Xue Duyun didn't speak, his gaze stayed on me.

I don't know why, but I can't see the confusion in his eyes, but I seem to be able to see the tangled in his eyes very clearly.

I was standing on the precipice, but my heart had already fallen to the bottom.

I knew that the moment he struggled, I lost.

The north and the south kept crying, but I didn't seem to hear anything, only the sound of the wind on the cliff, pulling this almost suffocating atmosphere.

It was about a century before I finally heard his voice again.

"Let go of the north and south!"

He finally made his choice, and my heart was pierced sharply, but I also felt a sense of relief.

In fact, I already know what the choice in his heart is, and waiting for one more point is just one more point of entanglement, but the answer will not change much.

I didn't feel very sad, I just felt a little sad.

After Xue Duyun made his choice, I kept my eyes down and didn't look at him, and I don't know if he looked at me more. I didn't want to look at it, I didn't want his guilty and self-reproachful look to make me have countless fantasies.

I shouldn't have any illusions anymore, it's time to wake up from my dreams.

At the moment of life and death, my husband chose someone else, and at this time, I can no longer deceive myself.

I was expressionless, I didn't react aggressively, I didn't accuse, I didn't cry.

In fact, I have always wanted to know who she cares about more, and this question bothers me very much. Today, he finally gave me the answer.

Nanbei was untied, and she threw herself into Xue Duyun's arms, crying earth-shatteringly.

What is there to cry about? All were rescued. I'm the one to cry about, right?

But I don't cry, I finally believe that people don't have tears when they are extremely disappointed.

"Shen Yu......" Xue Duyun called me softly, and seemed to be choked by something.

"Get out!" Jiang Feng interrupted him with a roar.

"You've made a choice, just get out of here, what's the?"

After a while, I heard the sound of a car moving away.

I didn't look up, I certainly didn't want to look at it, even though it might be the last time, I wanted to leave a little dignity for myself.

"It seems that Xue Duyun still likes little stars!" Someone laughed.

"!" Jiang Feng let out a roar that was even higher than the one just now.

Those people didn't dare to say anything more, so they got into the car and slipped away as fast as they could.

In the end, only me and Jiang Feng were left on the top of the mountain, as well as his car.

Jiang Feng stood with his back crossed over to me, as if he was angry for a while.

Strangely, I was so calm, and even though I had a heart ache, I was so calm that I felt terrible to myself.

After a long while, Jiang Feng turned around and walked over and untied the rope on my body in three or two clicks.

I was probably tied up for too long, and it was so cold that I was numb all over, and I couldn't even stand on my feet when I was released.

Jiang Feng grabbed me, probably sensing that I was shaking, he took off his coat and wrapped me in it, picked me up, put me in the car, and helped me buckle up my seat belt.

Then he sat into the cab himself, raised the windows on both sides, turned on the heating in the car, but did not rush to start it.

"Didn't you say you wanted me to be buried with me? Why don't you throw me down? ”

I'm not sad, but why is my voice so hoarse?

My eyes looked through the glass window in front of me, unfocused, into the distance.

When I saw the distant, dark canopy, I thought it was despairing.

Sure enough, yes, it's really desperate.

I could feel Jiang Feng's gaze, but I didn't look back at him, just stared at the night so quietly, motionless.

After a long time, he snorted through his nose.

"What's the point of being dead? It's fun to be alive. ”

After saying that, he started the car and drove down the mountain.

Jiang Feng drove the car to the door of his grandmother's house and stopped.

"Get out of the car!" After he finished speaking, he got out of the car first.

I didn't move, looking at the gate of his grandmother's house, where the red couplet had been replaced by white.

At night, the whole courtyard was filled with deep sadness.

Jiang Feng helped me open the car door, "Get out of the car." ”

I ended up getting out of the car.

When I followed him in, my steps were heavy, and I felt like a sinner who had come to forgive sins on behalf of the Xue family.

The lights in the hall were turned on, and I could see the image hanging in the middle of the hall at a glance.

Although I only have a one-sided relationship with the old man, I know that the old man is a kind person, and he went so suddenly, and I still have a feeling of unreality.

"Little Chinese New Year's Eve calls you to come and you don't come, now even if you want to have a meal with grandma, you don't have a chance."

Jiang Feng probably saw that I had been staring at my grandmother's portrait, so he also stopped and said with emotion.

When you think about it, I regret it.

At that time, how did I know that the change would come so quickly? It's so fast that it catches people off guard.

Jiang Feng smiled bitterly, "Actually, I regret it, I really shouldn't have been soft on you at that time." I also regret it even more, I shouldn't have lied to my grandmother that you were my girlfriend. After lying to her, she has always held hope in her heart, hoping that I will take you there often, and that we will get married. If I hadn't lied to her in the first place, she probably wouldn't have regrets when she left, right? ”

Yes, if you don't have hope, you won't despair, and you won't regret it.

The hall was lit with the same old-fashioned incandescent lamp, a cloud of yellow light that radiated from the bulbs in all directions.

Looking at it, I felt like I could see even the filament in the bulb

The lamp was obviously not moving, but I felt that the filament was floating, far and near.

And that condensed yellow light slowly filled my entire vision.

At the moment I fell, it seemed like a pair of strong arms caught me. I didn't know anything after that.

When I woke up again, everything I could see was unfamiliar.

Old bed frames, unevenly painted walls, wardrobes and desks mottled by paint stripping, old-fashioned incandescent lamps hanging from the center of the ceiling.

The quilt on the body smells of soap, and it seems to carry the breath of sunshine.

The smell seemed to take me back to a time when my home was not very rich but warm enough.

Since the accident, those good things have disappeared.

In the process of growing up, I was hurt and deceived and changed involuntarily, and slowly became not pure enough, without absolute kindness and selflessness.

"Let go of the north and south!"

This phrase always echoes in my head, even in my dreams, over and over again, disturbing me with peace.

There was a creak and the door was pushed open.

Jiang Feng walked in with a bowl and glanced at me lying on the bed.

"Awake?"

I didn't speak, remembering that this should be Jiang Feng's grandmother's house.

It's already bright outside the window, it should be the next day, but I don't know what time it is.

He put the bowl in his hand on the table, walked to the bed and said to me, "You fainted, I found the village doctor in the village to show you, and said that you may have low blood sugar, I said what kind of life did you live with Xue Duyun?" Make your body look like this? ”

I thought I didn't care, I could let go easily, but when I heard his name again, my heart still felt like I had been pierced by a spike, and I twitched with pain.

I sat up, feeling weak and dizzy.

"One yard to one yard, he was very good to me, and made me, a woman of twenty-six or seventy, dream and fantasize about unrealistic things like a little girl."

"Okay?" Jiang Feng scoffed.

"Okay, why didn't he take you away? Well, how can he bear to see you die? ”

He was so blunt that I was almost suffocated.

"Don't mention him now."

Jiang Feng said, "Eat something." ”

I stared at the large chunks of meat in the bowl and felt a little sick to my stomach.

"I don't want to eat it."

"Already have low blood sugar and still haven't eaten? Want to be a god? ”

Jiang Feng's tone sounded like a little angry.

I didn't speak.

Jiang Feng asked again, "You really don't want to eat it?" ”

Although he is fierce, I can fully feel his kindness.

I said helplessly, "I really don't want to eat, I can't eat, I want to leave." ”

Jiang Feng crossed his waist and looked at me, his eyes darkened.

"Don't want to eat? Yes, leave? No way. ”

With that, he turned around and walked out.

The sound of slamming the door was so loud that it shook the dust on the door frame.

I stood up and walked to the window to look out.

From time to time, villagers pass by on the path in front of the door, the willows on the side of the road have begun to sprout, and two children are playing under the trees, and the two children are later called home by their families.

When the door opened again, I don't know how long I had been standing at the window.

"Why don't you lie down if you're uncomfortable?" Jiang Feng stood at a distance from me and spoke to me.

I pinched the corner of my clothes, and my voice was not loud but persistent.

"If you don't need me to be with you, please let me go."

Jiang Feng's jaw was tense, and I could see his displeasure and even anger.

"Where to go? Do you want to go back to Xue Duyun? ”

I endured the trembling of my heart and said calmly, "Although I have nothing left, I also want to live with dignity, even if I don't go back, I can't stay here, being abandoned doesn't mean that I can become casual, I don't have to rely on men to live." ”

I lowered my eyes and didn't look at Jiang Feng's expression.

"How do you go when you can be blown down by a gust of wind?"

I looked at him in surprise.

I thought he would get angry and even use rough and tough means to keep me, but the only thing I didn't expect was that his words were still a little caring.

"Let's eat first."

After he finished speaking, he didn't listen to me, so he turned around and went out, and soon the sound of a spatula was heard.

After standing for a long time, my legs were numb, so I went back to the bed and sat down.

After a while, Jiang Feng came in with food.

He put the plate on the table and handed me the rice bowl and chopsticks.

"Eat first."

The aroma of the oil wafting over made me feel a little sick to my stomach, I didn't take it, and said helplessly, "I really can't eat it." ”

Jiang Feng's hand handing over the bowl froze in the air, and the rise and fall of his chest became bigger and bigger.

"For a man who chooses another woman at a life-and-death juncture to be a cheap person, are you fucking cheap?"

After he finished yelling, the bowl in his hand fell to the ground.

Then, he threw me down on the bed and sealed my lips strongly.

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