”
I said, "So, I've been using this heart all along?" ”
"Yes and no." Wu Jilang said: "During this period, I operated on you because the heart only started to have problems not long after it was functioning, so the carp improved it again. I'm sure you'll remember that I used some pretty bizarre excuses, all for the purpose of debugging and replacing the heart. ”
I said, "Then why didn't you tell me?" ”
"Because no one knows when this heart will suddenly fail, the human body is too complicated." Wu Jilang said: "The carp said that he didn't want you to know such a sad thing, because he knew that once you knew, you would be very misanthropic. He wants the matter to be taken care of by him and you to live carefree. Moreover, at that time, we didn't expect the heart to be so difficult, he originally thought that he could buy one on the black market, give you a transplant, and then tell you about it when you are healthy. ”
I couldn't help but shake my head.
Indeed, Li Yu was right, not long ago, when I thought I didn't have a heartbeat, my misanthropy really came out quickly and reached its peak.
But even so, I want to know the truth.
I don't want to be left in the dark like a fool.
I said, "Then I am...... Have you had no heart since the last time you told me that the rescue failed? ”
Wu Jilang nodded and said, "That heart is out of order, and we have no replacement." You're pretty dead on the operating table, but you're suddenly alive. ”
I said, "So my situation is the same as Jiang Yuxin's, my soul is still alive, but my body is dead." ”
Wu Jilang nodded, "According to what you told me, I think so." ”
I said: "Originally, my soul was also very weak, and Wu Jingkang took me back to his 'home' at that time, so even though my body is now a corpse, I am still very excited every day. ”
"Your body doesn't count as a corpse, the rest of the body is still working. I think you need a heart, the carp said he was hurrying to find it. ”
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "He's busy in love, how can he have time to hurry up for me?" ”
"This ......," Wu Jilang wanted to say and stopped.
I said, "Is there anything else you want to hide from me?" ”
Wu Jilang didn't speak, still looking distressed.
I straightened my face and said, "Now that the carp has someone else, he hides everything from me, and I don't want to blame him for anything." You once said that you think of me as a friend, but can't even the most basic honesty be guaranteed between friends? ”
Wu Jilang said: "We are hiding it from you because this matter is too serious, it will bring you a great psychological impact, if you commit suicide because of the world, what should you do?" ”
I shook my head and said, "Forget it, you don't know my attitude." I told the carp that I don't want to be scammed. I'm an adult, I don't need to be hidden, it's my own business whether my heart can stand it or not. ”
Wu Jilang lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry." ”
I asked, "Is there anything else you're hiding from me?" ”
Wu Jilang was silent for a moment and said, "Yes." ”
"Will you tell me?" I said, "If you don't want to, forget it, you and I don't have to be friends anymore, and if outsiders lie to me, I won't be so uncomfortable." ”
"I'm really sorry...... "It's naturally very uncomfortable for anyone to be trained like this by me, Wu Jilang hung his head, his expression could even be described as pitiful, he kept saying: "I'm sorry......"
I was a little deflated and didn't continue to train him.
Wu Jilang said after a while: "Actually, the relationship between carp and silvia should not be what you think. ”
I said, "What's that?" ”
Even though I asked, I wasn't really interested in knowing.
Wu Jilang has always been saying good things to Li Yu, but seeing is believing.
"Silvia has been working on the human heart, and the carp once told me that Silvia has a study that has a chance to save your life," Wu said. ”
The first time I met Silvia, it was at a related exhibition, and what she showed was a robotic heart, and Li Yu began to be in close contact with her after that.
I said, "I see." ”
Wu Jilang said with some eagerness: "Although I don't know the details of this matter yet, I believe that the carp must have done this for you." ”
I said, "Can't I just wait for a donor?" ”
Wu Jilang said: "At the same time, you are also waiting for donors and purchasing on the black market, but the heart source is already scarce, and the few promising ones have all failed." ”
I said, "I see." ”
Wu Jilang stopped talking and looked at my face nervously.
I said, "So you mean he committed himself to Silvia to save me?" ”
Wu Jilang nodded.
I couldn't help but laugh, "One, I don't believe it, and second, even if it were, I wouldn't forgive her." ”
Wu Jilang asked, "Why?" He's for you, and he wants you to live. ”
I said, "He's not for me, and for me, his loyalty to me is far more important than my survival." ”
Wu Jilang defended: "But he doesn't think so, people live is hope, the scars caused by betrayal will always pass, but when people die, there is nothing." ”
I said, "I'll give you an analogy. If you were really a police officer, what you are doing now is just a necessity for my job. If Jiang Yuxin knew about this, did you say she would forgive you? ”
Wu Jilang was slightly stunned at first, and then said firmly: "Yes." ”
I said, "How do you know?" You're not her. ”
"Because I know her, and she knows the police profession." Wu Jilang said: "Necessary sacrifices are inevitable, and this is also one of the sacrifices. ”
I said, "But it's a rational decision, what about feelings?" Surely she would have thought, right? What are you like with Li Nuannuan? What are you guys like in bed? She is such an attractive woman, and she is so evil, that kind of evil is something that Jiang Yuxin herself does not have. Have you really never been moved? ”
Wu Jilang stopped talking and looked at me with complicated eyes.
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