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Life is a journey after a journey, and the meaning of this trip is to make yourself better.

I didn't write much to my brother in these days, but told him not to write to me again, because the address was uncertain and he was too slow to reply, so he didn't have to reply to me. I just reported my situation to my brother when I had time.

R City is a small seaside town. The place of work is in the south of the town.

It's about 1,300 kilometers from my hometown, and I can't communicate with my colleagues. Because they speak all dialects, very few speak Mandarin. So in the first six months I came, I barely communicated with people.

Once I stabilized, I wrote to my brother about the situation. At that time, mobile phone calls and long-distance roaming were still available. I changed my mobile phone number again, and the third brother couldn't contact me for a while.

By the time I contacted the third brother again, a month had passed, and all of them had settled down in R City.

The third brother said that he was coming to see me, but I didn't let him come. If you are already working, you are not a carefree child in the ivory tower all day long, but you must start to have responsibilities, responsibilities for your family, responsibilities for yourself, and responsibilities for your work...... Suddenly I felt that I had a heavy burden.

In the second month of R City, my mother came to see me. Brought me a quilt. I only stayed for a week and left, and when I left, I was told that my job was hard to come by, and that I would have to go home to visit my parents during the holidays. Wait to go to the city to see if you are going to buy a house here, and when your parents are old, you can have a place to live.

Looking at her distant back, she suddenly felt that her mother was old, and a burst of sadness came to her heart.

The days are fast, and it's time for my birthday.

On this day, the eldest aunt visited on time again, and the eldest aunt was very obedient every month, but she had a different feeling every time. This time, for some reason, the pain was unbearable and heartbreaking.

For the first time in my life, because my aunt couldn't work, I just wanted to go back to the dormitory and lie down. Luckily, my supervisor, a woman, understood the pain and allowed me to go back to the dormitory to rest.

I didn't get up all afternoon. Before lying down, I took a painkiller. When I opened my eyes again, it was already dark. I was lying alone in the dormitory, recalling that when I was interning, my aunt visited, and it hurt badly, and the branch secretary who came to the internship with me boiled a bowl of brown sugar ginger water for me, and warmly asked me to drink it, although I didn't feel that it was of much use, at least my heart was warm. That feeling of being cared for. And now, my colleagues from the dormitory next door passed by my room, but no one came to see me, and I suddenly had a thought in my heart, if I died, no one would come to see me.

Thinking of this, I tried to get up and rummage through my mobile phone, and then got into the quilt that had been soaked with sweat when I was in pain, and sent a message to the third brother. The third brother is like this, and he called me back as soon as possible. Regarding the call back, the third brother said that it is too slow to send a message, or fast to bring the phone, I will miss him in the future, and when I need him, send him a message and he will call me back as quickly as possible.

Sure enough

"Hey, Third Brother"

"What's wrong with you? Speechless and weak"

"It's okay, lie down!"

"Got under the covers so early? Is this going to turn into a pig? Oh yes, you're meant to be a pig. ”

I couldn't laugh at this point.

"Third brother, have you been busy lately?"

"Okay, what's wrong?"

"I'm having a birthday, can you buy me a birthday present?"

This is the first time I've opened my mouth to ask for something

"What do you want!"

"Go and see, buy me whatever you want"

"The first time I asked for a gift, I had to be ready."

"Then you can watch and buy it, you have money anyway."

I heard a landline phone ringing over there.

"You're busy, third brother, I'm sleeping!"

The third brother didn't say anything and hung up the phone.

After a while, Ding Dong, a text message came from the mobile phone, "I'm in a meeting, I'll call you later." ”

"No need, third brother, you're busy, I'm sleeping."

"What's the matter with you, what's wrong? Where uncomfortable or want to ......"

At this sentence, I couldn't hold back the tears, I felt very wronged, and replied thoughtlessly, "Third brother, I swear, in ten years, I must be better than now." ”

The third brother read it and didn't reply to my message.

Probably in the consciousness of the third brother, Ouyang Xiaoxing has already entered the life of Shen Jue and Wang Hao, and he will definitely be with them in the future, and it will definitely be better than it is now in ten years. Even Wang Hao, although he is in prison, nothing will affect him if he comes out again, and he still has his own industry. So whether it is Wang Hao or Shen Jue, Ouyang Xiaoxing will definitely have fine clothes and food in the future. It's just that this stupid girl doesn't realize it now, and she doesn't have this concept.

The third brother thought about it before the meeting and sent me a message back: "Wait for me to see you." ”

I only got up that night and took the painkiller once, and I never got out of bed again until I got up the next morning to go to work.

People are sometimes like this, they like to moan without illness, infinitely magnifying their pain, but they don't know that the root of this pain is just their own momentary inability to think about it. Or maybe it's a little bit of pain that life brings to you for a while.

At that time, my perception was that I was alone, alone, lonely, and sad. Suddenly there was a feeling that the future was in the dark and there was no way out.

However, life has to go on after all, who said that the road of life is not under the feet, but in the heart.

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The third brother didn't come on his birthday, and I didn't receive the gift. I only celebrated my birthday with a few colleagues my age, shopping in the afternoon, eating in the evening, and singing together after dinner.

I started drinking from eating, and I was also drinking when I sang. Drink until it breaks. How to get back to the dormitory, how many bottles I drank have been forgotten.

The next morning I was woken up by a quick alarm clock, and I woke up feeling top-heavy, and the alarm went off for a long time, and I thought I couldn't turn it off. It turned out that the phone that rang the alarm was not mine at all, it was a little girl from another dormitory.

She said that she drank too much last night and was afraid that something would happen to me, so she let me live in her dormitory.

"How much did I drink yesterday?"

"I don't know how much you drank, but do you know how much you drank?"

"Aren't there just three of you drinking? How much more can you drink! ”

"At mealtime, you each have three bottles. When you sing, there are 36 bottles in total, and you ask for it twice, and you calculate how much you drink. ”

"Can I count my brain as a mush? By the way, what about my phone? I can't find it. ”

"Ah, did you lose it?"

Dizzy, this birthday, the phone is still lost.

I don't think anyone will care about me, and the only one who will look for me should be the third brother. Fortunately, I remembered his mobile phone number in my head, and I used this colleague's mobile phone to call the third brother.

"Hey, hello"

"Third brother, it's me"

"Ouyang Xiaoxing, do you know how many calls I made to you yesterday, and now I don't know how much I called you back!"

The third brother is roaring

"Third brother, I lost my phone, this is my colleague's, don't contact me recently, I'll buy one when I have time on the weekend"

"Weekend? Do you know what day of the week it is? ”

"It's not Monday, is it?"

"Then you only went to buy it on the weekend, how can you contact it these days?"

"Then don't contact you. If you don't connect, you won't die! ”

"You! Ouyang Xiaoxing. I'm going this weekend, how do you clean you up when I go! ”

I hung up without a conversation.

I have a splitting headache and my stomach is still churning. That's a night, drinking nearly thirty bottles of beer. It's the first time I've known I can drink so well.

I heard from my colleague that that night, the atmosphere was quite good at first, the theme was to celebrate my birthday, but then I don't know how the style of painting became miserable. After drinking too much, the four of them cried, and these people cried. Among them was me, the only one who was still awake and watched a few of us crying, crying so much.

Probably they are all uprooted people, so they have a common language, so they can understand each other, so they have a feeling of sympathy.

The weekend came as promised, because there was no mobile phone, so I went to buy a mobile phone as soon as possible.

It was a long wait for the bus from the company to the city, so I was going to leave for the city early.

As soon as I walked out of the company's gate, a white toad car came into view, and then looked at the license plate. I was ecstatic and ran over and knocked on the window.

"Third brother, third brother."

The third brother got up and looked at me with sleepy eyes, "You finally went out." ”

"When did you come?"

"Come on!"

Quickly get into his car.

"Why did you drive this ugly car again, what time did you come?"

"I arrived at six o'clock in the morning, I'm afraid you'll go out, I'm waiting for you here"

"It's frozen, you can just go in and find me, our doorman uncle is very good, he will let you in."

As he spoke, he handed me a white box

"What?"

"See for yourself."

So he started the car and set out for the city.

I tried to unpack, in fact, I thought about it, it should be a mobile phone, I lost my mobile phone, and I want a birthday present, which is not a good thing.

"Wow, third brother, how do you know I want a flip phone. It's so beautiful, I took it, thank you! ”

I couldn't close my mouth when I was happy. You must know that my salary was not high at that time, and I was still in the internship period, so I was definitely reluctant to buy a good mobile phone, so I didn't shirk this and stayed.

Immediately rushed over and hugged him, "You still know me!" ”

"Would you like to get to know me too?" Said yin and yang weird.

"I understand you? You are the same as your brother, and you don't know how mysterious it is? Let me know you? Say it yourself, otherwise how would I know you! "I'm never on the same channel as my third brother.

"Forget it, you don't know what's in your head!" He looked at me, "Ouyang Xiaoxing, let me ask you a question of mine." ”

"You say."

"Do you think there is a pure friendship between a man and a woman?"

"Haha. Third brother, do you want to say me and you? It is not a pure friendship between me and you. We are brothers, and I treat you as brothers. I'm part of your organization, take me in, big brother! Little brother is here to worship! ”

"Neurotic!" The third brother glared at me.

"Hahaha! Third brother, where are we going? ”

"Where do you want to go?"

"I've been here for so long, I haven't been to the beach yet, you just happen to have a car, take me to the beach to see!"

I don't know much about this small seaside town, because of the language barrier, I rarely go out, and I rarely go out to save money.

I have never seen the sea, and my understanding of the sea comes from books, and I didn't read well before. There was no car before, and it was said that there were several buses to take the bus, so I never went there. It just so happened that the third brother came this time, so let's go and have a look.