I tried desperately to push him away, but after all, the strength couldn't compete with him.

He simply ignored my protests.

He kissed angrily and hard, and my lips felt like they were being bitten, and it hurt.

He tried to open my teeth, and I gritted my teeth to prevent him from getting a chance.

He suddenly pinched my chin, and I was relieved by the pain, and he took advantage of the weakness and burrowed into my mouth.

The unfamiliar smell and the unfamiliar wet-slippery feeling made me feel humiliated.

I know that no matter how much I resist, I will only be slaughtered.

As tears fell, I gave up struggling.

Jiang Feng stopped, let go of my lips, and looked at me panting.

I tried to hold back my tears, but the tears still rolled out.

He bit his lower lip with his teeth, and I seemed to see a flash of remorse in his eyes.

At this moment, his impulse had passed, and he had calmed down a lot.

He reached out to wipe away my tears, his movements were gentle, but his tone was very domineering.

"If you don't eat, I'll eat you."

After saying that, he helped me up and handed me the dishes and chopsticks.

"Hurry up and eat."

His tone and eyes looked like a threat to me.

I took the dishes and chopsticks, walked over to the table and sat down, slowly taking the rice into my mouth one bite at a time.

Jiang Feng moved the plate of braised pork in front of me, "Eat vegetables." ”

Looking at the slices of oily braised pork, my stomach suddenly churned.

I put down the bowl and rushed to the side of the trash can, and I vomited.

I hadn't eaten for several meals, I couldn't vomit anything at all, all I vomited was sour water, but I just wanted to vomit.

Jiang Feng was a little overwhelmed, "What's the matter?" Not to your liking? ”

I didn't speak, my stomach was so upset, it was like something was pumping the contents of my stomach up.

He handed me water, and I rinsed my mouth with it, and it took me a moment to straighten up.

He poured me another glass of warm water to drink.

"You can't be in this situation, right?"

Hearing him say this, I choked on a mouthful of water and coughed violently.

He was busy patting me on the back, "You can choke on saliva, you can really do it." ”

Putting down the water glass, my heart was in turmoil.

Counting the days, my period is indeed beyond the time and has not come, I have been dreaming of the child, if it really is, I should be happy, but at this time I am not happy.

There shouldn't be such a coincidence, maybe it's just an empty stomach to protest,

"And what are you going to eat? It's not okay to eat nothing. Jiang Feng was quite worried.

I shook my head, I didn't think I had anything to eat at this point.

Later, Jiang Feng gave me a carton of milk, "Drink the milk without eating, drink it and sleep." ”

After he exited the room, I forced myself to drink the milk.

Seeing my bag on the table, I took it and pulled out my phone.

After a moment's hesitation, I turned on the phone.

There were a few text messages for missed calls, but the time was six or seven o'clock last night.

In other words, since Xue Duyun took Nanbei away, he has not called me again.

I'm a little sad in my heart, but when I think about it, what do I care about? What is more sad than his sentence "let the north and the south go"?

Putting down my phone, I felt tired, so I lay in bed for a while, but I didn't fall asleep.

In the chaos of my mind, there are many fragments intertwined and flashed in my mind.

I even think of the night I first met Xue Duyun.

If he hadn't heard my cry that day and turned back, maybe there wouldn't have been all the stories that followed.

So what will happen to me when I am extremely embarrassed and unable to get a taxi that day?

Maybe when He Xu catches up, I'm still in the same place, maybe I'll follow him back with patience, accept all his unequal treaties with patience, and finally be swept away like a lost dog.

The acquaintance with Xue Duyun made me stand tall in the confrontation with He Xu, and I was also happy.

Yes, he doesn't owe me, from beginning to end, I owe him.

For dinner, Jiang Feng boiled green vegetable porridge, there was no oiliness, and I even ate a bowl.

When the sunset was over and the twilight was in full swing, he said to take me out for a walk.

He drove out of the village, and the last place he stopped was the piece of land next to the Flying Stone Village.

I remember that the search for the north and south also came at night, when the Feishi Village was brightly lit, but now it is pitch black, as if there is no one anymore.

By the moonlight, the ruins next to the Flying Stone Village appeared in front of my eyes.

Jiang Feng walked towards the ruins, and I followed suit.

He took a few steps, then came back and took my hand.

I reflexively tried to shake it off, but he held it tightly.

He led me step by step and stopped at a small clearing.

He let go of me, found a flat stone and blew it clean for me to sit on, and found another stone himself to clean up and sit down.

I don't understand why he brought me here, but I'm really curious about the fact that he built a tomb here.

"What is this tomb?"

"It's my dad."

In the past, when I mentioned this tomb, he would answer lightly, but today he answered very briskly and straightforwardly.

Sensing his desire to talk, I sat down.

He picked up a branch and drew circles in the open space at his feet, and the dust on the ground was made ripples in circles.

"You know what? Feishi Village was not Feishi Village before, Xue Borong started from a quarry. ”

I heard Xu Yafei say about this.

Jiang Feng continued, "My dad worked in his quarry for about three or four years, and that winter, when I came home from school, my brother and I came home from school and saw my grandmother slumped on the bed, my mother sat on the threshold crying, and a neighbor told me that my dad died, but I didn't believe it at all. He was fine in the morning, and when we went to school, he told us to listen carefully and not to desert. It's a feeling that people who haven't experienced it can't understand. ”

"I understand." I say.

I fully understood his mood at that time, just like when the two police uncles took me to the scene of the car accident, I saw my father lying in the snow, and I couldn't believe it, I really hoped it was a dream.

Hearing me say this, Jiang Feng hooked his lips as if he had been comforted a little.

"They all said that my dad was killed by a falling rock when he was fired from the mountain, but I always suspected that my dad's death was more than that."

"Why?"

"Because when we went to the funeral home and saw my father's body, he was missing a leg, and if he had been stoned to death, he might have been smashed to a bloody pulp, but it was impossible to miss an arm or leg."

I have to admit that he had a point.

"And how do you think he died?"

Jiang Feng tilted his head, as if he was lost in thought.

"I don't know, I suspect he was killed by the cannon that opened the mountain, his leg was blown off. In fact, I didn't feel scared at all when my dad died, and even took my younger brother to search the entire stone factory, but I couldn't find my dad's leg. Over the years, I have always dreamed of him, and when I wake up, I always feel that his soul is beside me, and I don't know if it is because he has no legs, so his soul has been refusing to leave. So I had to bury him in the place where he had an accident, maybe his leg was underneath, and he could go with peace of mind when he found it. ”

Thinking about it, it must have been many years ago, and now Jiang Feng is very calm when he talks about these things again. But the hatred in his heart can still be heard from his words.

I said, "Maybe it was really an accident at that time, and you don't have to hate the Xue family all the time, I don't think any boss wants to have an accident with his own workers." ”

Jiang Feng snorted coldly, "Yes, of course he doesn't want the workers to have an accident, if something happens, he will have to settle the claim, Xue Borong will not pull out a dime, but he is the person who has worked for him for a few years, and he died in his stone factory, and he refused to give a penny of compensation." My mother was so disheartened that she committed suicide by drinking pesticides when she returned. ”

I looked at him in amazement, and I suddenly felt that I felt sympathy for him.

"Let him pass the past."

"I can't get by." Jiang Feng's eyes turned cold.

"Originally, I got this land and built this tomb, and I was going to let it pass, but now I can't get by. I blew up my father's grave, and my grandmother didn't mention it in one breath after hearing about it, so she went. ”

"I believe this matter was not done by Du Yun." I say.

Jiang Feng gritted his teeth and said, "It's not him, it's his old man, explosives are not something that anyone can get casually, Old Man Xue opened a stone factory back then, and there were approval documents, even if he didn't open it later, it was not unusual to keep this thing." ”

I lowered my head and had nothing more to say.

The moonlight was bright tonight, and my eyes swept over the messy scene, and there were several broken tombstones scattered on the ground, but my eyes suddenly fixed on the picture of the tombstone.

I got up and walked over, picked up the piece and dusted it off, and looked closely.

This picture looks so familiar, and I think I'm very impressed.

I thought about it and suddenly my eyes lit up.

"Uncle Jiang?"

I looked back at Jiang Feng, "Are you Uncle Jiang's son?" ”

Jiang Feng looked at me with a smile and did not deny it.

When I was very young, my dad had a very good friend surnamed Jiang, and my dad asked me to call him Uncle Jiang.

Dad often invited Uncle Jiang to my house for a drink, and Uncle Jiang always had a small tail at that time, and Uncle Jiang called him Xiaofeng, but now that I think about it, it should be Jiang Feng.

I've forgotten what he looked like back then, but it's definitely a big change from then. Not only the appearance, but also the personality has changed a lot.

At that time, Jiang Feng was silent and not very gregarious, since I took the initiative to play with us, every time my father said, "Why don't you take Xiaofeng to play together", I had to pull him out to play together.

When he played with everyone, he didn't like to talk much, he was quite honest, we played whatever we said, and there was never any objection.

It's been twenty years, and now I can't connect the suave and sometimes flamboyant Jiang Feng in front of me with the timid Xiao Feng at the beginning.

Call him timid, he is sometimes quite bold.

There was one thing that struck me very well, and it is still very clear in retrospect.

At that time, I was playing with Xu Fei and Xiao Feng and a few children in the alley, playing and playing, I don't know who it was, suddenly shouted "There is a snake", a group of our children were scared away, only Xiao Feng did not escape, he picked up a brick and smashed it towards the snake's seven inches, and then stepped on the brick with his foot, the snake wriggled under the brick, but it could not escape, just an adult came and caught the snake.

Since then, Xiao Feng's image has grown a lot taller in our hearts, and it is because of our collective worship that he has gradually truly integrated into us.

When I think of the bits and pieces of my childhood, I can't help but laugh.

"Laughing at what?"

I laughed and said, "How did you go from a stuffy gourd to a sleek fox?" ”

He laughed when I said that, and then he smiled again.

"Forced!" He said.

Two words, I couldn't laugh anymore.

Yes, growing up is a process of constantly falling and standing, wiping tears and moving forward with weight, and some changes are really forced.

"Now I have to ask his Xue family to rebuild this tomb for me, and he Xue Borong must put on the first pillar of incense." Before leaving, Jiang Feng said this.

After that we left, drove back, passed by the pharmacy, and I asked him to stop.

"What's wrong?" He asked me.

"I've been having a bad appetite lately and want to buy some appetizers." I say.

"I'll buy it for you." As he spoke, he prepared to get out of the car.

I grabbed him, "No, I'll go by myself." ”

He didn't insist anymore and said he would wait for me in the car.

Bought the medicine and I went back to the car.

Jiang Feng drove the car and did not go back to his grandmother's house, but returned to his villa halfway up the mountain.

When he opened the door, he said, "There's a TV, there's internet, you shouldn't get bored." ”

I stood in the doorway and didn't move.

"Come in." When he saw that I was not moving, he turned back to me.

"It's not appropriate for me to live with you." I said it seriously.

He dragged me in and closed the door.

"Xue Duyun doesn't want you anymore, you don't live here with me, are you going to hide where to cry?"

He took a pair of slippers out, "I usually don't have women here, only men's slippers, I forgot to pass by the mall just now, I'll buy a pair tomorrow." ”

After saying that, he walked inside, took off his coat and threw it on the sofa, then picked up the remote control and turned on the TV.

I changed into my slippers and walked in, not sitting down.

He crossed Erlang's legs to adjust the table, looked at me, and suddenly the corners of his lips twitched, and he got up and walked towards me.

Although after knowing that Jiang Feng was Xiao Feng, the distance between me and him was much closer. But he was smiling so hard at the moment that I couldn't help but step back.

Until my back rested on the railing of the staircase, there was no way back.

Jiang Feng's hands were propped up on either side of my body, and his head was leaning over.

"Why are you hiding, afraid that I'll do it-you?"

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